After Rebirth, the Buddha-like Star Is a Medical Expert

Everyone around her said she was good.

She looks beautiful, her family is rich, she wears endless famous brands, enjoys endless costumes and jewelry...

But she is the only one who can't find her own good place, and often lives very powerlessly.

So much so that, in her previous life, she often asked herself: "Why should I live like this, why can't I break out of the black hole in my heart when I struggle with all my strength?"

There are also people around who are jealous of her.

But she was secretly envious of others having a complete family.

In her last life, she was far from being able to do what she is doing now, generously accepting her parents' later family, and treating those who have no blood relationship with her as family members, and she will never be able to live in harmony with her family and the people around her like she is now .

Intimacy and interpersonal relationships are a difficult proposition in her life.

She will never be able to get warmth and love in such a complex and huge family environment.

The more you can't accept, the more you can't integrate, the more lonely you are.

When she was particularly depressed, she also thought like the girl who passed away: "Why did I have to be born? Is it true that only death can end the pain of this life?"

However, she didn't have the courage to die.

She is afraid, if the pain in this life is not over, will the next life be like this again?

Someone said: "Go and pray to God, God can help you."

But it was another difficult journey.

So, what is the meaning of soul and body existence?

Later, she found the answer in her faith:

"Prince Shakya said: 'Life is suffering, and gods and Buddhas have to go through kalpas, let alone ordinary people?'

Even if there is no evil cause and no evil fruit, there will still be many unintentional injuries, unwilling partings, maybe ten years of life and death, and maybe the mountains and rivers will never meet again.

What to do after the pain is over?

What if the pain doesn't go away?

I can only keep correcting myself, telling myself that all the sufferings I encounter are the gravel of clam shells, a gift from heaven, and a gift from the future.

This is growth, persevering in pain, waiting, accumulating courage, and learning lessons.

I hope that time will pass, leaving a warm me, a better me, a cracked but stronger me. "

What kind of catastrophe people have, there is what kind of predestined relationship.

Constantly admitting mistakes, calibrating, standing up and walking again, this is growth.

No one can replace you except yourself.

But this is life, only her life.

Fortunately, after this long journey, she has also come to the day when she sees the light again.

Just as Ning Youguang was immersed in his own thoughts.

Over there, the topic of Ming Jinxin happened to turn to her:

"Yes, yes, are you busy at school recently?"

"It's okay, the project in the laboratory is coming to an end."

"That's good." Ming Jinxin smiled immediately, "It's like this. I have a friend who wants you to be a case for his nephew. His nephew is in a special situation and he doesn't want to see a psychiatrist. Here, I would like to invite you to help his nephew, if you are willing to take his case, the remuneration is not a problem."

"Isn't there a school that still has classes? I was so busy a while ago, let's take a break first." Ning Yi, who was next to him, frowned slightly, and interjected.

Knowing that he cared about him, Ning Youguang smiled at him, "Father, I can. I've had a good rest these days, and I just have some time."

Turning around, she replied to Ming Jinxin, "Auntie, I have to go to see the client first, and then I can decide whether to take his case or not."

"It should be." Ming Jin nodded heartily, "Then when it's convenient for you, I'll tell my friend."

"I'll wait to check the schedule. If the problem is not serious, there will be no class tomorrow afternoon. You can go and have a look."

"Okay, okay, then tell me when you have determined the time."

...

There is class the next morning.

That night, Ning Youguang ate at home, sat down, and then drove back to the place where she lived alone - the one-person teacher's dormitory arranged for her by the school at the beginning of the month.

The dormitory is one of the staff dormitories of the school, with an area of ​​less than 40 square meters, one bedroom, one living room, a kitchen and a private bathroom.

The most satisfying thing for Ning Youguang is that the dormitory assigned to her is on the first floor, and there is a small yard behind the small apartment. Hydrangeas, camellias, etc.

When the flowers bloom, the scenery in the small yard is particularly beautiful.

When passing by here before, every time she saw the flowers blooming in the yard, she often couldn't help taking pictures to share with her friends, family and netizens.

I didn't expect to be so lucky this time, this dormitory was assigned to her.

So, the school allocated this dormitory to her, and she couldn't wait to move in.

She planned to tidy up the yard when she was free these days, and add some flowers and plants to make the scenery in the yard more abundant.

When they grow up in summer, her small yard will be even more beautiful.

...

Waking up at six in the morning, opening his eyes, Ning Youguang heard the rain falling outside the window.

Suddenly, she was inexplicably moved.

Lying lazily on the bed, listening to the sound of rain for nearly ten minutes, he slowly got up.

After washing up, I went to the kitchen to make a pot of coffee, toasted two slices of bread, put them on a plate, and brought them to the living room for dinner.

Before eating, I suddenly thought of the child who was far away in the United States, and I didn't know what he was doing.

Snapped a photo and sent it.

[Sister: [Picture] Good morning, what are you doing? ]

Soon, there will be a message back.

[Child: [Picture] is busy in the company and is getting ready to leave work. ]

[Sister: Go back to rest early, I'm home, here's a message. ]

[Children: OK, smiling face jpg.]

[Sister: Good jpg.]

2023, April 15th, Weibo.

[A person who likes the ordinary: The bright moon hangs high in the night sky, it is spring now, I think of you, and my heart is complete. ]

...

After sending Shi Mochiyue a WeChat message, Ning Youguang turned on the bluetooth speaker in the room, and cheerful and peaceful classical music sounded slowly in the room.

In such a beautiful morning, you should listen to Mozart.

It is the happy, peaceful, auspicious, bright side of Orpheus.

everything's ready.

