A teacher with zero training in the Hanging Class

"I'm not saying that you are really stupid." Qin Yanran added.

Zhujue nodded and continued the previous topic: "You said you didn't come to school to make friends, so why?"

"Do you think that for me, the only way to relieve loneliness is to make friends?" Qin Yanran said: "Actually, to be precise, I am not afraid of that kind of loneliness, but I am afraid of the suicidal thoughts I have when I am lonely. "

Zhujue was slightly stunned. If he was afraid that he would have suicidal thoughts, why would he commit suicide now?

Qin Yanran continued: "When I locked myself in the house, in the first year, I only felt good being alone. I couldn't hear the sounds outside, let alone anyone laughing at me. I was very safe. Feeling. Time flew by so fast, and the Chinese New Year was here before I knew it. I still remember that no one informed me of the family reunion on the Chinese New Year day. If I hadn’t seen the Chinese New Year news online, I probably wouldn’t have remembered it. The concept of time.”

"But then I found that I started to feel restless and restless when I was alone. The explosion of information on the Internet made me feel that I was out of tune with this world. I felt more and more that people like me should not exist in this world. Until I was alone At the end of my second year, I had the idea of ​​leaving this world. This idea was very weak, and I didn’t take it seriously, but it was like a seed stuck in my mind. As time went by, this idea seemed to sprout and grow in my mind, and it became more and more In the fourth year, I developed a slight tendency to self-mutilate. Sometimes when I saw a knife, I couldn’t help but prick the skin around my shoulders with it.”

"Until one night at the end of my fourth year, I suddenly thought a lot about my humiliating past. Many things flooded into my brain, causing me to self-mutilate like crazy. I stabbed the knife into my shoulder over and over again, hoping Don't think about it anymore. I smashed my room into rubbish. In the end, I fell into a coma due to excessive blood loss, but luckily I woke up. When I came here, I still had a desire to survive and saved myself. I was afraid of death, but sometimes I wanted to die very much. I was afraid that I would go crazy again, so I chose to leave my house and find a stable public place. "I didn't want to socialize with other people, I just wanted to be in the crowd, thinking that I could suppress my inner suicidal thoughts."

After listening to Qin Yanran's words, Zhu Jue sympathized with her more and more. She was suffering from depression here and there, suffering from various mental illnesses.

Wanting to die, but being afraid of death, the contradictory psychology will inevitably cause torture to the individual.

"So you think school is the best place for you." Zhujue asked: "But why did you choose to come to this school? There are many better places than Shagou College in other places, right?"

"The principal arranged for me to come here. My grandfather had helped him. He heard that I had depression and wanted to help me. He saw many psychiatrists for me, but I ignored them. Later the principal told There is a new class in my school, and there is only one student in the class who wants me to go into the school to adapt to the environment, but I don't want to stay in the room, and it is far away from the imperial capital, so I came." Qin Yanran said.

Zhujue nodded and said, "You just entered the school for one day and found that this place did not allow you to suppress your thoughts of suicide, so you planned to jump off the building?"

Qin Yanran shook her head and denied: "I still have expectations for this place. It's just the first day of school and I can't draw conclusions too early."

"That's because of other things."

"Um."

Qin Yanran removed one of her hands, and there was a blue jade bracelet on her wrist.

"This is the only thing my mother left to me. It is engraved with the exercises she practiced during her lifetime, and it is also my most cherished thing. But not long ago, the housekeeper called me and asked me to give this thing to Er My uncle’s cousin, I didn’t answer Yes, and then he said that they would come and take it away in person." Qin Yanran smiled bitterly and said, "It's just a robbery. They even took away the last thing my mother left for me... I would rather take it with my hands. I won’t give it to them even if I jump off a building and break it.”

Zhujue looked at the bracelet on her hand and said, "If there was a way to keep the bracelet with you intact, would you still choose to jump off the building?"

Qin Yanran shook her head: "As long as they want to steal it, no matter where I hide the things, they can get it. There is no way."

"Then you pretended to sell the bracelet to other people?"

"No, no one is willing to quarrel with the Qin family because of me, a loser. And even if there is such a person to help me, with the power of the Qin family, it is very simple to snatch the bracelet from that person. ”

"So you need someone who is not afraid of quarreling with the Qin family and who has the strength to keep the bracelet." Zhu Jue said.

"But people like that are not willing to help people like me." Qin Yanran sighed.

"No, maybe."

As Zhujue said that, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Ji Lan's number.

His Royal Highness the Prince of Ji Kingdom should still be able to find a way.

As the call was dialed, the call was answered within three seconds of ringing.

"Hey, great benefactor, what happened to you and you called me suddenly?"

There was a sense of comfort in Ji Lan's voice, and several women's sultry voices could be faintly heard on the phone.

Listening to the voices of several women on the phone, Zhujue couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed: "Um...did I make the call at the wrong time?"

"What's the time? Your business is the most important to me. Tell me, whoever messed with you, I will find two brothers to get rid of him!"

"..."

Zhu felt confused for a moment, how could His Highness the Prince act like a gangster brother...

