Gu Feng was at a loss for a moment, not knowing how to answer her. He could only calm down, frowning slightly, thinking solemnly.

"Forgive?" Gu Feng whispered in his heart. As soon as this answer came up, it was instantly suppressed by another voice in his heart.

"Don't forgive?" The same two words kept echoing in his mind, making him upset. He hadn't thought of an answer yet.

At this time, Su Qingyan spoke slowly again, with a sadness that was difficult to conceal in her voice.

"I have been following you since I found out there was a girl next to you." Su Qingyan lowered her head, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, carrying endless grievances, "I am really scared, I am afraid of losing you again, it's like my heart has been torn open, it hurts so much that I can't breathe."

"I kept emphasizing myself in my heart for a few days, she is just your colleague, your concern for each other is just normal concern between colleagues"

"But until..." At this point, Su Qingyan's voice began to choke, and tears kept rolling in her already red eyes.

"Until you brought her back to Jiangcheng and brought her to Jiangcheng to play, I couldn't bear it anymore. I felt that your relationship had far exceeded that of colleagues."

"But I still followed you and wanted to see what you were going to do with her."

"As a result, you actually brought her to meet your mother. At that moment, I felt as if my world had collapsed. I knew that if I didn't show up again, you would leave me completely."

"I tried very hard to restrain myself. I really want to make up for what I owe you. Then we would not owe each other anything. I can love you without any scruples, and I can hug you openly and love you." Su Qingyan's words were full of sincerity and affection, but all this seemed to be separated by a thick fog in Gu Feng's ears, which made him feel mixed.

Su Qingyan said so much. Was there no ripple in Gu Feng's heart? Of course there was, but he didn't know how to respond to her.

This feeling is like, "You've been caught in the rain so you want to hold an umbrella for her, but she once cruelly broke your umbrella and left you in the cold rain, leaving you soaked and shivering."

However, Gu Feng has died once after all, and has experienced such a tragic experience. Now he has to think carefully before doing anything, not to mention Su Qingyan, who is almost equivalent to a "murderer" in his heart.

"You know, you killed me with your own hands." Gu Feng's eyes were full of deep pain and resentment, and his voice trembled unconsciously.

"I really can't accept this belated affection at the moment. It's like the flowers in the mirror and the moon in the water. It looks beautiful, but it can't be touched. It will break if you poke it."

"You made the false evidence. You extinguished my hope with your own hands, and let me fall into the endless darkness. I can't struggle out." Gu Feng became more and more excited as he spoke. His words were full of grievances and anger. His clenched fists had their knuckles slightly white because of the force.

Su Qingyan panicked. Her face turned pale in an instant. She waved her hands repeatedly and said, "No, no, those false evidences were not forged by me. It was Gu Chen, it was him!" Her eyes were full of anxiety and panic.

"He gave those false evidences to..." Su Qingyan wanted to continue to explain, but Gu Feng didn't wait for her to speak, and continued, "Even if those false evidences were not forged by you, you didn't choose to believe me!" Gu Feng's words were full of disappointment.

Looking at Su Qingyan, his eyes were full of pain after being betrayed. "When I needed your trust the most, you stood against me. Do you know how cruel that was to me?"

Su Qingyan was shocked by this sentence. She stood there, her lips trembling slightly, but she couldn't speak for a long time.

"If you believed me at that time, even if you didn't take action, I would feel that you were on my side. Even if it was just a firm look, it would be a great comfort to me."

"But you didn't. You completely disappointed me and left me alone in the darkness. I will never forget that feeling in my life."

"I don't know where your deep affection comes from. Is there no one to serve you after you die?" Gu Feng's words were full of sarcasm, and his cold eyes seemed to see through Su Qingyan.

"Or does Gu Chen not want you anymore?" This sentence was like a sharp blade, stabbing Su Qingyan directly, and it seemed to hit her vital point. She immediately said eagerly, like an angry little beast: "No, it's not like that. I didn't marry Gu Chen. I ran away on the wedding day. I don't love him. I love you."

"Later, I tortured him severely., I arrested him, beat him and humiliated him in different ways every day, cut his flesh cruelly with a knife, watched his blood flow, and then asked my doctor to heal him, repeating it every day, I just want him to taste the pain, I have helped you punish the culprit. "Su Qingyan's face was a little crazy, and it seemed that she had fallen into a state of paranoia. "I have..." Su Qingyan wanted to continue to talk about her "merit", but was interrupted by Gu Feng's roar. "Enough! "Gu Feng shouted with disgust, the voice echoed in the room, with unquestionable anger, "These are all meaningless"

"What really killed me"

"Not Gu Chen"

"It's you"

After Gu Feng finished speaking, Su Qingyan was stunned, like a toy without a spring, her eyes were empty and lifeless, and the whole person seemed to have lost her soul.

But she came back to her senses immediately, as if she had suddenly grabbed the last straw to save her life. She lifted the quilt on her body, and without bothering to put on her shoes, she knelt in front of Gu Feng, stretched out her slender hands, and grabbed his hands in panic.

"Then you can beat me, scold me, humiliate me, whatever you want to do to vent your anger." Su Qingyan's voice was crying, and her appearance with tears in her eyes showed her humility and pleading, "When you vent your anger, I will give you everything I have, and I will make up for the love I lacked in my last life. I will use all my life to love you and make up for the mistakes I have made. "

"I will give birth to many babies for you. You can do whatever you want at home comfortably every day. When I come back from work, I will cook for you and serve you. As long as you are happy and forgive me, I am willing to do anything for you."

"I can also accept you marrying another woman. It's okay. I can be your mistress."

"As long as I can stay by your side and get a little love from you occasionally."

"I just want, as long as..." Su Qingyan was already in a state of collapse. Her originally delicate makeup was now a mess of tears. Her hair was a little messy. She looked embarrassed and pitiful. She just kept repeating the extremely humble words in her mouth. She began to talk nonsense and said things that destroyed her worldview.

"You have changed. You look more disgusting to me now than before." Gu Feng said. He looked at Su Qingyan, who was once familiar but now so strange. The disgust in his eyes was even worse. He shook her hand away without hesitation.

"You only made me hate you before, but now I hate and hate you"

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