All But Me Are Inhumans [Rebirth]

On the day when Kunlunxu was almost destroyed, Xie Tianfa was brought back to Fanzhou by the demon exterminator and his son. He was in a coma for a day and a night before he woke up.

Before waking up, he had a particularly long dream. In the dream, there was always abundant sunshine. Everywhere he looked, there was a figure behind him. Those lights were spinning, and so were the heaven and earth. It was as brilliant as a grand dance.

He is an audience, paying attention to this beautiful figure all the time and following his steps.

The back figure gradually grew up, and the childish figure elongated in the deformed light golden air, becoming thinner.

The moment he turned around, light bloomed and everything became blurry.

He couldn't see the face.

But he could hear his voice. It was a stubborn plea, and he said the same words over and over again.

[Don’t let me live alone in the world.]

He seemed to have made a promise, but in the end he failed. He cruelly broke the promise he had silently sworn to protect for his whole life, leaving him alone in this world of black water and letting him survive.

The flowing light turned cold and turned into sparkling water, drowning him in an instant. The feeling of suffocation continued to rise. At the moment closest to death, he broke free from this dream and opened his eyes.

Everything around him was strange. His senses seemed to have experienced a forced hibernation. The moment he recovered was so strange that he could clearly hear the subtle sounds around him, even the rustling of the grass and trees in the wind outside the window. He

The eyes become sensitive to light and can hardly be opened completely.

There was also touch, he could feel someone holding his hand.

Turning his face sideways, Xie Tianfa tried his best to open his eyes. As his vision gradually returned to clarity, he saw a person lying beside the bed. He seemed to be asleep, but his hand was holding his.

Although it had been twelve years, he almost didn't think about it. He was extremely convinced that the person in front of him was Qinghe.

For some reason, the skin all over his body felt cold and numb, and the soreness in his nasal cavity quickly spread and spread uncontrollably. He tried to sit up a little, but only then did he realize that he was in severe pain all over his body. The pain came from too many sources.

For a moment, he didn't know where he was hurting. He gritted his teeth and turned half of his body, tremblingly stretching out his other hand that was not caught by him.

He wanted to touch Qinghe's hair, he didn't know why.

Even if it was in the past, he had never done this to him. He could not go beyond the rules or do anything closer than protecting him.

Rather than stroking it, it was better to say that his fingertips lightly touched the hair and then took it back. His hair was indeed very soft, Xie Tianfa thought.

I don't know if it was a coincidence, or some kind of more subtle induction. Qinghe's eyelashes moved, and the eye that was not covered by the eye patch opened. The mist in the eyes slowly dissipated, and the confusion left from his sleep was a little bit...

become clear.

He was so clear that he could see Xie Tianfa in front of him.

Qinghe was stunned for a second. His pupils dilated, his body suddenly lifted up, his breathing became rapid, and he blinked a few times quickly. Then, as if he remembered something, he subconsciously raised his palm to cover one of his eyes.

, that’s the eye covered by the blindfold.

He breathed a sigh of relief and put down his hand.

"You, you're awake."

As he spoke, Qinghe caught a glimpse of himself grabbing his hand. As if he had been stung hard by something, he quickly let go of his hand and sat back on the chair. The legs of the chair made a sharp friction sound with the floor.

Harsh.

"I'll go find them."

Qinghe got up from the chair with his head lowered, hurriedly left the room, and closed the door. He did not go directly to Li Lingkong and Mo Tong as he had said, but leaned against the door panel and took a deep breath.

He didn't know why, but he just wanted to cry. He didn't know whether to cry happily or sadly. In short, his tears couldn't stop pouring out and soaked the black eye mask. He quickly wiped away the tears with the back of his hand and walked out.

Xie Tianfa sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, still looking at the door.

He grew up, suddenly growing up without him participating. Xie Tianfa felt empty in his heart, but when he thought of this, he couldn't help but raise his hand and touch his chest.

Is there a human heart in this?

If he just woke up, it might be a good thing. But the bad thing is that he remembers everything. The memory is too clear. He can clearly recall the details of his torture, remember the cold and hard operating table, the bloody

The smell of gas mixed with potions, as well as psychotropic drugs and brainwashing operations that destroyed his will.

