13 Mink Street

When looking into this eye,

in an instant,

Soul and body began to tremble at the same time.

No amount of psychological foreshadowing, no amount of self-confidence, no amount of accumulation of experience, just like a piece of thin white paper dragged into the water, it was torn to shreds in an instant.

Karen once met the God of Order when he was "purified" to become a servant of God, but that was only the mechanical response of the God of Order, and the God of Order closed his eyes.

He also once saw in the depths of Raniedar's memory and thinking through the window that Raniedar suppressed the Sea God with his own hands, but that feeling is that you already know that this is a memory image, just like watching a movie in a movie theater.

so,

this is the first time,

It was Karen who first saw a real "living" God.

This sense of fear does not originate from religious theology, nor does it originate from the awe of God, nor is it the flattery of duplicity in front of the real God.

It's a crush,

A kind of crushing of oneself from the level of life!

Even though Karen had discussed with Alfred, it turns out that "God" is not a collection of rules, God is not the "Heaven and Earth" in "Heaven and Earth Are Inhumane", God is just a more powerful existence... that's all.

But when the level of life is raised to a terrible gap, just one glance is enough to make you almost collapse.

This feeling is as if you were walking on the road, bent down, and found an ant crawling on the ground, it was busy with its own affairs, and it still looked normal when it saw the sole of your boot;

Immediately afterwards, you gently pick up the ant with two fingers, pay attention not to pinch it to death, move it to your eyes, stare at it, stare at it, stare at it...

Then, your soul is exchanged with this ant.

The sense of suffocation of terror struck instantly.

Karen staggered for a while, and backed unconsciously until his back touched the wall, but even so, his balance was still unable to be maintained at this time. His body seemed to collapse, wanting to fall, wanting to to prostrate.

It seems that only that kind of posture can make me feel at ease, and I don't hesitate to be an ostrich.

Alfred was so frightened that he almost knelt down when he faced the godlike Master Diss.

When Kevin sensed the breath of the God of Light and the God of Order, he was frightened and foamed at the mouth.

Karen also encountered a similar situation.

Karen stretched his arms and pressed his hands against the wall.

"Right now", embarrassment is inevitable, but not letting himself kneel down is Karen's last stubbornness and his bottom line.

This is not a matter of face, it is a matter of road.

It doesn’t matter if God beats you to the ground. When God strikes you, at least at that time, you and God are equal.

But if God takes a look at you and you kneel down, no matter how many reasons you have, you cannot truly excuse yourself deep in your heart, and that shadow will remain forever in your heart and branded in your spirit superior.

This is tantamount to taking all my previous insistence, exploration, and arguments back to the original point with a single slap.

Karen's expression has fallen into a twist, he is like a drowning person now, the more he tries to grab something, but he finds that there is no point of force around him.

He gritted his teeth and shouted in his heart:

"You whores raised... gods!"

The downward trend of Karen's stature is weakening, and he can even lift up a little bit, even if it's just a tiny bit.

At this moment, Karen realized that the mantra used by his grandfather was not because Diss wanted to express something unique, but because Diss stood tall, so his perception of "God" would be clearer.

It's not a dirty word...it's an encouragement to myself.

The more sacred and inviolable an existence is, then if I dirty you and defile you, the light on your body, at least in my heart, will no longer be dazzling.

"Cough cough...cough cough..."

Karen began to cough violently, but he insisted on raising his head, keeping his eyes on the eye outside the window.

Suddenly, that eye moved away, and immediately after, Karen saw a huge body moving, a stalwart body belonging to a god, witnessed by Karen through this window.

In this dream, this house is probably independent, it floats, floating in front of Ralielsa, like a pocket toy.

"Wow!"

Linda drew back the curtains.

"call……"

Karen let out a long sigh of relief. Having lost his support, he finally knelt down on the ground, and his cold sweat began to drip.

At this moment, he did not have the slightest joy of persevering, because he knew that he did not win, but only retained the last bit of decency.

Linda walked up to Karen, and Karen saw the pair of house ladies slippers appear in his sight.

"Mr. Cullen, let me get you a towel."

Karen didn't answer.

Linda walked out of the studio, and soon, she came over with a wet towel and handed it to Karen.

Karen hesitated for a moment, but took the towel and wiped his face.

During the process of wiping his face, Karen was in a trance. There seemed to be an unknown deviation between dreams and reality at this time, but he himself fell into this gap.

This is different from any illusion I have experienced before.

it's here,

You are both host and guest.

If I had to describe it, it would be like Rililsa and Linda holding a paintbrush and drawing on their own souls.

"Mr. Cullen, do you want to sit downstairs?"

Karen removed the towel and looked at Linda.

Linda's expression is still natural, just like when I first saw her... Oh no, when I first saw her, she was already ashes.

