Aim at That Star

Zhuo Yu actually didn't know why Jiang Shi suddenly became so nervous.

But from his unusual attitude, she realized that perhaps Shen Wencheng might be a little different from what she once thought.

However, Jiang Shi didn't know what exactly Shen Wencheng had done.

Even with such a serious expression, the words "maybe", "maybe" and "in case" are still used.

Then Zhuo Yu couldn't just convict Shen Wencheng directly based on these speculations.

After all, she is real and likes Shen Wencheng very much.

Let her think from the bottom of her heart that she is not willing to break up with Shen Wencheng at all.

Although Jiang Shi said that his character was flawed, Zhuo Yu still naively felt that he was just young and would always improve in the future.

But on the other hand:

From childhood to adulthood, Jiang Shi rarely spoke to her in such a serious, serious and sincere tone.

Many times, even if he was trying to educate her, he used that kind of tugging tone, very disdainful expression, and bad words, almost degrading her to the dirt.

It was also thanks to Zhuo Yu's good temper and forgetfulness that he could endure him for so many years.

So in a word, it was rare for Jiang Shi to convey his life experience to her so seriously, and Zhuo Yu felt that he still had to listen.

She thought about it for a long time, and finally ran to ask her father.

"Dad, how do you think I can cultivate an independent personality?"

Zhuo's father was dumbfounded by her question: "Why did you suddenly mention this?"

"Just me, I'm not too young, and my mother says every day how good Jiang Shi is now, saying that I can't compare to him or something. I think I really should work hard to be stronger."

Father Zhuo laughed: "Jiang Shi is good, but you don't have to take your mother's words too seriously, you are a girl, what are you comparing to him, we don't expect too much from you, you just have to be happy. ."

"Then, I want to do something too."

"If you want me to say, instead of thinking about what you want to do here, it's better to do a good job in your own studies first. Your mother doesn't want you to do that, graduating from college and going abroad to study, and also let you learn to be independent, Exercise and train yourself, don't be trapped in your own one-third of an acre all day long."

Father Zhuo finally closed the computer and looked like he was about to start talking about his work seriously, "You are almost in your third year, so you can start to prepare well, first take out the exams you want to take, and then think about what schools you want to apply for. , when you look at Jiang, people have handled these things themselves, and there is no need for parents to worry about him."

"what?"

Zhuo Yu was a little shocked, "Did you say that Jiang Shi is going to study abroad for graduate school? Didn't my mother say that he has always been an intern in the company, and he has projects or something."

"Internship is an internship, and learning is learning. He goes to his own company for an internship in his spare time, without delaying his preparation for studying abroad. You think everyone is like you, and they know how to fall in love all day long."

Zhuo's father hated the iron and began to scold her, "It's okay to fall in love, it's not a serious relationship, it's like playing a family... Anyway, I'm too lazy to talk about you, you are still old now. Little, you can play and play, I have no problem with you children enjoying your youth, but you still have to have a plan, right? I don't ask you to compare with Jiang Shi, then you can..."

Zhuo Yu ignored the long series of chatter behind Zhuo's father.

She is now full of thoughts about Jiang Shi's "great achievements" that her father just said.

It turned out that in the past few years after she went to college, she really just played games, fell in love and bought clothes, and she didn't notice how advanced her little bamboo horse had become.

No wonder he always said that he had a bad mind when it came to love.

Zhuo Yu was annoyed to death.

She sighed dully and said in a low voice, "I'm just like a piece of trash."

"..."

Father Zhuo was interrupted in the middle of what he was talking about, and raised his head in astonishment, wondering what kind of stimulation his daughter was getting today.

Why did he suddenly begin to depreciate himself so painfully.

As a result, after he raised his head, he only had time to see the dejected back of the little girl.

Head drooping, shoulders drooping, and walking heavy.

It is like a middle-aged man who is frustrated in life and uses alcohol to relieve his sorrows.

......

Fortunately.

Zhuo Yu is a silly white sweet who knows how to boost himself.

After being stimulated by her father, she probably also realized her depression and uselessness.

So I made a decision and decided to become a powerful woman.

Of course, part of the reason is also stimulated by previous experiences in the UK.

When Shen Wencheng and Lin Shiyu walked together, it was like a pair made in heaven, and the appearance of a man or a woman can be perfectly described.

As a real girlfriend, she is like a naive child who can't do anything. The only thing that stands out from Lin Shiyu is the smell of copper on her body.

In essence, it is an embroidered pillow.

No talent or ability.

She had always looked down on Jiang Shi before.

Now that I think about it, I don't know where the face came from.

So on the third day after returning to China, Zhuo Yu made a detailed study plan for himself.

This holiday, she will do things including but not limited to:

1. Prepare for the TOEFL

2. Study professional courses

3. Participate in two volunteer activities

4. Do a good job of internship for more than one month

5. Insist on fitness and exercise

These four points seem broad and seem to be uncomplicated to accomplish.

