After Those Years of Misery

Two people stare at me, I stare at you, their eyes collide like swords, and they seem to have to tear each other to reconcile.

"Hmph, then your good friend, don't you want to be a widow? She still asked me to save some energy to water her back!"

He smiled devilishly, got up and took a shower, changed his clothes and left.

Zillog really couldn't believe Cher would be like this, but she heard her on the phone.

As Qiao Yushi said, she was totally indifferent to him having women outside.

After all, she was intimidated by her, as pitiful as her.

Zillog didn't go back to what Qiao Yushi had said, it was an insult to himself. Even if she thought this way, she couldn't help but think, thinking of his ridicule and the pleasure he created for her, she felt as if he had been thrown into a bottomless, painful abyss.

Damn devil, she will hate him forever!

...

Early the next morning, Zillog ate and went to the bookstore as usual.

Now she can only feel that she is a pure woman only when she reads a book in a bookstore.

She didn't find Lu Xiufeng following her not far away. He was careful not to let her pay attention to him, but just looked at her. Seeing that she often came to this bookstore regularly, the more he looked at it, the more worried he became, because she always felt that she was in a trance.

Before long, his father called him and asked him to go to work. This was his first job after returning to China.

After he left, Zillog continued to read her postgraduate entrance examination book without knowing it, and watched as he fell asleep on the desk of the bookstore.

She rarely gets sleepy so easily, think it was because she was tossed with medicine the night before, and she didn't rest well last night.

After waking up at noon, she habitually went to the "That's That" coffee shop, and also sat on the 22nd table.

I ordered the familiar beef short ribs and mango-yaki. I lowered my head and chewed slowly. Suddenly, there was a person on the opposite seat.

Her heart suffocated, as if she could sense who that person was, she raised her head nervously, her eyes meeting Xiao Baiyu's in the air.

For a while, she forgot to chew, and looked at him dumbly. He was originally thin, but his face was thinner now, with sharper edges and corners. The middle length exudes an artistic atmosphere, and there are fresh stubble on the chin, which looks decadent and attractive.

As if time went back to two years ago, it was also the scene of the summer meeting.

With a slight pain, full of guilt, he looked at Keren in front of him with pity.

"Finally let me wait for you!" he said, and his voice was lower and more charming than it was two years ago.

What does he mean? Did he finally wait for her?

Why should he wait for her? She is not worthy of him.

She wished that he had forgotten, forgot that there was a cruel woman named Zillog in this world, so that he could live happily.

After a brief loss of consciousness, Zillog withdrew all his surprise and continued to chew up the food in his mouth before smiling at him again.

"It's been a long time since I met you. It's a coincidence to meet you here." She tried her best to be like a friend, behaving indifferently.

"Waiter!" She called a short distance, and the waiter responded.

"Order something to eat, I'll treat you." She smiled, pretending to be like an old friend.

Xiao Baiyu frowned and said nothing.

"Sir, what do you eat?" the waiter asked, but he still didn't speak.

The waiter put away the menu awkwardly, smiled professionally and said, "If you need it, please feel free to call me." Then he left.

The waiter here actually knows Xiao Baiyu. He has been here frequently in the past six months and sat on the 22nd position.

He only drinks water every time he comes. If it's time to eat, he will order a beef short rib and a mango roast.

He might have something in the past two days, but he didn't come, but Zillog happened to come and ordered the same things as him.

In private, the waiters wondered enviously that the two might be a separated couple. They look forward to seeing the two meet again, and they really saw it today.

"You don't look as cool as it was two years ago," Zillog said jokingly.

He should have been the one who lingered in the flowers before, otherwise how could he easily capture her.

Xiao Baiyu's fiery eyes kept looking at the woman he was thinking about, and he didn't know where to fall outside.

She is beautiful, mature, and sad. Is it because of him?

She was trying to hide her miss for him, he could tell.

Maybe it's him, blame him for coming to her for so long. If she really forgot about him, why did she order these two foods and why she should sit in this position.

"Sorry! I'm late." He stretched out his big thin hand, across the table, to touch her delicate little hand.

She was excited and stepped away.

"Xiao Baiyu, we have passed a long time ago. Two years ago have passed. I don't feel that way for you anymore." She said coldly and found that it is a thousand times harder to say cruel things to him than to Qiao Yushi. .

Just a few nights ago, she still dreamed of him. He really appeared before her eyes, and she also longed for them to go back in time.

She also longed to be innocently in love, get married and have children.

