After Those Years of Misery

He didn't take off her clothes, and didn't want her to think that he took advantage of her, although he really wanted to have a good affection with her.

The little thing was tired and snoring, distressed, and after helping her put a relaxed posture, he looked at her beside him.

Reluctant to sleep, she kept looking at her little face with the dark light.

Zillog hasn't slept this way for a long time. Since her father's accident, perhaps earlier, she didn't even remember when it was.

Maybe when I didn't separate from him, when there was no conflict.

Only by sleeping on his chest and in his arms can he feel safe and sleep peacefully.

She wrapped her small hands around his waist and burrowed her head on him vigorously.

The insecurity that lasted for many days made her occasionally twitch in her dream, and he gently stroked her head to calm her down again.

"Soon, baby, these things won't bother you soon, and you will live the kind of life you want most." Even if there is no him in that kind of life, as long as she is happy, let him not use Just worry about it.

Kissed and kissed between her brows, finally letting her loose her clasped brows.

Worried that she would be tired from sleeping too tightly, giving her more space, but she didn't follow it and insisted on getting to him.

"It's torturous, don't you know? Little thing." He muttered, hugging her tightly according to her mind.

Hold me tight, hold me tight, I'm so uncomfortable, I'm so scared... This seems to be the deepest call from her heart.

It's really unbearable to hold the fragrant little body and not have evil thoughts.

Xia Ye was still hot and sweaty, she was reluctant to leave his embrace, and he was not willing to let go.

Little things, do you still love me in your heart? Even if I am bad, even if I doubt you, in fact you still long to be close to me, right?

If it were other men, would you rely on him so trustingly and hug him tightly?

No, little things won't, she only loves me.

Believe that time can heal all her scars, one day, she will be willing to come back to me.

At dawn, Zillog opened his eyes, and what he saw was the white ceiling of the hotel with a beautiful chandelier in the middle.

This is not her home, nor is it the home of her newly moved father.

She recalled everything last night in her mind, and the last thought was that Qiao Yushi wanted to kiss her. She refused, but she did a good job...

Oh, it must be drugged.

I don't know how long I slept, I have to go to work today, so Lu Chenyuan can't be alert.

Needless to say, that bad guy must have brought her here, I don't know if she did something while she was in a coma and fell asleep.

He is always so shameless anyway, if he doesn't do something, it's abnormal, it's not him.

Huo Di opened the thin air-conditioning quilt and looked at himself up and down.

"I didn't touch you!" Qiao Yushi's deep words seemed to pass into her ears with a bit of joking, her embarrassed face flushed.

"I don't believe it!" The words came out before thinking about it.

"Can you check, the bed is so tidy and looks like you have done something? And you..." He looked at her in her full skirt.

He didn't dare to recall how he had made friends with her in bed in the morning, otherwise he would be eager to throw her down.

She didn't believe it anyway, she knew it would be better to survive the addiction, he thought badly.

"Here, here you are." Qiao Yushi reached out and took a copy of the information from the bedside table to her, based on the information of the dismissed person he wrote down in his silent memory last night.

Zilog didn't discuss the issue of infringement and non-aggression, holding a thin sheet of paper in her hand, but she felt heavy.

Maybe my father's grievances could be caused by the people recorded on the paper, or maybe not.

Although she got this, she still had to go back to work calmly.

Lu Chenyuan returned to the office last night. She always felt that he had something unspeakable there, but she and Qiao Yushi could not find it.

Her expression was solemn, and he knew what she was thinking.

"Don't go, Lu Chenyuan is really not a good person. It is dangerous for you to go to him. Let me help you, okay?" He sat down beside her and looked at her imploringly.

She was so alone in the danger, he was in tension every minute.

"I have nothing to do with you. I have to avenge my father's grudges. Please do not interfere with me in the future, and we will not meet each other. I will not forgive what you did to me just because you helped me.

He raped her for the first time, leaving her heartbroken and directly suicide.

The last time she was locked up by him, she really felt that life was hopeless, so she chose to die again.

Because of him, she has died twice. If she is forgiven easily, she is stupid, stupid, and she will not do that.

"I don't want you to forgive me, I just hope you can do well and nothing will happen."

"Needless to say! Please don't show up in front of me again in the future. For me, seeing you often makes me feel better than death."

She said so, her heart hurt slightly for no idea.

Last night, I slept really well. It seems that there are some surviving memories, once actively seeking his warmth and his protection.

Zilog, do you really want to see him that much?

Maybe not, but she didn't want him to know what she really thought.

She didn't want to forgive, she wanted to completely forget the person who hurt her.

Why did she restore her memory when she was hit last time, instead of completely losing her memory?

