Apocalyptic Dark Age

All the past flashed through his mind, but there was nothing worth staying on, whether it was the moment he became a protector, the moment he killed the terrifying god of death, or the calmness at the time of despair, except for the shadow of Kaiyue in his heart. After staying a little longer, he discovered that he had no particular goal in this era.

He once thought about retrieving his past memories and digging out the reason why he came to this world, but after learning about several ground wars and the life of underground people, his thoughts faded away. No matter how hard he tried, he could not return to the world where he lived hundreds of years ago. Years ago, it no longer mattered how the war ended hundreds of years ago. Even if he found out the truth, the world would not be able to return to the past.

He once thought about leaving the wilderness and seeing the outside world, but he found that the outside world was just a bigger wilderness. Killing and inequality were everywhere. The lives of Gallo and civilians were always two circles, and he It is also impossible to wear hair gel all day long and dress yourself up as a woman to cater to the so-called Garo world.

He once thought about finding Kaiyue and the two of them being together happily, but after such a long time passed, he began to ask himself, is he really so important in Kaiyue's heart? She is Hengduan's daughter, what kind of man can't be found? Was the previous encounter with him a girl's unintentional prank? If not, then why did Kai Yue issue sea arrest documents all over the world without leaving him any room for explanation?

The more I think about it, the colder my heart becomes. Gao Feng is not a saint, a philosopher, or a wise man who sees everything. He is a warrior who has knowledge but is tired of war in his heart. He has never thought about the peace and stability of the country and the world. He only wants to care about the things he cares about. effort.

"Crack..." A crisp sound made Gao Feng stop. He looked down and saw a bone sculpture broken in half on his toes.

The bone carving is in the shape of a sand wolf. The carving is not refined, but has an abstract and rough style. The hand of the carver was very strong, and many places are of different shades. It is not a professional technique. With a little observation, you can see the traces of killing. It's like a martial artist's sword practice.

But the carver was very careful and used imperfect techniques as much as possible to make the bone carving look perfect. Although it is not as natural as a whole, it is more vivid, making people unable to help but be attracted and discover the story behind the bone carving. Gao Feng Looking at the half-remaining bone sculpture, I found that it was a pendant, a decoration hanging around the neck, but it was very small and definitely not heavy.

He instantly understood the meaning behind this bone carving. It was a peace charm carved by a father for his child. Sand wolves have a bad reputation in the wilderness, but they are the easiest species to survive. They eat meat and rotting corpses. Hungry Sometimes, they will also eat weeds that only livestock eat.

The father's wish was not to let his child become a ferocious beast, but to live carefully like a humble sand wolf. As long as he could live, he felt at ease, so he used the hand of killing people with a knife to carve a piece for his child. The purpose is to hope that children will not have to kill like themselves.

Thinking of this, Gao Feng's heart was touched. No matter how crazy this era is, there is still humanity and family affection. No matter how cruel the father is, he still hopes that his children can live a safe life. A killing knife may not only be used for killing, but also It can carve children's beloved treasures, and murderous hands can also be used to create beautiful things.

Gao Feng couldn't help but raise his hands and look at the lines on the rough palms. He seemed to be able to smell the strong smell of blood in his palms. He couldn't help but tighten his hands and squeeze the joints, feeling the strength of his hands. The trigger, or the world being chopped off with a knife, countless people died in his hands, but these did not make him feel happy.

From the bottom of his heart, he is not a person who likes killing. Except for perverts, no one likes to see sticky and unpleasant blood, broken bones, bloody muscles and internal organs flowing on the ground all day long, let alone Those eyes that never rest in peace because of their love for life.

The education Gao Feng received in his previous life was to kill the enemy to protect himself, so he was cold-blooded and regarded killing as an ordinary job. But when he met the angel-like girl, Feier, he began to question himself in his heart. This kind of questioning also Legacy from past lives to this era.

He couldn't figure this out in the past, because if he didn't kill someone, others would kill him. It seemed like an endless cycle, and he couldn't escape this curse-like fate. But when he saw the bone sculpture, he suddenly understood, No one likes killing. They also have their most precious things to protect, and they also have their own goals and wishes. It's just that the environment forces them to do this.