But after careful scrutiny, Zhuo Yu's schedule is actually quite full.

After all, she is still a lazy cancer patient in essence, and she cannot do absolute self-discipline.

Occasionally, I have to spare time to accompany my parents to participate in activities. I have to go to the newly opened trendy store with my little sister to check in, and I also have to cook my own meals to share in the circle of friends.

So after taking one, two, three, or four pictures like this, it's really rare that she can separate out the time to fall in love.

It was at this time that Zhuo Yu suddenly understood Shen Wencheng.

She thought, like a scholar like Shen Wencheng, there must be more plans in life, and the daily schedule must be more full than her schedule.

At that time, I often couldn't find time to accompany her on the phone, and accompany her to go shopping and travel, which was really normal.

As Jiang Shi said: "Love is not the whole of life, especially at our age, it is rare in the world to spend 50% of the day in love and figuring out how to fall in love like you."

In the past, Zhuo Yu always felt that Jiang Shi was dissing himself.

But this summer, she suddenly realized.

She suddenly became enlightened and became the kind of girlfriend that Shen Wencheng wanted most, who was especially considerate, especially entertaining herself, and especially respectful of his private space.

So Shen Wencheng he...he successfully got used to it.

During this time, Zhuo Yu could clearly feel that Shen Wencheng's attitude towards her began to inexplicably become enthusiastic.

Of course, not really how enthusiastic.

In essence, he is still the humble son Bai Yueguang who is as light as the breeze, his words are concise and his tone is light.

It's just that she actually started to take the initiative to say good morning and good night to her, and occasionally she would care about her current situation and health, ask her if she needed any help in her studies, and give her some suggestions for studying TOEFL.

Although Zhuo Yu had hired a better TOEFL teacher herself, she was a little surprised that Shen Wencheng was willing to teach her experience so proactively.

In order to express her surprise, she was even willing to waste her rest time listening to Mr. Shen Wencheng tell her some oral skills that she already knew on the other side of WeChat.

To satisfy his self-esteem.

But in other respects, she was really in no mood to deal with it.

Sometimes, Zhuo Yu even felt a little helpless.

She looked at the chat records, and it was less than a week.

Shen Wencheng has already said nearly a hundred words to her,

- This was something that could never have happened before.

On the weekend, when Shen Wencheng took the initiative to ask her if she had eaten dinner again, Zhuo Yu still couldn't hold back.

She held her phone in her hands and considered for a long time, and finally sighed softly.

Zhuo Yu: Shen Wencheng

Zhuo Yu: Actually, you don't need to do this.

Shen Wencheng: What happened to me?

Zhuo Yu: Just be yourself

Zhuo Yu: I have already believed your explanation for the previous incident, so you don't have to worry about my misunderstanding.

Zhuo Yu: I think

Zhuo Yu: Anyway, just be yourself, there is no need to be so frightened

Shen Wencheng:  …

Shen Wencheng: Where am I scared?

Zhuo Yu: You have been

Zhuo Yu: very enthusiastic

Zhuo Yu: It's not the same as you used to be

Shen Wencheng: Didn't you always want me to care more about you?

Shen Wencheng: Zhuo Yu, I have no time to prepare for my return to China and credits. You know that.

Shen Wencheng: I didn't call you a few days ago, because I was choosing courses and adjusting courses, and my rest time was on average, less than six hours a day.

Shen Wencheng: I have tried my best

Shen Wencheng: Or if you think I haven't done enough, you can tell me directly

......

Zhuo Yu didn't know where he touched Shen Wencheng's point, which caused him to suddenly lose his temper.

She looked at the new messages that kept popping up on the screen one by one, and she was really helpless.

Sighing, tucked the phone under the pillow, got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Didn't reply a word.

Always compete with fellow competitors, never argue with fools.

Although it is a little disrespectful to say this to Shen Wencheng, at this moment, Zhuo Yu can only think of this sentence to express his feelings.

"What happened after that?"

"I didn't reply after that. The next day he seemed to realize that he was a little too emotional yesterday, he apologized to me, and it was over."

Jiang Shi raised his eyebrows slightly, a little surprised: "Shen Wencheng took the initiative to apologize to you?"

"Yes ... this week, he has apologized to me three times."

Zhuo Yu lowered his head in annoyance, "I don't understand why he is like this now."

Today is Monday.

Zhuo Yu was going to work in the company, and it happened to be lunch time, so she came to Jiang Shi's office to find him for dinner.

Yes, in order to avoid suspicion, Zhuo Yu did not go to his own company for an internship, but joined the company of his neighbor's uncle, and became a colleague when he made Xiaojiang.

She studied history in college, so it stands to reason that the internship should be found in the direction of the library or something.

But Zhuo Yu has always had a dream of being a game planner, and he has been learning to draw since he was seven years old. He also published several short stories in comic magazines in high school.