Is she Linda, or Riela?

Does she have self-awareness?

Karen suddenly thought of a possibility. He knew that Linda's super-standard divine descent ceremony to summon Raliersa ended in failure. However, if the real purpose of the super-standard divine descent ceremony she performed was not to summon the wall god, But... how about sacrificing yourself to the past?

"Mr. Cullen?" Linda asked again.

In her expression, Karen still couldn't catch any abnormality.

"Mr Cullen, I want to... hear about Piaget."

I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, when Linda said the name "Piaget" this time, she trembled slightly.

"OK."

"Thank you, Mr. Cullen."

Linda led the way, and Karen followed her to the living room on the first floor. After sitting down on the sofa, Linda brought two cups of coffee.

"After he went to Wayne, do you still keep in touch?" Linda asked.

Karen nodded and said, "Actually, I also went to Wayne."

"You also went to Wayne?" Linda was a little surprised, "Did you meet him in Wayne?"

"I've seen it. I just arrived in York City. After buying a house, I didn't have enough cash flow. Piaget lent me a sum of money."

"It should be, you are such good friends."

"What about after that?"

"He is obsessed with painting, but he still can't let go of you. He said he wants to take a look at the scenery you were obsessed with."

"Is...he also a believer?"

"I think so."

Karen noticed that after learning that Piaget also believed in the Piaget religion, Linda's face did not show that kind of surprised expression, but instead looked very flat.

This kind of plainness is actually very telling, which means that she has a negative attitude towards this matter.

"He's so stupid," Linda said. "I'm not a good wife, I'm sorry for him, and I'm not good enough for him."

Karen picked up the coffee and asked, "Linda, do you regret it?"

Linda was silent.

Karen suddenly found that at this moment, the living room door and window were closed, but there was a wind blowing.

This feeling is like a embodiment of a loophole in the heart defense.

This house is Linda's place?

In this room, is she an independent existence?

"Mr. Cullen..."

Two lines of blood flowed from the edge of Linda's eye sockets, but she herself didn't seem to notice it.

"Linda, you..."

"Mr. Karen, please don't panic." Linda clenched her hands slowly, as if restraining something, and then she took a deep breath, "The great existence has not yet awakened, you are here, you can It’s okay to speak freely, at least at this time.”

Linda raised her head, her body trembled continuously, and finally she lowered her head, the lips bitten by her teeth were already seeping terrifying blood, and she was enduring a great pain.

"I really didn't expect that Mr. Karen is also a priest."

"I didn't become religious until I went to Wien."

"Well, that's really not easy, Mr. Karen, I'm... it's a little difficult to speak now, no, it's this way of expression... it's a little difficult.

The great being is still asleep,

She gave me some privileges,

The great existence can sense everything around, and I sort it out for her.

I saw you, Mr. Cullen, so I wanted to see you, so, I entered your dream. "

"my dream?"

"The power of a great existence is beyond our imagination. Even if she is not awake yet, even the breath in her deep sleep has the power to penetrate people's hearts.

When I came to see you, besides asking about my husband, I also wanted to... also wanted to tell you, no, to warn you. "

"Warn me of what?"

"The great existence is about to wake up, Mr. Karen, please get out of here quickly."

Wall God, are you about to wake up?

Karen suddenly remembered that in the last "dialogue" with Pu'er, Pu'er relayed Kevin's words, saying that the door of reincarnation has been open for so long this time, and it may be that some existence is pushing the door.

Is that existence the Wall God?

"Should I leave the pool of sorrow, or the gate of reincarnation?"

"Leave, the farther the better, leave, because the great existence has specially marked you."

Specially tagged me?

"Mr. Karen, I don't know why this happened, but when you appeared near here, the perception of the great existence highlighted you, please, get out of here quickly."

"I see, thank you, Linda."

"Should...should..."

Linda suddenly stood up from the sofa, and spread her arms.

Immediately afterwards, her legs and arms began to twist irregularly, making a weird pose.

What changed at the same time was the living room. The furnishings in the living room began to be reversed, and even the stairs were divided.

Linda's body was constantly switching movements. She seemed to want to say something more, but no sound came out.

As the mutation continued to intensify, Karen, who was originally sitting in the living room on the first floor, found himself sitting in the living room on the second floor.

Linda's consciousness, together with this room, is entering a kind of folding after the failure of confrontation.

However, even so, Linda did not forget to turn her eyes to the door, signaling Karen to leave here.

Karen immediately turned over and jumped down the stairs, but when he went down, his whole body appeared on the ceiling again. In this room, the ground is no longer the ground, and everything is messed up.

Many playgrounds have that kind of "dislocation room", which makes people lose the sense of space in it. Karen's current environment is simply a dislocation within a dislocation, and even the rules cannot be found, and it is still in a dynamic state. .