It just so happened that he really woke up and was no longer confused and ignorant.

He remembers every face he killed.

Those people stretched out their pleading hands, their faces were hideous in pain, their eyes were bulging, and they were full of tears. They were right in front of you.

The door suddenly opened. Xie Tianfa's Adam's apple rolled up and down without raising his eyes.

"Please check for me. He should be fine, right?"

He heard a clear voice, which was different from the clear boyish voice before. It was much calmer, but he could still hear it quickly. It was like his facial features had relaxed and grown up, but the curvature of the eyes was still the same.

They are different and can be recognized at a glance.

He saw a middle-aged man sitting on the chair next to the bed. He looked heroic, but had a scar running through his right eye. He opened his palm, and a silver light appeared in it like a fountain. This light spread quickly, and it would be the end of the sky.

Cutting cover.

"He no longer has the evil spirit in him."

Xie Tianfa watched the man turn his head and explain to Qinghe who was standing aside.

"How is his health?" Qinghe asked.

"You should ask the doctor about this."

Qinghe's eyes dropped, he was confused. Li Lingkong said a few words and then left. Qinghe followed him to see him off. When the two walked to the corridor, Qinghe couldn't help but ask, "When Mo Tong first woke up...

…Nothing unusual happened.”

Li Lingkong paused, "I don't know what kind of abnormality you are talking about, but I want to remind you that they are all survivors of the demon puppet plan. Mo Tong clearly remembered the process of his transformation, so his psychological

It was very traumatizing. He was only eleven years old at that time, and I was still young and had never taken care of anyone, and he didn’t talk. I just threw him into a room to sleep alone."

"Then one day when I was having breakfast, I found that his face was ugly, his eyes were empty, and there were wounds on his arms. That night I slept with him. Although he strongly disagreed, I still laid the floor on the floor that night.

I just realized that he hasn’t slept a single day since I picked him up."

Qinghe's eyes were like two pools of swaying spring water, "Why?"

"As soon as he closes his eyes, he sees his feet being sawed off alive."

Hearing Li Lingkong's words, Qinghe's heart sank.

"Later I forced him to sleep with me. I tried to find a lot of things for him to do during the day and trained his physical strength intensively. I just wanted him to feel tired so that he would be tired enough to fall asleep at night." Li Lingkong said, his face

His expression became a little bitter, "Looking back now, it was really not easy to raise this child. I was about the same age as you at the time."

Qinghe whispered, "His life is also hard, and it is really not easy to grow up safely. The reason why you were willing to believe in Jiufeng in the first place was because of Mo Tong, right."

Li Lingkong smiled in agreement.

"Mo Tong won't lie. He said Jiufeng saved him, and I believe him. If this child hadn't been saved by that guy, he wouldn't have been able to meet me."

He felt a little emotional and stopped talking, but patted Qinghe on the shoulder, "You have to understand that he is different from Mo Tong. Mo Tong is not a completely successful experiment, so he has never worked for those people.

He has no memory of this."

Upon hearing this, Qinghe's hand hanging on his side trembled, and he clenched his fist.

Xie Tianfa waited for a long time before the door was opened. He looked up at the door and saw a young and beautiful girl wearing a black leather jacket following Qing He in. His eyes began to shake and he felt a little panicked.

"Leah, please."

Lia nodded and put the tool box in her hand on the table. After pressing the button, the box opened automatically. It was filled with medical equipment. Xie Tianfa's heartbeat recovered a little and sank.

It turned out to be a doctor.

Qinghe sat on the edge of the bed. He tried hard to control his emotions and showed a peaceful smile to Xie Tianfa. He comforted Xie Tianfa like a friend who was happy for his friend's recovery, "Tianfa, don't worry, even though Lia

She looks ridiculously beautiful, but she is a very good doctor."

Hearing him calling his name, Xie Tianfa showed a hint of surprise on his face, but it only lasted for a moment and was quickly suppressed. He nodded towards Qinghe, "Okay. Thank you."

