After Those Years of Misery

"I always thought you were leaving with your mother. I thought she would find you a post-dad, thinking that your sisters would be happy. I really didn't expect that you would become an orphan. I said that this is not just for my own sake. I am guilty, and I have been guilty in my life. I am sorry to my original wife, I am sorry to Yu'er, I am sorry to Shen Yiqiu, and I am sorry to my two daughters. I don’t know what to do to make up for the debts I owe you. , Even if you die a hundred times, there is no atonement. I will live well, and I will do my best to be responsible for the wrong things I have done before." He said heavily, feeling like a knife cut in his heart.

The son hates him, he does not blame him for hating.

Who made him fail to do well? In order to give Xiao Baiyu a complete home, he had to sacrifice the happiness of Shen Yiqiu's mother and daughter.

In the end, there was still no way to force himself to maintain his marriage. He hurt Murong Ying and Xiao Baiyu.

If he had known that he could not have the best of both worlds, he would rather accompany his beloved woman from start to finish, as well as two poor and lovely daughters, maybe the sin would be smaller.

Zillog shook her head lightly. She didn't hate it, but what was the meaning of hate?

He is already old, and he regrets what he did when he was young. Regret is enough. Why should he make his life so painful?

"I don't blame you, my parents love me very much." She said softly.

Xiao Baiyu had to admire Qiluoge's belly, even bigger than a man like him.

Perhaps for her, not having a biological father has long become a habit, which is indeed different from him.

He grew up by his father's side. He looked forward to the warmth of the family time and time again, and hoped that their family of three would be as happy as others. It has become disappointment again and again, and disappointment has turned into resentment.

In fact, thinking about him now is a pitiful father. He has lost his favorite woman, and he doesn't even know whether she is alive or dead.

He also lost contact with his two biological daughters, which is a suffering that ordinary people cannot bear.

At this moment, he suddenly understood his father. He didn't think about it from his perspective, or thought about it for him, so he wouldn't hate it so much.

He recalled the past, as if his father tried to harmonize with his mother and his relationship. His efforts ended in disappointment in front of a strong mother?

The mother is like an iron lady, he never knows why she doesn't even have a smiling face, she has to work like a man all day and night.

"Really? You really don't resent me?" Xiao Hongjie grabbed his daughter's hand excitedly, and his tears were more turbulent than at the beginning.

"Yeah!" She nodded laboriously.

"Silly boy, even if you don't blame me, I can't forgive myself. You can't support you when you are born. This is the biggest irresponsibility." He sighed heavily before saying: "I don't know what your mother and sister are now. Wherever I am, I found you, I can still make up some more. The two of them, am I sorry for the whole life?"

Then he turned his head, looked at the silent Xiao Baiyu, and asked, "Yu'er, have you ever heard your grandfather talk about me and Shen Yiqiu?"

He was cautious in asking this question, because it was just a guess, and it was not easy for him to talk about his doubts about Murong Jue in front of Zilog and Xiao Baiyu.

Especially Zillog is still vulnerable now, even if her mother is really dead and killed, he doesn't want her to know for the time being.

"No, I haven't heard of it." Xiao Baiyu said stiffly.

In this question, the father was obviously suspicious of grandpa. What Grandpa did was indeed cruel, and he just learned that it was Zilog's mother who was killed. Of course he also wanted her mother not to die so unexplainably, but he couldn't just watch grandpa not die well.

"Where is Qiao Yushi?" Xiao Baiyu asked Zilog, on the one hand, she distracted her from the embarrassment of the relationship between her brother and sister, and at the same time did not want her father to ask his grandfather.

Xiao Hongjie didn't ask anything. Like Xiao Baiyu, he felt that it would take time for Zilog to accept this.

Zillog closed her eyes gently, and she felt terribly uncomfortable.

It's true, now that I know, they are really brothers and sisters, and they almost made a big mistake.

"Don't think about anything. The so-called ignorant is not guilty. We have nothing in the end." Xiao Baiyu said softly. He knew her too well and knew what she was thinking.

Why didn't he mind in his heart, saying this was to comfort her and himself.

Zillog closed his eyes, opened them again, spoke softly, and reluctantly pulled the corner of his mouth: "I didn't think about anything, we didn't have anything, and you don't care. We are brothers and sisters, isn't that great? Suddenly there was a father and a brother, and it was too late for me to be happy." She has always been like this. Even if she feels uncomfortable, she doesn't want others to follow.

If she is depressed and can exchange smiles from everyone, she will definitely be willing to be patient for others.