"No one messed with me, I just wanted to help a student in my class."

"You're a very caring class teacher. Okay, if you need my help with anything, just tell me."

"My student's name is Qin Yanran, she..."

"Ah? Qin Yanran? The eldest lady of the Qin family?" Ji Lan was surprised.

"Yes, this matter may be more troublesome..."

Zhu Jue suddenly felt a little embarrassed to speak. Although it was true that he saved Ji Lan's life, he had already helped him so much, so asking for help again felt like a favor.

Ji Lan heard that he was a little embarrassed to speak, and smiled: "Oh, I told you a long time ago not to be too polite to me. It's just the Qin family's affairs. I don't take care of anything."

"That's it..."

Zhujue told Ji Lan the general story.

"Oh, those old guys from the Qin family are just desperate for face! Aunt Liu should not have married into their family in the first place! Even after Aunt Liu died, they still labeled her as unruly women! Now they still want to I'm really speechless for forcing Aunt Liu's daughter to death!" Ji Lan's voice was filled with anger after hearing this.

"Qin Yanran's mother is from the Liu family?"

"Well, I heard from my mother that Aunt Liu was a very family-oriented woman during her lifetime. The unruly things about women are all excuses made by the brainless idiots of the Qin family because of Qin Yanran's poor talent in cultivation." Ji Lan angrily Said: "At first My mother was furious as soon as this happened, but my wise father did not allow my mother to speak for Aunt Liu. Later, the Liu family declined and my mother died of illness. How Aunt Liu behaved could only be determined by Qin. The family has the final say.”

Listening to Ji Lan's words, it is not difficult to tell that Ji Lan is very dissatisfied with his father's actions.

"Then will your father allow you to intervene in this matter?" Zhujue asked.

"My mother couldn't help with Aunt Liu's reputation problem. She must be very regretful. I can no longer sit back and do nothing about Aunt Liu's daughter's problem. It will be useless even if I speak this time." Ji Lan's attitude was extremely determined: "I'll take the car back tonight. I bought Aunt Liu's bracelet. I'll see which bastard in the Qin family dares to steal it from me!"

"Then I'll bother you with this matter. By the way, are you done with what you're doing?"

"The auction just ended, so I happened to come to the club to relax."

"Is it really okay for a prince like you to go to a place like that...?"

Zhujue felt that early tomorrow morning, there would be news that a certain prince ordered eighteen girls in a row at a certain club.

"Oh no, what you said means that the prince is no longer a man?"

"Okay, okay..."

Zhu Jue hung up the phone with a confused look on his face. This prince's private life was a bit too hardcore.

"The person who just spoke to you was the Seventh Prince?"

As soon as Zhu Jue hung up the phone, Qin Yanran next to him spoke.

"How do you know?" Zhujue was stunned.

"I know some things about my mother during her lifetime. She was a very good friend with the mother of the seventh prince. She was the only one in the royal family who was willing to help my mother speak. I still remember that she would often visit me when I was a child, and I After taking the talent test at the age of fifteen, she often went to school to comfort me, but she was ill and passed away very early like my mother when I was seventeen.

Zhu Jue sighed. He wanted to change the topic and continue the conversation. Qin Yanran could only think of more bad memories.

"When will the Qin family come?" Zhu Jue asked.

"If you hurry, it should be here tomorrow."

"Ji Lan will also come tomorrow. Then you can tell him that you have sold your bracelet to him. The Qin family will have nothing to do. Finally, Ji Lan can just return the bracelet to you in private."

Qin Yanran looked at the bracelet, with a slightly reassuring smile on her face: "Thank you, teacher."

"You should go to Xie Jilan, he helped you with this matter." Zhu Jue said.

Qin Yanran shook her head, turned to Zhu Jue, and said, "If it weren't for you, I would have jumped from here long ago. And without you, the Seventh Prince wouldn't know these things and wouldn't help me."

Zhujue smiled slightly and did not answer.

The two were silent for a moment, and Qin Yanran spoke again: "Actually, even if this bracelet can stay with me in the future, if it weren't for you, I would still choose to commit suicide tonight."

Zhujue was dumbfounded when he heard this: "Why? Don't you still have expectations for school?"

Qin Yanran said: "I have thought about it, even if I can keep this bracelet now, what will I do when my other important things are robbed by them in the future? I will just live in cowardice."

Zhujue grabbed her hand and frowned: "After talking for a long time, you still want to commit suicide?!"

Seeing Zhu Jue's nervous look, Qin Yanran smiled again: "I wanted to jump originally, but when I saw you, I always felt that if I jumped from here now, you would be sad. So, I plan not to commit suicide for the time being. ”

After hearing this, Zhujue breathed a sigh of relief: "Don't scare me..."

"I just want to tell you that thank you is not just because you helped me keep my mother's bracelet."

Qin Yanran opened the author software on her phone, clicked to delete the chapter of the finale she wrote, then looked at Zhu Jue and continued: "More importantly, you made me feel that if I died, there would be someone who would be sad for me. I don't want a gentle person like you to be sad for me. Thank you for treating me so gently and patiently, even though I am just a loser. Thank you..."

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