He didn't blame himself. But this didn't seem to make Xie Tianfa feel at ease. Instead, it put a heavier stone on his heart.

Leah checked and processed it carefully. "There is no big problem, but he has a lot of injuries. I have simply dealt with them. It will take a while for him to fully recover. Others are fine, don't worry."

After Qinghe felt a little more settled, he sent Liya away and returned to the room. The silent atmosphere made both of them a little uneasy.

"Are you hungry?"

Xie Tianfa shook his head.

Qinghe looked at the chair next to his bed, hesitated, and finally sat on the sofa next to the door. He felt that he was too ridiculous, and looked forward to telling himself in his dreams when he woke up that as long as he woke up, he would definitely

Hug him as soon as possible.

But when it came to this, he didn't dare anymore.

Even if all these experiences in the middle are not taken into account, their relationship will return to the beginning, which is actually just a relationship between protecting and being protected.

Xie Tianfa didn't know that he liked him.

The air moved very slowly, as if it would solidify soon, making people breathless. Those scenes of cruel massacres appeared uncontrollably in Xie Tianfa's mind. He took a deep breath silently, trying to get rid of them. He

He tried to think about the past, but unfortunately he thought that Qinghe didn't talk to him much in the past. He grew up and became silent. Sometimes looking at his back, Xie Tianfa didn't know what to say.

Just like now, he looked at Qinghe sitting on the sofa with his head lowered and didn't know what to say.

"How have you been these past few years?" He finally chose the most clichéd dialogue after many years.

Qinghe didn't look up and smiled softly.

"fine."

These three words can be used to sum up these twelve years, which is pale and ironic.

"I have a great destiny. I have met many kind-hearted people, not only people, but also demons. They have given me a lot of help. I now have a job and friends. They even helped me find you and rescue you. Very good.

Okay, I think." Qinghe raised his head and smiled at Xie Tianfa again, "It's good if you can come back, and you will get better in the future."

Xie Tianfa nodded.

Qinghe was sitting on pins and needles. He didn't know what he should say or where to stop. He simply stood up and said, "I...I won't disturb your rest. I'm leaving first."

Xie Tianfa looked up.

Why did you save me?

He didn't ask this question after all, and he also knew the answer. Repaying a favor? Promise? There is probably no way to escape these reasons.

What Li Lingkong said kept swirling in Qinghe's mind, so on the first night he sat outside the door and watched Xie Tianfa through the surveillance camera. He was not sure whether Xie Tianfa was sleeping because he was just lying on the bed so quietly.

, it was like this all night. When Qinghe went in to deliver breakfast in the morning, Xie Tianfa sat up and drank all the porridge very cooperatively, like a patient who actively cooperated with the treatment.

Qinghe would play the news while he was having breakfast. Xie Tianfa watched without saying a word. Everything has changed in the past twelve years, but he would not question those changes and the new faces in the news.

He just watched. A few days passed like this. Until

One day, the news reported a demon politician. Xie Tianfa suddenly started shaking. He knocked over the unfinished porridge and burned himself. Qinghe suddenly panicked and hurriedly helped him clean up. When he heard Xie Tianfa

Tianfa kept apologizing and was heartbroken.

"What happened to you just now?" He asked Xie Tianfa the reason while applying scalding ointment, but Xie Tianfa didn't seem ready to say, "I wasn't careful."

That day Qinghe went to investigate by himself, and when he received the news in the evening, he learned that the politician's wife and daughter had died at the hands of the demon puppet.

Qinghe felt chills all over, it turned out that he really remembered everything.

That night, he sat down against the door panel as usual, but did not turn on the monitor. He felt so hard.

The communicator rang, it was Wei Huan's call.

"I heard from Yun Yongzhou that Tianfa woke up? How is it? Are there any adverse reactions?"

This guy was still as warm-hearted as ever. Qinghe said a few words briefly, and finally couldn't help but tell him what happened in the morning. Wei Huan was silent for a while, and finally said with a smile, "It's okay, as long as you stay with me

He'll be fine for sure."

"Really?"

"Of course!" Wei Huan's tone was extremely precise, "Where are you now? It's not like you're not with him. It's impossible. You've been guarding him every day in the Shanhai underground confinement room."

