About me becoming a beautiful girl

I don't know how long I cried, I couldn't cry anymore until the end, I don't know if the tears were dry, I just felt that my eyes were very swollen, very swollen, very uncomfortable, I think it was probably crying swollen.

The image of the kiss just now was still circulating in my mind, and I couldn't forget it, tilting my head and leaning against the car window, looking out at the scenery.

After crying, I almost figured it out, and I should rely more on Bai Ge when I was helpless, rather than the kind of feelings between men and women.

It's like a person who has fallen into the water and suddenly sees a rope and will try his best to pull on that rope, for fear that the rope will break, it is just something similar to the desire to survive.

At least that's what I think.

The ride-hailing car turned a corner and stopped in front of the gate of an older residential area.

"Little girl, when you get to your destination, you can walk in by yourself, and pay attention to safety."

Even though I was only a few steps away, this kind uncle still gave me a word of advice.

"Okay, thank you, master."

I didn't bring my luggage when I came back, just this dress plus a mobile phone, and I didn't even bring a charger, but fortunately, the mobile phone battery is enough, otherwise I can't even call the car-hailing.

After getting out of the car, I walked to the community, and I was relaxed without luggage.

"Remember the five-star review, little girl!" The driver's uncle's voice came from afar, accompanied by the sound of the engine starting.

With an OK gesture, I walked home without looking back.

It's home....

Standing at the door of the fifth floor, I didn't knock, but I hesitated when I arrived at the door.

Even through this wooden door, I could hear a loud voice faintly coming from the room, it was my father's voice, it was as loud as a tractor, just like his temper, his temper was so hot, I was beaten by him a lot since I was a child.

I always feel involuntarily scared when facing him, just like the lower part of the food chain sees the upper part of the food chain, which is the main reason why I am hesitant to tell them the truth.

I'm afraid that he will suddenly get angry and deny me as a son, or think that I have disgraced the family by some sex reassignment surgery, and then beat me up.

I was scared in my heart, and the more I heard my father's loud voice coming out of the door, the more scared I became.

I still vividly remember being hospitalized with a broken bone by him when I was a child.

In the end, I still didn't dare to knock on the door, only a door away, but I once again chose to escape.

"Click-"

The door opened.

Maybe it was the telepathy between mother and daughter, or maybe my mother just wanted to go downstairs to buy some food, but when I turned to leave, the door was opened from the inside.

"Mom—"

I spoke, and then I realized that I had said the wrong thing, and as I am now, my mother will probably think that this little girl is so young that her brain is not good.

The

air seemed to freeze at this moment, my mother didn't say anything to me, and she didn't move, just stared at me directly, and the expression on her face gradually changed from confused to surprised to confused.

Mom has been working very hard, most of the time even more than Dad, because the family is doing decoration, very dirty and tired, but after so many years, Mom has persevered, and this is 20 years.

This also caused my mother's hair to turn gray early, some tired, and some angry, after all, no one can stand Dad's temper.

Looking at my mother's face, which was already a little vicissitudes, I couldn't help it, and the grievances in my heart broke out at this moment, and I pounced on it all of a sudden, and my mother didn't dodge, but let me pounce into her arms.

Biting my lip tightly, I held back the tears that began to roll in my eyes again, and felt that the string that had been tight in my brain had finally broken.

"Mom!"

I buried my face in my mother's arms, and the tears that had been dried began to flow out again.

My body trembled a little, and I don't know if it was because of the pain of my menstrual period or if I cried until my mother gently hugged me.

I don't know how my mom recognized me, maybe it's the instinct of parenthood, even though I'm not wearing a hat and my face is crying, she still recognizes me at a glance.

"It's good to be back, it's okay, it's okay, there's a mother."

Her voice was soft and gentle, as if she was afraid of scaring me.

Feeling my mother's big hand gently patting my back, a warm current rose in my heart, and I felt that all my worries were gone.

Home is indeed an eternal harbor.