After wearing a book, I fell in love with the villain eunuch

Pei Lin pushed the door open fiercely, and the door leaf hit the wall and swung back and forth.

His chest heaved up and down as he looked at the mess in the room. The person lying on the ground, the little thing slumped on the floor, and the two people standing on the side of the room looking at her worriedly.

His brows were furrowed tightly. After hearing what Wang Lai said, he immediately dropped everything he was doing and rushed back without any delay.

Why is she not as important as business? When he thinks about something happening to her, he can't sit still at all.

Seeing him come in, Bai Yan couldn't stop crying. She felt even more aggrieved when she saw him as someone to rely on. She propped herself up and called his name in a low voice.

The little queen looked at him with pitiful red eyes, sobbing, and Pei Lin swallowed his words to scold her for her senseless words.

He was calmer after all, "Send Your Majesty to Concubine Hui. Tomorrow we will say that he fell on his own, and tonight everyone who knows about it will be killed."

He looked down at the abnormal flush on her face with a cold face, and Bai Yan moved forward and hugged his waist.

The familiar and alluring breath in his arms made the heat she had suppressed surge again, and she arched her body and suddenly coughed up a mouthful of blood.

"Empress!"

Xiao Cui suddenly knelt on the ground, and Er Xu also followed a few steps forward, but was stopped by Bai Yan's gesture.

Pei Lin's fierceness was released in an instant, and his eyes were stained red by the blood on the corner of her lips. He felt her pulse with one hand and guessed that he was right. The medicine had been in the body for too long and had injured her body.

He put down his hand and closed his eyes hard, suppressing the anger of wanting to kill all the trash in this palace. There was no point in coming to him, and there was nothing he could do. Apart from solving Qi Yuan for her, what else could he do to help her.

The sweet and fishy smell filled the air in her mouth, and Bai Yan coughed twice uncomfortably. She didn't know why he didn't hug her, she felt so uncomfortable, and why he was so indifferent to her.

She sat up slowly, hooked her finger on his, raised her head, and said, "Pei Lin."

Pei Lin lowered her head and looked at him sadly with her tearful little face.

He still bent his fingers and rubbed her face as a gesture of comfort.

His slightly cold hands felt very comfortable when touching his face. Bai Yan couldn't help but sigh and rubbed the back of his hand.

Pei Lin withdrew his hand. He didn't move or speak because he didn't know what to do. He really didn't know what to do now.

Seeing that things were dragging on like this, the queen's body couldn't withstand the torment. Xiaocui became confused when she cared about it. She took a step forward and knelt down, "My queen, please take the medicine. I beg you, please let the queen take the medicine."

"Xiao Cui!"

Pei Lin didn't feel any annoyance from his emotions. He curled his lower lip sarcastically. Even the maidservant knew that he had no choice. What was the little queen insisting on? Everyone was obviously standing nearby, asking him to come.

Are you watching from the side?

He leaned down and pinched her chin, and said in her ear in a voice that only the two of them could hear clearly, "If he touches your mother today, I will make sure that none of you survive tomorrow morning."

He was very close, and his breath sprayed on her neck. Bai Yan shrank, unable to think about what he said, all she could think about was kissing him.

Pei Lin turned her head away for a moment. Her little face was much warmer than usual, and it felt soft and delicate in the palm of her hand.

Her look was so captivating that no matter how hard-hearted she was, she couldn't help but feel soft. He was also a man, and he also had ordinary human desires.

"Get cold water."

Xiaocui could only follow his request and quickly go to prepare water.

Bai Yan obediently waited for him to solve this big trouble. He didn't let go of her hand. She grabbed his hand and shook it.

"A hug, okay?"

Pei Lin took a breath, raised his hand and hugged her into his arms, "Okay."

She hugged him quietly without doing anything that crossed the line. She didn't want anyone else to touch her except him, so she insisted on waiting for him to come. No matter what method he used, she would accept it.

After the water was ready, Pei Lin picked him up and walked into the bathroom. Er Xu followed him two steps and said, "Your Majesty!"

