As Yesterday

Chapter 17:

He Yu and Lian Xiaoli went to Sifan, the door was open, but they went in and shouted for a few times and no one was seen.

"Sister Sijun may be out."

He Yu burped, panicked after eating too much, then took a piece of gum from his pocket and stuffed it into his mouth.

He also handed one to Lian Xiaoli.

"Then come again next time."

Lian Xiaoli said.

He Yu walked down the road carrying a schoolbag on one shoulder.

There are no people on the road at this point. Although the shop is open in the outer street, the busiest time is the time after dinner.

She accompanied Lian Xiaoli to her clothes shop, and found that Lian Xiaoli’s mother was still ordering goods, and her father was also there. The two looked very busy. When they saw Lian Xiaoli, she said, "Why are you here? Didn’t bring the key?"

He Yu was a little sour. He felt that Lian Xiaoli's mother and aunt looked gentle and considerate. Unlike her mother Hong Lanwen, who had a loud voice, it was a pity that she didn't have the slightest momentum of Hedong Lion's roar, but she wanted to pale her daughter's hair instead.

"Bring it, accompany He Yu to find Si Fan's sister."

Lian Weisu let out a cry. She glanced at He Yu, who was looking around. The little girl was tall, with her long hair tied into a tall ponytail. She looked at the spirit with thick eyebrows and big eyes, and found that Lian Weisu’s eyes were still rushing. She smiled and said, "Auntie, are you busy?"

"Yeah, don't you order goods? You came back so late today, where did you go?"

He Yu scratched his head, "I went to have a barbecue."

Lian Weisu shook his head, "You should eat less."

He Yu said several times, and Lian Xiaoli said a few words and then returned. On the way, He Yu pondered the way Lian Weisu looked at her, always feeling that this aunt didn't want to see her.

I can't tell what's wrong, it's just a very subtle feeling.

She has always been outspoken, "Does your mother look at me upset?"

Lian Xiaoli was asked this question. She was a little embarrassed and her eyes fluttered. As a result, He Yu held her face, and she was a face pretending to be angry: "No escape."

He Yu’s hands are actually not hot, but I don’t know why Lian Xiaoli’s entire face burned up. He may have thought about more things, causing a little physical contact to flood up like a wild grass wasteland, and let her easily. The temperature on his face rose again and again.

She knew that it was wrong to think that way, and that that kind of memory was her disgrace, but once something was opened, she couldn't press it back.

She lowered her eyes and said softly, "No, Mom said you are skinny."

He Yu also felt Lian Xiaoli's warming up, and he touched him as he turned his hand to caress, and said, "Why is your face so hot."

Just when she was walking under the street light, she saw Lian Xiaoli's flushing face, "Hey, what are you blushing?"

Lian Xiaoli glared at her, not fierce at all, on the contrary, it was a little bit irritable. He Yu yelled, "I'm not so you, oh, you can't do it like this, you will be bullied if you are too thin, just like Liu Ci ."

Liu's words can always be involved in her speech.

Lian Xiaoli felt that there was still the temperature that He Yu stayed on on her face. Her eyelashes quivered, and under the faint light of the street lamp, it was like a butterfly shaking its wings, reflecting the charm of this age. "Can you touch me next time? Say hello."

He Yu thought this was a bit weird, "How did I touch you, do you mind touching your face?"

She is a natural acquaintance, and there is nothing wrong with the closeness of many girls, such as pushing each other with Shao Qian at school, and occasionally braiding each other, or pulling each other’s hair out of the collar of her dress. , All under the protection of gender reasons, same-sex measures can be easily implemented.

But it is different for some people, Lian Xiaoli is one.

When she knew that there could be more things for the same sex, she was destroyed and reopened. In such a night breeze, some kind of desire swallowed her with a sparkling prairie, chewing gum in her mouth until it lost its taste. , She spit on the wrapping paper and threw it in the trash can on the side.

He Yu smashed her mouth, with no taste. She watched Lian Xiaoli's series of actions and heard her say: "He Yu, I have something to tell you."

He Yu exclaimed, "It's not a big matter just talk about it. How about asking me for help? But I won't give you any advice if you want to fall in love with Meng Tao."

She likes to shake her head and shake her head when she talks, and she always feels unreliable. When she looks at people, her eyes are like torches. On the contrary, the people being looked at feel that she is stared at and she is unique.

Lian Xiaoli wanted to get this kind of attention, the way He Yu looked at Liu's poems.

It seems that Liu Ci is her only, the difference that is treated differently.

"That's not it."

Lian Xiaoli lifted the shoulder strap of the schoolbag up, and the changed school uniform outlined the lines of her girl, which looked more like a girl than He Yu next to her.

"Aren't you curious about my previous school?"

He Yu said, "I know, didn't you say that it is a girls' school."

"I'm not kidding today."

Lian Xiaoli said so.

He Yu: "What do I listen to..."

Her words got stuck in her throat, she should have remembered her words, and she said, "Really or not."

Shocked and curious, he leaned forward, "So you had a girlfriend at school?"

Homosexuality is a taboo topic, but it doesn't mean that many people don't know it.

He Yu had already noticed some cryptic emotions in the comics, and he hadn't discussed it with Liu Ci, but usually there was no following, because Liu Ci pouted and seemed to be angry.

She can't tell.

It's not that my peers have never seen such signs, but everyone knows it is fun.

How can you put it clearly in the future life is so long?

"No."

He Yu said, "Then do you like girls by nature?"

