After Our Divorce, I Still Wore Your Jacket

Who can make a loss? No one can compensate.

Fang Shaoyi had blood in the chest drainage all the time, which was not the normal postoperative volume and the color was very dark. I had to push him out for a lung examination. After the doctor's consultation, he told him to push him down at 10 to see a bleeding point. The wilderness let everyone else go back, and Geng Jinwei and Ji Xiaotao were left in the hospital. They might have to tell him where to go for inspection, they are enough. It's useless when there are too many people, and the hospital is annoying. It's not so serious to be blocked in the corridor. It looks anxious. Moreover, the wilderness did not want other people to see what he is now, afraid that his parents would be worried, or want others to see his current embarrassment.

The wilderness knew him. If it was n’t for fear that something would suddenly happen and the people were n’t enough to let everyone go, he would just keep it.

No one mentioned the movie. Fang Shaoyi is like this now, and no one dares to mention this. Whether he can wake up, whether he can be good, now that the dangerous period has not passed, this is hard to say. It is even more unknown if he can make the movie after he is well. The director does not mention this matter and can't think about it.

If Fang Shaoyi is not bleeding now, he can move a little, and he has to practice breathing and coughing. But now he doesn't know where he has been bleeding, and the doctor will not let him move at all. If the main blood vessels are big, the movement will really collapse and it is very dangerous.

Now he has a little doctor wherever he goes, and walks the doctor's passage all the way, without having to go outside and wait for the elevator. Fang Shaoyi was awake. Both the wilderness and Ji Xiaotao wore masks. Fang Shaoyi did not bring a ventilator now, and looked at his spirit. He said to the wilderness in the elevator: "Have you never rested?"

The wilderness lowered his head and smiled at him. The smile on his face was blocked by the mask, but the gentle smile in his eyes was not blocked. The wilderness said: "Rest."

Fang Shao blinked his eyes slowly and said, "You lie."

Ji Xiaotao answered the words: "Brother lied."

The wilderness glanced at him: "Just your mouth."

This is the first time Ji Xiaotao talked to him after Fang Shaoyi was injured. He has followed him throughout the past few days. Those who are in panic and fear now do not know how to get over. It was okay, but after the first sentence with Fang Shao, my emotions suddenly collapsed and my nose was sour.

Geng Jinwei patted him, and Fang Shaoyi called him: "Xiao Tao."

"Hey!" Ji Xiaotao sucked his nose and responded dumbly, "What's wrong, brother?"

Fang Shaoyi's voice was very low, and it looked a bit difficult to speak: "You stay at night, rush him back to rest."

"I blackened him during the day, and he didn't listen." Ji Xiaotao pulled off his mask and complained to the wilderness. "He's lawless now. Brother, look back and clean him up."

"Well." Fang Shao smiled silently, his eyes turned to the field, and the field blinked at him.

In the afternoon, the group of doctors transferred by Geng Jinwei arrived, took Fang Shaoyi's various results and reports, and consulted with the doctors of our hospital and the doctors who were urgently transferred to the county to perform surgery for him for an hour. Fang Shaoyi now has two bleeding points, one is the bleeding point on the anastomosis of the stapler, and the other is a blood vessel next to the wound. Observe the situation later, if you can't, you have to do a thoracoscopy again. The wilderness was not happy to do it again, and then he had to have a general anesthesia, which was equivalent to another operation.

Repeat the stubble again, who can afford it? The heart of the wilderness was dug out and crushed once, and I had to dig it again?

Yuan Ye and Fang Shaoyi said: "Brother, please coagulate me quickly, don't use the knife anymore, that's killing me."

The field was squatting at the time. Fang Shao raised one hand on the field and smiled and said to him, "Okay, I will work hard."

The wilderness grabbed his hand, daring to pinch it but dared not to force it. There was a needle in his hand.

In other words, the time on the circuit can be said by checking, and the other time is still separated from door to door.

These days, Fang Shaoyi was in the ICU, but the wilderness had n’t left, and did n’t go back to sleep. On the way, I went to the hotel next to the hospital where Ji Xiaotao stayed for a few times to take a bath and change my clothes, and then I will go back soon. He can't leave Fang Shao for a long time now. He always fears that he will not be there when the nurses in the ward come out and say something. The heart of the wilderness was hanging at the door of the ICU, and when I went downstairs, I felt that my heart was not in my chest.

Hearing the news on the phone, he hated this taste.

