After Those Years of Misery

After Qiao Yushi came out of the room, he ran forward along the corridor, where Qi Jiaan's shadow was long gone.

He thought, if Qi Jiaan really couldn't think about it, where would he go?

Most people think of two ways if they can’t even think about it. One is to crash on the road, and the other is to find a taller building and jump off the building.

No one could guess which Qi Jia'an would choose. After consideration, he returned the same way to find Zilog's mother.

"Auntie, we are divided into two groups. If you walk back along the path from time to time, I will climb the hospital building layer by layer. You are calm. Most people will have another ideological struggle, uncle. It hasn't been long since I left, and it should be fine. You must be calm." His eyes looked at the expectant mother-in-law firmly, as if to cheer her up.

After speaking, he himself started to rush forward again.

This hospital is also very high, with more than 20 floors.

Jumping down from the stairs, basically there is no chance to leave a last word.

Zillog was lying on the bed, she really didn't have the energy to go out to find her father, she had to find a way to calm down. After taking a few deep breaths, it suddenly occurred to him to ask the hospital for help. She and Qiao Yushi thought about it together and thought he would either go out and crash the car or jump off the building. If he really ran to the road, she would not be able to save him, but hope he was still in the hospital. Hopefully, she is worrying too much.

Thinking about the look of her father when he left, so helpless and dazed, she must have guessed right, and father definitely couldn't figure it out.

She rang the bedside bell and told the nurse at the nurse station that someone might jump off the building in the hospital, so she asked the medical staff for help and looked for it on each floor.

The hospital had already explained that all the requirements of the intensive care unit where Zilog was located should be met as much as possible. Naturally, Qiao Yushi and Li Muqing had confessed. When the nurse heard about life and death matters, even if they didn't specifically explain it, they didn't want to see anyone committing suicide in the hospital. They immediately organized several people to look for them in different layers.

Qiao Yushi saw that medical staff soon joined him, so he arranged for everyone to investigate layer by layer, and he went directly to the rooftop.

Qi Jia'an was standing on the roof of the hospital building at this time. He overlooked the whole city and felt a lot of dissatisfaction with the world.

However, he hates himself when he thinks that his daughter Zillog paid that price for his cowardice and incompetence. How important is a woman's fame. Her daughter has become a third party among the rich, and everyone will look down on her from now on.

All of this was caused by him, and he can only apologize for death.

As long as he is alive, he sees someone accusing her, and sees that she can't look for her happiness with integrity, he will blame himself and he will not want to live.

When Qiao Yushi rushed to the top of the building, Qi Jia'an was standing under the railings around the roof and was about to climb up.

"Wait!" He shouted in a deep voice, Qi Jiaan stopped due to an accident.

Turning around, he glanced at Qiao Yushi, and said, "You are right about this. I have no reason to blame my daughter. I am sorry for her. I am dead and clean."

"You're dead and clean, where's her?" Qiao Yushi asked, trying to move forward, so as to catch him at a critical moment.

"Don't move, don't come over!" Qi Jiaan obviously discovered his intention, and he moved a few small steps to the edge of the rooftop.

Qiao Yushi really wanted to get into Qi Jiaan's head to see what he was thinking.

"If you really blame yourself, not her, you should live well. She is willing to do such things for you, which shows how much she cares about you. She just had no baby. If you die, let her How to live?" Qiao Yushi thought of the poor and fragile Zilog, he was really heartbroken, why this father, who is said to love her very much, wouldn't worry about her feelings?

If he knew to tell the truth, Qi Jiaan would be so unhelpful, he would not think about it, he would never say it.

Now that regret is no longer useful, he can only persuade him, hoping to let him give up such a naive idea through psychological tactics.

Qi Jiaan's eyes dimmed as expected. Was he doing this to cleanse himself morally, or was he selfish?

He is dead, what should Liu Xiaoping do? What about Zilog?

The thought stayed for a moment, and then he thought of the evasive and curious gazes of the neighbors when he went out of the corridor today.

For most of his life, he has lived frankly and magnanimously. Where did he go without being said to be highly respected?

As long as Zilog and Qiao Yushi stay together for one day, his shame and daughter's shame will never end.

He would rather die than live to watch others ruin his daughter's reputation.

And when he died, Zilog would think it was Qiao Yushi's words that made him unable to think of it. Then she would not forgive the man, and the two would not be involved, and it was completely over.

From then on, she can be innocent, and his father's death will be worth it.

