After the divorce, the princess was forced to raise a sickly villain

Chapter 641 Extra: Fu Dange

My name is Fu Dange, and my brother Fu Danqing is the emperor's companion since childhood, and is highly valued by the emperor.

I met him when the emperor was still the prince.

But I was young at that time and didn't know the taste of love. I just thought that the prince was like a god. At a young age, he had a different temperament and pressure from his peers.

The person my brother admired most was the prince.

I knew that the prince would become the emperor in the future, and he soon became the emperor.

At the age of seventeen, he became the king of a country, ruling over all the people, and was unparalleled in dignity.

I have never seen such a good-looking emperor, like a nobleman walking out of an ancient scroll, with the handsomeness and nobility of a gentleman, but more of a rock-like temperament than a nobleman.

My brother has been his companion since childhood, and there are three other companions with him.

Whenever there is a happy event in the companion's family, the emperor will always come to congratulate in person. The friendship between the monarch and his subjects is enviable.

The more he comes, the more I see him.

However, girls are not allowed to see men outside their family. I would occasionally stand behind the screen and secretly look at what the emperor, who was admired by my brother as a god, looked like.

Later, I looked at him again and again, and accidentally fell in love.

However, since I was a teenager, I always had the same dream at night, every now and then, intermittently, and the scenes in the dream seemed real and fake, which made me restless day and night.

I dreamed that I became the queen, and that my father became a powerful official, and later became a treacherous official. They even wanted to kill the king...

I began to feel anxious and uneasy. This dream was like a mountain pressing on my heart, making me unable to distinguish between truth and falsehood, and making me breathless.

So that every time I saw the emperor later, I felt a heavy sense of guilt.

He was a bright and clear man, an emperor with profound virtues. His pressure and his demeanor made me respect and love him.

But I knew that there would be no result between him and me, and there could be no result.

Ever since I was haunted by the nightmare, I was afraid to see him again. Every time he came home, I hid far away. I was afraid that the things in the dream would come true, so I didn't dare to take risks.

Once I heard him ask his elder brother: "Don't you have a sister? Why is there no one every time you come?"

Her elder brother replied: "Maybe she is shy."

I couldn't help but panic and hid quickly.

My mother saw my thoughts and tried every means to make me meet him. I resisted her ideas, but I couldn't avoid the encounters she made every time.

That time, my panicked look aroused the emperor's suspicion.

The concern and worry hidden in his eyes made me feel guilty, so I hid more and more panicked, but I didn't know at that time that the more I did so, the more worried he was, and then he became suspicious.

For a while, he even suspected that I was abused at home, otherwise, a legitimate daughter of a minister's family would not be so uneasy.

He was a kind and tolerant king. He would never be suspicious and doubtful without authorization. He would only think that I had encountered something difficult to solve.

But that dream, if I tell it out loud, will it be a lie to confuse the public? Will it implicate the entire Fu family, will it implicate my brother?

Will it bring the Fu family into an irreparable disaster?

I didn't dare to take the risk.

Even though he was so good, so good, good enough to make me feel heartbroken every night, I didn't dare to hurt him a little bit.

Later, the development of things was out of control. I couldn't help falling in love with him. I was flustered, nervous, worried and anxious, all because of him.

I couldn't tell anyone the secret in my heart.

I lost myself day by day until I saw him again on my father's birthday that year.

His tone was so gentle: "If you have any difficulties that are not convenient to tell your family, you can tell me, maybe I can help you."

I ran away, and ran away in a mess.

I didn't see his frown behind me, and the hidden worry in his eyes.

But I didn't escape that night.

My mother put drugs in my food and water, and designed to lure the emperor over.

I lost my virginity in a daze.

There was a moment of clarity when I wanted to resist, but the short-term selfishness and the drug made me give up.

I only knew that when I woke up in the middle of the night, I was still afraid of how he would look at me, but I heard his voice was still so gentle and tolerant: "I will marry you into the palace and make you the queen. Do you think it's okay?"

As an emperor, when he encountered such a thing in the home of a minister, he did not first question whose conspiracy it was, but came to comfort my emotions. I don't know what kind of man he is.

At that moment, I was deeply ashamed of myself.

I knew I was not worthy of him. He was a man who stood in the clouds and was unparalleled and noble, and he should be matched with an equally noble woman.

If the dream was true, I might put him in danger.

"No!" My refusal was obviously beyond his expectation.

A look of astonishment rarely appeared on his face, but he quickly asked me softly: "Why?"

I lowered my head, not daring to let him see my panic and embarrassment, and tried to remain calm: "This is just an accident, the emperor does not need to take it to heart."

I can't enter the palace, I can't be the queen, I must not let everything in my dream happen.

So be it.

Whether it is a conspiracy or willing, I have already been marked by him, and I will never marry anyone else from now on. I just want to guard this small world and live my life quietly.

He will marry a noble and dignified daughter of a big family as the queen, and can be canonized in the six palaces. It is nothing to favor a minister's daughter.

For the emperor, such a thing is really nothing.

But he said: "My family rules are very strict. I have had physical contact with you, but I don't give you a name. If my parents know about it, the consequences will be very serious."

I know that Her Majesty and the Regent abdicated early, but I have no idea about family rules. Hearing this, I subconsciously made a promise: "You and I know this matter, and we will never let a third person know. Your Majesty, please rest assured that I will never tell anyone, not even my brother and parents."

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The emperor looked at me with a silent and inquiring look, and said after a long time: "How can you explain to outsiders that you, a pure and innocent girl, have lost your virginity?"

I answered: "No need to explain, no one will know."

But things did not go as planned.