Ning Youguang was about to sit down on the single sofa chair by the window in the living room to have breakfast, listen to Mozart, and watch the rain when there was a knock on the door of "Dong Dong Dong...".

The knock on the door was very regular and gentle.

She turned to open the door, and there was a kind-looking, round-faced, elegant middle-aged lady standing outside the door, who was Mrs. Li, the wife of Professor Chen next door.

She was holding a printed plate in her hand, which contained four steaming, fat and soft buns.

The intention of the other party is self-evident.

"Ms. Li, please come in." She chuckled.

A girl in plain color, in her early twenties, with a delicate and clean face, as beautiful as an orchid in an empty valley, with a calm and bookish air.

It was a pleasure to see such a beautiful girl early in the morning.

The smile on Teacher Li's face became more obvious.

She smiled and brought the buns into the door, "Mr. Xiao Ning, I just made some buns this morning. I'll bring you a few. You can try it. If it's delicious, I'll bring it to you next time I make it. "

"Wow, it smells so good, thank you Teacher Li."

Ning Youguang happily took her plate and buns, carried them, turned around and went to the kitchen.

After changing the steamed stuffed buns into her own plate in the kitchen, and washing up Teacher Li's plate, she returned to the living room with Teacher Li's plate and steamed stuffed buns.

Teacher Xiaoning is very famous in UCAS, and Teacher Li has known her for several years.

Today is the first time to enter her place.

While she was packing the buns, she took a rough look at the environment in front of her and said in surprise:

"Mr. Xiao Ning, there are so few things in your room."

In such a small dormitory, it will be crowded if you put some things casually.

Teacher Li has been to many teachers' residences, including hers. They are all the same size, but most of them are full of things. It is rare that they are so empty and comfortable.

"Desires for things are disturbing. If you have more things, you will be more tired. If you can have less, you will be less. Everything is at ease."

The girl was standing in front of him holding the bun, her posture was casual yet indescribably elegant, her delicate face was full of smiles, she was good-looking, her voice was nice, and she spoke well.

Teacher Li took the plate from her and nodded again and again: "It's like this, it's like this, now that things are so abundant, everything is very convenient, there is really no need to put so many things at home, some necessities are enough, which is rare What's more, you understand this principle at such a young age."

Ning Youguang smiled, "Has Mr. Li had breakfast?"

"I just ate two buns. This plate for you is the second pot I steamed. Now that I am older, I get up early. When the first pot of buns is cooked, I didn't bring it to you because I was afraid of disturbing your sleep. I ate it all at home, and I came to knock on the door just now when I smelled the aroma of your coffee at home."

Teacher Li is also a wonderful person. He is about fifty years old and close to the age of retirement. Apart from working and studying, he loves to cook food at home.

I always make too much, and I can’t finish it at home, so I send it upstairs and downstairs.

The building they live in now is a rather old house.

All the staff and their family members lived in the building. The older ones, such as Professor Chen and Mr. Li's family, have lived here for more than ten or twenty years.

There are not many young people like Mr. Xiaoning who can live in.

But the teachers upstairs and downstairs have also known her for several years. After all, she was a student in the school before, and she was the kind of student who was popular in the whole school and was still a famous figure in the University of Science and Technology of China.

In the past few years, there are very few people in the University of Science and Technology of China, from teachers to students, who do not know her.

Living in the same building, they are all high-level intellectuals, and they all know each other. We get along closer than ordinary neighbors, but we can maintain a relative sense of proportion and independence from each other.

This is also what Ning Youguang likes here.

"It's delicious." She picked up the steamed stuffed bun on the plate, and took a generous bite in front of Teacher Li.

The skin of the buns is soft and chewy, and the stuffing in the buns is also delicious. Vegetarian, buns with fungus and carrot vermicelli, and some chili powder, the taste is just right.

"Ms. Li also likes to be vegetarian every day?"

"Yes, our family's diet is relatively light, and we don't like greasy food. What does Teacher Xiaoning usually eat? If it suits your taste, I will come to eat at home in the future." Teacher Li smiled and invited.

She stared at Teacher Xiao Ning's beautiful face, she really liked it no matter how she looked at it.

"Anything light is fine."

"Good, good, light and good."

"Does Teacher Li drink coffee?"

"Okay, I just didn't drink anything in the morning." Teacher Li also sat down in the living room generously.

...

After Mr. Li drank a cup of coffee, he took the plate and left in satisfaction.

Taking advantage of the time before the morning class, Ning Youguang clicked on his Weibo and looked through it.

Her Weibo has nearly 10 million followers.

Since entering university, in addition to sharing professional psychological content and case experience on Weibo, she also answers questions from netizens, which can be regarded as a public welfare consultation for netizens.

Nowadays.

The question she chose in the comment area was a question from a Weibo netizen "I Hao": [I Hao: Excuse me, teacher, how can a person become gentle? ]

[An ordinary person: half of gentleness is knowledge, I wish you well! @I'm good]

After the Weibo was posted, netizens soon forwarded, commented and liked it.

Through the mobile phone screen, the distance between people and people's hearts is actually getting closer.

Because they don't know each other, they forget after seeing each other.

The sadness, love, enthusiasm, and sadness in people's hearts that are difficult to express directly can choose to be open to strangers.

This is also the reason why she has been operating Weibo seriously for so many years.

Because she knows:

Many people have unspeakable and tearful sorrow in their hearts, which cannot be revealed to those around them.

Even if explained, they will not understand.

If it hadn't been shown with the help of the virtual space of the Internet, it happened to meet someone like her who has the ability to give answers to the other party and lend a helping hand.

It will never change, like snowflakes on a windless night quietly deposited in the bottom of my heart. 1314