After Rebirth, the Scum All Cry for Forgiveness

What Zhong Youyou didn't know was that Qin Yao actually saw her for the first time when she was very young.

The weather was very good that day, the sky was very blue, and the sun was pouring out of the clouds like a sweet egg. Qin Yao was still in junior high school, and the driver drove the car to the school gate. He just got out of the car, and a little girl ran up and down, panicked, embarrassed, and dirty.

Qin Yao's first reaction was whether the little girl was being chased by traffickers or something. He looked serious and planned to let the driver open the door and let her get in the car and send her to the police station.

But the one who caught up immediately was a middle-aged woman.

The middle-aged woman grabbed the little girl's arm fiercely, dragged her legs to the ground and backed her, pulling and cursing fiercely.

"Is raising you for plain rice? If you ask you to do some work, you will run out and follow me quickly. Don't be ashamed!"

The little girl bit her lip, and said nothing. After that, she seemed to be sore by the middle-aged woman's hair pulling her hair. When she turned around, she bit her like a tiger cub on the middle-aged woman's wrist.

The middle-aged woman immediately let go of her hand in pain, and there was another scolding. The little girl took advantage of the chaos and ran away with a very light posture.

The teenager Qin Yao, who was still in junior high school, felt incredible. How could a little girl who was a few years younger than him only reach his chest, how could he burst out so much energy, he stood in a daze and didn't move for a long time.

For Zhong Youyou that day, he might be just a passer-by who ran into him, but Qin Yao, who had recovered his senses, looked down at his white shirt and was smeared with dirty fingers. Printed.

The strange thing is that Qin Yao didn't feel dirty at that time, but a strange feeling passed through his heart.

The second encounter was still near the school. Qin Yao guessed that the little girl and her mother lived in a slum about two streets away from the school.

That day, Qin Yao did not ask the driver to pick him up. He was walking across the street to the vinyl store he was familiar with, planning to pick a few pieces of vinyl back.

As soon as she turned her head, she saw the little girl at the intersection. She was tilting her head up, looking pitifully at the delicious food on the stall, stinky tofu and candied haws, attracting her too much, although she did not drool, but Her eyes were full of longing and envy.

As a teenager, Qin Yao was always arrogant and never minded his business, but he didn't know why, so the ghost walked over that day.

He actually wanted to buy her two bunches of candied haws to make her happy.

But before Qin Yao approached, the middle-aged woman came again, picked up the little girl all of a sudden, and looked around vigilantly, as if she was afraid of hitting someone.

"I told you not to come here. You must listen. I'll break your leg next time you come here!"

Qin Yao was angry and thought, doesn't she just want to eat candied haws? Buy it for her, she is so pitiful, why not even give her a bunch of candied haws?

Qin Yao simply doubted that the middle-aged woman was just the stepmother of the little girl, not the real mother, otherwise, how could anyone treat her own daughter like that?

This is another world that Qin Yao, who has lived in a superior and harmonious family since childhood, has never experienced.

He hurried forward, trying to give the middle-aged woman some money so that she could buy something delicious for the little girl, but the middle-aged woman seemed to be afraid of meeting someone and disappeared quickly.

Qin Yao walked over, only to see her hug the little girl and disappear hurriedly on the street corner.

The little girl kept staring at her legs, still trying to escape.

Qin Yao looked back and glanced at the stall that the little girl was looking at pitifully. At this time, the prices were still very cheap. A bunch of candied haws cost one dollar, and a bowl of stinky tofu was also three yuan per bowl. Even the stall owner wanted to sell more stinky Tofu can also be sold by the block, which is three yuan for 50 cents.

But even so, middle-aged women are reluctant to buy it for little girls.

He slowly bought two bunches of candied haws and a bowl of stinky tofu. He never eats these things himself. He walked to the school with these two things, looked up at the sky, and suddenly felt very disappointed.

He has everything, and the little girl can't even eat something sweet.

The third time I encountered it was in winter.

Wearing a black cashmere coat, a scarf, and a stack of books in his arms, Qin Yao was coming out of the school, planning to cross the street corner and get into his car.

At this time, the roadside was covered with snow and it was not easy to park. He had always been kind to others and didn't make the driver difficult. He had to drive the car to the school gate, but asked the driver to park far away a street.

What's more, he always consciously or unconsciously walked a little more over there, wanting to meet that little girl again.

It was a pity that after meeting him twice, he never met again. He didn't know where the little girl lived.

On this day, after two steps, Qin Yao stopped.

He saw the little girl bending over and standing next to the snow in the heavy snow, shoveling snow carefully.

Qin Yao noticed that she was not wearing gloves, her fingers were flushed with cold like carrots, and she only wore a thin quilted jacket all over her body. She was crumpled and wide and airy, and it made people shiver with cold.

She should be cold, but there is no other way. She jumped up and stomped when she was cold, her eyes still full of hope.