This means that it is difficult for Linda to continue to maintain her autonomy in this independent house. This may not be pressure from the wall god, because the wall god has not yet awakened, and if it is the god who makes the move, Linda has no resistance at all. possible.

In fact, Linda was fighting against herself.

Karen closed his eyes, opened them again, and the Eye of the Dark Moon appeared. In front of him appeared the floor and stairs with dark red lines. In a disorderly environment, it could help Karen find an orderly position.

Next, Karen began to walk on the ceiling. After a while, he appeared on the first floor again. Then, his figure appeared at the door of the studio again, but the speed under his feet did not slow down.

But just when Karen sensed that the door was right in front of him and he could open it, Linda appeared in front of Karen.

She was still switching weird postures, but at this moment, a new Linda walked out of the original Linda's body. She stretched out her hand to Karen, and a force of confinement hit Karen.

Karen held on, but the environment around him changed drastically again, which meant that Karen's previous journey was completely invalid.

"Mr. Cullen, I still want to continue listening to Piaget's story. My intuition tells me that there are many things that happened between you, but you didn't tell me in detail."

"Mr. Karen... Get out of here quickly, stay away from the gaze of the great being, and stay away from my gaze. I didn't expect it myself. When I made a choice that violated the sleeping inertia of the great being, I couldn't even control myself. .”

"Mr. Cullen, please sit down, let's have a good chat."

"Mr. Cullen, hurry up, push me away, shoot me, get out of here, and tell Piaget for me that I still love him."

Karen pursed his lips, and he stopped hesitating at the moment, chains of order appeared under his feet, spreading around.

The area touched by each order chain stopped changing. Gradually, more and more order chains extended from Karen, and the fixed environmental area became larger and larger.

It was like a spinning top that was spinning non-stop, but was forcibly stopped.

When the whole room was completely quiet, Linda stopped her weird movements and resumed her previous posture, and the Linda who walked out of Linda's body was absorbed back.

Linda raised her hand and pointed towards the door;

"Squeak..."

The door was opened and there was light outside.

Linda said: "Mr. Karen, just go out from here. In addition, I have to remind Mr. Karen that when I was about to enter your dream, your dream also accepted me, which means Since you're different from everyone else, you could have said no."

"Why refuse?"

"I don't know. This is something Mr. Cullen needs to explore himself. When entering other people's dreams, there is no concept of permission or disapproval at all."

"Okay, I see, Linda, I'm leaving."

Karen ran towards the gate, but stopped abruptly when he reached it.

"Mr. Karen, get out quickly, I can't support myself anymore, the support you helped me with is about to fail!"

Behind her came a sharp cry from Linda, and she began to suffer again.

Karen hesitated, no, this is obviously my own dream, you are drawing pictures in my dream, why did I leave here?

Moreover, in the logic of spiritual consciousness, whether it is going out through the window or through the door, the process of entering and exiting is itself an addition of self-suggestion.

If I leave, who will stay here?

Karen suddenly realized that Linda's two ways of expression cannot be singled out as bad and good, the distinction is not so clear and simple.

"Mr. Cullen, get out quickly!"

Karen turned around, looked at Linda, and asked, "You said that I can take the initiative to accept it, but you told me that I have to find out by myself in the future, does this mean that here... is a result of my rejection? "

Linda was silent, but her eyes were bright and relieved.

"I am in my dream, and you also want to come in, but here is an enchantment point that I choose to refuse and you choose to enter, and it is an area we are competing for."

Karen took a deep breath and looked around again.

The eye outside the window, and the image of the giantess, what she drifts away from is not Linda outside of herself.

The real owner of this house is actually himself, and Linda is the guest.

Karen turned back again and looked outside the door. Outside the door was a huge mouth with huge teeth and tongue, which were very clear. The giantess was opening her mouth and wrapping the door. If she went out before, it would be tantamount to taking the initiative into her mouth.

At the same time, the furnishings in the house began to change, from the original furnishings of Piaget's house to those of Inmeles' house.

The Inmeles house, which is No. 13 Minke Street, has been proved through the final selection last time that it is the strongest fortress deep in Karen's heart.

Linda folded her hands in front of her, with an obscure smile on her lips.

Karen said, "I really don't know what I have against the Wall God Sect. On the contrary, I have a lot of friends in the Wall God Sect."

My good friend Piaget and my prospective husband, Mr. Bede, are all believers in the wall god.

So Karen really didn't know why the Wall God hadn't woken up yet, and would rely on his sleeping instinct to attack him.

Linda turned her neck, looked at Karen, and said with a smile:

"You really don't know, Monsieur Raniedar?"

Karen: "..."