13 Mink Street

Chapter 104 God's Lie!

[Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it. 】

When these words came to mind,

Karen, who was sitting on the steps, closed her eyes silently.

"Master Karen?" Mrs. Jenny looked at Karen who was still chatting and joking with her with some doubts, and subconsciously wanted to take a closer look, but was held back by Eunice.

Alfred also noticed the change in his young master. Although he was standing behind the young master, he felt the change in the young master's temperament at that moment, as if the young master was sitting in the church and listening to the teachings from the priest devoutly.

Alfred immediately walked down the steps and stood in front of Karen.

Although Borg didn't know what happened, he immediately stood directly behind Karen after seeing Alfred move.

The two stood in front of each other, protecting Karen in the middle.

Seeing this, Eunice immediately pulled her mother away.

"This is……"

"Shh." Eunice made a hushed gesture to her mother.

Mrs. Jenny nodded immediately, indicating that she understood.

In fact, because of her contact in Luojia City and the experience of taking a cruise ship back to Wayne together, Mrs. Jenny has already had an established understanding of Karen. In addition, this person in front of her is her prospective son-in-law. For a long time, she really looked at Karen with the eyes of a mother-in-law;

This led to a great sense of incompatibility when she returned home, facing her father-in-law's incomparable respect for Karen and Karen's rising status in the Allen family.

Although this daughter-in-law of the Allen family, who came from an ordinary family, knew the special nature of the Allen family and many secrets of this circle, she had no in-depth and direct contact with her;

But she has no bad intentions, but sometimes she likes to be a little "closer" when talking about Karen and facing Karen, in order to obtain the vanity and satisfaction in front of her sister-in-law.

In the distance, because the old Anderson drove away the palace affairs officer and his party, Mr. Bede started to walk back when he was free.

He really doesn't like to deal with the mundane affairs of the family, but his father's elderly brother is not in the wheelchair for the second brother, so when he encounters serious and urgent matters, he has to come forward.

But when his eyes fell on Karen who was sitting on the doorstep, he subconsciously stopped:

"Apocalypse?"

For a long time, no, even through several epochs, the priests of the church who served the true God actually looked down on those family belief system people who only knew how to tap the potential of their own blood.

This is a chain of contempt, deeply rooted.

Others don't know, but Bede knows what Karen is doing.

How long has he been purified?

Each church may have different names for the three stages of "God servant, God enlightenment, and God shepherd", but they are essentially the same.

The god servant corresponds to "adjusting" one's body, the god enlightenment comes from the "god's instruction", and the god shepherd comes from the "god's certification".

Each stage seems to be the same, but it is very different. The most important link actually lies in the stage of "divine enlightenment".

What instructions God gives you can basically determine your weight and position in God’s heart.

Although all beings are equal under the true God, it is often just a slogan. Maybe God really thinks so, because God sees people in the world as ants, and sees his believers as ants with different colors, which he finds pleasing;

Therefore, what exactly are the ants doing and what division of labor are they doing? Even the Queen of the Ants cannot change the fact that she is an ant in the eyes of God.

But the ants don't think so.

This is like a departmental classification of a system. Those who engage in scientific research and those who do cleaning are both serving the operation of the system, and they are both glowing and glowing, but are they really the same?

So, Karen, what is the revelation given to you by the God of Order?

After realizing that Karen closed his eyes and his whole body showed a pious aura, a smile appeared on the corner of Mr. Bede's mouth.

Because of a similar scene, he had also experienced it before. After experiencing God's revelation, he entered a realm of fantasy. It was a moment that he still misses so much.

During that short period of time, he was holding a paintbrush and sitting on the green area of the manor. It took less than half a minute, but he witnessed the "changes of the four seasons" in the manor.

When God speaks to you, your perspective, your emotions, and your heart can form a certain agreement with God. Although this time is very short, it is enough to make people remember for a lifetime.

Because that is the original you, the purest communication with God;

Unfortunately, it was too short, really too short.

Bede deliberately asked about the divine revelation, and learned that half a minute of his time is already very long, and the time of most divine revelations basically does not exceed three seconds.

But these three seconds can be remembered by a priest for a lifetime.

In addition, during this period of time, your "perception" and "harvest" can guide the direction for your future, and how much benefit you can gain in terms of ideological realm can only vary from person to person.

"It's been five seconds."

Bede thought in his heart.

"Ten seconds have passed."

outstanding.

