An Unscientific Mechanic

Well, this book is here for the time being.

The ending was decided on the first day of writing the book, but at that time I didn't know what the final chapter of EVA would look like.

At that time, when I was writing a novel, on the one hand, I had no books to read, and on the other hand, I felt a little depressed and manic because of the great mental pressure.

At that time, in September 2019, life was only subway-reading novels-eating-work-eating-reading novels-work-eating-work-subway-reading novels-playing StarCraft-reading novels-sleeping infinite loop. I get up at 8 o'clock every day and get home at 12 o'clock. My mind is frozen, and my whole person has a tendency to transform into a diode.

Then, I don’t know which tendon cramped. On October 1st, I was at home on the National Day. I spent a day thinking about it. On October 2nd, I wrote the outline. On October 3rd, I wrote the first 2,000 words all morning. Posted at 2:30pm.

There are actually five favorites!

At that time, I suddenly felt that the whole person came alive.

It's the feeling of really feeling like you're alive instead of just living like that and waiting to die. Every day has a rush.

Then it was put on the shelves in a daze, and I didn't even have the nerve to write a testimonial at the time...

The average subscription has slowly risen from 150 in November to the current 695, although it is still going to die.

Then comes the content, the earliest version of the outline is Gundam 00-Star Wars-Gundam UC-StarCraft-MUV-Yamato-EVA and then it ends.

However, due to work reasons, the train of thought is often interrupted, or emotions cannot be substituted into the previously written content due to various reasons. In addition, this book... has never had more than two chapters saved. Every day, write 500 in the morning subway, 500 in the evening subway, and write the rest when you go home. Not even proofreading.

Occasionally, I would sit in front of the computer, forcefully type with my eyes closed, and what I typed would be horrible.

As a result, the outline is basically abolished in the later stage.

Coupled with the huge problem of grasping the rhythm caused by writing the book for the first time, this book has actually collapsed in a sense...

But anyway, I finished writing what I wanted to write the most.

Hmm... that's the three parts of EVA, Macross, and Gundam.

Although it's a bit painful... But in fact, the role of Asuka is really my spiritual pillar from junior high school to university...

Macross and Gundam are my favorites to pass the time.

I watched it over and over again, just because it looks so good.

In fact, in the end, this book was originally going to write a synthesis of beautiful comics, and then the next door world is the hometown of the protagonist.

But after watching MCU several times over and over, I found that these films are too empty. Only the scene is good-looking, but the spiritual core is really impossible to extract.

And very petty.

In the end, I returned to the Japanese manga in the early years to find a breakthrough in the ending.

Then the final chapter of EVA was released, on March 8th, spoilers.

I was numb, I really felt a chest pain after going to work during the day and watching the spoiler, and couldn’t sleep at night, desperately checking Weibo, Tieba and Q groups to read related news. If it wasn't for my girlfriend sleeping next to me, I would really be able to cover myself in the quilt and cry.

Then began the conception of the book's ending.

"If you don't give me a happy ending, I will write it myself!" Probably this kind of mentality.

Although looking at it later, the sugar in the final chapter of EVA is actually a bit sweet and greasy...

In fact, I can write more and more, but I always feel that it is unnecessary.

Because I want to write more content, basically I can only write about a single person, and most of the team activities. But it's the same as the new book. At the same time, it also contradicts the basic idea of ​​this book's armed intervention with large organizations.

So, at this point in time, I finished this book and concentrated on thinking about the new book.

It happened to be the goal when I wrote it back then, "I will write until the end of EVA".

Time is fate... 233333333333333

In short, thank you readers, grandpa, for your love to see here. Thank you.

Big Bear is not Nobita

On March 31, 2021

Destined reader, grandpa, take a look at my new book by the way...

"The 21st Century of Gangsters"

It can be viewed as an infinite stream, or as a collection of short stories.