After Those Years of Misery

"No, Mom, it's too far here. I'll go back to see you, so I'll be here to accompany the children quietly. You are here, but I feel uneasy." Tongue repeatedly convinced her mother, how could she let her come, if it hits Qiao Yushi, wouldn't it be over?

"This child!" The mother sighed.

"Alright, your dad and I will look for work again, so I can't sit idle all day."

"Just stay idle. What are you doing at such an old age? I won't stay here for too long. Once I get the postgraduate entrance examination results, if I pass the exam, I will go to school. I will look for a job and take the exam next year. After school, I will also work and study, so I can support you." Zilog said sincerely, holding his mother's hand.

"We can't be idle, we panic when we are idle. You don't know that people who are idle are prone to Alzheimer's disease. Your dad and I want to normally wait for my daughter to marry a good family."

Zilog didn't persuade them any more, she could only ask them to find a job more leisurely, don't get tired.

"Don't worry, your father has endowment insurance. We do not work for money, but to enrich our lives." Qi Jiaan advised his daughter.

The two of them gave a thousand warnings before leaving Zillog in the orphanage and left.

There is no Qiao Yushi in the orphanage, and it is not as lively as when she came last time.

The quiet atmosphere made Zillog a little melancholy. She thought that her peaceful life would begin from now on. She should be firm in her choice and do her best to bring happiness to the children.

"Mom, Xiao Junzi fell down just now, go and see!" A hairy boy ran up to her and said to her.

She didn't mind to think about anything else, was led by the child, and hurried to the room where Xiao Junzi lived.

"Little Toshiko, how are you?" she asked with concern, opened the door and entered the room.

"Xiao Junzi? Can't you get up after falling? You have to be strong, hold back a little, mom comes in." Zillog said softly, walking a few steps from the door to the inside.

The room was empty, where there was Xiao Toshiko, she was wondering, and her back suddenly became warm.

"Little things, I'm looking forward to your parents' leaving, let me give you a hug!" Qiao Yushi muttered, tightening his hands.

"Hate guy!" She sighed softly.

I thought he was not in the orphanage, which made her feel a little disappointed.

At this moment, being held tightly in her arms by him, she knew what she was feeling melancholy just now. It turned out to be melancholy that he was not there.

It seems that she has the same heart as him, hoping to see each other all the time, and to stay together forever.

Not enough pro, never get tired of it, and never finish.

"Baby, here will be our world from now on, and I can hug you to sleep every night. But the sound insulation here is not very good, don't call it too loud..."

"Talking nonsense again!" Zillog groaned Qiao Yushi and twisted his arm slightly.

"I'm not talking nonsense. How can I rest assured that you live here alone? Look at this wild country. It's windy and cold at night. If you sleep alone, you will be scared, and you will also be too cold."

Qiao Yushi upholds the spirit of "If you want children to take three minutes of cold", the entire orphanage is not equipped with heating and air conditioning.

Children sleep with natural firepower and are not cold.

Zilog is different. She is a weak person who has just had an operation, and she must not be able to bear the cold.

"I'm fine, you live here at night and have to go to work during the day. How tired are you?" Of course Zillog hopes to have his company, but thinking of him so much, she loves him again.

"Not tired! I just want to be with you. I'll drive back in the morning." He hugged the little thing's shoulder, leaned his head against her, and sucked her hair.

Even if he is tired, he still doesn't know how good his health is unless he has been injured recently.

If you can sleep with small things at night, you must sleep well, and you will be more energetic during the day.

"Then you promise me that if you are tired, you will go back to sleep at night, okay?" she asked softly.

"Row."

He agreed that the two people were alone for a short time, and as soon as they had finished speaking, children came arguing for their parents to play with them.

Before going to bed, the two told the little guy a bedtime story.

Only when the children go to bed obediently can they spend time together again.

The night in the suburbs was really dark and cold.

The cold wind screamed outside the window, sounding rustling. Zilog thought, if it wasn't for Qiao Yushi to be considerate of her and sleep with her here, she would be really scared at night.

With him, those wind sounds have become music, and it sounds nothing to be afraid of.

"Yushi, it doesn't seem great for us to be like this. You sleep with you, and I sleep with mine. I always feel this kind of love, not at ease." Before going to bed, Zillog lay in the quilt, and Qiao Yushi followed him. Come in.

"Little things, what's wrong with this. You have to understand that we are not secretly communicating, we are upright. If I marry you now, it's okay, you let me promise you to take care of Cheng Feixue and A Xin ,is not it?"