"It's been half a minute."

Overtake me.

"It's been a minute."

Tsk, the grandson of Diss.

...

Karen actually knew what kind of state Shen Qi was, because Pu'er's original plan was to send himself to the position of Shen Mu in the fastest time, and then hit the judge level.

But even Pu'er did not expect it to be so fast.

Karen herself hadn't expected it;

Moreover, at this moment, he has completely focused on nothing else, just simply immersed in this perception.

He closed his eyes,

But the "eyes" are open again;

In the ear, I vaguely heard the sound of water flowing fast. Is it my own pool, is it flowing out?

Karen, who has been experimenting with the "Punishment Gun" for more than a week, is no longer unfamiliar with this "flowing water" state. Even when he feels that there is no tearing feeling of being hit on the forehead and bleeding from the nose, instead My heart settled down.

Because he knows that his cistern is very wide and deep, if it is just normal flowing water, it can flow for a long time.

At this time, the "world" in front of Karen's eyes is gray and white;

The first thing he saw was himself, who was sitting on the steps, and on his body, there was a thread spreading outward.

The first thing that spread out was a gray silk thread. It started to drag far away, and the first place it reached was the busy workers in the performing arts hall.

"It's not a difficult job."

"Yeah, it's definitely easier to do without the guys with the white wigs on their heads."

"I heard that the master of Allen's family just came forward and drove them away."

"Hahaha, it's good to drive away. Before sunset today, we can finish this job. We don't have to get up early in the morning before going to Allen Manor before dawn. We can sleep well."

"That's right, after finishing the work today, you should be able to pay the wages. The settlement of the wages of the Allen's project has always been very fast, and there will be no delay."

"Hurry up, will the Allen Consortium not pay us this little wage? It's a joke."

A group of workers were working in the auditorium, and the gray silk thread extending from Karen's body was wrapped around them one by one, but they didn't notice it.

After the silk thread is wrapped around each worker, it continues outward.

Outside the auditorium, a group of servants were rearranging potted plants.

"It is very convenient to use the flowers in the manor to transplant, and there is no need to transport them from outside."

"Yeah, the ones shipped from outside are always substandard, and it's very troublesome to come and go."

"The guys from the royal family also said to choose specific flowers, hehe, why didn't they just take His Royal Highness back to the palace for the funeral?"

"It seems to be the honor of nobility, to undertake a funeral for the royal family."

"I'm not a nobleman, so I can't enjoy this kind of honor."

"That's right, it's just that these flowers are transplanted here. After the funeral, do we have to transplant them back?"

"Probably not? But the turf in those places must be repaired."

"Well, that's no small job."

"How long will you continue to complain, as the servants of the Allen family, it is our sacred duty to maintain the beauty of the Allen Manor!"

"Yes, Mr. Butler."

The gray silk thread wrapped around these male servants, then made a big circle and entered the castle.

"These silverware will need to be polished carefully. They will be used in funerals."

"The dinner plates have to be wiped, too, and they're used at funerals."

"In addition, there must be no dead corners in the castle. Her Majesty the Queen will probably stay at the manor on the day of the funeral. We must not lose face and embarrass the master and the Allen family!"

In the castle, all the maids are working hard, and the gray silk thread runs through all of their bodies.

at last,

The silk thread returned, came to the door, and entered Karen's body.

They, these people, are doing things according to my orders, preparing for the funeral, and preparing for the stay of Her Majesty the Queen.

I gave them the requirements, I gave them the rules, and what they are following is the order I set.

Karen frowned. Subconsciously, he wanted to say that this was right, because the circulation of the gray silk thread had already confirmed that sentence.

[Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it. 】

But Karen instinctively felt that something was wrong. Maybe this was the answer to God, but it couldn't prove her heart.

They are doing things according to my requirements, but the workers are for the wages, and the servants are for the glory of being a part of Allen Manor.

Even without me, they are still walking, because of my appearance, they have changed their current walking direction, but my appearance may also be one of their daily walks.

Everything about God is supreme, and the words spoken by God are equivalent to the truth of the rotation of the sun and the moon.

But for some people,

Dialectical,

It is almost a trace carved in the sea of spiritual consciousness.

even if he,

Facing God!

At this time, Karen found another silk thread extending from his body. It first wrapped around Alfred standing in front of him, then wrapped around Borg, and then wrapped around Mrs. Jenny and Eunice, entwined on old Mr. Anderson in the distance, and... entangled on Mr. Bader.

