Some cool night wind blew into the room, driving the white screens to flutter everywhere. On the wide bed, lovers lay on it and began to communicate with each other.
"When I was a child, I don't have many memories. I just know that I was alone. The only thing I remember is that there was always an old man in white clothes who would play catch with me.……"
When both of them calmed down, Li Xinzhi collapsed on Ji Qingjue's knees and talked about his past in a daze. If he wanted them to understand each other, he had to tell her about his past. Only in this way could Ji Qingjue know his feelings. Ji Qingjue bit the fruit sandwich that Li Xinzhi brought for her to replenish her energy, while stroking his head and listening carefully to Li Xinzhi's story.
"Until one day, that person disappeared, leaving me alone playing ball against the wall. That was the first time I felt lonely.……"
Li Xinzhi continued to speak, neither hurriedly nor slowly, as if telling a fairy tale, but he knew that no matter what he said, Ji Qingjue would listen to it, and he also wanted to talk to others about his heart.
Although recalling the past is like burning the data of a tape on a computer, it will definitely be worn out, but Li Xinzhi does not have this trouble. It is better to say that his memory is surprisingly good. As long as he can remember everything that has happened, he can remember it.
This is one of the reasons for his success in his previous life, and it is also the source of pain.
If you remember everything clearly, it is really hard to bear, because you can't forget the love and hate in the past, but even with such a strong memory, you can't remember what happened in your childhood.
I only remember that because of my extraordinary talents and indifferent personality, I am very afraid of people around me.
I still have no parents, like an orphan abandoned.
The only thing I can miss is that uncle with a white hanging, with the smell of disinfectant that will never go away.
But even so, he is willing to play the ball throwing game with him, and always buys himself a cup of iced Coke after the game, and touches his head with love.
That was the first time that Li Xinzhi felt that his loneliness was filled and he was loved. However, he didn't know when the uncle disappeared and disappeared from his life.
"Later... when I was 4 years old, my grandmother found me, kept crying and saying sorry to me, and then took me back to the Lin family... and then I became Lin Xinzhi, but this was just a dream for me, a dream that I would wake up from sooner or later.……"
Feeling Ji Qingjue's increasingly gentle touch, Li Xinzhi continued to speak with a natural smile on his face. He would never forget the hug that Lin Xuemei gave him that day, with the scent of orange blossoms, saving him from that indifferent orphanage.
She gave Li Xinzhi a well-fed, warm, wealthy and safe life. From then on, he was no longer a helpless person, but the eldest grandson of the Lin family. Everyone had to respect him, and he would also shoulder the burden of the Lin family in the future.
Li Xinzhi considered himself to be a person who was quite cold inside, but very afraid of loneliness. Even if he saw others' happy family, he would pretend not to care, but he was very envious in his heart. During the years in the Lin family, he was almost surrounded by love.
It was just that the happiness was too sweet, so Li Xinzhi ignored the price marked on the gift of fate. Obviously, there were many doubts at that time, and there was no memory of Lin Zongxin as a parent.
There were all kinds of doubts, but they were all ignored by Li Xinzhi who was immersed in this happiness, until that night, he understood how heavy this happiness was.
Yes, it was clear that the happiness did not belong to him, he was just a thief who stole other people's identities, but he was heartbroken and screamed at the banquet, thinking that he could get Lin Xuemei's comfort as usual, but what he got was only her increasingly calm gaze and the ridicule from the people around him.
And Lin Qingxue, who was hugged by Lin Zike with her head buried, Li Xinzhi ended his days as Lin Xinzhi like a clown. He was so crazy in his previous life that he wanted to destroy the Lin family. This humiliation was too crazy, and this betrayal was too painful. Now think about it, he is really crazy.……
"Then, Xinzhi, why did you let go of Miss Qingxue so easily?"Feeling Li Xinzhi's emotions begin to fluctuate, Ji Qingjue hurriedly wanted to comfort him, but the doubts in her heart still made her ask Li Xinzhi.
Nangong Nuoya did not forget to tell her the information about Lin Qingxue on that day, and showed Ji Qingjue her photo. Ji Qingjue, who saw this rival for the first time, could not help but admire her beauty and temperament. Just through the photo, people could not tell how much love she had.
And it is said that as Lin Xinzhi, he had a very good relationship with his fiancée, and loved her like a doting child, but what people did not expect was that Li Xinzhi let go of her hand so casually. Although she knew that he was a person who was very serious about feelings, Ji Qingjue still wanted to ask clearly.
