Abnormal items

"let's break up."

Jie Zuo was still on the screen, but his face was full of tears, and the lantern came out and stood beside Jie Zuo.

It has never seen an expression like Jie Zuo's, and it can't help but be a little curious.

"Jie Zuo" had an expressionless face, except that he combed his hair from time to time.

The "movie" continues, and the girl's expression is cold.

"You did the right thing, it's my fault."

"What do you want from me?! I quit my job to be with you. Even if I am a quick stone, I should be warmed up!" Jie Zuo shouted hysterically, tears splashing out along with his saliva.

The girl never moved, just stood there, looking at him quietly: "I hope you die. Then my family will not force me to marry you.

It's better to die far away. "

Jie Zuo, who was kneeling on the ground, was stunned. He looked at the girl in front of him as if he had met her for the first time.

That cold expression was not fake. Even when facing strangers, her face had never looked so cold.

Before the tears dried on her face, the girl was already gone, taking her luggage with her.

Jie Zuo just looked at it stupidly, without stopping.

"Strange, why I suddenly don't feel so sad anymore." I don't know how long it took for Jie Zuo, who stood there like a sculpture, to slowly move.

He covered his heart with his hand and muttered to himself.

No one told him the answer, and the room was empty.

What kind of expression is this?

Numb, desperate, and a little lucky.

Dengying couldn't guess it because he had never seen Jie Zuo like this.

Jie Zuo slowly got up from the ground, trying to smile, but nothing came out.

In the movie, Jie Zuo didn't leave the house for three whole days.

He threw away everything at home that had memories of the two of them, and then watched old movies over and over again.

Jie Zuo looked at those movies with an expressionless face that could have made him cry.

During these three days, no one contacted him, and he did not contact anyone.

Three days later, the first call I received was from a credit card request.

He has no money.

Because of that girl, Jie Zuo owed a lot of credit cards, and even Huabei had been depleted.

Now I don’t have any money, and I might starve to death if I don’t find a job.

The first job was in sales, with no base salary but commission.

On their first day on the job, teach them how to smile.

Xie Zuo always thought that smiling was easy, but today he discovered that smiling was too difficult.

I don't know when, I have become a gloomy person.

Being very busy at work, Xie Zuo thought he might have forgotten the girl.

Every morning when I get up, I have to make chicken soup first for the company's morning meeting.

Jie Zuo looked at the enthusiastic colleagues in suits around him and couldn't help but think again: "Does anyone really take this kind of chicken soup seriously? No way.

But why are they so enthusiastic and sunny? "

In the end, Jie Zuo didn't even think about this problem anymore, because he was like the people around him. No matter what he thought in his heart, he was very sunny and enthusiastic on the surface, especially when new people came.

A gloomy character is not good. He wants to hide it so that no one can find it.

Sales work is very exciting, and you experience hope and disappointment at the end of the day every day.

It seems like everyone is likely to sign, but everyone seems to be impatient.

The world has never been so unkind.

It seems that all Jie Zuo has seen during this period are bad people, picky, irritable, and indifferent. He has seen all the ugly faces of human beings in just one year.

A year later, Xie Zuo resigned.

It's not because his performance is bad, it's just because he can't pretend anymore. His smile is getting more and more fake. When he looks in the mirror, that fake smile disgusts him.

The leader tried his best to retain Xie Zuo, but he still left. In the eyes of his colleagues, he may have left very dashingly.

The second job was in a factory, a small workshop.

The boss promised to let him work as a designer after he learned how to use all the machines.

Jie Zuo was once again full of hope. At least, he wouldn't have to see anyone here again.

Repeating the monotonous life made his mind a little stiff, but at least there was hope, right?

Their wages are not paid monthly, but according to the progress of the project. If the progress is fast, they will be paid faster, and if the progress is slow, they will be paid slowly.

However, the bank's debt collection calls were made on a monthly basis. During that time, Jie Zuo was so nervous that the bank's debt collection calls made him tremble all over as long as the phone rang.

In half a year, he returned home with 4,000 yuan.

The salary was so low that he decided to give up the job.

I was disappointed, it took half a year this time.

With his rich work experience, Xie Zuo found a fairly suitable job - working as an assistant to the manager.

This is a job where a fox pretends to be a powerful person. A few days after taking office, Jie Zuo discovered that many good people seemed to suddenly appear in the world.

