After rebirth, the second generation of Buddhist star is a medical boss
37 Childhood Shadows
Thinking of the marital status of his parents in his previous life, Youguang couldn't help but feel a little gloomy in his heart.
Her world suddenly felt as if the snow from the sky had not fallen on her body, but had fallen into her heart, which was so cold that it made people feel chilly.
She trembled all over, let go of Xia Youqing's hand, and wrapped her arms around her chest.
As a young couple who fell in love with each other for the first time, Ning Yi and Xia Youqing guessed the beginning of their relationship, but not the ending.
At the beginning of their love, no one knew that "together" did not completely represent perfection in love, but also represented the beginning, and the beginning meant that love would have unlimited possibilities in the future.
It may be to win someone's heart and stay together forever, or it may be to be half-broken by wind and rain.
They happened to be the latter.
Men and women in love never get along hotly at the beginning and then they can always get along well with each other.
Xia Youqing and Ning Yi's marriage failed because they didn't know how to get along.
Putting aside the sweetness of their love, the relationship between the two of them was like a disaster in the following days. They could disagree on various matters anytime and anywhere, leading to conflicts.
How tolerant are young people?
No matter how surging and surging the love accumulated in youth was, it gradually cooled down amid the growing conflicts in the future.
We can't live together anymore, but we can't separate due to various reasons.
So two people who couldn't find warmth in each other were attracted by the sugar-coated poison-like feelings given by others, and each of them ran wildly towards the endless abyss on the wrong emotional path, unable to turn back.
In their previous lives, they had loved, hated, quarreled, fought, fought, disliked each other, cursed, betrayed, supported each other, and let go...
They are obviously the two closest people in the world, but they vividly display the evil in human nature in each other.
If it were not for their daughter, Ning Youguang would not have been able to imagine that such a glamorous couple could show so many dark sides of human nature to each other.
The most cruel thing is that they unabashedly let their favorite children see so many dark sides.
How ironic?
However, the sad thing is that for a long time in her last life, she did not understand that her original family was obviously full of holes. If she could think about herself, she should endure the pain and pick out her wrist bones with a knife earlier. Get rid of this piece of carrion, instead of holding a piece of carrion carrying the virus and pressing it tightly against your bleeding heart, hoping to feed them by yourself and make them healthy and grow intact, which caused you to grow wildly in your previous life. At the same time, it was also surrounded by a huge black shadow, and he was suffering from a stubborn disease that had caused pain for his entire life.
It's a pity that even though she tried so hard to make this piece of rotten flesh better, in the end, the piece of rotten flesh still left her far away.
In his previous life, his parents divorced, and Youguang complained about them at first.
But later, she didn't blame anyone.
Because she knows that it's not easy for them either.
Can you say that they are not parents?
No, they are just two giant babies.
In her previous life, when she was with Xia Youqing, she often heard her complaining about her father's various shortcomings.
At that time, she didn't know how to properly view the close relationship between her parents. She always thought that her mother was the weak one and that her father was at fault, and she was very dissatisfied with him.
Although when my father got older and became aware of being a father, he tried his best to please her and treat her well, but she was also lukewarm and the relationship between father and daughter was not close.
In her last life, one thing that made her unhappy was that she had devoted all her passion and love to Xia Youqing, and the mother and daughter were not close to each other.
Xia Youqing fell in love when she wanted to, got married when she wanted to, and had children when she wanted. He never asked her thoughts or opinions.
Later, she understood.
The main responsibility for the breakdown of her original family is her mother's side.
Ms. Xia is, to put it nicely, herself.
To put it harshly, it is selfish and only thinks of oneself in everything.
But can you blame her?
cannot.
After all, not everyone’s mother passes away when they are only seven months old.
People who lack maternal love as children will not be able to love others when they grow up.
She is also a poor person.
She always feels that others are sorry for her and that her misfortune is caused by others, but she does not know that the source of her misfortune is herself because she lacks the ability to love others.
And what about her as a daughter?
It is also the product of reincarnation without maternal love. There is a mother but no real maternal love.
It's not that Xia Youqing doesn't love her, she just doesn't know how to love her.
Just like a person can't ask another person to give her something she doesn't have, for example, she can't ask for love from Xia Youqing.
Therefore, her last business was in trouble for 20 to 30 years, but she finally healed herself and learned to love herself.
but……
Youguang thought rather amusingly:
What about her?
No matter how hard you try to grow yourself, the emotional experience of your previous life remains blank.
It's really hard to say whether she will reincarnate this lack of maternal love to her next generation.
So when she came back from rebirth, the first thing she did when she woke up was to divorce her parents. At the same time, she did not intend to interfere in any way with her parents' future relationship status.
She has worked hard all her life and has no regrets.
So many years of experience told her.
People are all destined to reincarnate.
If anyone does not want to reincarnate, he can only cross it by himself, otherwise gods and Buddhas will not be able to cure it.
After letting go of Xia Youqing's hand, Youguang fell silent.
Xia Youqing has always been careless and not very good at sensing the emotions of people around her. Moreover, she has been busy looking at her phone and sending text messages since she got in the car.
Little did she know that in the short journey, a tsunami that no one knew had already erupted in her daughter's heart, setting off huge waves and burying her into the dark abyss.
"Miss, where are we going next?" The driver put the food box in his hand safely into the trunk of the car, sat down in the cab, and turned to ask Xia Youqing behind him.
"I don't know, just ask." Xia Youqing replied without raising his head.
"Miss Youyou?" The driver had no choice but to look at Ning Youguang.
"Take your phone and check to see where there is an animal stray station. Let's go and feed them." Youguang said absentmindedly.
"Ah, use your mobile phone to check the animal stray station?" The driver was a little embarrassed. He seemed to not understand what the little lady said.
Seeing the confused look on the driver's face, Youguang realized that this is not yet an era where smartphones are commonplace in the future.
At this time, mobile phones could only be used to make calls, send text messages, play small games, etc., but could not access the Internet.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I made a mistake. Just drive on the road and we'll stop where there is an animal stray station." 1314
------Digression-----
Some little heads are temporarily disconnected...
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