After Those Years of Misery

From birth to now, he finally felt the feeling of being cared for. That is the kind of sentiment he has been looking for and has been lacking.

With his eyes closed, he greedily breathed the peculiar fragrance of her body, as if it comforted him more.

A warm current moisturized the hearts of two people at the same time.

Why doesn't Zilog need a hug?

Her heart is so lonely and so riddled with holes.

The lack of memory of the past, the lack of her biological parents, and all the insults Qiao Yushi gave her made her heart painful.

Hugging for a long time, until Xiao Baiyu smiled and said, "You really have maternal love!" She let go of him, her face turned a little embarrassingly red.

She just wanted to comfort him, not considering the difference between men and women.

His joking made her feel a little hypocritical.

Seeing her thoughts, he added another sentence.

"It's a good thing to have maternal love, and I feel a great comfort." When he said this, he put away all his smiles and was serious.

Zillog returned to her seat and said softly, "It's fine to make you happy. Do you know why I have special maternal love?" She successfully brought the topic to what she wanted to say.

Xiao Baiyu shook his head.

"Because I am pregnant, it is probably affected by progesterone."

Xiao Baiyu was picking up a green vegetable. The vegetable shook twice on the chopsticks and then put it into the bowl steadily.

"Really?" He asked calmly, suppressing the thousands of thoughts in his heart.

He was surprised and a little bit shocked, but soon he understood why Zillog had to say this to him.

"Really, I have already been tested, and the child belongs to Qiao Yushi." She said lightly, and he knew that she was determined to give birth to this child by looking at her expression. He said from the heart that of course he didn't want her to give birth to his child, but he knew better that she would not listen to him and knock the child off.

"Pregnant women should eat more, you see that you eat too little." He said, and put another spare ribs into her bowl.

"You..." Zilog wanted to say, why are you so calm?

She still remembers that when Qiao Yuhuan thought she had someone else's child, the expression changes were abundant.

Any man who knows that a woman he likes has someone else's child should be very disappointed and jealous. Xiao Baiyu is too calm.

"I respect all your choices." He said softly.

What does this mean? Does he care if she has children? This is completely different from her imagination. What reason does she have to reject him now?

"Thank you for respecting my choice, my child, I will take them to live a quiet life." She also said softly.

She obviously rejected him, and he felt uncomfortable, but he didn't want to push her too tight.

"Little Luoluo, I believe in your abilities. But it is hard for a woman to bring a child to you. Besides, if I can find you, Qiao Yushi can't find it? If he knows that you have a child, it is impossible to let you go. Yes." He tried to persuade her to go with him and let him protect her.

Whether or not she allows him to be the father of the child, at least he is willing to help her take care of the child.

"He didn't know that I had his child, not to mention that he hadn't found it for so long. I believe that with his strength, it is not difficult to find me. If he did not find it, it means that he does not want to find it, and there is no reason to find it. I am like this. Life is good and peaceful. Thank you for visiting me!"

She gritted her teeth and said cruel words, it always takes courage to refuse the warm company.

She can't let him have hope in her because of her selfishness, she will let him down in the end.

The emotional fusion between them quickly disappeared, and he could feel her hiding in that shell again.

He wasn't sure if she still loved him, but he was sure she had feelings for him, and she could find clues from the eyes she occasionally showed.

"You mean, still want to live here?" he asked.

"Yeah!" She nodded.

"Then live, I'll come to see you when I'm free," he said softly, picking up vegetables and eating again.

"No, you are so busy."

"No matter how busy I am, I have time to accompany you. And I can still eat the dishes you cook, it is delicious. If you refuse me even this, God knows I will be heartbroken." He exaggerated. Let Zillog wonder what to say.

"If it's not unpleasant, just come and eat, don't delay business." She smiled, not wanting to be so tired and hurting him.

"This is just the truth. I can come with my godson. A child needs to hear a man's voice frequently in his stomach so that he feels safe and grows better." He said solemnly and took a look. Glancing at her belly.

Maybe the month is still small, so I can't tell at all.

What he said should also make sense, Zilogue thought, children would definitely yearn for a father and a mother.

"What do you want to eat? I think there is a shortage of supplies in this suburb, so I will bring them here tonight." Xiao Baiyu said.

"There is nothing you really want to eat, so don't bother."