Immediately afterwards,

The silk thread submerged into the castle again, as if it was looking for it, and it seemed to be going to the established known;

It wrapped around Pu'er, wrapped around Jin Mao, wrapped around everyone in the castle.

next moment,

The silk threads on each winding body began to change colors, and each color seemed to represent a different attribute of order emanating from itself as the center.

for a while,

Karen's mind is full of colorful threads, the complicated colors, the special meaning, like a huge spiritual shock, directly smashed into Karen's mind.

"boom!"

Karen only felt that his head was directly pierced by a heavily corroded iron rod at this moment.

"Ah! Ah! Ah!"

After the most intense climax, the surroundings instantly returned to silence, but the expected end did not come.

It was pitch black in front of his eyes, and when he looked up, he couldn't see the stars or the moon.

He suddenly felt very cold, although there was no wind, but the biting chill hit him one after another.

Karen instinctively wanted to wrap her arms around herself to give herself warmth, but was shocked to find that she didn't have arms!

He lowered his head, and found that he seemed to be completely integrated into the darkness, and he was really integrated, because he had "no reservations".

Like a soul, a lonely soul;

After realizing this fact, Karen felt even colder, completely lost the support of her sense of security, at a loss, helpless, and the despair that seemed to be abandoned by the world.

Karen began to "walk" forward, he didn't know if he was walking, because he didn't have feet, and even the darkness on both sides couldn't give him any "reference" that he was walking.

But if you want to leave this place, you must move forward instinctively, it is impossible to just stay where you are and cry.

This may be Karen's own kind of belief in his bones. It is not tall, it will be afraid of death, setbacks, and pressure. When faced with various negative attributes, it will also be pulled and rubbed pinch;

it also cries,

But when it is crying, it will continue to move forward persistently.

This has nothing to do with beliefs, and it has nothing to do with ideals, and I don't think about proving anything;

The world can abandon you, but you must at least be responsible to yourself.

Maybe the word "responsible" is too big, in short, you have to...be able to live in your heart.

Gradually,

Karen perceives a new "reference object" because he finds that he is getting colder and colder. This kind of perceptual progress is like a person getting closer and closer to a campfire to get a sense of warmth. In short, he is really March.

...

"Isn't it over yet?" Mr. Bede had completely lost control of his expression, and his shocked expression was very clear.

Because other people in the family are either ordinary people or follow the family belief system, they don't have a clear understanding of this situation.

But he knows, what he has experienced, and because he has experienced it, he understands how precious this "process" is.

this moment,

A picture emerged in Bede's mind. In the picture, there was an old man sitting there, and he stood in front of the old man very respectfully.

"I don't like the Wall God Sect, not because of the relationship with the God of Order, nor because of the Wall God Sect's teachings.

It's because I think you believers of the Wall God Sect have long misunderstood your teachings. They are almost crazy to pursue abandonment, hoping to obtain the beauty of dedicating to art from abandonment. "

"Doctrine, can it be wrong?" Bede asked respectfully.

"Doctrine, can't it be wrong?"

"Doctrine is the will of God."

"God, can't you be wrong?"

"Excuse me, I can't understand you."

"I wonder if you will be in pain."

"pain……"

"The more you want to give up, the more often it is what you really care about. Some fetters are not limited to a surname or a bloodline awakening."

"I... I don't know."

"I allow your daughter to be my grandson's wife."

"Thank you for your mercy and reward."

"I am very proud."

"If you want, I want to listen."

"As an elder, the last thing you want is for the younger generation to walk the wrong path again."

"Now you, are you on the wrong road?"

"What if it was wrong from the beginning?"

"this……"

"That is, the farther you go, the more mistakes you make."

"I'm dull because I don't understand."

"Perhaps, you will understand later."

"Understood... what?"

"You will understand,

god,

In fact, it will also deceive you. "

...

The golden retriever carried Pu'er down the stairs and came to the door.

At this moment, Alfred and Borg are still protecting Karen one after the other.

"Woof~" the golden retriever called softly.

"So soon...was it a revelation?" Pu'er's eyes widened, "It's really exactly the same as Diss back then."

In Pu'er's established cognition, Diss is a single special case. Maybe some geniuses can be compared with Diss in the future, but those geniuses will never be like Diss.

Because Diss is unique;

But the scene in front of him forced Pu'er to admit that Karen, the grandson of Diss, was replicating Diss' path.

