70s: Raising a Baby

Ye Jinzhi has been restless in sleep these past few nights. She always dreamed of when she was a child, when she used to play with her parents.

Later, as she grew up, the memories of her childhood gradually became blurred. Even though she really wanted to imprint that happy time firmly in her mind, but later those memories gradually dissipated, and she could only recall some intermittent, inside memories. Mom and Dad's faces are also blurred.

What's even more strange is that even those photos from my childhood have disappeared inexplicably.

When she was a child, her memory was chaotic for a period of time. The memory stayed on the day when her parents had an accident. Subconsciously, her parents were still alive, but they never came home because they were too busy with work.

During that time, my parents were friends who came and went in and out of the house. They were worried that something would happen to me at home alone.

Originally wanted to take her to live with her, but she refused, thinking that her parents would come back, and they would be anxious if they didn't see her when they left.

It was also during that time that my uncles and aunts discovered that her memory was chaotic, but everyone was careful to protect her and let everyone around her cooperate with her memory.

During this period, her father had a doctor friend who was a psychiatrist. When he heard the news of her parents' death, he flew back from abroad in a hurry, and he was the first to discover that she had a memory problem.

Until one day later, she played in the yard outside as usual, looking up at the passing cars from time to time, waiting for her parents to come back, but she didn't know that her parents would never come back.

Her home is in a villa area, where the neighbors are far apart, rarely seen, and everyone is very busy. .

When a few little boys passed by her house, they saw her sitting alone outside and staring not far away.

"Hey, what are you doing alone?" Out of curiosity.

Ye Jinzhi might not pay attention to them now, but when she was a child, she was raised very innocently by her parents, and she didn't have any friends. She was happy when she saw someone take the initiative to greet her.

"I'm waiting for my parents to come home." Ye Jinzhi looked like a doll when she was a child, and was very popular among men, women and children.

I saw several boys with panic on their faces when they heard this, and gathered together and muttered.

Ye Jin was puzzled and didn't know what they were talking about.

"Hey, don't wait, your parents are dead and won't come back." A boy boldly approached the fence and said to her.

"Liar, you lie, my parents are just too busy." Ye Jinzhi still refused to believe it at that time, but the memory hidden by her has been slowly awakened.

"Everyone knows that your parents are dead and it's on TV."

As soon as they were provoked, Ye Jinzhi developed a high fever that night.

Also since that time, her memory has also recovered, knowing that her parents will never come back.

Also from that day on, she has grown up completely, and will no longer stay in the yard outside and stare at passing vehicles as before.

Uncles and aunts are all worried about her, but they also have their own families, so Ye Jinzhi will be strong enough to let them not worry.

During that time, she never dared to look at the photos of her parents. She was optimistic and positive during the day, and at night she would hide under the covers and cry secretly.

When she came out completely, she was trying to find the photos of her parents, but she found that there were none, and there was not one left at home.

At first, she thought it was her uncle and aunt who were afraid that she would be embarrassed by seeing me, so she put them away. She was also afraid that she would make everyone worried and dared not bring it up.

One day later, she became ill again. During the time when her parents were gone, she often fell ill. She lost a lot of weight and her eyes lost their luster.

When she asked her uncle and aunt for photos of her parents, she found that the photos were lost.

Uncles and aunts knew how important these photos were to her, so they helped her find them together. I still have a single photo of myself, but the photos of my parents are missing.

I even started a network, thinking it was stolen by someone, but there was no news, even those negatives disappeared, and there was no trace left, as if the existence of these two people in the world did not exist, they only live in their memory.

Later, when she grew up and accepted the company, she tried again to check the incident of the disappearance of the photos, but she found nothing, and there was no trace at all, just like it disappeared out of thin air.

But for some unknown reason these days, she always had dreams at night, dreaming of the scene where her parents were playing with her, but in the dream, she couldn't see her parents' faces clearly.

Every time she tried her best to see clearly, she would wake up from her dream with a cold sweat behind her.

"Mom, mom." Ye Jinzhi was a little stunned, but he didn't hear A Xu's cry.

"Ah, what's wrong?" Ye Jinzhi regained his senses.

"What's the matter with you, Mom?" Axu carefully found that something was wrong with her mother these days. She was a little worried, and stood on tiptoe and wanted to touch her forehead.

"Mom is fine." Ye Jinzhi pretended to be relaxed, and cooperated with him and put his head in front of him.

Who knew that Axu didn't intend to let her go so easily, holding her hand with a serious face.

"Mom, I'm already an older child." The baby fat on his little face has not yet faded away. With these words, Ye Jinzhi wanted to laugh at the feeling he couldn't tell.

Ye Jinzhi nodded, not knowing what he was going to say.

"If you have any troubles, you can tell me."

Ye Jinzhi felt that these words were a bit familiar, as if this was what she said to them before, but he didn't expect it to be used by him.

"Hmm." Ye Jinzhi wanted to interrupt and nodded perfunctorily.

Regardless of his young age, it's not easy to get away with it. He saw Axu's eyes widen and his cheeks puffed out.

"Mom, you're not good." The tone was still a little aggrieved.

Ye Jinzhi held his forehead, wondering where he learned it from.

"No, Mom swears, Mom is just thinking about things." Ye Jinzhi was helpless and explained to him patiently.

"What are you thinking about?" A Xu looked like he would not give up if he didn't tell him, don't try to get away with it.

Ye Jinzhi snorted and made a random reason: "Mom wants to take you somewhere to play for a while."

This is a fact. You can't just stay at home when you come to the capital, and don't go anywhere. Although the courtyard is very big, you can really stroll around for a long time.

"Really?" Ash half-believed.

Ye Jinzhi nodded sincerely, for fear that he would ask any more questions.

"Really, really, shall we go out to dinner later?"

There are many special delicacies in the capital that the three children have not eaten yet, just like almost everyone who comes here will come to have a roast duck, and it is also famous for the fried sauce noodles, so I just took them to eat.

"Don't run around!" As soon as the three children went outside, they were like wild horses running away, unable to pull them.

Now is the holiday season. If it is left in the future, all the tourists will come and go, and if you look at the past, you will be headed.

Now it is not as lively as later generations, and there are just a little more people on the street than usual.