Accompanying System: The Ultimate Star Mysterious Master

I really want to laugh, laughing at myself for being too naive.

What's the reason?

Quite simply, because I am not ashamed of my bold words.

I once said proudly in front of someone, which basically means in the group: I feel like I am a born writer.

It's very common. If you talk like this, you'll get criticized. It's too delusional.

In fact, if you imagine the past, it is completely reasonable for me to say this, because I was affected by a sentence.

What that sentence said, I can't remember exactly.

All I know is that he is a born writer...with eyes as innocent and clear as...

I only vaguely remember these things. After all, my memory is not as good as before. I only remember the general meaning.

The general meaning is similar to what Mr. Lao She said: With the wisdom of a philosopher and the innocence of a child, one may become a good writer.

In short, these words have been said by predecessors.

When I first started writing the novel, I thought the same way. What the celebrities said made sense, because I was also delighted to discover that I thought I was that kind of talent.

However, there are some things that you just need to understand, and there is no need to say them out, otherwise it will trigger the "full-on-defeat" type of online violence, which means that others think you are too arrogant and will definitely harm you, regardless of whether you have it or not.

If you are famous or not, people will subconsciously criticize you.

However, there is an exception, that is, when a person is very popular and famous, no matter whether he is humble or arrogant, there will be people who dislike him and criticize him.

Almost everyone understands this truth, because there have been a lot of people who have been attacked by cyber violence recently. Many people are watching the show, and I am naturally watching it too. It is difficult to distinguish between true and false. Who should I believe?

For a long time.

There is a voice in your heart that says you can definitely make it, so just don’t say it out loud. Once you say it out, all forces will stop you and tell you: “You can’t make it.”

That way is simply telling you: "I said you can't do it, but you just can't do it."

I was also drunk. He completely regarded himself as the emperor. Who did he think he was?

Then, he just started making trouble blindly. Even though it was the first time we met, he still had to fight hard and win.

He even wanted to call a deer a horse.

In response to this, I laughed out loud and made an emoticon.

I understood that even if he didn't criticize me, others would criticize me, and even once misunderstood my meaning and regarded my well-intentioned blessing as irony - a curse.

I feel that my words are weird and have bad intentions.

Then it doesn't matter. If you have something to say, don't talk about blessings, because blessings will be understood as curses and become a weapon to intensify conflicts.

Yes, why bless a stranger? I might as well bless myself. This is so nice, selfish and harmonious.

I don’t even dare to say blessings anymore, I just wish silently. No one knows who I am blessing, and no one knows that I am blessing.

Therefore, the only person I can bless on the surface is myself, and I still say it loudly to others. This is funny. Why do I bless myself and say it to others? Is it because I want to express how deep my love for myself is?

Well, isn't being so deliberate just proving that I am happier than others?

Look, I'm happier than you.

Another person was unconvinced and said: "No, I am happier than you, hahaha."

So this matter depends on who is happier than who.

Even when you are the saddest, you must prove that you are happier than others.

Suddenly, a ruthless person stood up and said, "You are happy, right? I want to make you cry."

So, Little Happy got into a fight with this ruthless man.

As for who loses and who wins, it depends on who is more reasonable.

Because "With reason one can move the world, but without reason it is difficult to move forward."

Everyone has the right to be happy, but some people don't like it.

I also remembered a sentence from the writer Gorky's novel "Childhood": One beggar is drying his footcloth, and another beggar comes to steal it.

It's so ironic, and it's a helpless and funny irony.

So, don’t be too happy when nothing happens. Others will think I’m making fun of him. Always be serious outside, because there are too many unhappy people.

It is right to "be modest and benefit". You must be a master at hiding yourself. After all, showing off will make people jealous.

Because not everyone is able to control and understand their emotions like me.

To change the topic, last night, I watched a movie. The movie started to introduce genes to store memory. The meaning of life is to inherit memory. After the protagonist develops his brain from 10% to 100%, his whole person directly transforms into a Tao and sacrifices, losing.

Disappeared after becoming conscious.

The protagonist leaves the last words: We are everywhere, God gave us life a billion years ago, now you know what to do.

In addition, it is also mentioned in the movie that a car will disappear directly after infinite acceleration. Time is fundamental and time determines existence.

In the end, the film gave me a "flash in the pan" feeling.

Hint: In the long river of time in the past, present and future, human civilization is short-lived and dazzling.

Human lifespan is only about a hundred years. How to live this hundred years well is what we need to consider.