"I met Qingxue when I was ten years old. I fell in love with her the first time I saw her. But I was too conceited at that time and always thought that I was her true love."
"……Qingxue, maybe she doesn't like this marriage, but she is a bit cowardly and always dares not to speak her mind. Maybe I put too much pressure on her.……"
"Qingxue already has a partner who is good enough to hold her hand... Although that guy is a bit useless, I have to say that they are a good match.……"
With a long sigh, thinking that this question was inevitable, Li Xinzhi paused for a moment and began to tell about his past with Lin Qingxue. To be honest, he had fallen in love with Lin Qingxue since the first time he saw her.
At that time, I made excessive demands on my grandmother Lin Xuemei for the first time, wanting to marry the Su family, and even made all kinds of preparations. Thinking about it, I was really like a bad boy, regardless of the woman's wishes, and just acted like this. Li Xinzhi couldn't help but regret his arrogance when he recalled it.
But as time went on, Li Xinzhi, who was in various positions and had experienced getting along with various people, gradually understood his own confusion.
It is said that growth is to face the failure of the past. After being driven out of the Lin family and experiencing various trials and failures, he gradually became a mature adult.
Of course, more of what he wanted was different, with various responsibilities and goals pressing on Li Xinzhi.
The emptiness in his heart was filled, perhaps for the reason of forgetting the emotional injury with work, Li Xinzhi's eyes left Lin Qingxue, because there were more people who needed him, waiting for him.
This may be the sadness of growing up. Li Xinzhi, who has experienced all kinds of life and death and sorrow in Li Lai, feels that he can no longer live a normal life. His life has been surrounded by iron and blood. Only moving forward is the meaning of his survival.
When he saw Lin Qingxue again, he was unexpectedly calm. The pain that made people want to commit suicide in the past has also become a memory, so when facing Lin Qingxue's fiery gaze, he turned his head and left her side.
Li Xinzhi, who read the file to the present world, still has some youthful feelings for Lin Qingxue, which should be the remnants of this young body, so facing the request that he would definitely agree to in his previous life, he still refused without hesitation.
The reason is that Li Xinzhi understands Lin Qingxue's nature and the disappointment engraved in his soul. Just like his evaluation of Lin Qingxue's cowardice in his previous life, she is also an indecisive person who always entangles herself with various things.
And Li Xinzhi, like a hedgehog, dares not gamble again. He doesn't want to be abandoned again, and doesn't want to let himself worry about gains and losses, so he let go of her hand.
But when he thought of this, as if he wanted to get support, Li Xinzhi raised his hand and touched Ji Qingjue's smooth face. It should be handled in time, the visible bruises disappeared.
Although Ji Qingjue was a little resistant at first, she still accepted it honestly. She also needed Li Xinzhi's gentleness.
Li Xinzhi felt the warm touch from his fingers, like a jade pendant, and he had only one feeling in his heart, fortunately he met Ji Qingjue, the girl who made him put aside all his insecurities and gave him infinite sense of security.
"So... am I a substitute for Ms. Qingxue?……"Listening to Li Xinzhi's unreserved confession, Ji Qingjue finally couldn't help but tell Li Xinzhi about her inner fear.
Although she loved Li Xinzhi deeply, Ji Qingjue felt inferior to the girls who appeared around him, whether it was Lin Qingxue, Senior Nuoya, or even the senior Nuoya's sister Nangong Yehai, who was obsessed with Xinzhi and they were childhood sweethearts. They were all people with clean backgrounds and wealthy families, while Ji Qingjue was the daughter of a mistress. Could she really be with Li Xinzhi? He deserved a better girl.
Not only that, Ji Qingjue was also worried about the reason why Li Xinzhi fell in love with her. Was it because she had a temperament similar to Lin Qingxue that he regarded her as a projection? Thinking of this, Ji Qingjue felt deeply uneasy.
"It's not like that! Qingxue is Qingxue, Qingjue is Qingjue, and what I like is all of you, not a replacement for you!"
Hearing Ji Qingjue's uneasy inquiry, Li Xinzhi immediately jumped up in fright, grabbed the little hedgehog's shoulders with both hands, and explained in a random and eager manner, fearing that he would lose her if he hesitated.
Besides, Lin Qingxue and the little hedgehog are not alike at all, okay?!
Lin Qingxue seems to be easy to get along with, but in fact she is quite troublesome and needs to be coaxed, while the little hedgehog is different.
