A Book Dedicated to Our Youth

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I smiled and picked up the fruit on the table and smashed the squid on one side, but I saw a person leaning against the wall on the door of the box. It was Zhang Jun. He stared blankly at the screen, and Xiaobo also saw him. He put the microphone busy and asked him to sit. He smiled and said, "I wanted to have a few drinks with you, but your friends are at the party, so don't bother."

Wavelet said politely: "We are just fooling around, what do you want to drink? I let them take it, let's drink while playing."

Zhang Jun smiled and opened the door: "No, I will ask you to drink next time." He said that he had closed the door and left.

Suddenly confused by the wave, the squid pressed his voice and said, "The woman was flying, so the nerves were suddenly abnormal."

"When did this happen?"

"Just yesterday."

The next song is still a chorus, and I dragged the enchanting to sing together: "Clearly understand my heart, longing for a true feeling ..."

"My song, my song ..." The squid snatched the microphone from my hand and sang to the enchanting couple. The two were worthy of the karaoke veteran. They didn't need to look at the screen at all. .

You have tender eyes

You have an understanding heart

if you are willing to

Please keep me close

I think you will understand my heart

My teeth grinned at Xiaobo's arm and said that it was all goose bumps, and Xiaobo shook his head and smiled.

Zhang Jun was dumped by the woman, I am very happy, I am very happy.

I occasionally check to see if I am too mentally ill, and even based my happiness on the suffering of others, but before I truly reflect on myself, I find that my conscience is completely superfluous.

One day, when I went to look for Xiaobo, I found that he was not there, and the squid was not there either. He caught a person and asked, only to know that they had gone to bet with someone.

I feel puzzled. Xiaobo hasn't gambled with people for a long time. Why did he suddenly hit with people? Looking at this posture, it is still a big bet.

I hurried to the game machine room and found that I had n’t been here for a long time. The changes were great. Brother Li should have bought the store next door. The two rooms were opened. They were much larger than before.

I do n’t know anyone who visits the shop, but he knows me and smiled and said, "Look for Bobo? He plays in."

"Thank you."

I walked straight into the courtyard inside.

At the billiard table, Jing Wei stood in two distinct groups. I didn't see the wavelet. The first thing I saw was Zhang Jun. Next to him was a beautiful woman with curly hair, like a tide.

The woman took his arm and watched people play billiards, and seemed to be unable to understand it. She asked Zhang Jun in a low voice, and Zhang Jun explained a few sentences from time to time.

I looked at them fixedly and forgot what I was supposed to do, only to feel that there was something on my chest that was so painful.

Zhang Jun looked at me sideways with no expression on his face. I stared blankly at him. I didn't understand how he could do this. !

The woman looked at me curiously and dragged Zhang Jun's arm again. He turned back, kissed her on the forehead with a smile, wrapped her waist and pointed to the pool table to explain.

I feel that the tears are swirling in my eyes, and I want to turn around and run, but I think why should I run away? Why should I care about him? I don't care about him! Does he have a girlfriend, how many girlfriends does it have to do with me? It has nothing to do with me!

I smiled and forced the tears back, and laughed and walked to Brother Li: "Brother Li."

Brother Li photographed my head: "I haven't seen you for a long time, and I'm tall again."

I said with a lip, "It's not a centimeter long since you saw me last time. There is a school medical examination form to testify. It is still one meter six three. Why did Xiaobo suddenly play with people again?"

Brother Li seemed to say with ease: "It's nothing. My friend and I have some things to solve. We haven't negotiated a good way. We simply decided to win or lose."

The sixth brother smiled coldly at the side. After finishing a ball, Xiaobo smiled at me when he got up. I didn't dare to bother with noise, standing next to Brother Li and watching quietly.

In the situation on the table, Wavelet has a slight advantage, but his remaining ball position is not very good, the remaining ball position of the opponent is better, and it is easier to enter the hole.

I slipped quietly to the squid and asked in a low voice, "What did you gamble?"

The squid attached to my ear and said, "On the water side."

I did n’t understand and looked at him suspiciously. He explained: "Their guys are playing chasing dragons in the field. Brother Li and his brother talked a few times, but they did n’t make it, so they took" on the water side "as a bet. If we win, they will not be allowed to play chasing dragons in Brother Li's place in the future; if they win, Brother Li will give them the 'on the water side'. "

Chasing dragons is drug abuse. Li ’s principle is that drugs must never be touched, no matter whether they are soft or hard, they will never touch. Not only will they not touch, they will not even be allowed to appear in his place. He made a bet this time on the “on the water side”, which he was fighting for.