If you don't remember him, don't hate him, and don't love him, how nice it would be.

"Protect yourself and find me whenever you need it. This is very close to where you work. I'm leaving. If you want to sleep, you can sleep for a while. It's only half past six." She said that life is better than death. Thousands of miles away.

He is uncomfortable, but he deserves it.

Standing up, he didn't look at her more, and stepped firmly away from her sight.

She heard the sound of closing the door, tears rushed into her eyes.

He used to say that before leaving, let her sleep for a while.

He sometimes cherishes her, this person is too split in personality.

Turning his attention back to the piece of paper in his hand, I don't know if Qiao Yushi's record is correct.

She must not be able to contact her during work, she has to wait until the end of get off work, and she has to visit everyone.

When I arrived at the office, everything went as usual. No one noticed that the office had been passive the night before. The staff on duty should be fine. She herself was drugged, but she just slept well.

Lu Xiufeng's attitude towards her is still very close, even eagerly looking forward to Friday.

During the day, Zilog went to work as usual, and was sent back to her residence by Lu Xiufeng after work. She would sneak out after dinner every night.

Follow the address and telephone number provided by Qiao Yushi to visit the people who have been dismissed from the company.

Unfortunately, these people either didn't answer the phone, and hung up as soon as she answered the phone.

They said they left only because the company layoffs, without any other factors.

Regardless of the attitude of the other party, even if she was kicked out after knocking on the door, she would still knock on the other party's door again.

Two or three days later, she didn't get any valuable clues, and it was Friday in a blink of an eye.

Knowing that Lu Xiufeng might still be making a ghostly idea, she was prepared and prepared.

Without getting Lu Chenyuan's criminal evidence for one day, she would not leave the company for a day, nor would she give up the opportunity to approach them.

"Xiao Gege, prepare two more sets of clothes. We will stay there for two more days. I will send someone to prepare the food. We cook by ourselves, and I will cook for you." Lu Xiufeng was anxious about this night. He was simply counting every day and night, and Zillog made a few more excuses to push him away, but Lu Xiufeng resolutely refused.

"My dad said that if you moved away with Aunt Liu, you already don't trust us. Xiao Gege, I know you like Brother Xiufeng, it's just that you don't want to make a breakthrough with me because of Uncle Qi. I don’t want my father to think that I’m a man who can’t even deal with a woman. Just go with me. I promise you will be a gentleman and personable. You don’t ask, I won’t touch you.”

"Yeah!" Zillog nodded, and Lu Xiufeng subconsciously touched his pocket, and the package of medicine couldn't be lost.

When he arrived at Chengnan Villa, Zillog recalled what he had done here back then, very ashamed.

The difference in thought was taken advantage of by Lu Chenyuan, and that series of things happened.

If she could go back to the past, she would not listen to Lu Chenyuan, nor would she be obsessed with men like Lu Xiufeng.

But life cannot go back, her emotional world is doomed to be full of thorns and sorrow, and she has no choice.

I only hope to end all this soon, avenge my father earlier, and still live my life.

I miss those days of striving to make progress very much. That should be a person's attitude towards life, facing the sun, walking with pride and direction.

"Let’s have dinner, Xiao Gege, today we are going to have two glasses." Lu Xiufeng cooked the dishes and brought them to the table. By the way, he opened a bottle of red wine and took two goblets.

"Have you disinfected this bowl?" Zilog asked suddenly, pointing to the rice bowl on the table.

"No, there is a disinfection cabinet in the kitchen. I will take it for disinfection now. I forgot that your girl has a cleanliness addiction." Lu Xiufeng said, picking up the bowl, but Zilog took it with a smile.

"Let me go."

"Alright!" He had the opportunity to prescribe medicine.

While Zilog was out, Lu Xiufeng poured some white, tasteless powder into one of the cups, and then poured the wine.

Soon Zillog brought the bowl back and set it for Lu Xiufeng and his own.

"Is all the wine poured? I just remembered this. I forgot to sterilize the cup." After speaking, he came to grab Lu Xiufeng's cup, and he held out her small hand with his big hand.

"Farewell, this one bottle of wine is poured in. If you re-sterilize, we will have no wine to drink." Lu Xiufeng's reaction made Zilog guess that there was something wrong with this glass of wine.

If she refuses to drink, there will be another time, or he will directly strengthen her.

It's better to pretend not to know, anyway, what she did, he was probably defenseless.

"I remember that Xiufeng's favorite thing to eat is this sweet and sour pork ribs. I didn't expect that you made it by yourself. It was delicious and delicious than my mother's." Zilogg put two ribs on Lu Xiufeng. In the bowl.