She is omnipotent in housework and independent, and sometimes she is so stubborn that it makes people feel distressed.
She also has a bad temper.
When she encounters something she doesn't like, she will never wrong herself and must speak out bravely.
But for Ji Qingjue, who is so difficult to deal with, Li Xinzhi feels that he can no longer live without her in his life.
He wants to be with her every day, so that he can maintain the feeling of being in love even in old age.
Living with such a straightforward and serious Ji Qingjue makes Li Xinzhi feel fresh and safe every day, which is what he desires most.
"Qingjue... maybe you think I'm a strong person, fearless, okay, maybe that's the case, but what I fear most right now is losing you."
"Nobuyuki……"
Li Xinzhi looked at Ji Qingjue with a firm look, conveying his feelings. Today, he really had an uncontrollable anger. Those guys from Changjin's family and Liu Qingshu not only hurt the little hedgehog, but also almost made him lose her. He would rather die than refuse!
But the panic was also real. In his previous life, he also had many important people and partners, but he always lost them in accidents. Now, Li Xinzhi was most afraid of losing Ji Qingjue. Ji Qingjue was obviously so hardworking and independent. She worked hard to meet everyone's expectations. She had suffered so much, but she was still kind to others. She should not be destroyed by prejudice, and should have a happy ending as her reward.
Thinking of this, Li Xinzhi became even angrier. He wished he could go to Changjin's house with a gun tonight and let Qin Yuping, the vicious woman, take her life as compensation and respond to her insults with blood.
"No! Xinzhi! I don't want you to make a mistake for me!"
Seeing Li Xinzhi in her arms, with hatred in his eyes, Ji Qingjue quickly hugged him to stop him from doing anything stupid. She didn't want her lover to commit a crime for no reason, which would make her feel very guilty.
"It's okay, Qingjue, I won't let you worry, I swear, I won't let you get hurt again, I will make you happy!"
Li Xinzhi looked at the little hedgehog in his arms, feeling her warmth while saying his oath. As a man, he naturally has to feel safe and happy with his beloved girl. Ji Qingjue is worth his efforts.
"Nobuyuki……"
After hearing Li Xinzhi's oath, there was no need for any more words. Ji Qingjue put her arms around Li Xinzhi's neck and kissed him deeply, wanting to use the kiss and warmth of a lover to dispel the fear in her heart.
With a long kiss, the fear planted in Ji Qingjue's heart by Qin Yuping was dispelled. This is the power of love. She is truly loved, not a substitute for others, but simply loved. Thinking of this, Ji Qingjue felt extremely happy.
After the two of them were tired of kissing, they lay on the bed together. There was no need for any more words. Just by looking into each other's eyes, they understood each other's intentions. The barrier between their hearts was completely opened, and their souls merged together, but Ji Qingjue felt that it was not enough. She wanted not only spiritual fusion, but also physical fusion.
""Xinzhi, please stay with me tonight... Can you hug me?" Ji Qingjue endured the rising emotions and made a request to her lover. Only Li Xinzhi could touch her and take everything from her. She wanted to give him everything tonight, including her most precious things.
"Sunny……"Hearing this, Li Xinzhi embraced Ji Qingjue's slender waist and began to kiss and rub her again. Since it was a lover's request, he naturally had to respond to her well.
"Wait! It's not going to be easy today!" However, when Li Xinzhi and Ji Qingjue were about to take off their clothes, Li Xinzhi suddenly remembered something and stopped the car immediately, suppressing his rising passion.
Because he hadn't prepared any safety measures yet, letting the passion run wild would be harmful to Ji Qingjue's body. He didn't want Ji Qingjue to take on such heavy responsibilities at this age. It should be done after they become adults and have a common will and foundation. He is a gentleman and can't do anything reckless.
"Xinzhi... Don't worry, do you need this?" Feeling the love and respect of his lover, Ji Qingjue felt even happier, but he didn't want to miss this good opportunity, so he reached into the cabinet and took out a small umbrella.
"Ah! This is!"
"Don't get me wrong! It was Sister Nan Jin who gave it to me. She said that boys are all perverts and can't control themselves, so we need to take good protection."
Li Xinzhi looked at the small umbrella in Ji Qingjue's hand and couldn't help but be stunned. It was like playing an RPG game and only pushing the main line, not taking the important branch line, and losing the opportunity to obtain precious props, and suddenly a bug appeared.
