After I Die I Will Decipher Everything

"Thank you~"

Yan Kuan is not good at words, so this is his most sincere thanks.

Although he didn't say it, Yan Kuan's gratitude to Chen Bugu was real in his heart.

When I woke up from the first floor of the inpatient department, everyone was frightened when they saw the bones all over the floor.

Although Chen Bugu was still saying last night that everyone could leave the forest, today the group was almost wiped out and everyone had a better understanding of the dangers of this forest.

The role that a piece of green-level equipment can play can be seen just from the [Heart-linking Crossbow].

Yan Kuan knew in his heart that this gift was not light. He was too clumsy to express his gratitude, so he could only repay it in future actions.

As for the [Storage Ring (Green)] and the [Short Wind Blade], Chen Bugu accepted them generously.

He has always lacked effective means of damage in melee combat. Although the [Short Wind Blade] is only a white weapon, it is enough at this stage and is better than the Goblin's wooden club.

[Storage Ring (Green)] He has injected spiritual power, and the ring has completed the identification of its owner. Now, except for him, even if others get his ring, unless there is a special method, they cannot use it or even view the ring. things inside.

Although this battle was dangerous, it was very fruitful, and Chen Bugu was quite satisfied.

Just when everyone was about to leave the outpatient clinic building, Chen Bugu accidentally saw a notebook on the floor in the corridor.

He recognized it immediately. It was the notebook that Lin Ye had held in his hand when he fell into hallucination.

"Isn't what Teacher Lin saw all an illusion? It's not worth it to end up like that."

While Chen Bugu was thinking, he picked up the notebook on the ground and read through it.

As he flipped through the pages, Chen Bugu's expression slowly changed from casual at first to cautious, then gloomy...

Everyone saw Chen Bugu stopping on the corridor, looking a bit wrong.

"What are you looking at? Why do you have this expression?"

Lin Xiaoxiao stepped forward to see what Chen Bugu was looking at.

Suddenly, Chen Bugu closed the notebook and threw it directly to Lin Xiaoxiao.

"Jiang Yutang is Teacher Lin's wife. You can see the rest yourself."

Chen Bugu didn't expect that the Jiang Yutang he saw in his hallucination was actually Lin Ye's wife.

"I have something I need to confirm with the inpatient department. I'll meet you later."

After saying this, Chen Bugu left everyone behind and quickly ran downstairs.

Yan Kuan and Lao Liu still looked at each other, wondering what happened.

Lin Lin and Bai Ting came to Lin Xiaoxiao's side earlier. They stood on the left and the right, reading word by word along with Lin Xiaoxiao.

"September 10, 2001, that damn idiot Su Xun..."

Three minutes later, Lin Xiaoxiao's voice became colder and colder, without any emotion.

When she finished reading the last sentence, she tore the diary into pieces.

"Ah! I'm going to kill that man named Huang!"

Lin Xiaoxiao was so angry that she threw the torn diary on the ground and patched it up several times, but no one stopped her.

Lao Liu finally understood why he always looked speechless when he mentioned his wife and daughter to Lin Ye in the tunnel.

Chen Bugu went to the inpatient department and walked straight to the guard room after coming out.

In the guard room, Lin Ye sat on the ground, his head lowered, sitting silently.

"Teacher Lin, I found something."

Chen Bugu took out a name tag from his pocket and slowly placed it behind Lin Ye.

Seeing that Lin Ye didn't turn around, he said slowly.

"The man surnamed Huang is already dead. In the lobby on the first floor of the inpatient department, there is a corpse wearing clothes with a sign on it that says the name of the man surnamed Huang and his position..."

Lin Ye still didn't turn around. He lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking.

"While we were searching the inpatient unit, I went to the medical staff's duty room and wanted to change my clothes."

"In the duty room over at the pediatric department, I accidentally found this. It was left by your lover..."

Lin Ye finally reacted. He turned around slowly, his body shaking uncontrollably.

Finally, he saw the nameplate in front of him.

The words above are still clear.

"Tiancheng First Hospital, Pediatrics, Jiang Yutang"

Chen Bugu quietly retreated.

The moment he closed the door, he saw Lin Ye with tears streaming down his face.

"If I hadn't been encouraging her to run for office and get promoted, she might not have been taken advantage of..."

"I am the murderer, I am the murderer who killed her."

Lin Ye knelt down on the ground holding the name tag, his words mixed with tears falling to the ground.

Chen Bugu quietly listened to Lin Ye blaming himself outside the door without making a sound.

Chen Bugu also had a woman in his previous life. Unfortunately, she died in a mission and her body was not found.

They met during a mission and he saved the girl's life.

The girl wanted to repay him, but her level was low, her equipment was poor, and she had nothing to offer.

So she slept with Chen Bugu for one night.

In the apocalypse, everyone is in danger. Those who survive today may not survive tomorrow. The concept of chastity is not so important. It is common for the weak to sell their bodies and become attached to the strong.

Chen Bugu didn't understand why the woman relied on him later. He was obviously not strong either.

But they just lived together for two months.

They went on missions together, hunted monsters together, ate together, and slept together. They obviously did everything, but they had no clear relationship. The two of them never even said "like" from beginning to end.

He Chen Bugu is incompetent and a coward. He has neither saved his parents nor behaved himself. How can he be qualified to imitate other people's love affairs.

After the woman died, Chen Bugu never shed tears, nor was he depressed.

He was even surprised to find that he didn't know the girl's name.

He still went on missions with the team, killing monsters, plundering energy to seek breakthroughs, and surviving in this fucking apocalypse.

Until one day, when he was leaving that place and cleaning up the house they had lived together, he took out a piece of soft armor that the woman had made for him from under the bed board.

On the lower right corner of the soft armor, the word "not ancient" was written in a very cliché way.

That day, Chen Bugu suddenly felt so sad that he collapsed in the room weakly. He couldn't stop crying.

Chen Bugu later asked many people, but no one knew the girl's name.

If I had asked her name earlier, wouldn't I have so many regrets?

If he had cared more about her earlier, would he have been able to persuade her not to go on that dangerous mission?

Chen Bugu didn't know.

At this moment, he stood at the door of the guard room, listening to Lin Ye's cry, and suddenly felt the same.

Even though there was a door across the room, the sadness spread out unimpeded like ink dripping into clear water, making him feel a little suffocated.

He touched his pocket and suddenly remembered that he had not learned to smoke in this life.

He smiled bitterly and hurried away.