Annihilation of the solar system

"As for you, Lin Jie, you usually don't like to talk. Why did you come to participate in the volunteer recruitment?" Ye Wanqing said as she put down the wine bottle.

Li Linjie was startled. Although he was ready to tell his secret to these two friends, he didn't know where to start when the words came to his mouth. Ye Wanqing seemed to read his thoughts and raised the wine bottle to touch it:

"There's nothing wrong with Lin Jie. We have gone through such arduous training together. We may fight in the same trenches again in the future. Tell us about it. You can feel at ease after saying many things."

Li Linjie nodded, picked up the wine bottle and took a long sip. The refreshing beer made his stomach feel full, and the slight dizziness made him finally decide to speak:

"My family comes from a rural area. My parents died young and I stayed with my uncle and aunt. I also have a younger sister who just went to college. When I was in college, I had a girlfriend named Xiaomeng. She was very beautiful, but her family background

Not good.

After we graduated, we stayed in the city and worked hard together, hoping to take root in the city. Although life was tight when we first graduated, we were still happy.

At that time, I felt that my wealth of knowledge would be of great use, but I was too ambitious and short-handed in doing things. As a result, the economy not only did not improve in two or three years, but became more and more difficult. At that time, many classmates who graduated together had already mortgaged their own houses, so we still stayed together.

Live in a rental house.”

Li Linjie said this with a self-deprecating expression on his face, and he took another sip of wine. He took out a small photo from the inner pocket of his jacket and handed it to Ye Wanqing. Ke Guohao quickly leaned his head over to look at it.

"Xiao Meng is really beautiful! She has a perfect figure and face! She is still without makeup." Ye Wanqing admired while holding the photo.

"No wonder you keep calling her name in your dreams, you can do it." Ke Guohao also said.

Li Linjie shook his head and smiled bitterly:

"One night, Xiaomeng suddenly had unbearable abdominal pain and developed a fever. I rushed her to the hospital. The result of the examination was acute appendicitis, which required immediate surgery.

At that time, Xiaomeng was still working part-time as a graphic model in order to support her family and the losses due to my failure in starting a business. She also liked that job very much.

The doctor said that ordinary surgery would leave an obvious scar on the side of the lower abdomen. There is a new type of minimally invasive surgery that can leave almost no scars, but the cost will be much higher. In our economic situation at that time, even ordinary surgeries were not enough.

The cost is prohibitive, let alone the cost of minimally invasive surgery.

I looked at Xiao Meng who was dying of pain in the hospital bed and had mixed emotions. I told Xiao Meng exactly what the doctor said. She didn’t speak after listening, but silently buried her pale face into the pillow and shed tears.

..."

At this point, Li Linjie's eyes were already shining with tears, and the scene of that night appeared before his eyes again, making him feel like a knife.

"What happened next?" Ye Wanqing asked cautiously.

Li Linjie took a deep breath and adjusted his mood:

"I know that if that scar is left on her body, it means that she can no longer do her job as a graphic model. And her proud appearance will also have flaws, and all of this is because of me.

That night I called all the numbers in my phone’s address book and contacted all the friends and colleagues I knew. However, because I had incurred debt when I started my business, no matter how hard I begged, I couldn’t raise enough money for minimally invasive surgery.

Money. The next morning I planned to pay the money I had collected first and let the hospital do the surgery first.

But when I went to pay the fee with a stack of money I scraped together, I was told that Xiaomeng's surgery fee had been paid in full and the surgery had been completed while I was out.

I hurried to the ward and saw Xiao Meng who had just woken up from anesthesia while being given an intravenous drip. I asked her what was going on. She just said lightly, 'I borrowed money from a friend I made while working as a model.'

"

"That's not the money her friend lent him, is it?" Ke Guohao asked in a low voice. Ye Wanqing on the side glared at him fiercely. Li Linjie took a deep breath and nodded with his eyes closed:

"After that incident, although we paid back the money as soon as possible, I felt guilty and never dared to ask her who lent her the money so quickly. It was just Xiao Meng's attitude towards me that started

Gradually there were changes.

Finally, on a night of heavy rain, my colleagues and I ran home like a drowned rat after dinner. I originally expected Xiaomeng to quickly find me some clothes and take a hot bath.

What I didn't expect was that when I opened the door, I found Xiao Meng packing her suitcase, and almost all her belongings in the house were gone. With tears in her eyes, she broke up with me.

I begged hard, but she seemed to have made up her mind. Finally she said, "I don't want this, I want to see this beautiful world. Is this wrong?" This sentence completely defeated me.

I was like a wild ghost who had lost his soul. I lay paralyzed and couldn't move. I could only watch her leave me like an angel. When I came back to my senses and chased her desperately into the heavy rain, all I saw was a pair gradually disappearing.

Car taillights in the rain curtain."

At this point, Li Linjie's eyes were already filled with tears. The harsh training for the past six months still could not erase the scars in his heart that were still full of blood. Ye Wanqing sighed and said sadly:

"As long as we are a little concerned, we won't want to stay here forever."

After saying that, the three of them clinked glasses and drank the contents of the wine bottle in one gulp.