About me becoming a beautiful girl

Bai Ge disappeared from my life.

To this day I still don't want to believe it's true.

I had insomnia in the middle of the night, I couldn't sleep and sat on the bed playing with my mobile phone in a daze, and I looked at Bai Ge's chat bar over and over again.

I'm not cheap, I'm just a cheap woman.

I shouldn't have chosen to be a woman, I knew I would be a man again!

The passing feelings hazy my eyes, and those two words gradually blurred in my eyes.

"Bai Ge....",

I was always reluctant to give up, and the button to delete the contact could not be pressed for a long time.

What is deleted is a contact information, and what cannot be deleted is the companionship from childhood to adulthood, and the two have no guesses, even if they have broken up.

Even if I delete everything about Bai Ge from my phone, I can't erase him from my memory.

No

, the suffocating sensation traveled through my body, and

I closed my eyes weakly.

I don't want to be trapped in memories of the past and never get out.

The boy named Bai Ge was dead to me in the past, and all he left me was a sad memory, nothing more.

"Yes, right?"

"

I'm going to forget him, a scumbag is not worth remembering.

But no matter what, my life will go on.

My heart is getting stronger and stronger, I am paralyzing myself, I am brainwashing myself!

"Yes!" Everything

in the past is the past, we are no longer in the same city, and we may never see each other again.

It's all over, and I should live well, and I shouldn't be sad for someone who doesn't deserve it.

"That's right!"

But, I'm still so unwilling! I

held my phone, shrunk on the bed in pain, and forcibly deleted and shattered the amnestics in my brain little by little.

Several times I wanted to rant and vent, but I didn't really do it.

Sighed weakly.

I suddenly realized that all the good things were just a trick of fate, and I was like the protagonist of the novel, performing a clumsy performance in front of the reader's eyes.

Even if I try my best, I can't let the established destiny waver in the slightest

! This is the reality!

..........

Sky...... lit up.

His shoulders were shaken slightly, and he opened his eyes in a bit of confusion, and then he saw a hazy figure standing beside the bed.

"Feng Hao, why are you here? "

I sat up from the bed and rubbed my eyes, my tears had dried up, and now I was swollen and uncomfortable.

"I'm here to see you.

I shook my head, "No, I'm fine."

"Look at the way you look now, your eyes are swollen, your hair is messy, you look like a crazy woman, what's wrong?"

"Then you don't care. I slapped away his hand on my shoulder, and I was in a bad mood and spoke a little rushed.

"Alas......

", "Bai Ge, he ......

", "Don't mention him!",

I was directly blown up when this name was mentioned.

I finally forgot about him, and now he's brought up again.

The heart was entangled with inexplicable sadness again, and as soon as the nose was sore, the tears were about to fall again.

blinked vigorously, for fear of crying in front of Feng Hao.

But my tears played me! Uncontrollable tears flowed down one by one.

Feng Hao's big hand gently patted my back and comforted me softly.

"It's okay, it's all over.

His comforting words made my heart twitch hard, and the tears could no longer be held back, and they began to flow out.

"Feng Hao. I cried and said, "I don't understand!"

I put my forehead against the pillow and covered my face with my hands.

Feng Hao chose to be silent, but his hand was still gently patting my back.

"I don't know how to comfort you, just cry, just cry out. "

.............

I don't know how long I cried, and at the end, it was as if something was broken.

Maybe it was because the tears dried up, and I stopped crying.

I started laughing, laughing maniacally.

My brain went blank and I wiped the tears from my face: "In the future, I won't believe in love anymore." Ignoring

him, I got out of bed barefoot, didn't put on my slippers, and walked out of the bedroom on the cold ground.

Walking to the living room, my parents were sitting.

I looked at them, and they looked at me, with worry in their eyes, and I didn't say anything.

Mom suddenly stood up and took my hand and pulled me to sit down beside her.

"Silly boy, it's okay, there are no difficulties that can't be overcome, and there are parents. Dad

sat on the other side and didn't say anything, but that concerned look said everything.

Oh, yes....... I still have my parents, Feng Hao, and other friends, and I don't have nothing.

The gloom in my heart cleared a little, and I tried to squeeze out a smile.

Looking at the face of the second elder, try to speak in the calmest tone possible.

"It's okay, Dad, Mom. "

I want to cut my hair, let's cut it short, long hair is too hard to manage. "

Cut off the three thousand threads of trouble, and start all over again.