Qin Yao knew that some people would be hired to shovel snow in the neighborhood here, and they could earn more than a dozen yuan a day. Is the little girl so young who came to shovel snow to make money?

Qin Yao walked over and tried to think of an opening remark.

But immediately, someone came behind the little girl.

It was another boy who looked fat, about the same age as a little girl.

"I haven't finished shoveling yet." The little fat man ate his snacks and said disgustingly: "Yoyou, you are too weak. This has been shoveling from six o'clock in the morning to now after school. It has been shoveling all day. A few bucks for you."

The girl named You You huffed, spit out a white mist, rubbed her hands, and glanced at the potato chips in the little fat man's hand.

She said nothing and continued to shovel the snow, but Qin Yao could see that she seemed a little hungry.

The little fat man seemed to be her friend. After eating two bites of potato chips, seeing the little girl shivering, he finally showed kindness and broke a quarter of a small potato chip and handed it over.

"Well, I'll give you a little bit of it."

The little girl called Yoyo jumped up suddenly, put down the shovel, wiped her body with her hand, took it carefully, and put the potato chips into her mouth.

After eating, she was still a little bit interested, licked her fingers, and looked at the big bag of potato chips in Little Fatty's hand.

"Can you give me two more slices? Just two slices. I'll do your homework for you."

"It's you? Your grades are so good. Last time you helped me with my homework, all the questions I did were right. My mother found out and let me be beaten by my mother!" The little fat man complained, "I will I won't write your homework for you."

She was instantly lost, flat her mouth flat, and silently continued to pick up the shovel to shovel snow.

The young Qin Yao couldn't see it. He walked quickly to the 24-hour convenience store opposite, and walked past the shelves all the way.

He took a lot of snacks, potato chips, various flavors of potato chips, biscuits, red date biscuits, milk biscuits, and Wangzi milk. He also took a large bag of warm babies and put them in a big bag to check out.

However, when he came out with two bags and eagerly wanted to go to the little girl, the snow on the street had been shoveled.

The little girl is gone, and the little fat man is gone, leaving only a garbage bag of potato chips on the ground.

Qin Yao chased for a few steps, but didn't know which direction to pursue. The heavy snow covered his footprints and couldn't see the direction.

He stood for a long time.

Until the mobile phone in his pocket kept vibrating, the driver panicked and asked where the young master was.

He walked back sadly, thinking, next time you see someone, you must get to know someone quickly.

However, he didn't expect that it was the last time he saw the little girl before he went abroad. During that period, he went to the street corner there many times to guard and never saw her.

One day, he finally couldn't help it, and ran to the poor street and asked each house, only to know that the mother and daughter had moved.

The neighbors all said: "They moved in a hurry. They didn't know whether they were hiding from debt or hiding. In short, no one knew where they went."

The young Qin Yao just missed his girl.

Qin Yao was only fourteen years old that year.

Later, Qin Yao went out of the country and lived in a foreign country. Because the family's economic strength was strong enough, he did not live in distress like other overseas students, but still lived a prosperous life.

When he walked on the street, he often saw the tramp on the side of the road huddled together, with a dog and a bowl next to him waiting for relief.

Qin Yao often put money in silently. For some reason, he always remembered the scene of seeing the little girl several times.

Qin Yao regretted that when he saw the little girl for the first time, he didn't protect her and block her.

Qin Yao also regretted that when he saw the little girl for the second time, he didn't buy her a bunch of candied haws.

Qin Yao regretted that when he saw the little girl for the third time, he didn't buy her even a packet of potato chips.

After staying abroad for a few years, although Qin Yao was brooding about this matter, he gradually forgot about it. When he returned from his studies, everyone fawned, everyone was amazed, saying that he was the best heir to the Qin clan in history.

At that time, Qin Yao was full of spirit and self-confidence. After meeting his grandfather and grandfather, he went to a banquet held by the newly-emerged local rich man Zhong.

He has always been indifferent to this kind of banquet, but he just returned from abroad and needs to meet these uncles and uncles who are family friends and get to know his face.

So after he went to the banquet, he just took the wine glass and sat on the side with no expression.

Coveted, brightly lit, on the spiral staircase, I heard that when the lady of the Zhong family came down, the crowd was flattering and flattering. He was bored. Meng Shixuan, who was wearing a dress sewn by a famous designer, was in his eyes. Can't afford to make waves.

Until he raised his eyes and saw Yu Sixue, the girlfriend of Miss Zhong’s daughter in the corner, was holding a glass of red wine and violently splashing on a slender figure——

The figure was so familiar, even after a few years, it was deeply imprinted in his mind.

With a jump of his eyelids, he stood up immediately, and strode the meteor towards the other side, his face was heavy, with a bit of anger, and a bit of freshness as he reunited after a long absence.

He found her, it turned out to be on this occasion.

He was angry, happy, and distressed.

