After Mr. Pei Marries An Overweight Lady

As the night gets darker, the chirping of insects begins.

From her acquaintance with Huo Yan to her unforgettable love for him, Xia Manhe followed Huo Yan across thousands of miles but found that Huo Yan was seduced into the abyss, as well as their mutual struggles.

At the end, Xia Manhe truly apologized to Xia Qing for the first time, "Qingqing, I'm sorry, my mother couldn't stay with you at that time. She always thought that he was lonely when he was alive, and she will be lonely when she dies. When I was alone, I just wanted to accompany him no matter what, but then it became like this, I wanted to go back but couldn't..."

Xia Manhe said that she thought of the scene when she attempted suicide but was declared amputated by the doctor. All the despair in her life gathered in that year. In those dark days, she thought about death all the time and had no strength to love anyone, even if It's his own child.

So I'm sorry, Qingqing, I'm sorry.

"I'm sorry..." Looking back on the past, Xia Manhe muttered I'm sorry over and over uncontrollably, especially when she thought that the real person had died suddenly in the operating room early in the morning. If it weren't for the body in front of her, she might never have had the chance to come back. Meet her and apologize to her.

Xia Qing felt very uncomfortable when she heard this. She let go of her wheelchair and walked to Xia Manhe. She squatted beside her and looked up at the person she had longed for countless times. "Xia Manhe, I accept your apology." .”

I accept your apology, so there is no need to blame yourself.

Xia Manhe was stunned when she heard Xia Qing's words. She didn't seem to expect that Qingqing would forgive herself so quickly. She was already prepared not to be forgiven.

Because no matter how many reasons she had, they could not change the fact that she abandoned Qingqing.

But Qingqing forgave her so easily. Xia Manhe felt it was unreal and uneasy. She looked at Xia Qing with panicked eyes, "Qingqing..."

"I'm serious. Although you are a mother, you are also yourself. You are in a different place. I may not be as good as you in your position. But although I have forgiven you, I still can't call you mom. You You have to accept it." Xia Qing half-crouched and looked at the woman in front of him, who although looked better than Dulin, was still as thin and thin as if a gust of wind could carry her away.

Xia Manhe didn't say anything, but Xia Qing knew from her concise statement that Huo Yan died beside her, and she was eight months pregnant at that time.

After being reborn, she experienced the pain and despair of childbirth. At that time, Xia Manhe was a few years older than she is now. She was in a foreign country, eight months pregnant, and her boyfriend was deeply addicted to drugs and depression, and finally committed suicide in her arms. Here, she could feel the despair without even thinking about it.

As a doctor, she has more empathy than others, and it is this empathy that makes Xia Qing unable to blame Xia Manhe.

Xia Manhe has not gone crazy in these years. Her psychology is strong enough. If it were someone else, there would still be Zhongxia Trust, and there would be Daniel.

When Xia Manhe heard Xia Qing's words, her voice became hoarse. She held Xia Qing's hand and was so choked that she couldn't speak. How could her Qingqing be so good? How could she be so good...

"Why do you want me to call you mom if you don't speak?" Seeing Xia Manhe suddenly hiding her face, Xia Qing laughed softly.

Xia Manhe shook her head hastily. She was already satisfied that Qingqing could forgive her. How could she dare to expect anything else?

Seeing the beautiful woman in her fifties shaking her head like a child, Xia Qing was heartbroken. She stepped forward and gently hugged Xia Manhe's thin body, and whispered in her ear, "You I’m happy to be back.”

One sentence forced Xia Manhe to burst into tears, "Silly boy."

Xia Qing's eyes were also sore. When she was the most rebellious when she was young, she always felt that the whole world did not love her. Her grandfather also used her as a tool to study medicine. She had no father or mother, no one wanted her, and her classmates did not like her. , she is redundant.

Until she met Jia Junkai later, she thought that no one loved her, so she could love others.

But after experiencing rebirth, meeting Pei Zhengyang, reconciling with her grandfather, and recognizing Xia Manhe, she truly discovered that she was never the abandoned one, and that loving and being loved are indispensable.

If you have been loved for a long time without being reciprocated, you will easily become unbalanced. If you have been loved for a long time and you will not be able to love others, it will be easy for you to feel confident and forget how to cherish.

But she is just right now, she knows how to love and cherish others, her past pain has been healed by Pei Zhengyang, and now she can open her heart to Xia Manhe.

If it were me in the last life, I'm afraid I would still be trapped in my own emotions and unable to extricate myself. How could I calmly say "I forgive you" to Xia Manhe.

He probably wouldn't be in the mood to listen to Huo Yan's life. Instead, he would just classify him as trash and then feel sorry for himself for having such a father.

Thinking of this, Xia Qing rubbed her head against Xia Manhe's palm, "You must make it up to me in the future, godmother."

You can't call me mother, but you can still call me godmother.

When Xia Manhe heard the voice of godmother, she was stunned. Even if there was a godmother in front of her, she was already very satisfied. She stretched out her hand to rub Xia Qing's face and said in a very soft voice, "You...don't you hate him? "

"He is sick, and it is not intentional. It is his fault for what he did. Besides, death is a big deal. If there is an afterlife in this world, I hope he can be born in an ordinary family, have the ordinary love of his parents, and grow up to be a healthy and happy person. People." Xia Qing answered Xia Manhe softly.

She knew that Huo Yan's death had always been a knot in Xia Manhe's heart, and was also the reason why Xia Manhe didn't dare to face her in the first place.

Tears welled up in Xia Manhe's eyes, "But if others knew that such an outstanding Qingqing in our family has such a father and mother, they would definitely laugh at you and discriminate against you..."

This was also the reason why Xia Manhe later refused to see Xia Qing.

Although Huo Yan's death was secretive and the relevant negative news was handled cleanly by the Huo family, if someone was interested, they would still find out.

At that time, Qingqing continued to win awards and became more and more famous. She lived in fear every day, afraid that she would know their existence, and even more afraid that the media would one day expose them and Qingqing be dragged down from the altar because of her and Huo Yan.

"But it's all over, isn't it? Besides, I am Lin Xiaqing now. Not to mention that the worries you mentioned will not happen at all. Even if they do, there is no need to worry now." Xia Qing felt distressed after hearing this, and stretched out her hand to wipe Xia Man He's tears.

It's not that she doesn't love herself, she just loves in her own way, clumsily and unable to deny it.

Xia Manhe came back to her senses and remembered that Xia Qing was no longer just Xia Qing. She held her daughter in her arms. She had heard about what Qingqing had experienced after her rebirth and felt more and more distressed.

Fortunately, they are all favored by fate.

Xia Qing let Xia Manhe hold her. The sky had completely darkened and turned into a deep blue. The lights in the manor were automatically turned on. The dim yellow halo gave the flower-filled manor a soft light, making it appear more tranquil and beautiful. The chirping of insects is mixed with the laughter of bears and graphite, which is so warm and nostalgic.

And just when Xia Qing let go of Xia Manhe, he looked somewhere and raised his eyebrows slightly.