"It's nothing to bother about, and it's for my godson, not for you. What you want to eat now is what he wants to eat. If you don't say anything, I can just buy it." Zilog thought. Children's nutrition is of course the most important thing. There are indeed many things that cannot be bought here.

She was afraid that he would really buy a lot of things and she would feel even more sad, so she simply said a few things and asked him to bring them along.

Xiao Baiyu had something in the afternoon, and after eating, he reluctantly left Zillog's temporary home. Qiao Yushi saw that they were about to say goodbye, so he went downstairs first. From beginning to end, neither of them noticed that he had come.

After Xiao Baiyu left, Zillog cleaned up the things on the table alone, still feeling a little warm.

It feels like my husband has finished eating and going to work contentedly, even if it is not true, it is an illusion. She was still a little happy, if it weren't for Hongxi, she and Xiao Baiyu would be like this.

I just washed the dishes and put them away, and suddenly heard a knock on the door, very light.

Zilogg thought it was Xiao Baiyu who left something, and smiled and said, "What did you forget?" He turned the door open.

Qiao Yushi stood outside the door, aside from hate for the woman he was about to see, he still had some expectations.

After looking for her for so many days, I finally got news from Qiao Sinan today. He wanted to see her the first time. But when she opened the door, she said so affectionately that she definitely didn't tell him. The person she spoke to was that **** Xiao Baiyu.

"The voice is so gentle!" Qiao Yushi snorted coldly, frowning displeasedly.

Her smile disappeared in an instant, replaced by a deep panic. Unexpectedly, it would be Qiao Yushi, he was like a demon, he finally found her.

"Why are you here?" She pretended to be calm, but she didn't understand why she was afraid of him coming.

He really has no right to do anything to her, but she still feels a little afraid of him. Is it because Xu has been tortured by him for too long?

"I said, you are my woman! You never expect to get out of my hand, let me go!" Qiao Yushi finished, and took a step forward to take her hand.

Of course Zillog refused to leave. She stood there motionless, looking at him coldly, pulling her hand out of his hand vigorously.

"Mr. Joe, are you nervous? It's over between us, don't you want to control me forever without words?" She told herself indifferent and calm, and wanted him to retreat.

"Is it over? It seems that there is still half a year, you have agreed to this half a year." His expression is still cold, there is no trace of temperature, and when he said this, he looked like an official business.

"It was you who forced me to agree. Don't you know that the forced thing has no legal effect?" She tried to convince people with reason.

Legal effect, he Qiao Yushi doesn't talk about legal matters at all. Between him and his woman, he can only decide.

"Leave me!" He lost his patience to rub his lips with her.

Only God knows how long he waited outside for Xiao Baiyu to roll, how long he waited, and how many times he would crash in and punch Xiao Baiyu viciously.

How could his woman allow other men to touch, even if it is a piece of hair, it shouldn't!

Of course, he would also make Xiao Baiyu pay for these.

As long as he thought that she might be asleep by him, his jealousy burned in his chest.

After so many days, she must have been here with him after running for so many days.

A normal man who does so much for her, how could he not put her in bed? Not only did she get into Qiao Yuhuan's bed, but now she was shamelessly mingling with Xiao Baiyu.

Now, she still looked like she was very reasonable, speaking to him with her chin held up, he really wanted to tear her up.

"I won't go, you have no right to let me go with you!"

"Then who has the right? Xiao Baiyu?" He stared at her, his angry eyes seemed to burst into flames.

"Yes!" she replied coldly.

This reminded him once again of the way she and Xiao Baiyu were hugging just now, and at the same time, another scene in his mind of a man and a woman embracing each other coincides with that hugging.

All the jealousy, all the hatred rushed to him.

The jealousy burned his eyes, causing all his blood to flow into his brain, unable to restrain it anymore.

He raised his hand and slapped her delicate face without hesitation.

"Bad!" he said coldly.

"I let you go because I gave you a face. But you are shameless, so don't blame me for being rude to you from now on!"

After saying this, he lifted her up with his arms.

She is already full moon, and her complexion looks good, she must be recovering well, then he doesn't need to have any pity for her.

Even if she was in poor health, he would never show any pity to her again.

As a woman, the most important point should be chastity, but she should be an unchaste woman, and she deserves any insult!

"Go away! You let me down!" With all her arms and legs, she fought him desperately.