They continued to walk forward. Under the street lamp, the criss-crossing wires cast on the ground and turned into slender shadows, occasionally barking and empty. The child of whose family is still not sleeping, the parents scolded a few words, whose TV was turned on too loud, the sound of the hit drama came out, it was the background music for the male and female protagonists to say goodbye affectionately.

Lian Xiaoli felt that she was stepping on the tightrope, she was betting.

The days before, she lived in a muddle-headed and lonely way. Some people might never have friends for the rest of their lives, and grew up in isolation and invisible discrimination all their lives.

If you grow too tall, you will be discriminated against. If you are too short, you will be discriminated against.

There are also mediocre appearances. They will not be targeted because they are too prominent, just like the apple that a snake looks at is certainly not the most common one.

She existed as a glamorous apple in the invisible discrimination, was stared at by the poisonous snake, eroded from the inside out, and she was also infected with toxins.

It's too lonely as written.

Being fermented by jealousy and desire, he evolves again and again and becomes a bit vicious possessiveness.

"I have no idea."

She lowered her head, and the hand holding the shoulder strap of the schoolbag seemed to use a lot of strength. He Yu looked at her and looked at the top of her hair. It was not Liu Ci's two special hair spins, the edges were fluffy under the light. His little head is still a little trembling.

"Sigh, don't talk about it if you're sad," He Yu could feel the low pressure. She thought Lian Xiaoli had been injured in the past.

"I want to speak."

Lian Xiaoli raised his eyes, his eyes glistening, almost stunned He Yu, who was still smiling while hippie.

He Yu bowed his head angrily, "I think you are sad."

Lian Xiaoli has long known that He Yu has an amazing acumen in getting along with people, but this is an intuition.

Reflecting the other side of the slowness, such as Liu Ci's attitude towards her.

"So you want to listen?"

Lian Xiaoli stopped. She raised her eyes to look at He Yu. He Yu's schoolbag hung on her arms, looking light and fluttering.

This person is just pretending, and going back is basically reading comics and drawing villains.

He Yu smiled, "You are willing to tell me that I want to listen."

Lian Xiaoli shook his head, "This is a secret, I will only tell you."

Some girls are like this, a little bit of hidden mind is like a net woven with silk, surrendering the target tightly.

The word "only" brought the distance easily.

He Yu wowed, "Then am I eligible?"

She is actually quite happy, and being admitted is a happy thing.

Lian Xiaoli stretched out her hand and took her arm, as if two were snuggling together, she stood on tiptoe and said a word in He Yu's ear.

It took a long time for He Yu to react, "That..."

She also couldn't speak, because that sentence was so shocking, she could hardly connect with Lian Xiaoli: "Is that teacher... also female?"

In an instant she almost became Shen Yougan.

Lian Xiaoli nodded.

There was no expression on her face, she held He Yu's arm with a sense of leaning over. She knew that He Yu would not refuse at this time, and she still rubbed it.

"This is too..."

"Your mother also knows?"

Lian Xiaoli nodded: "I know."

He Yu didn't know what to say.

Her understanding of the word **** still remained at the simple gender difference. She hadn't thought about it at all between the same sex, let alone women.

Lian Xiaoli looks very quiet, her beauty is undoubtedly, but it is also easy to attract the jealousy of her peers.

The jealousy of peers is too difficult for He Yu to understand, because she is quite likable. She has the temperament of a boy and the squeamishness of a girl. It becomes sassy when mixed together, and the people are also straightforward. Everyone Be nice to her.

Because she is beautiful and jealous and no one takes care of things too far away from her, she also feels that she has nothing to do with beauty.

"Ah...Don't, don't be sad, anyway, I don't go to girls' school anyway, and the teachers are not all like this. Look at our sister-in-law Ban, a pungent aunt with a knife-mouthed tofu heart, and I will be called in 10 minutes after a class. I am back."

The comfort she said didn't even reach the point, she still stammered, and her mind went blank.

Fortunately, Lian Xiaoli didn't need her to comfort him either. Several months passed and she could not forget, but it was not the initial collapse.

I don't want to die.

Because she found the kind of salvation she wanted.

She wants to graft the flowers that others have carefully cultivated.

"He Yu."

She took He Yu's hand.

He Yu hummed dryly, Lian Xiaoli suddenly felt that He Yu was so cute, stretched out his hand to hug He Yu's waist, and sniffed He Yu's taste.

She washes He Yu's school uniform by herself. Adding two spoonfuls of washing powder each time causes the smell to be smoked. Shao Qian also said that she sprayed perfume.

"Whose perfume smells like saponin, then what kind of perfume do you buy?"

He Yu responded like this.

Non-pungent daisy smell.

He Yu was a little at a loss. Fortunately, her hand was hanging, otherwise she really didn't know where to put it.

"Oh, don’t be sad, although I’m not good at saying this, it’s over. You like women. It’s a big deal. I’ll show you what is suitable later, the female version of Meng Tao? It’s a bit difficult, I don’t know you. What kind of..."

She seems to like matchmaking very much.

"Are you like this?"

Lian Xiaoli's voice was a little dull, and He Yu said, "Don't be kidding me, rabbits don't eat grass beside their nests."

"you caught me."

Lian Xiaoli's voice was smiling, "Do you think I'm sick?"

He Yu hey, "Don't talk nonsense, is there any high or low in this kind of thing?"

She was smiling again.

Lian Xiaoli let go and said, "This is a secret."

He Yu nodded, "I'm tight-lipped."

"Don't talk to Liu Ci."

He Yu: "I know."

She wanted to say something more, but Lian Xiaoli suddenly stood on tiptoe and kissed her.