"He wasn't awake at that time."

That's why he dared to stay with him every step of the way.

"Qinghe," Wei Huan's expression changed and became much more serious, "Isn't it just for him that you fought so hard to survive? Now that he is back, why are you afraid? Don't you want to be with him?

"

Wei Huan said it too bluntly, and Qing He didn't want to admit it.

"I didn't think about it that way. I just hope that he gets better and becomes the same as before. The rest is up to him. I just want to use these twelve years to repay him in exchange for my life."

"Then you should at least try to make him better."

Hearing Wei Huan's words, Qinghe raised her head and saw him continue, "Besides, if he is willing to trade his life for yours, how do you know he has no feelings for you? Otherwise, he has already lost his mind. Why?

As long as it doesn’t hurt you? Aren’t you curious about these?”

"Qinghe, don't be so stubborn. I know you wouldn't be able to survive if you didn't have such a stubborn personality, but don't be so stubborn when it comes to the people you care about."

Xie Tianfa faced the snow-white wall with his eyes open. He tried hard to recall every detail of his life with Qinghe since he was a child. He thought about the way he jumped and walked in front with his small schoolbag on his back when he was a child. It seemed that only in this way could he

You won't be controlled by those terrible memories.

He thought that it was not an option for him to take care of him like this, and he might lose control one day.

It's best to tell Qinghe tomorrow and ask him to take him to the hospital.

Suddenly there was a small sound behind him, which was the sound of the door opening. Xie Tianfa did not look back. He thought Qinghe was checking whether he was asleep. After what happened in the morning, he was probably worried, so he closed his eyes gently.

But what he didn't expect was that a piece of his bed sank and the quilt was lifted.

"I can't sleep."

Qinghe lay beside him.

Xie Tianfa's heart began to beat rapidly and uncontrollably, and he was at a loss what to do.

"Are you asleep?" Qinghe turned around and faced Xie Tianfa's back. But Xie Tianfa did not respond or turn around. This was what Qinghe expected.

"Can I hug you? I'm so cold."

Xie Tianfa opened his eyes and felt his back being hugged by him.

"None of this is your fault. You are unconscious. You are not wrong." Qinghe pressed her face against his back, her voice gentle, "You are also a victim."

Xie Tianfa's eyes were numb and he gritted his teeth and said nothing.

It turned out that Qinghe knew all this, and the fear and struggle that he tried so hard to hide were all revealed to him.

"I lied to you that day." Qinghe faced him and himself frankly, "I have not had a good life these years, but I still gritted my teeth and survived because I wanted to find you. You may be curious why

I must find you. In fact, I didn’t want to say it. I think you must be in pain now. I don’t want to increase your burden because of my affairs..."

"I like you. I have liked you since I was a child."

Xie Tianfa was stunned and his body stiffened.

Could it be that he hasn't rested for too long and is in a trance?

Hold his arms tighter.

"You are the reason why I persist in living."

Qinghe didn't expect what kind of response Xie Tianfa might give, he just continued, "I was very naive before and deliberately ignored you. I didn't want you to continue to stay with me just because of my father's words. I wanted to get your attention.

I want you to treat me as an ordinary person, not your task. At that time, I felt very uncomfortable every day. Seeing you happy and sad, I can't go back to the me when I was a child."

Xie Tianfa still didn't respond, just like he did before.

"But don't worry." Qinghe's tone pretended to be relaxed, "I'm not the same person now. I just want to say it out. If you can't accept it, you can just push me away. After all, the time we spend apart is more than the time we spend together.

As long as it lasts, those things you experienced when you were young are nothing. I will help you and stay with you as a friend until you get better."

These words were not spoken out of his mouth at once. He had been thinking about it for a long time in the past few days, so he was mentally prepared. Suddenly, a pair of hands grasped his wrist and took away the hand holding him.

Qinghe's heart ached violently. He said he didn't regret it, but he began to regret it again.

He took the initiative to retract his arm, like an earthworm afraid of being stepped on, and huddled back into the soil.

But the next moment, Xie Tianfa turned around and held him in his arms.

