All Beast Tamers: My beasts are all mythical!

Everyone felt helpless and absurd.

Especially Jianmu. In her opinion, she had killed billions of lives in this world. Even if there was retribution, she should bear it.

What does this have to do with the master?

In fact, the reason is very simple, and there is no so-called cause and effect.

Even if there is a cycle of heaven and retribution, it is not at the level that the secret world can have.

Qin Xiao is now unconscious, just simply unable to bear the sin of killing and self-condemnation.

Don't think that killing seems to be simple. Ordinary people will have the risk of mental disorder if they kill one or two.

Not to mention those who slaughter thousands of people, even ordinary serial killers do not have a normal mind.

Even if they don't realize it, their mental state has changed subtly.

They think they are not affected and think they can bear it, but their thoughts are actually distorted.

Having empathy and awe of life are common to every intelligent creature, especially humans.

Even seeing the corpses of their own kind will cause human beings to collapse, let alone killing people.

Fearing death and avoiding death is the nature of human beings or intelligent creatures.

Killing or killing each other is just a distorted state cultivated after birth.

Although Qin Xiao did not kill all humans, the huge self-condemnation brought about by such a horrific number of slaughters cannot deceive himself with a light-hearted sentence of "I can do it, I am not afraid, I don't care".

In addition, the stimulation of the dead silence at that time was like the millions of wailings heard by hallucinations.

As a normal person without distorted thoughts, Qin Xiao was already considered to have a strong psychological quality if he did not collapse on the spot.

In an unknown place, Qin Xiao sat on the ground with his legs hugged, his eyes full of bloodshot, and he was in a daze.

He did not dare to close his eyes. Once he closed his eyes, those wailings seemed to ring in his ears again.

Even all the creatures that had died in his hands seemed to appear in front of him as if they were concrete.

Mockery, ridicule, scolding, questioning...

The crying and wailing made him bear the condemnation of his conscience all the time.

He asked himself again and again, do they deserve to die? Why should I kill them?

This is a very dangerous question, especially the latter.

Qin Xiao used to think that those who died in his hands deserved to die without any psychological pressure.

He could tell himself that it was right for those people to kill them.

Because he stood on the moral high ground recognized by most people and stood on the majority of human beings.

He put a warm coat on the law of the jungle and cannibalism.

Now, at that moment, countless lives died because of his thought, and even their deaths were not of much value...

It was not a light sentence, nor a cold number.

In this world, the resentment, unwillingness, and wailing of billions of lives really turned into a demon barrier to entangle him.

Falling from the moral high ground of human values, all that was left for him was a cult, a madman, and a distorted self, seeking other spiritual support.

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The system faithfully recorded all of this, these were spiritual beings who died in his hands.

In addition, there were countless beings without clear wisdom, and even countless rocks and plants lost their lives in the haze.

The feeling of suffocation came again, Qin Xiao's eyes were bloodshot, and he couldn't breathe. The endless demonic barriers tortured him, washed his mind over and over again, and blurred his original memory.

Countless times he wanted to give up, thinking that it was just like this, I am just this kind of person, it doesn't matter.

I am stronger than you, I can kill whoever I want to kill, and I can do whatever I want.

Those who were killed by me were ants, they were not worthy of being compared with me.

But deep in his heart there was always a voice telling him that this was wrong, he could make mistakes, but he couldn't be ignorant of his mistakes!

You can let these lives wither, but it is not because you are nobler than them.

Know yourself, whether you are selfish or indifferent to life, know yourself.

Is it selfish?

Qin Xiao asked himself, it is not selfish, he never hesitates to share a piece of the pie with others.

Indifferent to life?

He was silent.

Since coming to this world, he really feels like he is living in a game.

System, beauty, beast control, increasingly powerful strength, smooth sailing, so that he... does not regard other people in these worlds as human beings at all..

In his eyes, these people, these creatures, are more like... NPCs.

This is why, at that time, he clearly had other ways, he could still fight, and he could still find a way to escape.Obviously... he has not reached a desperate situation, but he chose to kill the whole world so lightly.

Is he trying to test his skills? Is he trying to show off? Is he thinking... it doesn't matter?

He thought so too, but he didn't dare to admit himself, didn't dare to admit his mistakes...

The demon barrier seemed to be getting more and more fierce, and Qin Xiao's mind became more and more extreme and evasive.

If Li Yu was here, he would probably be scared by Qin Xiao's situation.

Because of this step, he was trapped for nearly two hundred years...

Knowing oneself, accepting oneself, being firm in oneself, or changing oneself is easier said than done.

But as long as you take this step, the road to becoming a god will be smooth.

This is why many gods, most of them have very distinctive personal characteristics, that is... divinity!

Perverse, lonely, cruel, loving, abiding by the rules, wanton...

It's all because that is their self, that is the reason for their existence after they identify themselves.

So, don't try to change the gods, whether by violence or prayer.

Even the divine power with temptation and bewitching will not work.

They will eventually return to themselves, otherwise they will die.

In the unknown space, a ray of white light shone through.

Qin Xiao, whose will and memory were already in a trance, raised his head dully.

In the boundless magic barrier, strands of memories flew towards him.

It was like a rope hanging in front of a person who fell into a deep well, like a lighthouse that appeared in front of a person trapped in darkness.

He subconsciously stretched out his hand, and fragmented memories reappeared.

Since he crossed over, in just over half a year, so many things have happened.

From Bai Ling, Illya, to Ye Qingya and Ye Qinghuan, there are Zhou Lei and Liu Piaopiao, as well as Yun Yun, Qianyun, and Bu Feifei.

Jianmu, Yoyo, and Jingjing's cute interactions, fighting again and again to sacrifice their lives, and strengthening and advancing again and again.

All the memories seemed to form an anchor point and began to pull his thoughts.

After a long while, Qin Xiao sighed.

I...did do something wrong.

It was not his original intention to ignore life, nor was it his wish to kill without reason. He felt that he was not qualified to arbitrarily decide the life and death of billions of lives.

However, if he had to face the choice of life and death again, he would still stick to this choice, because he was not alone.

He could not give up his beast and his woman...

But before that, he would definitely try his best, instead of making a hasty decision.

Call him hypocritical or self-deceiving...

Qin Xiao recognized his inner heart and laughed at himself.

"I am really an ordinary person, selfish and wanting to feel at ease, and I am quite good at being stubborn..."

However, at least in the future, he will carefully examine his own strength and weigh his own actions.

Instead of taking it for granted that he is superior to others, or even a "god" who is superior to ordinary people.