Thinking of this, I once again recalled the conversation in Beilong Canyon. The second elder with small eyes had awe and yearning for civilization, but after talking about civilization, he killed innocent people who were already lonely and desolate. It all seemed like a conspiracy. A comedy that satirizes his heart.

A sudden loud noise came from the direction of the wall. It was too far away to hear clearly, but Gao Feng knew what happened. Because of his request, Yan Bino made the decision to evacuate to the deserted people living here. A tribe without a protector is a sad tribe. This is their last refuge. Once they are driven out, they will face a thousand times more difficulties than if they lose their protector.

A woman's cry was vaguely heard, and Gao Feng's heart twitched, but he did not look back. The desert people were indeed innocent, but who asked them to leave their homes and actively invade the western wilderness. No one could explain the cause and effect, and he could only But I want to get back what belongs to me.

Walking forward dully, Gao Feng came to the square. The blood stains on the square had been cleaned. Only the pillar where Da Zhao died was still there. Seeing this pillar, Gao Feng thought of Da Zhao's body. Da Zhao was only smaller than Da Zhao. He was one year older and was still a high school student in his previous life, but in this era, he fought openly and secretly for the position of leader and the peak, and finally had to embark on a path of no return. All of this was caused by the barbaric era.

Sitting blankly under the pillar where Big Claw was dead, the peak looked up at the fiery red clouds. The previously silent tribe resumed its hustle and bustle. Countless people were busy preparing to leave, but no one dared to come to the square. They all knew that, Here is a Xianfeng Jialuo who kills people like a fool.

Gao Feng seemed to be unable to hear the noise. He leaned on this pillar that had experienced many years of wind and rain, thinking about his past two lives.

"Everyone is destined to die as soon as he is born. There is no permanence in the world, and all eternity is just an instant! People will eventually die and have nothing, so there is no need to be overly attached to things outside the body: life, money... Once the body is destroyed, everything will be lost! When human beings come The world is nothing more than experience, experience this big world, the innocence and simplicity of childhood, the beauty and helplessness of the flower season, the beauty of lovers’ embrace, the worries of being a parent and the joy of children’s growth, the happiness of a family full of children and grandchildren in old age , there is nothing better than experience in life!

This sentence suddenly came to mind. He saw this sentence in the library in his previous life, which made him feel something. At that time, Fei'er was still laughing at him for having the understanding to be a monk. But now, recalling this sentence again, Gao Feng felt good. No matter whether you have a bunch of lovely wives, thousands of mansions, or unparalleled wealth and overwhelming power, when you reach the end of your life, you will turn into a handful of bones. Everything is an experience, happiness, joy, excitement, fear. , worry, irritability, sadness, pain, and the occasional touch of the soul are all experiences of life, an experience, and an existence living in the present.

"Today, when I have nothing to do, is the tomorrow that the dying of yesterday longed for but could not have..."

This is another famous saying that Mayfair said to encourage him. When his mind was empty, many things that had long been forgotten appeared in his mind inadvertently, and aroused a deeper understanding in his heart. Every famous saying and his The experiences were entangled with each other, and finally merged together and turned into chaos. Chaos rotated, infinitely compressed, and finally exploded suddenly, making him suddenly understand a lot of things and understand a lot of truths.

These things have always been in his heart, but he was blinded by the various information he received on a daily basis, just like bright glass covered with dust. In the end, he forgot the transparent texture of the glass itself, and only thought that the dusty thing was the reality of the glass. face.

Feeling these throbbings from the bottom of his heart, Gao Feng suddenly felt something coming out of his eyes, giving him a sense of enlightenment, but this feeling was the most elusive. He didn't know how to describe or understand it. His insights, perceptions of life, and understanding of everything in the world may soon be buried in the complicated information, but at this moment, he was truly moved.

"Sir, we are ready. You have taken back your own place. Do you need us to clean it up before leaving?"

Yan Bino's gray hair appeared in Feng Feng's eyes again. After listening to his respectful report, Feng Feng slowly stood up and turned to look at the entire tribe. Countless men and women were standing in a row on both sides of the street carrying their property. After opening, all the streets were filled with crowds. They looked at Fengfeng together. Countless eyes were focused on the square and Fengfeng.

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