His chest was rising and falling, his breathing was heavy, and his arms were shaking. He was silent for nearly a minute before he spoke in a hoarse voice.

"Qinghe..."

Hearing him call her name, Qinghe, who was in a daze, came back to her senses and hummed softly, "I'm here."

Xie Tianfa didn't say more, he just chanted Qinghe's name over and over again, as if he was making up for the years they had lost. Qinghe closed his eyes, listened to his voice, and his mind was filled with all the things he had done to protect himself in the past.

Picture. Deliberately walking backwards, his face and expression can be seen with every step.

He thought of the young Tianfa who handed him the braided grasshopper and said that he would never disappear.

"Qinghe, I love you."

The picture in my mind ended at this moment.

Qinghe looked up at him in disbelief.

Xie Tianfa kissed his eyes gently, the exposed one and the other one with an eyepatch.

"I love you."

Qinghe, who had been stubborn for so many years, finally burst into tears in his arms.

That night, they stayed close to each other and spent the first peaceful night sleeping after their recovery.

The next day, Wei Huan suddenly ran over, and of course Yun Yongzhou came too. They brought a lot of strange monster supplements. Xie Tianfa could recognize them, they were the strongest opponents in his memory.

.

"Come here, bring so much, he may not be able to eat it." Qing He complained deliberately. Wei Huan snorted, "You underestimate me. These are good things that humans can eat at will. What do you know?"

After saying that, he sat beside Xie Tianfa's bed and said in a very familiar voice, "I am Wei Huan, a good friend of Qinghe."

Xie Tianfa was surprised because he knew that the corpses of Wei Huan's parents were the ones he was transformed into.

He was not a person who polished his words, so he said directly, "Don't you hate me?"

Wei Huan didn't expect him to say that directly. He paused and then said, "You did nothing wrong. Why should I hate you? I have killed all my enemies with my own hands."

After saying that, he winked at Yun Yongzhou. Yun Yongzhou glanced at him, then walked to Qinghe and said, "I have something to tell you." Then he took Qinghe out.

Xie Tianfa watched the door close, and his eyes fell on Wei Huan's face. Wei Huan looked directly at him and said calmly, "I understand your feelings. Simply saying it's not your fault will not alleviate your guilt.

.I have also experienced this kind of thing. In this way, I will tell you in another way."

"If you and Qinghe hadn't been swapped back then, and you had escaped and lived quietly, Qinghe was hunted down, and finally transformed into a demon puppet who had no freedom and only knew how to kill people. You spent more than ten years to get him back,

Awaken his mind." Wei Huan's tone was conclusive, as if he was actually telling a true story, "But he still feels that he is burdened with these blood debts. No matter what you do or say, he can't give you any response.

, in the end, he chose to leave you and even chose to end his own life."

Wei Huan looked into Xie Tianfa's eyes, "What should you do?"

Xie Tianfa lowered his eyes and felt a pain in his chest.

"What you can't accept, Qinghe can't accept either." Wei Huan put his hand on his shoulder, "So whether it's for yourself or Qinghe, just try again and reconcile with yourself."

When they left, Xie Tianfa could clearly feel that Qinghe was a little reluctant, which was different from sending others away. He would stand at the door for a while and talk to them from a distance. After a while, Qinghe returned.

He went to the bedside and complained while packing up, "This guy really brings so much and doesn't care whether others can finish it..."

"He is a very good person." Xie Tianfa suddenly spoke. Qinghe paused for a moment, and then continued, "He is indeed a very good person. He treats everyone with his heart and soul, and he is a complete optimist. He is obviously miserable as well.

." He walked over to Xie Tianfa and sat down, grabbing his hand, "In order to awaken you, he gave up his parents' demonic hearts and allowed their demonic souls to be completely destroyed."

Xie Tianfa felt very sad in his heart. He could not relate such misery to the guy with a bright smile just now.

But even for the demon souls of his parents, it seemed that he shouldn't give up so simply.

"Can you cook now?"

"What?" Hearing Xie Tianfa ask this, Qinghe was a little surprised, "Do, cook?"