People in the company greeted him with smiles when they saw him.

If Xie Zuo is unhappy, some enthusiastic workers will ask him what happened.

Hope comes again.

Five months later, the manager called him to the office. Xie Zuo was confused at first.

Later, the manager told him that someone went to the big boss to complain about you.

Jie Zuo was confused again. He carefully thought about who it could be, but he couldn't remember it.

Those colleagues were all amiable and greeted each other with smiles. For the first time, Jie Zuo could not understand the human group.

In the end, Jie Zuo left because the big boss wanted to talk to him and he didn't know what mistake he had made.

Disappointment comes so quickly.

Relatives at home began to complain to Jie Zuo's father, why could such a big young man not be able to control his sex? If you are so diligent in changing jobs, how will you marry a wife in the future?

Father drank some wine at the dinner table, and then Jiu Jin talked to Xie Zuo.

Jie Zuo just lowered his head and did not respond. This family dinner, which was a bit of a failure, ended with his father sighing.

That day, Jie Zuo found that the sky was gray, and that day he searched online for a painless way to die.

That day, he slept very late.

He wanted to write something, and suddenly remembered his childhood dream, wasn't it to be a writer?

On the day he signed the contract, he was very happy, but this happiness disappeared quickly, only about three minutes.

He just wrote and wrote like this, writing for the entire Spring Festival.

The royalties are far from enough to support him, so he still has to find a job.

This time he decided to change direction and found a media company.

A young man who claimed to be the boss received him. To be honest, Jie Zuo was a little flattered.

After learning that Xie Zuo was an online writer, the young man was very excited. He said that he wanted to be the best original author, but now there is a shortage of talents like Jie Zuo.

Talent, this is the first time Jie Zuo heard someone use this word to praise him.

Moreover, this boss does not look like a boss at all, but like a big brother. He has no airs and is not pedantic. He understands everything he says and what he says.

The office was full of young people, even younger than him, but they were all college students, which made Xie Zuo a little scared.

After hearing that he was an online writer, people in the office gave Xie Zuo the greatest enthusiasm.

Xie Zuo didn't feel tired when he went to work every day, and even wanted to live in the company.

Thoughts and creativity blossomed in the debate, and that day, Jie Zuo swore he really saw sparks, very bright and warm.

Hope came so quietly, and Jie Zuo felt that staying with these simple people made him become simpler.

Until one day, a colleague from the next department came to him and said, "Where is that guy who always has a sad face?"

Jie Zuo was suddenly shocked. When did his impression on others change to this?

I have always been cheerful and lively, and I was a famous joker when I was in school.

But it doesn’t matter, hope has arrived, is the light still far away?

far away……

The young boss came, he changed his look, he didn't smile much, and his hair seemed to be a lot grayer.

He told the people in this department: "Investors come, but they don't like originality very much because they can't see the money."

a bolt from the blue.

There is no more laughter and laughter in the office, and everyone is worried about the future.

Jie Zuo worked overtime desperately in an attempt to save the situation.

It's a pity that he is just an Internet writer, not Ma Liang, who is full of wonderful pens.

In the end, everyone dispersed, and there were only two people left in the department, including Jie Zuo.

The girl who had always brought sunshine to his dry heart was also gone. She was going to another city, and she was afraid that she would never see him again in this life.

The two of them said their final farewell at a roadside grilled cold noodle stall, and their last words were also company gossip.

Jie Zuo always felt like a failure. He wanted to cry but couldn't.

This time the disappointment came even faster, only two months later.

Back home, I felt calmer than ever before.

I just couldn't figure it out. I opened social media and sent messages to many people, but no one responded.

"Oh, it turns out I have no friends." Jie Zuo thought.

The ceiling began to fall and the walls began to crumble.

Jie Zuo just sat quietly on the sofa, motionless.

Behind him, a crack opened, and countless black dogs sprang out from it.

These black dogs gnawed and pulled Jie Zuo.

Jie Zuo smiled because he found that the corners of his eyes were moist - he could still cry and had not completely turned into a wooden person.

In this way, the "tattered" Jie Zuo was dragged into the cracks by the black dogs.

The cracks closed, everything returned to normal, the world continued to function as usual, nothing changed.

Spending half your life making mud, even crying feels disrespectful.

Others think you died of despair, but only you know that you were consumed to death by the alternation between the constant flashes of hope and the huge disappointment that followed.