As long as Fang Shaoyi lived there, the wilderness stayed outside for as many days. Even Fang Huo didn't make it easy for him to go back to sleep, no one could speak. At night, I sat on a chair in the corridor and went to sleep. The care worker told him many times that he didn't need to keep people anymore. He called him if he had problems, but he couldn't leave the wilderness. His heart is here, and he can't take a step.

Fortunately, Fang Shaoyi's later blood stopped and it was useless to perform another operation. This thing let the wilderness kiss him fiercely when he went in to see him.

Later, Fang Shaoyi temporarily escaped from the dangerous period. There was no serious infection and no complications in the lungs. The fever was only repeated occasionally, and he could be transferred to the general ward. In fact, you can change it two days in advance, but the wilderness is not at ease. Anyway, I have lived these days, and it will be no more than two days.

Fang Shaoyi's hair was shaved. When he cut the wound on his back, he shaved a small piece. When the wound on his head was changed, he simply shaved it, and he was hospitalized to clean up.

The day he turned out of the ICU, he came out on his own, with a buried needle in his hand, and slowly raised his hand to hug the wilderness. Both were thin, and not at all. The wilderness and his arms were scared, and he didn't know where to put his hands. He hurt his chest and back, and he couldn't face his collarbone. The wilderness sighed lowly and asked him in a muffled voice: "My hand ... Where do I put my hand?"

As soon as Fang Shao looked at him and knew he was uncomfortable, he chuckled and said in his ear: "... put it on my butt."

"Huh?" The wilderness let him go, looked back at Ji Xiaotao, and then looked at the following doctor, and then turned his eyes back and whispered to him, "I mean you won't do it later, shall I?"

Fang Shao smiled and shrugged his shoulders slightly: "OK."

The wilderness hooked his lips: "You dream."

Many people were waiting for him in the ward. When Fang Shao entered, he joked: "Oh, this battle scared me."

His parents were there, and Fang Mu's eyes suddenly turned red, a very dignified lady, who forcibly resisted crying. Fang Shaoyi slowly walked over to hug her and said, "I'm fine, don't worry."

Fang Mu touched his face. She didn't like to talk much, but just touched and touched.

His father Fang Han said: "It's okay if it's okay, it's inevitable. Xiao Yuan has been working so hard these days, let him rest well and make a mess!"

The wild hippie smiled and said, "Actually every day when you leave, I turn around and find a place to sleep. Who is really staying there for a night? Do you really believe dad?"

People talked and laughed in front of him. The wilderness was so lame. When no one was in the ward, the wilderness took Fang Shaoyi's head and wiped his head with a towel. It's good, you don't have to wash your hair, just wipe it. Now they have similar hair styles. Fang Shaoyi shaved his head for filming. He is no stranger to such a wilderness. But he wasn't so thin at the time, and people didn't look haggard.

The wilderness stopped after wiping, and Fang Shao raised his head slightly to look at him. The wilderness had no expression, but just looked at him and said, "You are not beautiful anymore."

Fang Shao touched his face and said to him with a smile: "Isn't it good-looking? Give me some time."

"Can you give me some time to restore it?" The wilderness held the towel in his hand and touched his nose with the back of his hand. His voice was a little dumb.

"Yes." Fang Shao grabbed his hand and looked up at him with a serious face, "I can."

He said that he could, and his eyes were still so reassuring. Fang Shaoyi was passing on to him the power that wanted him to feel at ease. The wilderness looked at him statically for several minutes. The two didn't speak, but just looked at each other. After this injury, they often looked at each other's eyes like this, as if there was not much to say.

What do you think the other party will not understand?

Although Fang Shaoyi came out of the intensive care unit, it did not mean he was fine. This was a serious injury, and a small half of the lung was cut. Every day to do atomization and lung expansion exercises, the wilderness went out to buy a bag of balloons as directed by the doctor, staring at him blowing every day.

When Wei Hua came in, Fang Shaoyi was discussing with the wilderness and asked if he could stop blowing.

The wilderness asked him, "Does it hurt?"

"Ah," Fang Shao said weakly and softly. "It hurts. Don't you blow it?"

"Blow, how many did you blow?" The wilderness was unmoved and cut fruit next to him. Fang Shaoyi was too coquettish after he was injured this time. It's too old to make people unbearable. Eat together.

"It hurts. My lungs ..." Fang Shao said halfway. When he saw Wei Dao coming in, he greeted him with a smile-"Leader."