It was supposed to be her time to show off her skills in college - it turned out to be because of falling in love...

In short, she has come to her senses now, and started to pick up the brush again. When she arrived at Jiang, the project team started as a small art intern, and at the same time helped the planning and operation brothers.

Working in an Internet company is very tiring, especially if you are a gamer.

Although she is only a small intern, although the whole project team knows that she is a little princess and grew up with her own boss.

- none of them work.

Zhuo Yu is still exhausted every day, and has no energy to deal with Shen Wencheng's "unreasonable trouble" and "harassment".

Otherwise, she wouldn't run to Jiang Shi's office at noon, complaining about her difficult love road while gnawing on the duck's neck.

"Lithromantic."

The boy raised his head from behind the desk, and suddenly he asked her, "What does this word mean?"

"...I may not have memorized it yet."

Zhuo Yu suddenly fell into another kind of irritability, "You read it to me again, what do you mean, how do you spell it?"

College students preparing for exams are so painful.

If Zhuo Yu still had time to study the intrigue in love, she would not be the lazy and stupid little intern she is today.

"Lithromantic."

Jiang Shi spelled it out for her again, "Go check it yourself."

"What, it's so mysterious, you're not scolding me, are you?"

Zhuo Yu frowned and took out his phone.

Lithromantic.

Avoidant attachment personality refers to when you have a favorable impression of someone, when you know that he (she) has the same favorable impression of you, you will dislike him (her) instead.

Zhuo Yu's face was full of black lines: "Where do you see that I am like this?"

"Didn't you say it yourself?"

Jiang Shi didn't lift his head, "Shen Wencheng is very good to you now, so you are annoying him."

"...I annoyed him, not because he was nice to me. But because,"

Zhuo Yu paused, then said after a while, "He doesn't really want to be nice to me."

The boy raised his eyebrows slightly: "Yo, you are so powerful now, can you see that?"

"You're less yin and yang weird."

The little girl drooped her head, "I'm about to be bored to death, you have to come down and get down. Twenty years of friendship has really fed a dog."

"I mean, didn't you read him wrong so many times before, what if the family really changed their wickedness this time, and they changed it when they knew what they were wrong?"

"impossible."

Zhuo Yu shook his head decisively, "I can tell that every word of his concern is very reluctant, like completing a task, after every day, there is a sense of happiness that it has finally been solved... To be honest, Listening to such greetings, even if Shen Wencheng's tone is gentle, I feel harsh."

Jiang Shi finally looked away from the computer screen and raised his head.

It was found that the anxiety and depression in her eyes were already thick enough to overflow.

It was obvious that he had been tormented by him all this time, and today he probably couldn't bear it any longer, so he ran to him to talk to him.

He tilted his head and thought: "Is it possible that you think too much? It's just that you are not used to what he is now?"

"......Will not."

The little girl sighed in an old-fashioned manner, "I can totally feel whether it is false or false. Pu Yi is right. A girl's sixth sense of intuition is very accurate."

"Like the last time you persuaded me on the plane, it is very different from before, but I can feel that you are sincere. But Shen Wencheng...he is not."

Jiang Shi listened quietly, and suddenly realized that when Zhuo Yu mentioned Shen Wencheng recently, he basically didn't use the affectionate title of "Brother Shen".

Every time it was "Shen Wencheng" and "Shen Wencheng", with a low tone and a negative look, completely different from the little girls who were trapped in sweet love in the past.

But actually.

It has only been a week since they returned from England.

He rubbed his eyebrows and sighed, "Shen Wencheng is so fearless that he can't act well in such a little scene, and even you can find the clue."

"...You don't always look down on me, okay?"

Zhuo Yu felt very unhappy, "Although I have shortcomings in terms of IQ, my intuition and understanding are still normal. I can really feel the sincerity and falsehood of people when they express it. It has nothing to do with acting skills, just like you,"

The little girl paused and said seriously: "Although you used to be fierce to me, every time you spoke well, you were going to lie to me. But now you have suddenly become very kind, and I believe in you too."

Jiang Shi was slightly startled, and his eyes fell on her face.

Zhuo Yu put on a very energetic Japanese girl makeup today, with two **** on his head, sitting cross-legged on the carpet, cute and clever, at first glance, it reminds people of Xiaobu wearing a hamster hat in the anime. .

Very painful.

He suddenly said, "Zhuo Yu, do you think now that your brother Jiang Shi is quite attractive?"

Zhuo Yu didn't know what the **** he was doing again, looked at his serious face, hesitated for a moment, and nodded honestly in the end: "Yes... Yes."

"But your brother Jiang Shi is not a junior."

The boy pressed the cover of the computer, looking solemnly, "If you want to pursue me, first clean up your Shen Wencheng."

“…”

Zhuo Yu took a deep breath, picked up his lunch box, got up and left.

"Why are you going?"

"Go out to eat."

The little girl rolled her eyes full of vitality, "Save the nausea."