Brother Li is out of the game, and he has seen both winning and losing, but Xiaobo has a careful and thoughtful mind. He has to take the gambling game for Brother Li, but if he loses, he will bear the responsibility on himself.

I squeezed the sweat in my palm, did n’t dare to look at the pool table, closed my eyes, and just meditation "I wish all fairies to let Xiaobo win, I will not make any wish this year, next year, just ask Xiaobo to win", again and again Repeatedly, the squid was also nervous, and his panting sound was getting stronger.

I do n’t know how long it has passed. When I heard everyone ’s cheers, I opened a slit and looked at the squid first, and saw his ecstasy. He understood that Xiaobo had won. Please invite me to dinner, invite me to dinner, I have been praying for you just now, and I have given you my blessing. "

Xiaobo said with a smile: "Okay, see if there are bird's nests, please eat them if you have any." He smiled as usual, mild and indifferent, but for nine cold days, holding my hand was so hot, standing Beside him, you can see the thin sweat beads on his back neck.

Brother Li was not happy, and said to Xiaoliu with a smile: "Concession, concession! Dinner together at night, I invite guests."

Xiao Liuhan turned his face and ignored Brother Li and took the person away.

I stood beside Xiaobo, smiling and proudly looking at Zhang Jun, seeming to be recovering from the gait that he had suddenly seen his girlfriend, and trying to prove to myself that he was nothing and could not affect me mood.

Holding his girlfriend's hand, Zhang Jun walked past us without looking at me.

I acted so hard, but no one watched it. As if I punched a punch with all my energy, but hit the air without hurting anyone, I was in a state of disarray.

Brother Li happily arranged the evening meal and asked Xiaobo what he wanted to eat. Xiaobo bowed his head and asked me what I wanted to eat. Brother Li smiled and said, "Forget to ask our lucky general, Miss Luo Qiqi, what does Qi Qi want to eat?"

I looked at Brother Li and said, "How can you promise this? You know Xiaobo ..."

Brother Li was a little embarrassed. Xiaobo pinched my back neck and pinched me down. I beat him backhand. While bullying me, he smiled and said to Brother Li, "Ask if there is a bird's nest."

Brother Li immediately said "OK" and told someone to go to the restaurant to order.

3

Regretful youth

When I was young, I did n’t know how to be kind because I had n’t been hurt;

Because there is no fear, so we do not know how to give in. We are unwilling to do whatever we want, and we do not care about hurting others.

When one day, we experience hurt and understand pain and fear, then we will understand kindness and concession.

But at this time, the flying and extravagance of youth are gradually leaving us.

We have grown up, and there is a mottled heart in our chest.

At the beginning of the new semester, Li Xin and Ni Qing are still wandering around Lin Lan, and they are still keen to spread what the handsome men and women of all classes have done.

In our grade, the girl with the most scandals is Xiao Fei, and the boy is Zhang Jun. Li Xin is now fooling around with a few high school students. I do n’t know if she has heard of my relationship with Xiaobo. She is very uncomfortable with me and knows that Xiaofei and I have a good relationship, so I never talk about Xiaofei ’s right and wrong.

They can't talk about Xiao Fei, naturally they can only talk about Zhang Jun.

Zhang Jun's new girlfriend is very different from his predecessor. The previous one was low-key and quiet, but this one was arrogant and spicy. He didn't mind the fact that he was a few years older than Zhang Jun. Sometimes, he even came to school to wait for Zhang Jun to leave school.

She is dressed up in a modern style, with her hair permed up and heavy makeup. She stands in a small garden in the middle of the junior high school, like a movie star, and the girls like us who are clear soup noodles are completely people of two worlds.

Zhang Jun ’s scandal became the best resource for every girl. Even the quietest girl would lie in front of the glass window and peek at Zhang Jun ’s girlfriend curiously.

Li Xin and Ni Qing chattered, I wanted to go, but couldn't help listening.

Li Xin asked Lin Lan: "I heard that she and your mother have a unit?"

"Well, the art school students who just came last year, who danced modern dances, were very spicy and powerful." Lin Lan smiled a little cunningly, "Zhang Jun is only afraid of encountering the nemesis this time."

Ni Qing asked: "Does anyone like her?"

"How is it possible? My mother and the people in their unit are beautiful women, each one is chasing after a bunch of people, she is lively, many people chase her."