"Miss Yu Jia, it's not good to bully people on this kind of occasion." He dragged the girl behind him blankly.

When Yu Sixue saw him for an instant, he completely ignored the bright eyes.

He just turned around in a hurry, took off his jacket, and put it on the girl. He looked at the girl's snow-white profile and his heart beat slightly.

But the young girl named Zhong Youyou, with her head down and her eyes down, didn't even look at him. She said "thank you" indifferently, then turned and walked towards the bathroom.

Qin Yao looked at her back, feeling a little lost.

He walked to the bathroom and hesitated to wait for the girl to come out. The time seemed to go back to the snowy sky many years ago in an instant. He conceived the opening remark nervously, like a hairy boy with a fever in his ears.

However, at this moment, he heard other people's gossip.

Those people said that Zhong Youyou was making trouble at the banquet because he fell in love with his sister's fiance Shi Zhitang.

At that moment, the smile on Qin Yao's face slowly solidified, and his heart fell straight down.

...

In the following many years, Qin Yao regretted it more than once. If the first time, the second time, and the third time he saw Zhong Youyou who was still a little girl, he stretched out his hand and held her hand, things would happen It won't be different.

But nothing if.

He watched Zhong Youyou not be favored at home, the light in his eyes gradually dimmed, and he arrogantly called a group of friends to the bar.

He searched it street by street, and finally found Zhong Youyou in the corner, carried her on his back, and protected her home.

She was so drunk that she couldn't even call his name, and thought he was a kind driver.

Qin Yao put the girl's head on his knees and wiped the sweat from her forehead with the warmth of his palms. Hearing her complain that no one likes her, he could only smile bitterly.

She played with a group of girls in the vocational high school, and on the day he got into a gangster, he gave up a very important meeting, galloped all the way, rushed through the red light and went to her.

In the end, it was only a false alarm.

The business lost, but luckily she was fine.

At that time, he had just returned to China and his career was not stable. The old man scolded him more than once, saying that he was always good, why he lost his mind and delayed so many things for a girl.

Qin Yao said nothing.

All he can do is to attend every banquet held by the Zhong family for her, so as not to conflict with Meng Shixuan at the banquet.

If he is there, he can protect her.

But she never noticed him, she treated him as a very kind brother.

Qin Yao didn't know how long he could stay with her like this. He also expressed his thoughts expressly, but the girl was unmoved, and even after he showed his thoughts too much, he tried to stay away from him calmly.

She was so cold when she became cold.

Qin Yao...so, he can only bury all his thoughts in his heart and stay by her side.

On the day of the college entrance examination, it rained heavily. Qin Yao was waiting for her with an umbrella outside the examination room. After seeing her after the exam, she cried and broke down in the heavy rain, because at that time she had already gone astray, in order to meet Meng Shixuan The dispute has lost a lot of things.

Qin Yao seemed to have been gouged out in his heart, silently holding an umbrella by her side.

Qin Yao thought it would be like this for a lifetime, until, he sent her to the palace of marriage, and gave her to another man she loved deeply. That man may not be good to her, but that man will make her heart move, not like himself, like her invisible shadow, standing paranoidly behind her, waiting for her to turn back.

But never expected, during the time he went abroad, things took a turn for the worse—

After he returned hurriedly, her life was completely ruined.

Qin Yao had never seen Zhong Youyou who was so sad. That was the first time she hugged him in a state of collapse and weakness. He hugged the girl with scarlet eyes, vowing to take everything she wanted for her. , Revenge for her all the people she wants to avenge.

So the later ending was tragic, Zhong Youyou died, and he went to jail.

Zhong Youyou's short life was spent entirely accompanied by Qin Yao. He went from being a favorite of heaven to being a prisoner. The whole z city was rioted and he did not regret it.

If there is any regret, it is that when he was a teenager, he didn't understand the emotional shock in his heart when he saw her, like being poisoned.

If he knew that it was called infatuation, he would not hesitate, he would immediately step forward and take her away.

Later, Qin Yao spent in prison, it was a lonely, long day, as if there was no end in sight.

He dreamed that God gave him a wish.

So he greedily made a wish.

He hopes--

His girl can have the next life, she can grow up ordinary, have a healthy and harmonious family, happy, healthy and smooth.

He hoped that his girl could get everything she should have gotten, be loved by everyone, she should have bloomed her original light.

If he is more humble, he still hopes to give him one more wish, hoping that his girl will look back and see him behind her in the next life.

He felt that he was too greedy.

If only one wish can be realized in the end, then, the last one can be crossed out.

As long as she is safe.

That dream was very long, and Qin Yao was a little dazed.

Opening his eyes again, he was dazed, at a coveted banquet again.

He was being trained by the old man, and the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly rang, as if he had lost the memory of his previous life, but he seemed to have some undesirable obsessions deep in his mind.

He fumbled out the phone, ecstatic at that moment.

...

Three words flashed on the phone screen, it was his star.