Ji Qingjue blushed and shyly explained the origin. After all, it was really embarrassing when Nan Jin secretly stuffed it into her that day. Although she wanted to stuff it back, she still accepted it. Sure enough, it worked today.
Li Xinzhi applauded this reliable subordinate in his heart. He really wanted to sleep when he wanted to. Give her a raise next month!
"Hey, I'm welcome!"
"Humph! You pervert, be gentle.……"
Since the time, place and people were all right, Li Xinzhi was not polite and rushed towards Ji Qingjue with a smile. Ji Qingjue cursed stubbornly, but completely gave up resistance and was ready to unite with Li Xinzhi.
However, even so, Li Xinzhi was not in a hurry.���Thinking about doing a good foreplay and giving Ji Qingjue a perfect experience, the so-called sox thing is to make both parties happy. Anyway, my body in this life is still pure, commonly known as a virgin.
Bang bang bang bang!
""Qingjue, are you up? Do you need me to sleep with you?"
But just as they were about to start, another obstacle came. There was a knock on the door, and Jiang Zhiyao's concerned voice came from outside the door, as if she wanted to sleep with this injured girlfriend.
Hearing this familiar voice, Li Xinzhi was startled, and the rising passion began to subside. Fortunately, Ji Qingjue locked the door, otherwise, with Jiang Zhiyao's personality, he would probably break in directly, and then see the famous scene of him knocking Ji Qingjue down. How embarrassing it would be!
But maybe it's not the right time? Well, then I must go to a five-star hotel next time to do it. I also want to give Ji Qingjue an unforgettable experience. Thinking of this, Li Xinzhi backed out and prepared to leave to give time to this pair of girlfriends.
"It’s okay, Zhiyao, I can do it on my own. I’m a little tired today and I need to rest!"
"Is that so...Okay! Then call me if you need anything!"
But when Li Xinzhi stood up, Ji Qingjue forcefully pulled Li Xinzhi back, threw herself on him again, covered him with a quilt, and pretended to be calm, shouting to the door, saying that it was okay and asked Jiang Zhiyao to leave. Hearing her bestie say this, Jiang Zhiyao had no choice but to give up and left the door.
"Don't worry, Zhiyao can't be woken up after falling asleep. Xinzhi, you don't think that I will let you go at this point, right?"
Ji Qingjue whispered in Li Xinzhi's ear with a low breath, full of temptation and strong aura. It has come to this point, and I will not let him go.
"Wow! Qingjue, you look a little weird!" Li Xinzhi looked at Ji Qingjue who suddenly changed, and couldn't help but sweat. At this moment, Ji Qingjue's eyes flashed with a charming red light, and her hands and feet were not honest, and the initiative began to turn to her.
"Humph! It's because you're so slow!... Then, Xinzhi, shall we have a competition? Can you resist my temptation in the competition~"
Ji Qingjue complained dissatisfiedly, and then showed an indifferent expression that attracted others' attention. This was the expression she had trained as Amano Luna. She was confident that she could seduce Li Xinzhi, so she playfully proposed a competition.
Li Xinzhi looked at the provocation of his lover in his arms, and the desire to win was immediately aroused. He was actually underestimated like this. Well, let this little girl see his perseverance. Liuxia Hui Wushen! Come out! Hurry up and get on me! Watch me blast the Xingyu Wushen to pieces!
Next episode: The death of Liuxia Hui Wushen, Duel Stand By!
…………
The morning sun shone through the screen window, and Li Xinzhi slowly woke up. The first thing he saw when he looked up was the unfamiliar ceiling, and when he tilted his head, he saw Ji Qingjue sleeping in his arms with a satisfied smile.
Li Xinzhi felt the warmth of their skins touching, and Ji Qingjue's dependent embrace on him, and he couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief. He had finally taken this step, and had become an adult physically.
Although he had forgotten some of the details of last night, it must have been a very exciting and noisy process, but what was certain was that both of them were very satisfied, and it was a loving, complete fusion of body and mind.
"I love you, Qingjue!"
After shyly confessing to Ji Qingjue, who was exhausted after a night of tossing and turning, Li Xinzhi kissed his little hedgehog's smooth forehead, continued to hug her tightly, and continued to catch up on sleep. Anyway, he had taken a day off today, so he might as well enjoy the wonderful time!
"I love you too... Xinzhi."
It was not known whether it was a dream talk or a confession. Ji Qingjue smiled, as if responding to the strength of her lover, and hugged Li Xinzhi even tighter. The two lovers fell asleep in each other's arms in the morning sunshine.
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