Stopped by the man's cold eyes, he stepped back and stood back to his original position. This was the first time he saw his empress' dependence on him, and he would rather endure physical suffering than betray him.

Could it be that the empress was serious about him?

Pei Lin put the person into the water. The bone-breaking coldness of the ice water made Bai Yan shiver uncontrollably. She hugged herself and huddled up.

But the ice water did make her conscious a lot.

Pei Lin tilted his head, unwilling to continue watching helplessly. She clearly had a better choice, and now he even allowed her to secretly unlock the medicine without telling him.

"grown ups."

Bai Yan rested her head on the edge of the barrel, resting her arm on her head and calling his name over and over again.

"Your Majesty, are you still awake?"

Pei Lin dipped her hands into the water, which was very cold. She had been soaking in it for a quarter of an hour. The blush on her face seemed to have subsided, and her consciousness was no longer drowsy.

Bai Yan shook her head and said nothing. Like a kitten that fell into the water, she stretched out her hand to grab his. After holding his hand, she curled her lips and shed tears.

He took a breath without saying anything, and touched her head. The little queen was young, so it was normal for her to be frightened. Now that she was asked to recall, she would definitely not know who had tricked her.

"Pei Lin."

"Um?"

She just called his name without saying a word. Pei Lin gently patted her face with the back of his hand, "Come out when you wake up."

He stood up and reached out to hold her out. When he lowered his head, Bai Yan touched the corner of his lips. Pei Lin turned his head and avoided it again.

"Pei Lin."

Bai Yan called him with tears in her eyes. She was wronged not only by being drugged, but also saddened by the fact that he refused her to approach. Why, why did he behave so coldly from the beginning to the end.

Pei Lin pressed his upper jaw, his eyes were solemn, completely cold to the bone.

Kill her while you can. Kill her. She has lived long enough and cannot continue. He can no longer accept her influence on him.

He is the strategist, holding the power of life and death in the world in his hands. He has always only done profitable things, and he is the only one who can manipulate others. For the first time today, his emotions were easily manipulated by her, and he couldn't sit still at all.

Stop and let Wang Lai figure it out casually, then rushed back, just for her.

She made him lose control. This feeling that he couldn't control himself made him very unhappy. The voice in his heart kept telling him, and the whispers dragged him to make up his mind.

Not daring to give himself any chance to hesitate, he suddenly put away his fingers and pinched her neck. Before Bai Yan could react, he pushed her into the water.

The trembling eyelashes betrayed his panic. He never turned his head to look at her, and clenched his other hand tightly.

Feeling her struggle, he reluctantly ignored her until she stopped moving at all. There was no sound of water anymore, his ears suddenly became quiet, and the surroundings were frighteningly quiet.

There seemed to be a pair of hands holding his heart in the dark, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

In one second or two, he violently pulled the person out of the water, "Mother!"

He held her in his arms forcefully and patted her back, "Wake up, wake up."

She closed her eyes tightly and was like a broken puppet, lifeless in his arms. Pei Lin's hands kept shaking, and the fear in his heart rushed to overflow. He had not been so afraid in many years.

He forcefully opened her lips and let her breathe.

Her lips were cold and stiff, completely different from before. His eyes were scarlet, and he kept comforting her, rubbing her heart time and time again.

Please, wake up, wake up, he was wrong.

She still didn't breathe for a long time, and hung her head back weakly in his arms.

"Mother, wake up, wake up, okay?"

Pei Lin's reason completely collapsed. He didn't dare to imagine what would happen without her. He didn't dare to think that she would never be able to open her beautiful eyes again or hear her call him "sir" again.

At this moment, he understood the suppressed love that he had long buried deep in his heart.

He kissed her like crazy, caressing her pale face over and over again. He lost all his previous rationality, hoping that this would wake her up.

"Cough cough cough, cough cough."

Her slight cough made him stop suddenly, "Mother?"

He tentatively lifted her body up and let her breathe in his arms.