"His foundation is very deep, deep enough to make most of the servants of the gods in this world feel hopeless, so when he is receiving divine revelation, he will get even greater inspiration.

I'm looking forward to it, I'm really looking forward to it, what kind of enlightenment the God of Order will give Karen. "

"Woof~" the golden retriever whispered again.

"Huh?" Pu'er jumped off the back of the golden retriever, and slowly moved to the front of Karen. During the movement, it saw the clear "shocked" expression on Mr. Bede's face;

Yes, consternation.

And when Pu'er saw Karen's expression, Pu'er was also stunned;

Because on Karen's face, there was no piety and happiness that was listening to the divine revelation. Instead, he frowned and bit his lips, as if he was enduring some kind of pain or having some kind of nightmare.

Is this still... receiving divine revelation?

…

It's cold, it's so cold.

Although Karen has no limbs in this darkness, he has always retained this perception under long-term inertia.

The legs and feet were so hard from the cold that they could not bend at all;

The arms can no longer swing and can only be fixed to the sides of the body;

The skin began to crack, and the blood inside seemed to have frozen into ice;

The brain has fallen into a muddle, and the brain seems to be frozen.

Even the soul has been frozen into an ice sculpture, if you dare not touch it, it will fall apart if you touch it.

at this time,

any warmth,

Even a single match is enough to make people crazy, wanting to grab it at all costs, or even swallowing the flame.

In ignorance,

Karen felt that a sentence began to emerge in his mind:

[Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it. 】

As long as you meditate on it,

Just follow it yourself,

As long as you believe in it,

Then I will end all suffering and return to warmth.

Underneath is a frozen kingdom, and ahead is a fallen hell.

Only by reciting his name, only by praising his greatness, can one obtain true salvation.

But Karen didn't do that, he was still stubbornly moving on.

He yearns for warmth and fire, but the more those words churn in his mind, the more indifferent he feels in his heart.

It's a strange feeling,

you are drowning

Someone on the shore tried to save you with a bamboo pole,

Not only did you not appreciate it, but you hated him more and more!

It's illogical, but it happened again.

At this time,

Karen heard the sound of running water, which was gradually becoming weaker. This state was about to end.

After the water dries up, he will fall into a coma again and can escape from the torture at this time.

This is a kind of relief, a kind of understanding of oneself without the slightest psychological burden.

It's not that he doesn't persist, even if he doesn't know what he is insisting on, it's not that he doesn't work hard, or even he doesn't know whether the direction of his efforts is right or wrong;

But, finally able to lie down, it's over.

However,

A wave of anger rose in Karen's heart,

Why did it end like this, why did it end like this?

Karen started to move on, he didn't know what was ahead, maybe there was nothing ahead;

But he still has to go, before his water is completely drained, he can take as many steps as he can!

At this time,

Grandpa's voice sounded in Karen's heart:

"Because you, Karen, don't believe in God."

Karen laughed.

He finally understood why,

Because he doesn't believe in God, he can accept purification from God, and he can also learn spells, but when he is asked to sit down and listen to God's teachings, because he doesn't believe in God, he will naturally doubt what he said.

If the word of God is the alternation of night and day, then I will...go from night to day to verify it!

Because, I am afraid that you will lie to me!

finally,

the water ran dry,

Karen felt that he could not "walk" anymore, but he still forcibly took another step forward, or in other words, threw his body out, even if it was only half a meter, half a decimeter, or even a half-decimeter forward. Half a centimeter, he has to finish it!

"Plop!"

Karen fell to the ground,

The icy chill disappeared in an instant, and the surroundings also changed from pitch black to gray with visibility.

Immediately afterwards,

Karen was amazed to see that his hands could also move his body. They were actually there all the time, really.

Immediately, Karen turned his head and looked behind him. He found that the road he was walking on was a gray-white canyon on both sides. He was actually walking along the groove in this canyon before.

I have hands and feet, I can walk by myself, I am not confused, and I do not need to despair;

The long darkness covers the road that already exists here, and I don't need guidance;

So, are you drowning?

No, it's not.

Instead, the man holding the bamboo pole is struggling in the water;

The bamboo pole he stretches out is not to save you,

But want to pull you into the water together.

[Order is: I set it, and you must abide by it. 】

This voice resounded in my mind again;

Karen laughed.

have a good laugh,

The surrounding scene is rapidly collapsing, and when consciousness is about to return,