"Xiao Luo will be strong!" He seemed to have made up his mind. After saying this, he turned around and took a small step on the edge of the roof. At the same time, he climbed the top of the guardrail with both hands and stepped up.

He is also tall, and the guardrail on the side of the roof only reaches his chest, and he can easily climb up.

"You come down, let's talk! Calm down, calm down first!" Qiao Yushi yelled, and ran forward, trying to talk to him while catching him back.

He knew he had to give Zillog an explanation, he couldn't let the people she cares about just leave. She would hate him, and she would not be with him for this.

"Nothing to talk about, as long as I die, you'll be clean." Qi Jiaan smiled sadly, and one leg climbed over the railing. The wind was so strong that he was a little swayed by the blow.

Just as he was about to jump down, he heard the heart-piercing cry of his daughter Zillog.

"No! Dad, please don't!"

With the help of a nurse, Zillog rushed to the top floor despite the bitterness of the cold wind and the pain of the wound.

Even if she was not far away, she was already weak and was about to fall.

She supported herself, not letting herself fall, she wanted her father to survive.

If there were no parents, she would have died as an orphan. So she would rather die by herself than to see the death of her father who raised her for many years.

When Qiao Yushi saw Zilog coming up, he was worried about her body.

Knowing that she must not be able to persuade her to go back now, he hurriedly hugged her, supported her body hard, and warmed her.

In the past few days, his wounds are also recurring. After the violent running just now, his wounds are also painful.

The appearance of the two cuddling together even pierced Qi Jiaan, who just turned around. He asked sadly, "No? Dad doesn't know how to live. As long as I see you together, I will think I asked you to do it. The third party. I made you the laughing stock of the whole world. I don’t have such a thick skin, I can’t help it.”

"Dad, if you are dead, I will die of guilt. I did not do the right thing, I didn't think it thoughtfully." Zilog was full of regret at this time, always thinking that he could hide his father. But there is no airtight wall in the world. She was lucky, thinking that if she concealed it, he would not know it. In the end, he still knew it. It was because she did things too lightly.

"If it's really dead, I should die. If you didn't find me, I would have died early. I will do anything for you and your mother. You must not blame yourself. Besides, this is my choice, what do you have? What's wrong?" Every time he said a word, Zilog had to accumulate a bit of strength. After talking so much in a row, she leaned on Qiao Yushi and gasped desperately.

"I didn't teach you shame, but I was wrong. I'm dead, you won't be with this kid anymore." After speaking, he also lifted the other leg, intending to turn it over at the same time, and then fall down. , His life is over.

"Dad, please, don't be like this. You are dead, how pitiful my mother is? She loves you so much, is she going to be alone for the rest of her life?" Qi Jiaan's movements obviously stopped again.

He turned his head and glanced at his daughter blankly, wondering what reason he could give himself to live.

Seeing that he was shaken, Zilog hurriedly added.

"Come down first, you can say anything. As long as you come down, promise me to live well, and I am willing to do anything."

"Really?" Qi Jiaan asked.

He realized at this time that he didn't really want to die that much, and I'm afraid that he still wanted Zillog to promise him something.

It's just that I didn't figure it out just now, and now the thoughts in his mind are getting clearer.

He just can't see them together, he just values ​​reputation too much.

"Really, Dad, you come down first." Zilog said softly, and took a small step forward at the same time as Qiao Yushi.

"If you break up with him, you can never get entangled. As long as you agree, I'll come down right away." Qi Jiaan said firmly, as soon as the idea came into being. He will live unless she agrees to his terms, which is not discussed.

There was a pain in Zilog's heart, which was a bit more painful than the wound at the incision.

She finally stayed with Qiao Yushi. He couldn't even take his life for her. How could she be willing to leave a man who loves her so much?

They had just lost a child, and they agreed that they would have a few children together, and they would live happily together in the future.

She clenched her fists, looked up at Qiao Yushi, her eyes were helpless and unbearable. Tears are rolling in your eyes like this, Qiao Yushi, do you understand? She told him in her heart, would he understand her helplessness?

She couldn't just watch her father jump in front of her eyes, otherwise she would be restless for the rest of her life.

"Dad, you come down first, you can discuss things if you don't agree with us. You come down first..." She looked at Qiao Yushi's face, and because of her extremely haggard face, she couldn't say anything unfeeling.

"No! I think you are really dizzy, so I can't bear to leave me alone. Take care of your mother and I'm leaving." After speaking, Qi Jiaan's other leg suddenly hit the top of the railing.

It is extremely dangerous and may fall at any time.