The corners of Xie Tianfa's lips raised into a faint smile, "I suddenly felt a little hungry."

Half an hour later.

"Ah..." Qinghe looked blankly at the egg bowl in front of him. This was already the fourth egg that he had put the eggshell into.

Xie Tianfa watched from the side and couldn't help laughing, but he quickly suppressed the smile on his face, took Qinghe's hand and took it to the faucet to wash it off, "I'll do it."

"There are two left, I will definitely play well."

Xie Tianfa wiped his hands dry, "I'm kidding you, how could I let you cook?" He easily cracked the last two surviving eggs into the bowl with one hand. Qinghe heard him use the word "willingness"

, my heart felt itchy, and I didn’t know where to put my hands.

"I-then I'll boil water and cook noodles for you!"

Just as he was about to pick up the pot, Xie Tianfa grabbed his wrist.

"Here, you stir it up." Xie Tianfa pushed the bowl with eggs in front of him and did other things quickly. He found all the ingredients he could find and tried to cook a delicious meal for Qinghe.

The sound of beating eggs sounded very pleasant, and Qinghe felt as if he was in a dream. He could actually get along with Xie Tianfa like this, like a couple...

"I thought you learned how to cook." Xie Tianfa's tone was gentle, and he would look up at him and smile at him when he spoke.

Qinghe was a little embarrassed, "I... sometimes I'm busy writing code, so I just eat some fast food."

Xie Tianfa cut the artificial kelp into thin strips and put it into the soup. He put the lid on the pot, washed his hands and dried them before touching Qinghe's head. "I won't eat those things in the future."

"Well..." Qing He could hardly lift his head. The soup was simmering in the pot, and the hot steam couldn't be covered by the lid. It seemed to be rushing straight into his face. Xie Tianfa held his hand and looked at this

The once noble young master had grown up through so much hardship and felt a little distressed, so he subconsciously pulled him up and kissed the back of his hand.

He didn't even realize this action, so both of them were a little embarrassed when they reacted.

Qinghe raised his head and stared at him, his eyes full of surprise.

Xie Tianfa's face was also a little hot, and his palms were sweating, "Sorry..."

"It's okay." Qinghe replied quickly.

He felt like he could hardly breathe.

"If it's okay," Xie Tianfa couldn't help but ask, "Can I kiss you again?"

Qinghe's heart was beating wildly, but she still said in a low voice, "If you want to kiss me, just kiss me. Don't ask me."

"Okay." Tianfa lowered his head and kissed his black blindfold.

This kiss made Qinghe a little sad. He choked and said, "Don't be curious, there are demon marks here, it's ugly." After saying that, he took off his blindfold, as if he wanted to prove his point. But

Xie Tianfa still lowered his head and pressed a gentle kiss.

"It's beautiful." He held Qing He's face and gently rubbed his cheek with his thumb.

"My Qinghe is the most beautiful."

It seemed like he had been waiting for this kind of tenderness for a lifetime, and Qinghe's eyes were sore. But he suddenly remembered something and grabbed Xie Tianfa's hand, "You don't want to run, do you?"

Xie Tianfa was confused and didn't understand what Qinghe was saying, "Run? Are you..."

"You, otherwise why did you suddenly want to eat, and you cooked these meals for me, and you were so kind and kissed me," Qinghe's speech became faster, "I saw many people saying that if a person

People who are depressed suddenly have a big change in attitude. Eighty percent of the time, they want to leave or commit suicide..." As he spoke, his eyes suddenly widened, "You! You don't want to commit suicide! I, I...

…”

Xie Tianfa was stunned when he heard him talking so loudly. The two of them looked at each other.

However, he was defeated first and couldn't help laughing.

"What are you thinking about, my little master?"

He held Qinghe in his arms and touched his back.

"I'm not running away or committing suicide, I just want to try to get back on my feet."

Qinghe was still panting and looked like a small animal in his arms.

"No one would commit suicide after being confessed by their crush, little fool."

He put one hand into his pocket and groped for a while, took out something and stuffed it into Qinghe's hand.

Qinghe raised his arm, it was a grasshopper.

"I will never leave you."