After Those Years of Misery

"Miss Qi, where are you going? Who is this person?"

"I am Murong Bo."

"Yes, he is Murong Bo." Zilog said with a smile. No wonder, he really seems to be Murong Bo.

Zillog followed the man to a nearby apartment and entered a room where every corner of the room made her feel comfortable.

"Give you this pendant!"

After Zilog sat down, the man said.

Then the pendant dangled in front of her, and she wanted to get it, as if she couldn't get it again.

Not knowing how long it took, she fell asleep deeply.

"Who is the person you hate most in this world?" the man asked.

"Lu Chenyuan, Qiao Yushi." Zillog replied.

"Who is your favorite man in this world?"

"Qiao Yushi!"

"What did Qiao Yushi do to you? Why do you hate him?"

"He once raped me, he also locked me in a dark room, and almost committed suicide for him."

"I raped you, is it very painful?"

"Pain! Very, very painful!"

"Is it very, very scared to be locked in a dark room?"

"Yes! Very scared, very scared, very desperate."

"So you must always hate him and remember this feeling. He makes you hurt, he makes you afraid, and he makes you despair. Remember, you will always hate him, he is the worst person in the world. He Anything about is ridiculous and untrustworthy. If he wants to approach you, it means that he will continue to hurt you. Even if you die, you can't let him approach you. You must hate him, or even want to kill He. The memory of your loving him is absurd and non-existent. You have only one emotion towards him, that is hate, remember?"

"remember!"

"Repeat my words!"

"..."

"Repeat it again!"

"Who is your favorite person?"

"Qiao Yushi!"

"This sentence is ridiculous. The person you hate most is Qiao Yushi, and the person you love most is Qiao Sinan."

"What did Qiao Sinan do for you? Did he ever warm you up?"

"Yes!"

"Did he ever care about you very much?"

"Yes!"

"Does he look like the one you love?"

"Yes!"

"In fact, he is the one you love. Remember, you love him, his name is Qiao Sinan. All your memories of love are him, Qiao Sinan. He blocked a knife for you, and he almost sacrificed his life for you After you fell ill, he took care of you day and night. After your father passed away, he avenged you. His name is Qiao Sinan. Anything he said is good to you, and everything he says is truth and right. Yes. You must always trust him and listen to him. Do you remember?"

"remember!"

"Forget about my visit today, forget about me. All the thoughts are generated by you, remember?"

"remember!"

...

After she returned to campus, she didn't even remember that she had gone out.

What Zillog didn't know was that this person helped her deeply hypnotize. Her thoughts have changed a lot, and the feelings she once had subconsciously have been strongly inspired.

This day is like a battle. Although Qiao Yushi won, his heart is empty.

No longer wanting to restrain his tolerance, he is going to see his little Lolo, the one he loves.

He wants to chat with her, even if just chat.

After talking with his mother, he comforted his grandparents before leaving the house.

He parked the car in front of Zilog's school, and he opened the window and looked at the direction of the campus.

I really envy her, she can go to school carefree again.

Recently, the little things looked better, and occasionally there was a slight smile.

Waiting, waiting for her to finish class is also a happy thing.

The milk tea shop next to the campus is green, much like the shop he once described to her.

Xiao Luoluo, do you and I have that day to open such a milk tea shop together?

Finally, the campus entrance began to lively, his little Lolo, it is estimated that he will be out soon.

Today, he wants to confess to her again, he wants to tell her that he loves her.

Didn’t you say that love should be said out loud? His little things, maybe they would choose to forgive him, maybe they would give him a chance.

Zilog came out, she did not see Qiao Yushi.

With her head down and walking forward thoughtfully, her figure looked so lonely and lonely.

Qiao Yushi didn't bother her, drove the car and slid, following her footsteps.

Zillog thought he was a little strange, and he couldn't say that it was strange, a little top-heavy, as if he had a cold or a fever.

The footsteps are memorable, and they will take people who think about things in the direction they are used to.

Unknowingly, she walked in the direction of the bus stop again. Recently, she would go home to eat with her parents every day.

Mother seemed to be a lot more cheerful with her father, and her worry about her was not as strong as before.

When she was almost at the bus stop, Qiao Yushi stopped the car.

Qiao Yushi, who would not be nervous when encountering anything, felt a little nervous when approaching Zilog.

How would she treat him? Smile or silence? Still disgusted, or cold talk.

Little things, she loves me, she will not speak coldly to me. She said she didn't hate me anymore, wasn't she a bit reluctant when we separated last time?

Thinking this way, I feel confident again.