"What are you doing?" Wei Dao walked in, stood beside Fang Shao's bed, and talked to him, "I'm in good spirits."

Fang Shao flicked the balloon in his hand and showed him, "The wilderness stared at me every day to blow this."

"Then you just blow it." Wei Dao smiled and said to him.

Now that Fang Shaoyi has all come out of the ward, the people are basically stable, and those who come to see him will not be too sad and unlucky. The director comes to see him almost every day. On that day, Fang Shaoyi took the initiative to talk to the director about the drama. In fact, he didn't have much of the original scene, but the protagonist's silly scenes weren't even filmed. Wei Dao said: "You take good care of the body, others don't have to worry about me, I think of a way."

This drama is really in a difficult situation now, the most difficult is the director. Some people in the crew now say in private that this drama is not smooth from beginning to end, the director is not in harmony with the old tree, so it is difficult everywhere. Wei Director filmed the film for a lifetime, and no crew was as difficult as this one. The protagonist filmed a half-time accident and made a temporary substitution, and the exchanged accident happened and almost died. The wilderness also fell off the tree and fell to its feet. It didn't go well everywhere, and there were so many accidents. I don't know if Fang Shaoyi can recover now, and whether he can still film the movie, even if he comes to take a face replacement in the future.

No one in the crew dared to ask about it now. Whether the movie will die in the end, no one knows. Whether such a disturbing movie will continue to be done, and what the result will be, there is no way to predict. The director hasn't said a word, and everyone kept silent.

Fang Shao couldn't say a few words and had to cover his ribs and cough. It was a good thing to cough. After the cough was over, he handed him the fruit and let him throat and lungs. Fang Shaoyi also made a joke with the director: "My current body shape and weight just happen to be able to post the next scene. But the young scene can't be filmed. I won't post the scene anymore. Find a substitute."

Wei Dao didn't answer him, but just waved his hand.

Fang Shaoyi knew what he was thinking and called him: "Director."

Wei Dao looked at him, frowning too much, with deep Sichuan lines on his eyebrows. Fang Shaoyi said seriously: "You know what I am doing now. I really can't enter the group in a short time. It's unrealistic and impossible for you to let me get up next month and then film the movie. But since I took it, I have to After the filming, I know what you are carrying now, and tell everyone to rest assured that it will not affect anything except that it must be dragged back in time. "

Fang Shao said that it was difficult to say so many words in one breath. After talking, he coughed again. The wilderness came over and patted him gently. Wei Dao looked at them and hadn't spoken for a long time. When I spoke again, I sighed for a long time, and there was the usual vicissitudes in his voice. It was sharpened by most of my life: "Children ... I'm not here to tell you a play."

This "child" sounds a bit dazed, and Fang Shao hasn't heard Wei Dao call him that for years. He was only 16 years old when he first filmed the movie. At that time, Wei Dao always called him a "child" when he talked to him. Later, it was also called that way. Later, Fang Shaoyi also matured.

Fang Shao didn't receive the film at the beginning, but Wei Daodong called it to save the scene. Fang Shao almost explained his life here. Everyone wanted anything to taste in the director's heart.

Fang Shao gave him a smile like a child. It was very simple and innocent. He spread his hand to him and said, "I am an actor. You don't play tricks with me, what do you say?"

The wilderness hadn't talked to him about this, it didn't matter. The wilderness knew Fang Shaoyi too well, and he had no doubt that Fang Shao would film the event in a moment.

The wilderness just went out and sent a bunch of balloons blown by Fang Shaoyi to the children in the ward next door. They have been sending them every day recently, and the children are especially happy. Fang Shaoyi called him as soon as he came back: "I want to use the toilet."

The wilderness sleeves rolled to the elbow, agreed, and then smiled a little badly, and asked him deliberately: "I will pick you up?"

"You have never finished?" Fang Shao couldn't help crying, "Do you have any obsessions? If you have to want to pick me up, otherwise you will feel uncomfortable. If so, I can satisfy you once."

During the ICU, Fang Shao could not move for a few days. At that time, there was a urinal. When he came out from the inside, the nurse took all his things together. The old man in the field was worried about using that once, but Fang Shaoyi can now move, how could he use this.

"Am I obsessed?" The wilderness came over to help him and helped him to the bathroom. "Is it you or do you?"