Changing the topic, today I finished reading the parchment, which is the story of the parchment in The Greatest Salesman.

I think this book is very good. It contains many valuable insights on life. It coincides with my own insights on life. I am a person of the same mind.

But I didn’t gain much from reading it, because some of the things in the wisdom of this parchment have already been understood by myself. When I see the same things as me (different expressions, same concept), I feel

It's unremarkable, but I have to praise the author, because when I realized these things, I had been working for four or five years.

As for the rest, maybe I’ve seen too many of this type of stuff, and it didn’t shock me that much. When I saw Jesus Christ, I started to feel disgusted, but it wasn’t until the answer came to light that I felt a little better.

I was moved by how the greatest salesman went through hardships and successfully sold his own products.

In fact, I had a relationship with the Parchment Scroll eight or nine years ago. At that time, I went to play at my deskmate’s house and I brought a book: Childhood, In the World, my college trilogy recommended by my deskmate.

He also recommended a book to me, which is The Greatest Salesman of Parchment. At that time, I was not interested in salesmen at all, and I never thought about becoming a salesman. Thinking about it at that time, I really didn’t appreciate it, so I just read it.

After a few pages, he said he wasn't interested and didn't want to read it, so he refused.

After nearly ten years, when I saw this parchment, I thought its story was great. It started with love as the hook, and the throbbing of youth attracted me to continue reading.

Changing the topic, in recent days, I also watched the fifth season of the domestic 3D animation Bad Guys, which was quite good.

The scene of a game of Go directly at the beginning of the film, with the protagonist sitting in front of a wooden table and playing with the chess pieces, made me feel a lot taller.

However, when I saw the heroine Ji Ruxue suddenly opening her eyes during the battle and her eyes turned blue, I suddenly lost my composure and thought to myself, isn't this exactly the same as the protagonist in my novel?

I saw the shadow of my own protagonist - Blue Eyes.

I almost thought I was going to be ignored, because from the first season to the fourth season of Bad Guys, Ji Ruxue's eyes have never been so bright.

To be honest, the setting of Blue Eyes was influenced by other anime. Maybe some book friends know what Blue Eyes White Dragon is, and Blue Eyes White Dragon is also Blue Eyes White Dragon.

When I set the blue eyes for Tu Qixin, on the one hand I thought of the eye protection mode of a reading software I was using. The blue light with the strongest energy will be filtered out to protect the eyes; on the other hand, it was the eyes of this blue-eyed white dragon.

In short, there are too many things that are confusing now. I am just showing the inevitability of this kind of confusion and the root cause.

It is said that online writing is 99% routine and 1% innovation.

All the routines have been written by others, and it has even reached the point where there is nothing more to write, and it has become so intractable that there is almost no space to write any more.

After all, I keep writing the same thing over and over again.

But I don't think so. After reading the parchment, I found that knowledge is fixed. The key is how to use it. Different forms of expression will naturally give different shocks to readers.

New things will continue to emerge, and this naturally includes routines, new routines, routines that no one has used before.

The storyline, that is, the plot, is the key to attracting readers.

However, plots are often based on real life and the real world. If you don’t experience it yourself, you won’t truly understand it.

Just like what the ten parchment scrolls told me, I understood it but didn't practice it, so I couldn't apply what I learned. It's easy to say, but I would also say, it's just too difficult to practice.

I have personally realized the same thing, but it is difficult to put it into practice. Even though I know that I need to form a habit, reality has worn away my most precious edges, making it impossible for me to regain the invincible feeling I once had.

Youth is capital. No matter when you wake up, it is never too late as long as you are willing to work hard to learn, with a motivated heart and a heart that never wants to fall.

My heart is right, but others just want to criticize you, without any reason, just to prove that my ambition is wrong and that I shouldn't be motivated.

I really want to ask them: Isn’t this fun?

Having said this, I couldn't help but laugh out loud with an emoticon.

Forget it, at that time we were young and vigorous, and newcomers were always regarded as having wrong ideas and needed to be taught.

But now, I am still young and not old, but my heart is old, which was infected by those old people.

Making friends with Huang Zhong is just the opposite.

Go in with the right mentality and come out with the wrong mentality.

To this day I still can't get that feeling back.

Things I've lost.

Want to get it back.

After such a dramatic development, I just want to make all the high-rise buildings fall to the ground in terms of creation.

Not to mention, I also hope that I can quickly find those things I have lost.

Sunny, February 26, 2022