After Rebirth, the Buddha-like Star Is a Medical Expert
Chapter 37 Childhood Shadow
Thinking of his parents' marital status in their previous lives, Youguang couldn't help feeling a little gloomy in his heart.
In an instant, her world seemed as if the snow from the sky did not fall on her body, but fell into her heart, it was so cold that it made people shiver.
She trembled all over, let go of Xia Youqing's hand, and wrapped her arms around her chest.
The young couple are each other's first love. Ning Yi and Xia Youqing guessed the beginning of their relationship, but they didn't guess the ending.
At the beginning of their love, no one knew that "together" does not completely represent the completion of love, but also represents the beginning, which means that love has infinite possibilities in the future.
It may be because of winning one's heart and keeping the white head inseparable, or it may be half-body wind and half-body injury.
They happen to be the latter.
Men and women in love never get along with each other after they fight fiercely at the beginning.
Xia Youqing and Ning Yi's marriage failed because they didn't know how to get along.
Putting aside the sweetness of being in love, the two of them will get along like a disaster in the later days, and disagreements can arise anytime, anywhere due to various things and lead to conflicts.
How much tolerance do young people have?
No matter how turbulent the love accumulated in the youth was, it gradually cooled down amidst the ever-growing contradictions in the future.
They couldn't live on anymore, but they couldn't separate for various reasons.
As a result, the two people who couldn't find warmth in each other were attracted by the sugar-coated poison-like feelings given by others, and rushed towards the endless abyss one by one on the wrong emotional path, unable to turn back.
In their last life, they loved, hated, quarreled, quarreled, fought, hated each other, cursed, betrayed, supported each other, let go...
They are obviously the two closest people in the world, but they show the evil in human nature to the fullest in each other.
If it weren't for being their daughter, Ning Youguang would never have imagined that such a glamorous couple could show so many dark sides of human nature in each other.
The most cruel thing is that so many dark sides, they make no secret of letting their favorite children see.
How ironic?
However, the sad thing is that for a long time in her previous life, she didn't understand that her original family was already festered and riddled with holes. If she always thought about herself, she should have endured the pain earlier and swiped a knife to pick out the bones of her wrists. Get rid of this piece of carrion, instead of holding a piece of carrion carrying a virus, pressing it tightly against your bleeding heart, delusional to feed them with your own strength, let them recover and grow intact, causing you to grow wildly in your previous life At the same time, he was also surrounded by a huge black shadow, suffering from a stubborn illness, and suffered from pain for a lifetime.
It's a pity that she tried so hard to make this piece of rotten flesh better, but in the end the piece of rotten flesh still left her far away.
In her previous life, when her parents divorced, Youguang also blamed them at the beginning.
But later, she didn't blame anyone.
Because she knew that they were not easy either.
Can it be said that they are not parents?
No, they are just two giant babies.
In her previous life, beside Xia Youqing, she often heard her complain about her father's various problems.
At that time, she didn't know how to treat the intimate relationship between her parents properly. She always thought that her mother was weak and her father was the one who was wrong, so she was very dissatisfied with her father.
Although, when my father got older, he became aware of being a father and tried his best to please her. She was also lukewarm to her, and the relationship between father and daughter was not close.
In the last life, one thing that troubled her was that she devoted all her enthusiasm and love to Xia Youqing, and the mother and daughter were not very close.
Xia Youqing falls in love when she wants to fall in love, gets married when she wants to get married, and has children when she wants to have children. She has never asked her thoughts and opinions.
Later, she understood.
The breakup of her original family, the mother should bear the main responsibility.
Miss Xia, to put it mildly, is herself.
To put it bluntly, it is selfish, thinking only about yourself in everything.
But can she be blamed?
cannot.
After all, not everyone's mother died when they were seven months old.
Those who lack maternal love since childhood will not love others when they grow up.
She is also a poor person.
She always feels that others are sorry for herself, and that her misfortune is caused by others, but she doesn't know that the source of her misfortune is herself, because she lacks the ability to love others.
And what about her as a daughter?
It is also the product of the lack of reincarnation of maternal love. There is a mother but no real maternal love.
It's not that Xia Youqing doesn't love her, she just doesn't know how to love her.
Just like a person can't ask another person to give her what she doesn't have, for example, she can't ask for love from Xia Youqing.
Therefore, her last business was difficult for 20 or 30 years, but in the end she healed herself and learned to love herself.
but……
Youguang thought a little funny:
What about her?
No matter how hard you try to grow yourself, the emotional experience of the previous life is still blank.
It's really hard to say whether she will reincarnate this ability that lacks maternal love to her next generation.
So when she was reborn, the first thing she did when she woke up was to get her parents to divorce, and at the same time, she didn't intend to interfere with her parents' future relationship.
She has worked hard all her life and has no regrets.
So many years of experience told her.
Humans are destined to reincarnate.
If anyone does not want to reincarnate, he can only cross by himself, otherwise there is no cure for gods and Buddhas.
After letting go of Xia Youqing's hand, Youguang fell silent.
Xia Youqing has always been careless and doesn't know how to perceive the emotions of the people around her. Besides, after she got in the car, she was busy looking at her phone and sending text messages.
Unaware of the short distance, a tsunami that no one knew had already erupted in her daughter's heart, setting off huge waves and burying her in a dark abyss.
"Miss, where are you going next?" The driver put the food box in his hand safely into the trunk of the car, sat down in the cab, and turned to ask Xia Youqing behind him.
"I don't know, why don't you ask?" Xia Youqing replied without raising his head.
"Miss You?" The driver had no choice but to look at Ning Youguang.
"Take a mobile phone and check to see where there is an animal shelter. Let's give food." Youguang said absent-mindedly.
"Ah, use your mobile phone to check the animal stray station?" The driver was a little embarrassed, as if he couldn't understand what the little lady said.
Seeing the bewildered expression on the driver's face, Youguang realized that now is not the era when smartphones are popularized in later generations.
At this time, the mobile phone can only be used to make calls, send text messages, play small games and the like, and cannot surf the Internet.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I made a mistake. You can drive around on the road. Let's stop if there is an animal stray station." 1314
Some little heads went offline for a while...
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