As soon as Fang Shao could go by himself, he would let the wilderness support him, and he had to support him in full. This was the case after he was injured. The wilderness stood behind him and supported him. This posture was equivalent to holding him from behind. The most intimate posture was nothing more than that. It was even more intimate than having sex. It's not that you love the person in front of you very much. If you can't do this, you won't naturally get so close.

After that, the two stood in front of the sink to wash their hands together. Fang Shao adjusted the water temperature, squeezed the hand sanitizer out and rubbed foam in the palm of his hand, then grabbed the two hands in the field and rubbed his hands carefully. Four hands tangled together, fingers tangled together, and more than seventy together, even playing with bubbles for a long time. Later, the wilderness laughed first and asked him: "What are you doing?"

Fang Shaoyi lowered his head and said, "Wash your hands."

There is also a bed in the ward for the accompanying family members. This is the bed in the wilderness. Yuan Yuan spent so many nights in the corridor before. Later, when he was in bed, he couldn't sleep well. He always woke up to see Fang Shaoyi in the middle of the night. Fang Shaoyi turned and coughed at night.

Fang Shao lowered his cough twice, and then sat up. The wilderness asked him, "What's wrong, brother?"

Fang Shao looked at him and asked him, "I woke you up?"

"No, I can't sleep well." The wilderness came down to the ground, poured him a glass of water, and handed him over to drink.

Fang Shaoyi knew that he couldn't sleep well, and he thought about it and said, "Move the bed, I will hold you and sleep."

The wilderness really thought about it for a while, and then shook his head: "Farewell, where I touch again, it hurts you."

As soon as Fang Shao turned on the bedside lamp, the wilderness expression was gentle and calm, and asked him, "Stop sleeping?"

The field chin was sharp, Fang Shao looked at his face, and suddenly said to him: "I'm sorry."

The wilderness made him stunned. Afterwards, he chuckled and asked him, "Where is this, I'm sorry?"

Fang Shao raised it with one hand and gently stroked it at the heart of the wilderness, then gently comforted: "... not afraid."

It was good, and it was always like nothing. Fang Shao stretched all the nerves in the wilderness at the moment. You can even hear the bangs, and they cracked one by one.

When Fang Shao's jet lag fainted in front of the wilderness, he could scare the wilderness into white lips, even though the wilderness was a big boy at that time. It is indeed an adult, and it can handle things well. After so many days, he was extremely powerful.

The wilderness stood on the spot in a daze for the first time, then suddenly bent down, buried his face next to Fang Shao's bed, curled up, his shoulders trembling, the amplitude increased, and finally trembling like a spasm.

Fang Shao touched his head, and then apologized to him.

"I don't accept your apology." The wilderness said with a strong nasal voice and a little childish in anger. He grabbed Fang Shaoyi's quilt with his hands and his entire back was shaking. "What's the use of your apology ..."

"My heart these days has been pulled out and crushed and smashed into scum. What can you do if I am sorry!"

"It has been raining on the island. I can't go back to the country. Xiao Tao said you were injured, and said that the steel bar penetrated on your chest. He said that you are unconscious. I can't come back!"

The voice of the wilderness was out of control. He clasped his face to the bed and breathed hard. "You said you are not afraid of me? Are you afraid?"

"I lie inside, you stand outside, you try!"

"I wish I could swim back ... Do you know what despair is ..."

Fang Shaoyi kept touching his head, gently patting his neck and back, and constantly apologized to him and told him not to be afraid.

Out of control sound broke out in the throat of the wilderness, he waved Fang Shaoyi's hand: "I want to get my lungs out for you, as long as you don't bleed, don't have a fever!"

"I have these days ... I'm so **** sorry these days. Do you know ... Why should I give you new year's money for Chinese New Year? I haven't given you these years. I'm going to give you **** evil wind this year! I should n’t give it, I did n’t hold anything ... "

Fang Shaoyi's heart was also pulled out and crushed, and every word in the wilderness made him twist and hurt. Fang Shaoyi knew that he was afraid, no matter whether it was Wilderness XVII or now, he never changed, and he was very courageous in this regard.

Therefore, the only thought before Fang Shaoyi lost consciousness was the wilderness. Too bad, the little monkey is going to be scared.

Fang Shao's eyes were scarlet, he looked down at the wilderness, his palms pressed against his back, and Shen Sheng said, "How could I leave you alone."

Yuan Ye's face rubbed back and forth twice on the bed, and then suddenly looked up at Fang Shaoyi, shouting in a dumb voice: "You fart! You almost died, all **** farts!"