"Zillog!" He called her in a voice as magnetic as possible.

"Qiao Yushi?" Zillog paused while chanting the name, a sense of surprise flashed past.

Strange, why there is such a surprise, he is the person she hates most.

The feeling of joy only stayed for a second, and the emotions behind it all turned into hate.

He is the person you hate the most, and his purpose of approaching you is to continue hurting you. He makes you hurt, makes you scared, the only thought left in her mind.

His eyes stared at her small face scorchingly. She had a moment of joy when he saw it, which gave him hope and courage.

A few steps ran up to her and grabbed her shoulders.

"Little Lolo, I miss you!"

"You let me go! I hate you! You let me go!" Zilog's fierce struggle really surprised Qiao Yushi.

What happened to her? How could she suddenly resist him so strongly?

"Little Luoluo? Didn't you say you don't hate me?" He let go of her, not daring to force her a little bit.

"Who said I don't hate you? Qiao Yushi, the person I hate the most in this world is you. There will never be a way to forgive you."

Sure enough, her eyes were full of hate, bitterly hateful, and gritted her teeth.

Just like when she ran out of the hospital, like when she was about to commit suicide while locked in the villa, her hatred awakened and recovered.

How could it suddenly become like this? Qiao Yushi was puzzled.

Could it be that Murong Bo came to tell her something in the afternoon?

Not really, if he would divorce their relationship, he would have done it a long time ago and would not wait until now.

Could it be that Qiao Sinan did some tricks? No, Qiao Sinan didn't get close to Zilog. If he gets close, his men will report if he knows him.

"What special happened today? Although you hate me, you also love me. You can't become like this all of a sudden. Xiao Luoluo, tell me what's the matter, who threatened you ?still is......"

"All your words are ridiculous." You don't love him. The person you love is Qiao Sinan. Qiao Yushi's words are ridiculous and unreliable, repeating such instructions in his mind.

"I..." Qiao Yushi was a little frustrated.

"It's because I haven't come to see you during this period of time, so do you blame me? Little thing, I think about you every day, I've long wanted to see you. Today I'm here to tell you that Qiao Sinan's matter has been resolved. He will never destroy our relationship anymore, so I have come to confess to you again and let you come back to me."

Gently grabbed her shoulders again and looked into her eyes.

When she said Qiao Sinan's name, her eyes lit up.

"You are not allowed to say that to Qiao Sinan!"

This was a little strange. Although she was defending Qiao Sinan, she also knew that he was ruining their relationship. She wouldn't use that tone.

Before he could fully understand the meaning of her words, she had already yelled at him hysterically.

"You let me go! I hate you! You approached me just to keep hurting me, I hate you!"

"I won't hurt you, baby, no." Her guard made Qiao Yushi so heartbroken that she could barely breathe.

He said lowly comforting words, trying to comfort her by holding her in his arms.

"Don't call me that, disgusting!"

"You get out! You get out! You make me pain, make me afraid, you get out of me, get out!" Zillog trembled with excitement, tears could not stop streaming out.

Hate him, hate him to death.

He raped her, raped her again and again, he insulted her again and again.

She was clearly Xia Wanru's stand-in, as he said, he never loved her.

Can't wait to kill him, seeing him makes her feel like a knife.

"Okay, okay, you're calm and calm, I'll get out of here." I don't know why her emotions are so out of control, is it because the accumulated negative emotions have exploded recently? Or is there a mental problem suddenly?

He had to step back step by step and back into the car.

Only then did Zilog calm down, not knowing why he felt so uncomfortable, as if he was about to be torn apart.

She squatted down and lay on her knees, crying for a long time.

The hate that had faded was lingering in her mind at this moment. It was so painful that she didn't even feel that life had any meaning at all.

If he doesn't leave, she either wants to kill him or she will kill herself.

The way she squatted there crying made Qiao Yushi very sad. He blamed himself so much that he shouldn't show up at all.

Little thing, sorry, I interrupted you.

How many times have thought about making you calm and making you happy, I really did not restrain myself.

I always thought I could let you come back to me earlier and stay with you.

Maybe you would be happier without me by your side.

He had to think so, because when he looked at her silently every day, he found her much happier. She was so out of control and so uncomfortable as soon as he appeared today, didn't she hate his appearance?

I'm leaving, I'm leaving, why are you crying?

Stop crying, stop crying.

Zillog cried for a while, then looked over to him, and saw that her expression was hateful again, so he had no choice but to start the car.

As long as she is good, calm, and happy, he is willing to disappear.