After wearing a book, I fell in love with the villain eunuch

Pei Lin frowned and opened his eyes slightly. He seemed to be lying on the bed, but he couldn't remember everything that happened after he came out of Wentan.

He opened his eyes and saw Bai Yan sitting beside the bed. Her big red and swollen eyes were filled with tears and she was staring at him closely.

He remembered what he had done.

"Pei Lin, I don't like this place!"

Bai Yan cried and rubbed her eyes. She hated this place so much.

How about returning to Daqi? Returning to Master Pei at that time. He had hatred in his heart and she could drag him to live.

Pei Lin opened his mouth, trying to comfort her not to cry, but his throat was sore and swollen, so he could only say one or two words with difficulty.

"Don't cry."

He reluctantly held himself up and wanted to hold her hand. He knew that he had made her sad again, and she should be very scared.

"Don't make promises you can't make. You've broken your promises to me so many times. You said you would be together forever and you said you would accompany me. Why are you here? Pei Lin, if you don't want to live anymore, just tell me.

, I will like someone else and look forward to someone else. It will save me the time of dragging you here."

Bai Yan was really angry, "If you think about it, tell me, I'm really tired. I want to live an ordinary life and be with the people I love. I don't want to be in fear with you."

Got it!"

She said, wiped her tears, stood up and left.

Pei Lin was initially stunned when he heard this, but after realizing it, he staggered and grabbed her hand, "Don't go, Nannan, don't go, I didn't mean it."

His warmth spread from his hand to her wrist, and Bai Yan couldn't help but her shoulders trembled.

"I didn't want to die, nor did I seek death. It was an accident."

He grabbed her tightly and lowered his voice almost pleadingly, "Nanny, I'm not feeling well, please don't leave, okay."

Bai Yan's heart softened and she turned back to sit by the bed.

Pei Lin's eyes were red, and he reached out to hug her. He hugged her carefully and buried his head in her collarbone. "I just saw my mother-in-law. She called me. I didn't think of it for a moment."

He is an extremely sober person at all times.

He clearly knew that it was not the concubine, nor was she talking to him. The moment he sank into the water, he could come up if he wanted to. But at that time, he really wanted to die and went to find the concubine.

.

There is nothing he can't let go of, and Song Yuanming and his hatred will solve it for him.

She happens to be his wife, so she is legitimate. When Song Yuanming comes to the throne, she will have a good future.

He suddenly wanted to get it over with.

He couldn't hate that man. The image of him kneeling and kowtowing in front of him kept flashing back in front of his eyes. The hatred was entangled with indescribable emotions and tormented him day and night.

He lives because of hatred. If his enemy is not an enemy, then what is he?

Living a filthy life without humans or ghosts, he felt ridiculous when he thought of the efforts he had made to stay alive.

Hearing what he said, Bai Yan's heart, which was already unable to be ruthless, became sour and softened.

She raised her hands and hugged his neck, "I'm so angry with you. Don't take what I just said seriously."

But he couldn't. The moment he saw her, he was filled with joy.

She must have done great deeds in her previous life, and all the good luck in her life was spent on her.

"Nanny, she left me to you, don't let me go."

Bai Yan's tears burst into tears. Seeing that he was uncomfortable, she felt even more uncomfortable than him, "I didn't abandon you, so you swear there won't be another time. You will tell me everything."

Pei Lin raised his head to face her tearful face, raised his lips slightly and kissed away the tears on her face, then kissed her lips, "Yes, I swear."

The night was so tiring that Bai Yan fell asleep as soon as it touched the pillow.

She lay beside him, not getting into his arms for the first time, not even holding his hand or giving him a hug.

Pei Lin looked at her for a long time, then put his arm around her waist and pulled her towards him.

He gently turned her over to face him. He pushed away the broken hair from her forehead and kissed her cheek and forehead with nostalgia.

She seemed to be really angry with him. Unlike her previous anger, he could feel that her harsh words were serious.

If he doesn't want to live, she won't hold him back, and she will let him go as soon as he says a word.

But he didn't want to, he wanted her by his side and wanted to be entangled with her for the rest of his life.

He leaned forward and took her lips in his, as if this way he could truly feel her beside him.

In her sleep, Bai Yan felt his hot hands on her waist and felt him kissing her.

She pushed his shoulder in a daze, "Stop it."

So sleepy, she doesn't want to play with him now.

Pei Lin didn't stop, "Nanny, can you kiss me, Nanny?"

"I don't want to kiss you, stop making trouble."

Bai Yan pushed his hand away with a frown and turned around without opening her eyes.

There was no sound behind her for a long time. She slowly opened her eyes and her sleepiness disappeared. Then she recalled the voice he had just spoken, which made her tremble with heartache.

"Pei Lin, have you ever thought about what I would do if you died?"

After a moment, his deep and hoarse voice sounded from behind, "Song Yuanming."

"You're so awesome," Bai Yan laughed angrily, "You actually thought about it. Okay, then I'll go back to find him now. Maybe I will be the queen of the Song Dynasty in the future."

She snorted and sat up, just about to scare the bad guy into saying something nice.