Ni Qing is confused: "So how does she like to be with Zhang Jun? She is so old, why do she like boys who are younger than her?"

Just a very common sentence, Lin Lan was suddenly unhappy, and said coldly: "Who does she like is her freedom, you want to like it, Zhang Jun can't even look down on you!"

Ni Qing's tears almost fell out, Li Xin was a little gloated, Lin Lan ignored them and turned away.

After a while, rumors spread from the mouth of the class gossip, Lin Lan ’s parents were divorcing.

At that time, divorce was relatively rare, but even more rare, Lin Lan ’s mother was divorced for a young man who had been assigned to our city for a few years after graduating from college. The man was only about ten years older than us. This incident was in full swing at the time. Almost everyone knew that there was a woman engaged in extramarital affairs with a seven or eight-year-old man in the city's cultural and art troupe. Even my parents heard about it.

Mom and dad discussed the matter at the dinner table, and neither of them understood at all, and they didn't understand what happened to the woman.

My mother asked if there was a girl named Lin Lan in my class. I nodded displeasurely, thinking that my mother would be like the other aunts in the building. I heard that I was in a class with the daughter of a divorced slutty girl, so I asked Lin Lan about everything. Situation, it seems that Lin Lan looks very deformed. I didn't expect my mother to tell me not to gossip, don't ask Lin Lan about her parents, and don't deliberately alienate or deliberately approach Lin Lan. How you get along before and after you get along.

I was surprised, but when I thought about the divorce between my grandfather and grandmother, my mother was probably compassionate just because she knew it.

Lin Lan is still proud, still beautiful, still laughing with Li Xin and Ni Qing, but she has an indifferent age guard in her eyes. If you look closely, you will find that she is often in a daze when she is alone, but as long as someone looks at her, she will immediately use a smile as a weapon to protect herself.

My relationship with her is more and more "the gentleman's friendship is as light as water", we are not usually very connected, but I can feel that she believes in me, when she is with me, she can not say a word, not laugh , Sitting quietly. Maybe it was just because she knew that I never said that people were right or wrong, and she was never interested in the rights and wrongs of others, so she felt at ease by my side.

One morning, when I first arrived in the classroom, she asked me: "Can I go out with me?"

I looked at the blood on her eyes and promised immediately.

The two of us did n’t ask the teacher for leave, nor did we tell anyone, so we set off on our bikes and rode all morning to the ancient city where we filmed movies and TV shows. She paid a lot of money and spent a lot of money on us. I rented countless sets of costume clothes and props, and took countless photos.

Lin Lan paid a large deposit, rented two sets of Tang Dynasty princess clothes, and used her dexterous hands to give me and her a beautiful bun. We both wore Tang Dynasty princess costumes in the ancient city. Hu strolling and walking, she suddenly said: "My father and mother are divorced."

I do n’t know how to react, and I do n’t know how to comfort her. She can only be silent, but she seems very grateful for my silence, holding my hand, happily becoming a princess, and visiting the ancient city.

On that day, the two of us ate all the snacks, drank the most expensive beverages, and saw anything interesting, whether it was my favorite or hers, she immediately bought it.

From small to large, I spent my money so brazenly for the first time, but that day, I understood that money in this world can't buy happiness!

Lin Lan and I were absent from school for a day, but the Cornucopia did not criticize us. He probably heard about the official divorce of Lin Lan ’s parents. He had pity for the clever and capable Lin Lan. Later, he also chose Lin Lan as the English class representative. Lin Lan is particularly favored.

At that time, Lin Zhiying was popular, and everyone was humming in the "17-year-old rainy season".

When i was a kid

There are many jasmine flowers in front of the door

Exudes a light fragrance

When i grow up gradually

Those jasmine flowers in front of the door

Has slowly withered and no longer sprouts

What kind of mood and what age

What kind of joy and what kind of crying

Lin Zhiying ’s stickers are attached to the stationery boxes of almost all the girls in the class. Everyone is busy collecting Lin Zhiying ’s tapes and posters. Lin Lan was once a loyal follower of popular culture because of better family conditions. All the posters here were sent to Li Xin and Ni Qing. I think she has grown up quickly due to her parents' marriage change and outside discrimination.

If an adult becomes as willful as a child and refuses to take responsibility to protect the child, then the child can only grow up quickly and protect himself like an adult.