When my period was delayed for half a month, I was flustered and distracted all day long. It was delayed for two months and accompanied by nausea and vomiting... I knew I was pregnant.

This conclusion was like a club, hitting me dizzy and dazed.

I had a poor appetite, was often sleepy, and could not stand the smell of meat.

My mother was an experienced person and soon noticed my abnormality. She asked me whose child was in my belly, and with a look of confidence, "Is it the emperor's child?"

"No." I would never admit it.

That night, she drugged me, and we both pretended to be confused, but since the window paper was not broken, I had no reason to admit who the father of the child was.

My mother did not give up, and she repeatedly questioned, threatened and induced, and even resorted to the trick of pity.

She knew who it was, but she insisted that she say it herself.

Want her to admit it in person?

She didn't want to do what she wanted.

"This child is not the emperor's. If mother leaks a little, the crime of deceiving the emperor will be exterminated." This was the first time I spoke to her so coldly, "Father's career and elder brother's career will be ruined."

Mother left in anger.

I stroked my belly gently, and my heart was in turmoil for a while. My heart was fermenting with all kinds of tastes, both sour and sweet.

The emperor soon learned the news. In the dead of night, he came to see me under the cover of his brother: "Why didn't you tell me that you were pregnant?"

I looked at the young king's noble and handsome face, and I wanted to throw myself into his arms. If possible, who doesn't want to be tender and affectionate with their beloved husband, accompanying them day and night?

But I didn't dare.

I didn't dare to promise him. I knew he was a man worth entrusting my life to. How many women in the imperial capital were in love with him and looked forward to entering the palace to serve the king every day?

I shouldn't have selfishly put him in danger, and shouldn't have occupied his position in the harem with a mood of worrying about gains and losses. Even if that nightmare might be just fake, even if such a thing happened, he would have the ability to control the overall situation and deal with everything.

But I still didn't dare to take risks.

"I will make you the queen." The emperor said, "Danqing is a minister I trust, and your father's official position is enough. The child in your belly cannot be without a name, and I can't let you bear strange eyes without a name."

I still refused, and shaking my head became my only answer: "I won't enter the palace."

The emperor frowned, "Why?"

"I don't want to enter the palace."

"You can tell me any hidden worries and concerns."

What should I say?

Say that if I enter the palace, my father will become the uncle of the emperor, and his ambition will expand and become a traitor in the future?

I dare not say such unfounded things. If I say it, it will put the Fu family to death, but what if the things in the dream really happen?

I can't watch him fall into danger, and I don't want to watch the Fu family be doomed.

I was caught in a dilemma and could only refuse again and again.

"Don't you like me?" The emperor looked at her and couldn't help but guess, "Someone plotted against you that night."

I shook my head: "I like you."

The plot was true, and the love was true.

He would not know how deep and deep my love for him was, and how long I had liked him. It was because I liked him so much that I engraved his eyebrows and eyes into my heart.

He obviously liked me, but he just didn't want to enter the palace.

Even the wise and intelligent emperor couldn't figure out what I was struggling with.

I thought he would give up persuading me soon, and when the harem had a queen and concubines, and three thousand beauties, he would forget about me, a woman who didn't know how to promote herself, but I had no idea. In the following years, I experienced giving birth to a child, my reputation was damaged, I was ridiculed, and I endured rumors... All kinds of things that made people exhausted, but he never left and never gave up persuading me to enter the palace.

He even tried to find out the reason why I didn't want to enter the palace again and again without getting tired of it.

But I have never told anyone the secret in my heart, so how could he know?

Living alone in a courtyard, I took care of my little child, taught him to read and write every day, and looked at him. It seemed that I had a place to live for the rest of my life. The rumors outside could not hurt me because I stayed at home.

My mother lost patience with my stubbornness and stopped bothering me. I enjoyed the quiet and the time I spent with this child who looked like him. I could often see his shadow from his eyebrows and eyes, which was enough to make me feel a little satisfied.

He named the child Chengxi, as if he was telling me his attitude in this way.

That year, the arrival of Empress Xiqi brought a turning point in my life.

It turned out that things could be solved. I didn't understand how a girl of sixteen or seventeen could be so wise. I had been struggling for several years, and the problems that had made me suffer countless times, she seemed to not care at all. A few words of light advice made me suddenly enlightened.

In fact, as long as my father was placed in a nominal position, and he was not given the opportunity to expand and abuse his power, nothing would happen.

Since I love him, I should trust him. Why should I bear the problem alone when we can solve it together? Why should I let him worry and be anxious?

He is the king of a country. He has a say in the temple. He can easily decide the life and death of people in the world. He is confident and his imperial majesty is admirable.

Is there anything he can't solve?

I suddenly realized that things can be so simple.

I became his queen. Although I occasionally dreamed of such scenes in recent years, which made me wake up in fear in the middle of the night, I clearly realized that my father was just a nominal uncle of the country. He had no real power and the things in the dream would not happen.

A loving couple and a pair of children are the happiness I have imagined in my dreams many times. Now I am happy and happy. The person I should thank most is Queen Xiqi, my sister. The second person I should thank is Lulu. She gave me a reassurance and told me that nightmares are just nightmares and will never happen.

The huge rock that had been weighing on my heart for many years fell to the ground, and I could finally breathe a sigh of relief, and told myself in my heart that I must love him twice as much for the rest of my life, make up for him, and use love to make up for all the youth I wasted because of my stupidity and stubbornness in the past few years.

I am glad that I fell in love with such a man with a broad mind. I am happy that my son and daughter have such a father. I am even more glad that I have such a wise and decisive empress sister and a smart and kind sister-in-law.

Having them is the greatest wealth in my life. I think I must have been a person who did great good in my previous life, so I have such great luck and blessings in this life.