Of course, Qiao Yushi is not willing to do this. His economic sanctions have begun to take effect, and Cheng Daxing will bow his head soon.

"That's true, but..."

"But what? I didn't want you to sleep next to you, although the doctor said you can do it now. I'm afraid your body can't stand it, let's bear with it for another three months. This is how I use body temperature to warm you and let you sleep. The fragrance, you can use me as an extra large warm water bag."

"But, what would the dean and teacher of the orphanage think of the children?" Zillog was still uneasy, always afraid that wherever she went, others pointed to her spine and said she was a shameless sunny woman.

In fact, her identity is indeed embarrassing. How would people who don’t understand the actual situation think of her? Since she is not a well-deserved wife, isn't she the Qingwu Xiaosan?

She wanted to stay with him without worrying about other people's eyes, and that was only limited to being together, but not including sleeping in a quilt at night.

"Fool, the children only know that I am father and you are mother. Father and mother are originally a pair. As for the other people in the orphanage, they basically don't have any contact with the outside world. These people only know that my last name is Joe, and I don’t know who I am. Even if I do, I don’t know who I am married to. No one knows that you are not my wife. Don’t think about it. Besides, the quilt in my room is also laid there. Who will check it out at night? Are we sleeping?"

Does anyone know that this is all right? Zillog still didn't approve of it, but listened to the wind outside. She was afraid, not to mention that it was so late. Could it be that he stayed with her specially, could she still drive him away and let him sleep alone?

"Then we, be pure, don't mess around."

"Okay, listen to you, go to sleep!" As he said, he hugged her, put her forcibly on his arm, and reached out to turn off the light.

There are no bedside lamps here. When the lamp is turned off, the room is instantly dark and pitch black.

It was so dark that Zilog had never experienced it except when he was locked in a dark room by Qiao Yushi.

She leaned into Qiao Yushi’s strong arms, and whispered: “Do you know? I’m a little scared when it’s so dark, and I think of you being locked up. Why did you say you were so bad then? I think about it now. I want to kick you up."

Qiao Yushi smiled lightly, touched her little face, and said: "Bad? Bad you are still lying in my arms. If you are willing, you can kick me up, I will not resist."

"I won't be reluctant!" Zillog said softly, and kicked him with his little foot.

Where is a kick, like a tickle.

Hey, I hooked up with Qiao Yushi, trying to grab her cute little feet and nibble.

Without saying anything, she pecked her lips precisely in the dark while she was not paying attention.

She said let him sleep honestly and sleep with her, where can he be honest?

Really honest, isn't it better to be said to be a beast?

"Um...Um..." She tried to condemn him for being unruly, and was conquered by his skillful kiss after two calls.

Hug him back, the two entangled in passion. Her lilac uvula occasionally shook his tongue boldly, and the two kissed wildly with excitement.

He said, they will have to endure for a few more months. So she was not afraid that he would give himself to the Fa-rectification, and just tease him so unscrupulously, who made him so bad, finally it was her turn to take revenge. Putting her hand on her belly, she moved uncomfortably.

If the child survives, she can proudly say that it is the proof of victory for the child.

But she didn’t protect the child, that’s why she herself was useless

"Make your mouth hard!" He sighed, and snapped a testimony of her lips.

She was always ashamed of him for the child's problem, and all the negative emotions came from this touch.

He stopped with his lips, kissed her scar carefully, and said, "Fool, what's the ugly of this? In my heart you are the most beautiful, no matter what the skin becomes, what I value is Your heart. Besides, I also have scars on my body. Do you want to despise me too?"

"You are different. Your scar is because you saved me. It is a symbol of bravery. Mine, I am useless, I did not protect the child, I..." Speaking of her sad things, she was somewhat Choked, can't say anymore.

Qiao Yushi hurriedly withdrew from her sweater, lay flat with her, and hugged her again.

"Don't be upset baby, I'm not good, I want to kiss you, but I didn't expect to make you uncomfortable."

"Don't blame you, it's me, and sometimes I think of those things. When I think of children, I feel stupid and useless. Good babies, I lost them." Take care of those lively children At this time, it seemed to make her feel sad and miss her own child.

"You are a stupid, a stupid girl. I taught you a way, and you saw it away. Think of it this way, the whole world is a vast universe, and everything is constantly in motion. People are like animals and plants, Birth, old age, sickness and death are all rules. As for giving birth to a child, it is like a farmer growing food. Sometimes it can be grown very well, but sometimes it will be affected by the weather or other things, and the expected results will not be achieved. You say it can It means farmers, is it useless? Silly girl, there are many things in this world that cannot be changed by humans.