As a Mecha, I Can Evolve Unlimitedly

"Well, what you said makes sense, but you can understand all my troubles and difficulties." Yu Xiao knew that Bai Ying came to seek comfort and enlightenment.

"Are you saying that you also experience similar stress as humans?"

"Of course, for example, if we defeat the giant beast Leviathan and close the last wormhole, and the mastermind behind the monster no longer pays attention to this planet, then will we usher in peace?"

"That goes without saying." Although Bai Ying knew that the probability that the two of them would survive after defeating the giant beast Leviathan was not very high, this was just a hypothesis, so she readily accepted it.

"Look, you are still a girl. Although your peers should all be in college at this stage, you are a little later than them, but you have a legendary life as a pilot. So you can gain a lot of recognition with this experience. and fame and fortune, then you can live any life you want, continue to complete your studies, or find an olive branch offered by others to work, or write down your experiences and turn them into stories. You have many choices. .”

"Sounds good?" Bai Ying's thoughts were gradually led by Yu Xiao to the future instead of the present.

What could be more attractive to young souls than a colorful world, especially when Shiro could have such a high starting point.

"But I am different. Without monsters, I will lose my job. I may be dragged around for exhibitions, or I may be captured by Omega to continue doing research. Of course, if they haven't done it after the war, If I am disbanded." Yu Xiao continued, "But no matter which direction I choose, it is not what I like. Maybe I can still make some contributions to the scientific cause of mankind, but that is equivalent to you. I get no joy or reward from mining this mine."

"That's right, you don't need to live in a house, eat or drink, or find a girlfriend... What can humans give you in return?" Bai Ying's curiosity was now extremely swollen.

"This is my pressure and worry. I am not a human being. I have no similar kind. Guys with the same size as me are either artificial mechas or extremely ugly monsters. If there is no battle, then I have lost the meaning of existence. "

"Meaning..." Bai Ying chewed these two words repeatedly, and she seemed to understand what Yu Xiao wanted to express.

"Yes, it means. Speaking of which, I haven't told you about how I was born, right?" Yu Xiao knew that his enlightenment was effective.

When a person finds that someone who is worse off than himself is next to him, his troubles will often be relieved by half in an instant.

"At first, I thought you evolved from artificial intelligence, but now that you have become like this, I'm afraid it's not that simple."

"You're right, there are some secrets that I can't tell you, but I can tell you some things that won't affect my life or death."

"Hey, I thought the two of us had reached the point where we were comparing ourselves to each other." Bai Ying was obviously dissatisfied.

"It doesn't mean that I will never tell you, but the time hasn't come yet."

"Okay, okay, then tell me what you can."

"I also have a hometown."

"..." Bai Ying didn't expect that Yu Xiao would throw out such a shocking fact as soon as she entered the topic, so that she was stunned for dozens of seconds before she realized the meaning of Yu Xiao's words.

"You, are you an alien life too?" Bai Ying suddenly felt cold all over.

"I feel that the word alien life is not enough to describe my situation, but I do not belong to this planet, but my hometown is very similar to your civilization, so I do not reject everything here."

"It's hard to imagine that there is a planet full of life forms like you, and the form of civilization is similar to that of humans..." Bai Ying's first reaction was that the planet Yu Xiao was on must be at least larger than this one.

"Don't treat me like a giant. In my hometown, I am just an ordinary person like you, so I am equivalent to a small member of your human society there. I also have to pay for daily necessities and discuss marriage. Things like getting married.”

"...So you have no desires or needs on this planet, and you don't even have needs like food, water, and sleep, right?" Bai Ying's eyes narrowed into a line, as if he was trying to imagine what Yu Xiao described. Scenes.

"It can be understood that way. Maybe it's acclimatization." Yu Xiao could only describe it this way.

"Then how did you view those problems before coming here?" Bai Ying realized that Yu Xiao might have the same pressure as him. Although it might not have anything to do with life or death, it was still closely related to controlling destiny.

"The world will not change according to one person's wishes. All we can do is block it with soldiers and cover it with water."

Bai Ying said nothing, because she had heard many similar remarks, but in fact, who didn't do this? Whether escaping or facing, everyone is just a puppet of fate.

She thought Xing Tian would give some better advice.

"You feel disappointed, right?" But Yu Xiao hadn't finished her words yet, "But the world is pushed along by people like us who are as small as ants, just like a Möbius strip. As a group, we have created The destiny of the world has been determined, but at the same time it is pushed forward by the destiny of joint creation. There is no point in fighting over who is in front and who is behind.”

"The vast majority of people, even if they are really allowed to freely control twenty-four hours a day, they will not be able to control their own destiny as you think. Some dreams are just soap bubbles that can really be touched with your hands. Only then will you realize that you only saw the good side.

"Although most of our time is taken up by things we don't like, there are always people who can live happier and more accomplished than others. Some of them are what I call the minority. They are obsessed with their dreams. There is a clear understanding of life and a level of self-discipline that can be called terrifying.

"But there are still some people who are also very happy. Maybe their dreams will not bring them success and fame, and they may not be self-disciplined enough to violate their biological instincts. But they still have not forgotten their goals and devoted all their love to them. Get to this point and get a sense of accomplishment and happiness from it.

"This matter can be a trivial matter, or a major matter that can change the times. Most people may not be able to see the scenery of the end in their lifetime, but their love and dedication are real, which is enough for them to keep running. Gain satisfaction in the process.

"Understand, your pain does not come from the separation between reality and ideal, but from the fact that you have not found the ideal, because everyone who has found the ideal will admit this separation and will not regard them as a kind of pain. "

Bai Ying fell into deep thought for a long time. She tried to put her own life and experiences into what Yu Xiao said.

"Think about it."