He didn't dare to touch her, fearing that if he touched her she would fall down as weakly as before.

Bai Yan coughed violently, coughing up the water that had entered her lungs. She covered her heart and took a big breath, her throat was so sore that she couldn't speak, but her heart hurt even more. She didn't expect that he actually moved.

Want to kill her heart.

She fell into his arms uncontrollably and felt that her breathing became easier. Pei Lin put his hands away and restrained her tightly, as if this could keep her.

Bai Yan didn't have much strength when she just came back to life, but she tried hard to raise her hand and push him with all her strength.

He didn't relax at all. She was still pressed in his arms. When she heard his rapid breathing and heartbeat, Bai Yan's tears fell down.

"Don't cry."

Pei Lin raised her face in distress. Seeing her shed tears, he felt as if someone had stabbed him in the face with a thousand knives, and the knives went straight into his heart.

He was utterly defeated.

Bai Yan cried so hard that she couldn't speak, and she kept shivering from the cold. She knew that he was also very entangled and in pain, and that he could not accept her. But before knowing this, she had already given her heart to him in advance. She didn't know

What should we do now? Should we let go and let both of us get better, or should we hold each other together and go to hell.

"I let you go, and I let myself go. Let's stop here, okay?"

With a hoarse voice, she touched his face and wiped away the tears that had never fallen from the corners of his eyes.

"No, no, no, don't."

Pei Lin kissed her lips regardless, he couldn't live without her, he needed her.

Bai Yan didn't struggle and slowly closed her eyes. Her face was so wet that it was hard to tell whether it was hers or his. He kissed her bitterly with tears in his eyes.

If she really planned to end everything, she wouldn't have asked her if she was okay just now. Her heart felt like a suffocating pain.

"Don't cry."

Pei Lin left her lips and gently kissed away the remaining tears on her face. He rubbed her face and felt the softness and warmth of her lips. His heart felt at peace. Her little face was buried in it.

At that moment in his arms, he unscrupulously vented his feelings.

He wiped Bai Yan's body like a drowned rat and called her maid to change her clothes.

When Xiaocui came in, she looked at the water stains on the ground and the queen's lost expression. She swallowed and didn't dare to ask too many questions.

Bai Yan put on clean and warm clothes and walked out. He sat at the table and stared at the pattern on the cup. He could no longer see the gaffe he had just made. He was still the cold and cruel Mr. Pei in the past.

She stood aside and watched for a while and then came out. Pei Lin looked up and saw her.

"Your Majesty, take a good rest."

He touched her head as before, and Bai Yan's eyes turned red involuntarily. She snuggled into his arms and pressed against his chest, "Pei Lin, I like you."

She could hear a long sigh coming from above her head. After a while, she was picked up and put on the bed, "Silly lady."

His face was very close, and his eyes were full of sadness and regret, as if he had understood the outcome of the two of them.

Bai Yan suddenly burst into tears and laughed. She now knew why the heroines in the TV series could say that they had no regrets or complaints before they died. She really had no regrets and was very happy. Every second she spent with him

They are all happy, and that is enough.

Crying and laughing, little fool, Pei Lin sighed, left a kiss on the corner of her lips, turned off the light in the room, and walked out.

It was too late to know each other, it was too difficult to fall in love, and it was not easy to stay together. Pei Lin looked at her darkened room for a long time.

He didn't intend to deceive himself anymore. He already knew his intentions, but what he was hesitating about was the issue that couldn't be ignored between the two of them.

There were too many lives in him, and he was burdened with hatred and fate. He had planned to continue like this until he was destroyed together with them.

But her sudden appearance confused his hands and feet, a righteous child, a little girl with a clear distinction between love and hate, a panicked little queen, a delicate and soft little thing.

He has always been sober and restrained, but how can he be so hard-hearted if he really likes someone?

It's such a pity that she is too young. He can't ruin her life because of his selfishness.

He didn't want her to regret saving him on that blizzard day when she thought about it in the future, or to have no one to support her when she grew old.

He closed his eyes, turned and left.