A bit stiff after rebirth

Chapter 37 The feeling of being loved

She only felt Qin Mo's big hands covering the top of her head, and then she was buried in his strong arms.

"Qianqian, I'm sorry."

I'm sorry that I wasn't by your side when something happened to you. I'm sorry that I only now know that you are still there. I'm sorry...

Su Yiqian was hugged by him in a daze, and she felt that her mind was blank. She chose to tell Wang and the others because they had experienced incredible things. If she couldn't even believe them, then what would happen in this world?

There was no one she could trust anymore.

When Qin Mo said that she was Ye Qian, she panicked. She was afraid. Yes, she was afraid. Only when she had to do it again would she realize how precious life is. She had not taken revenge yet, she had not realized her dream yet, she didn't want to

Lost his life again.

And Qin Mo's sorry words really made her unable to recover. Why was he sorry for herself?

Qin Mo hugged the girl tightly in his arms, took a deep breath, and said with a slightly choked voice, "Qianqian, I like you, to be precise, I love you. From that time eight years ago, you were seriously injured and dying.

I brought you back, and you treated me but never asked me about my identity. Even that time, I didn’t let you know my name. After returning to China, I saw you again at the Starlight Ceremony and watched you on the stage.

You look so dazzling, I want to get closer to you, even just a little bit."

Su Yiqian felt that her heart was about to beat. When she met Qin Mo that time, she also thought about leaving, but she heard what he said to himself and knew that he was Chinese. She couldn't leave anyway.

It couldn't be helped. She took him back for treatment. His injuries were very serious, and his mouth was covered with calluses from years of handling guns. How could she not guess his identity? Now that she had guessed his identity, she needed treatment even more.

Good to him, even if they go back to the bridge after this, they will go back to the road again.

But she didn't know that Qin Mo could recognize her at the Starlight Ceremony, and she didn't expect that he would enter the entertainment industry because of her.

"Qianqian, when I learned that you passed away in a car accident, I felt like the whole sky had collapsed. I regretted it so much. I regretted not confessing to you. I regretted not telling you my name." Qin Mo choked with sobs. A tough-blooded man, at this moment,

He couldn't control his tears anymore. In the past six months, he really didn't know how he got through it. He wanted to quit the entertainment industry countless times, but as long as he thought that this was her dream, he told himself that he must stick to it for her.

this dream.

"Qianqian, you are my whole world. As long as it's you, everything doesn't matter."

Tears flowed down Su Yiqian's face. She came to her senses and lowered her head. She felt that her hands were shaking all the time. Is this... what it feels like to be loved?

Qin Mo slowly let go of her, "Qianqian..."

"Can you please calm down for a moment?"

"good."

Qin Mo walked out of the ward and sat on a chair in the corridor. He stared blankly at the ward door and clenched his hands unconsciously. Will she... promise herself?

Su Yiqian in the ward was lying on the bed looking at the snow-white ceiling. If everything he said was true...

She picked up her cell phone and made a call to Su Yiqian. The latter was in the car preparing to go somewhere. Listening to her call and her plain words, he sighed, parked the car on the side of the road, and called Su Yiqian.

He lit a cigarette by himself and slowly opened his mouth.

"I know that he has liked someone for a long time. His parents and friends have asked him many times. Finally, on the night when Ye Qian died in a car accident, all his emotions broke out. We all knew that the person he liked was the person who once had a relationship with him.

Ye Qian Zero, known as the medical genius, is the man you saved in the United States, do you know his identity?"

"He...should be a soldier," Su Yiqian said uncertainly.

"Yes, he is indeed a soldier, and a professional soldier. He gave up all honors to enter the entertainment industry. As he said, he just wants to be closer to you. Zero, I am not saying this to help him, but I understand him

, he has never said he likes anyone, nor has he given up everything he has for one person. Zero, he is worthy of your trust."

Su Yiqian was silent when she hung up the phone. A trace of confusion flashed in her eyes. Qin Mo, does she really like herself? Just like she did to Zheng Minghao in her previous life? No, no, she does not like Zheng Minghao, nor does she love her.

, but a kind of... dependence. During the time when her parents died, Zheng Minghao was by her side, and she developed a sense of dependence.

Then Qin Mo...does he really like it?

In her mind, she recalled the scene eight years ago, when she came home from school. She and Irene rented a house together, very close to their laboratory. Just when she was about to arrive home, in the dark alley

Suddenly there was a suppressed sound of pain. She originally wanted to leave quickly, but she didn't expect to hear the almost inaudible soliloquy. The familiar language made her stop in her tracks.

She walked to the entrance of the alley and vaguely saw a man sitting against the wall. The strong smell of blood stimulated her sense of smell. She took a deep breath and said in a deep voice, "I am a medical student. I can save you."

Maybe she was speaking Chinese, maybe she didn't seem to have any offensive power. The man struggled for a while and actually stood up and walked towards her. She could see that he was at the end of his strength. Fortunately, where she lived

Not far away.

The next second he followed her into the living room, he couldn't hold on and fell to the ground. The wounds on his body couldn't be delayed. She squatted on the ground to treat his wounds, remove the bullets, and suture the wounds. After the treatment was completed,

After all, her legs had lost all feeling.

Thinking of that time, Su Yiqian realized that she remembered it so clearly.

She grabbed a pillow and covered her face, Su Yiqian, you should be content with such a person loving you. At least, at this moment, you experience the feeling of being loved, even if it is only this moment.

Su Yiqian threw away the pillow in her hand, got up from the bed stiffly, and opened the ward door. As soon as she opened the door, she saw Qin Mo sitting on the chair directly opposite the ward door. The latter's eyes didn't know why,

It instantly reminded her of a stray dog ​​she once raised. That pitiful and a little aggrieved look was really unbearable.

Qin Mo stood up from the chair and scratched the corner of his clothes uneasily. He had never been so nervous before. He had experienced too much in the army for so many years and he had never been as nervous as this moment. Maybe it was because

Care too much.

"Qin Mo, do you really not mind?"

"What do you mind? You are always my Qianqian and never change."

Qin Mo looked at her seriously, and anyone could hear the firmness in his tone.

(End of chapter)