She saw him looking sideways at her, like broken porcelain, and the fragile feeling of fragmentation at that moment was like a knife piercing her heart. It was as if he had lost all the meaning and hope of living, and it seemed like it would be blown away by the wind.

"You might as well not save me."

Pei Lin lowered his head and laughed, he might as well die in the water and be done with it.

"Don't talk nonsense!"

Bai Yan suddenly raised his head and kissed him.

It was better to say it was a kiss than a bite. She bit his lip fiercely, and the bloody smell rippled in their lips and teeth. She wantonly vented the fear and uneasiness in her heart.

Pei Lin slowly touched her back with his hands and took her into his arms. Bai Yan obediently sat on his lap and hugged his neck.

His eyes were bright under the moonlight, staring at her scorchingly.

She wiped away the blood on his lips with her fingertips and kissed him again.

"Pei Lin, you don't know how much I love you."

"Nanny..."

"I really owed you something in my previous life. As a punishment, I can't live without you."

Pei Lin hugged her, kissed her collarbone gently, and bit her young earlobe along her neck.

If this was considered a punishment, he also suffered a share.

"Live for me. Think about whether Song Yuanming will have a harem in the future. Even if he doesn't like it, he will have to marry different women for various reasons. It's not like you haven't seen the eunuch in the harem before.

Do you think I can handle it all by myself? I am a lonely queen with no maternal clan and no family background. I am so pitiful, right?"

She hugged his neck and rocked coquettishly. Pei Lin chuckled and nodded. It was because he had not considered it.

"So," Bai Yan pinched his face and asked him to raise his head, "Little Pei Lin is not allowed to say such words next time, do you hear me?"

"Nanny, no, I won't leave you."

"Um."

Bai Yan's chin rested on his head, their heartbeats were in sync, they didn't speak anymore, and they hugged each other quietly.

She suddenly wanted to laugh. She used to think that Pei Lin was an aloof and lonely wolf, but then she thought that he must be at least a vicious and vicious mastiff. Now she looked at him more like a clingy big dog.

The big dog kissed her face with satisfaction, and refused to let go of his arms around her body. He frowned and asked her why she refused to kiss him just now.

"Dog, you have a fever, take a good rest, I will stay with you."

Pei Lin tilted his head, wondering where her name came from.

But he looked more like a big dog like this. Bai Yan laughed and covered his eyes, "Sleep."

As she said that, she came closer and said, "I allow you to kiss me."

Unable to see, Pei Lin raised his head and tentatively reached for her lips.

Bai Yan shrank back playfully, and he held the back of her head and kissed her.

"Well, you are cheating. I won't play with you anymore."

His senses are super sensitive, so of course he can catch her.

Hearing her burying her head in her ear and acting coquettishly, Pei Lin smiled and kissed her little face.

When she woke up in the morning, she looked into the burning eyes of the person next to her, which made her blush as soon as she woke up.

"What are you doing, staring at me."

She angrily shrank into his arms and buried her face under his face.

Pei Lin smiled and touched her head, sat up, and turned his wrist to get his coat.

"If you don't want to go, don't go. Let Song Yuanming bother you. Your father can't kill him."

Bai Yan snorted unhappily, sat up on her knees and hugged his neck.

Why did Pei Lin, the two-legged bastard of Song Yuanming, have to work so hard for him? Can't he solve it himself?

"It's okay. The poison He gave has no effect. She can't wait any longer. He Tian's army has been secretly moved into the city by her. It's almost over."

Pei Lin hugged her waist and pecked her red mouth.

"What about Song Yuanhe? What do you plan to do with him?"

"Although the He family has restricted him, the He family is also his pillar. If the He family defeats him, it will not matter." Pei Lin touched the little face of the person in his arms, "Nanny, I'm afraid I won't come back in the next few days.

Now, let’s stay in the palace temporarily and come back when everything is over.”

Bai Yan blinked her eyes in confusion, thinking back and forth about what he said.

Tears fell faster than her head, which meant she wouldn't be able to see him for a long time.

"Nanny, don't cry. I'll be back as soon as the things there are over, okay? I promise it will be soon."

Pei Lin felt distressed and kissed away the tears on her face, "I promise this time, okay, it will be soon, and you will be able to see me again soon."

He couldn't bear it and wished he could leave this mess behind and go into the palace alone to kill the entire He family. After that, he would take her away directly and be together forever.

If only it were that simple.

Bai Yan sniffed and curled her lips, "Then, can you come back within five days? Don't get hurt. I will check you when you come back."

"I'll do my best. Don't cry, baby. I'll check you out when you get back, okay?"

Knowing that he had to go and she couldn't keep him any longer, Bai Yan had no choice but to grab the corner of his clothes and shake him twice, "Go, go, go and come back quickly."

Pei Lin smiled, picked her up and put her on the bed, "Smile."

He picked her chin, smiling frivolously and casually, as if he could solve no big problem.

Before he went out, Bai Yan cried and smiled, and smiled at him reluctantly.

After that, she thought many times that if she knew the outcome, she would definitely try her best to smile the most beautiful smile in her life.