However, she knew that she was unworthy. She was bitter and helpless.

"Don't lie to me, I know you hate me and blame me. Sorry! I missed the appointment that day."

His words made Zilog stunned. It was her who had clearly missed the appointment. If there was any hatred, he should hate her.

"On August 17th two years ago, we made an appointment to meet here. I said I would take you to see my parents, but I didn’t come. Little Luoluo, did you know? When I was about to come here that day, After receiving a call from my grandfather, my mother and her..." Even after two years, Xiao Baiyu still couldn't calm down, and even his soul was in pain.

When facing the woman he had longed for, he couldn't help but want to cry.

"My mother has passed away!" He still said the words completely.

"I know my mother always wanted me to take over my grandpa's business, but my hobby is not there, so I like to be a doctor. The sudden death of my mother made me feel that I was too headstrong and I was too sorry for her. My grandfather was the whole after my mother passed away. The human spirit broke down. His mother was his only child and he couldn't bear it. In order to make my mother feel at ease, I took over Grandpa's business."

His words aroused Zillog's tears, and couldn't help it, tears rolled from his eyes.

She picked up the tissue and wiped it, listening to him continue. At this moment, she wanted to hold tightly to the man who had been in love with her for countless nights.

But she couldn't. She couldn't do anything except cry silently.

"Little Lolo, I'm sorry, but I didn't give up on you. I tried to contact you when I got home, but your phone went down. The time we know each other is too short, and I have no way to find you. I have used it for a long time. Time to adapt to the new life, the most important thing is that my grandfather, the chairman of the board, fell ill, and his mother suddenly passed away as the general manager. The group was panicked. Some people took the opportunity to seek personal gain. I really can’t take you into consideration. All the crises have been resolved and everything is on the right track. I take advantage of the opportunity to invest here, and often come to City M. As long as I come, I will sit here for a long time. I always hope to meet you one day. "

"God pity, I really made me wait for you. You also know that I have had many women before. But I can't even remember their names. Only you, as long as I think of it, my heart hurts." He looked at her sincerely, affectionately, his eyes burning.

That kind of affection would make people tempted, not to mention that Zillog didn't completely forget about him.

"Little Lolo, let's start again, I will love you forever." He stretched out his hand and grabbed her little hand again.

Can't go back, it's impossible to start again, she said sadly.

However, on her face, she could only smile lightly.

"It's been two years, Xiao Baiyu, what you said moved me. But I really don't hate you to blame you, I just think it's God's will. We are all gone, goodbye!" After speaking, she stood up, Gently smooth the wrinkles on the group, ready to leave.

"Then why do you want to come back here and want something you ate when you were with me?" Xiao Baiyu asked excitedly.

"Habit!" she said with a smile.

"But starting today, I won't be here, and I won't eat these." She forced herself to be more cruel, not giving him any room for nostalgia.

She thought that he could forget only if she was cruel. She was originally wrong, but she didn't want to say sorry, she was afraid that he would find her still affectionate.

"Zillog!" She just took a step, he whispered, and stepped forward and grabbed her little hand.

She was agitated and wanted to get rid of it, but he held her tighter.

"Please respect yourself!" she scolded solemnly, her eyes like torches.

"Don't go, I really love you!" He ignored her resistance and said persistently.

Zilog felt something sour in her heart. She wasn't sure if she still loved him, but she knew that she was really reluctant to be separated from him.

But she understood that they were really impossible.

After taking a deep breath, she faced him again and calmly said: "Xiao Baiyu, originally I didn't want to say, I didn't want to make you sad. But if you have to pester me like this, I can only tell you that I am married. "

"Impossible!" He waited for two years, not for such a result.

There were complex expressions on his face, pain, sorrow, and helplessness, as if a child had lost his most beloved candy.

"Why is it impossible? You are away for two years. Can't I get married? The world is changing. I won't wait for a week of dreamlike love. Xiao Baiyu, let go, holding someone else's wife. Hand is immoral."

He finally let go of her hand, and touched her pocket subconsciously to find a cigarette.

In the past two years, he has suffered a lot of disdain and blows, and he has survived firmly.

Unexpectedly, she said gently about getting married, which gave him an urge to cry.

But he is a man and cannot be so weak.

"Then are you happy?" Realizing that he can't smoke, he put his hand in his pocket and paused for a while, calming down a lot.

"If you are not happy, I don't mind if you were married. I am willing to be with you, it is all my fault, if I were to be earlier..."