Generally speaking, parents ’marriage will always affect their children, not to mention the sensational marriage of Lin Lan ’s parents, but Lin Lan ’s academic performance is not affected by her family at all. She still organizes classes to participate in literary and artistic performances. She is stubbornly bright, Lively and publicized, she used her unchangeableness to smash all the eyes of the peek-a-boo, but she was obviously no longer the Lin Lan I knew at the first day.

Once, the two of us sat by the artificial lake at the school. She suddenly said, "Remember the female monitor who left school?"

"remember."

She smiled: "Both of us probably won't forget her, we owe her more than one" sorry. "

People often say that youth has no regrets. In fact, how can youth have no regrets?

When I was young, my heart had naked tenderness and cruelty. We were easily hurt by others and hurt others. As time goes by, we will forget many people, but those who hurt us and those we hurt will always be clearly carved in our regretful youth.

If you are young when watching the story, please remember to treat the person you met with gentleness, not for the gratitude he or she has for you, but only for many years later, when you look back suddenly, you can have less regret in your youth.

Through his relationship, Li bought an old jeep that was eliminated by the Public Security Bureau. Although some parts of the old jeep had fallen off, it also became one of the few private car owners in the city.

I heard that he became a friend with the son of the police chief, and invested in a commercial building with Song Jie, another wealthy man who eats all kinds of food in the city. Section chiefs, XX directors and XX directors gradually increased. Everyone no longer calls him Brother Li. He calls him Mr. Li in a foreign manner, and calls him boss Li.

From the 1980s to the 1990s, it was the era of the most drastic social changes in China. In just ten years, from poverty and backwardness to prosperity and prosperity, China created a miracle that attracted worldwide attention. Of course, many things in life today are the first time we have ever experienced, such as the first time to take a bath with a water heater, the first time to take an elevator, the first time to drink Coca-Cola, the first time to eat Master Kong instant noodles, the first time With Rejoice, Pantene, eating KFC for the first time ...

The speed of change in our city is also fast. To keep up with the speed of change, people are also changing fast, or because people are changing fast, so the speed of change in this city is fast?

I am not sure, I only see the whole city changing from day to day, but fortunately, there are still the same.

Brother Li bought himself an old car, but got Xiaobo a motorcycle imported from Japan. It was definitely a 100% luxury at the time, but Xiaobo rarely used it. He still stepped on his broken bicycle to and from the city. In the streets and alleys, I often sit in the back seat of Xiaobo's car and go to the alleys with him to find snacks.

We sat together by the dark and heavy wooden door and watched the paintings of old people pouring sugar on the streets.

A pole, carrying a small coal stove and pot on one end, and tools and materials on the other. When he reached the place where the children gathered, the old man put down the poles, put up the stove and the pot, and the pot was filled with melted brown sugar juice. The old man with a large spoon, poured from the giant dragon that roamed for nine days to the little mouse with the eyes of the thief.

A compass, surrounded by various animals, is transferred once for fifty cents, and the old man will pour anything for you.

I want to go to Phoenix every time, but I always can't, and the more I can't, the more I want to turn, and Xiaobo always smiles and watches silently. Actually, he and I knew that the compass was weird, and it was not difficult to break this cheating tactic, but that was not important. The high-rise buildings in this city had already pushed the living space of these people into the most corner of the city.

Probably after reading too many books written by adults, I gradually find myself becoming a person out of touch with the times. I like to miss everything that is passing by. I will listen to their songs "The Four Heavenly Kings", but I don't really like them. I first fell in love with Teresa Teng, who met Zhou Xuan again from Teresa Teng, and listened back to Han Baoyi from Zhou Xuan.

Dad ’s unit eliminated the old pin-type record player and a bunch of old records like black flying saucers. There were Teresa Teng ’s songs and many revolutionary songs. At that time, everyone was busy implementing “modernization”. No one liked these old records. I picked it up and put it in Xiaobo's office, listening to it while reading a novel or doing homework.

"The end of the world, the promontory, the search for the companion, the younger sister singing the accompaniment of Lang, the two of us are one heart ..." or "One send (Rig) Red Army, (Jie Zhi) went down the mountain, autumn rain (Rig) Mianmian, (introduced) autumn wind and cold, tree trees (Rig) Sycamore, leaves falling, sadness (Rig) thousands, pressed in my heart ... "

Once Brother Li pushed the door in and heard the song praising the Red Army, he immediately closed the door. After a while, he opened the door again and touched his head and said, "I didn't go wrong!"