"Yeah, I can visit you often, that **** kid doesn't have to worry that I will take you away. What about that bastard? If he treats you badly in the future, I will beat him all over, I'm your brother. Teaching him a lesson is justified!" Xiao Baiyu also laughed mockingly.

Seeing a son and a daughter can do this, Xiao Hongjie felt melancholy and relieved.

When a stone fell to the ground, the two of them finally accepted the matter calmly, and finally they couldn't think of anything.

Thank God, they are innocent, and only innocent can be so peaceful.

Several people were talking, the door of the ward opened and Qiao Yushi was pushed in while lying on the operating bed.

He closed his eyes, the anesthetic hadn't awakened yet.

Shi Cai was too weak. The doctor said that his wound opened again after examination. It was a miracle that he was not unconscious.

Asked to have an operation on him immediately, but he refused. He didn't want Zillog to worry about it.

The doctor said he would be very dangerous if he didn't do wound treatment. When he couldn't help it, he called Li Muqing and asked her to rush to the hospital to take care of Zilog.

He also asked for the operation to be as fast as possible and as simple as possible. After the operation, he was pushed into Zillog's ward and he wanted to sleep with her.

Even if he can't share the bed, he still has to let him touch her and let her have his company.

When Qi Luoge saw Qiao Yushi's appearance, his face turned pale, and he was about to get up suddenly, and Xiao Baiyu pressed him back.

"Calm down, don't move!" Xiao Baiyu said.

"Miss Qi, don't get excited, Mr. Qiao is okay. He told me to tell you that there was a little problem with his wound. It's just that the anesthetic hasn't woken up yet, so I can talk to you when I wake up later. He said Don't worry about him, he is fine, and he will be able to get out of bed and walk around soon." A female doctor ran to Zilog a few steps and relayed Qiao Yushi's repeated instructions before the operation to Zilog.

Zillog let out a sigh, but she was frightened to death.

What she fears most now is what happens to the people next to her. If Qiao Yushi has some shortcomings, she might not be able to live strong.

The medical staff asked Xiao Hongjie and Xiao Baiyu to get up and moved the bed next to Zilog to her side.

The two hospital beds were only one fist away, and they changed Qiao Yushi from the operating bed to the normal bed.

"Miss Qi, Mr. Qiao also specifically explained that he said that he can sleep next to you and heal with you." When the female doctor said this, she really envied Zilog. People like Mr. Joe caring about a woman are really thoughtful and romantic.

Xiao Baiyu still remembers how Qiao Yushi bullied Zilog in the past, but now that he can make such a change, he can't help being surprised by thinking about Zilog in every way.

It's still a bit sad, thinking that the person who guards Zilog like this can only be him Qiao Yushi, not Xiao Baiyu.

Then I thought again, can you still be jealous? She is your sister, you have no such position at all.

Xiao Hongjie naturally didn't know the entanglement between the two in the past. From the time he saw Qiao Yushi, it was just how good and careful he treated Ziloger. As a father, he can see someone treat his daughter in this way, what can he worry about?

Xiao Baiyu was very tired looking at Qiluoge, and couldn't bear to bother too much.

"You go back first, I'll take care of her here." He said to his father Xiao Hongjie.

Xiao Hongjie wanted to spend time with his daughter, but he knew that his daughter had just recognized him, and he might feel embarrassed to be with him.

They finally recognized each other anyway, and he would often come to see her in the future, not at this time.

"Xiao Xu, I'll go back first and see you tomorrow." He stood up and said to Zilorg.

Zilog thought, as a father, he also wants to spend more time with his daughter. In order to fulfill his love for a daughter, she nodded gently and smiled.

Xiao Baiyu looked a little bit sad and distressed when she always tried to make others happy.

Such a woman is really worthy of the best man holding it in his palm. I hope that after so many hardships, Qiao Yushi will never get muddled and will treat her so well forever.

Having said that, even if that kid doesn't treat him well, he won't agree.

The medical staff settled Qiao Yushi and asked about Zilog's condition. The little nurse who had just come to take his temperature took the thermometer.

The room calmed down, and Qiao Yushi, Qiluoge and Xiao Baiyu were left sleeping.

There was no language between the two, and no one knew what to say to relieve the embarrassment. Maybe there is nothing to say, time will make everything natural.

Zilog wanted to say something for him to go back, fearing that he would think she was driving him away, or that he would mind the relationship between the two.

"I'll rest for a while," she said softly.

"You sleep, I stay here because there are only medical staff here and no family members. Don't worry. You can just sleep. I'm afraid that the kid next to him will go to the toilet and no one can help." Xiao Baiyu explained, and he did. Fear that you are unwelcome.