As Yesterday

Liu Ci is a crying person, but since childhood, He Yu may have cried more than her.

Seeing He Yu is like a boy, she has never felt that it is a shame to cry. It is well reflected in her that she laughs when she is open and sorrowful.

She cried because of falling pain. She was beaten and cried by her mother after failing the exam. The fried pork with chili was too spicy, and she cried too.

When Liu Ci looked at the Red Mansion when he was young, he remembered that the girl was made of water. He turned his head and glanced at He Yu, who had eaten chili, snot and tears, and thought that this person might have been made by the flood.

There are many reasons for crying, compromise, grievance, unwillingness, sadness...

There is happiness too. Liu Ci can't tell why she is crying at this time. Her sadness has been in her heart for too many years, and it has almost faded into colorless and tasteless sadness, corroding the flesh and blood, and finally enveloped the whole body from the inside out. , Looks a little lifeless.

But in this era, this unpleasant temperament has become unique, and her fans love her very attitude.

Although the photos should not be released at the site of the three orders and five applications, it can't prevent someone from posting them on the Internet.

The most famous is the photo of Liu Ci with his face sideways to sign the fans. The dark circles under his eyes can't hide it, and the invisible eyes are a little tired, and they didn't look up. The blurry background made her so cold and solemn. The feeling of defeat is fully revealed in the lens.

Her works are always contradictory, intertwined with decadence and passion. Some protagonists are even bad guys who are unwilling to repent. The fashionable value of the personality has not changed for so many years, and the derivative works are particularly antagonistic to her.

It is difficult for readers to restrain the desire to discover the author. Liu Ci has many enthusiastic fans. She occasionally saw her at the interview site. No matter how close she sits, you all feel far away when you hug.

A star writer in a company, Liu Ci's popularity will always top the list.

Someone once asked Liu Ci: "What was your original intention of writing?"

Liu Ci has answered this question many times. Although she is very experienced, she speaks very slowly, and the same answer seems to have to be considered carefully.

It can also be said that no matter how many times, what she finally said is the same as the previous answer—

"I just wanted to vent."

She has too much to talk about, too much to be unbreakable, and more helpless.

There are so many unfortunate people in the world. She is not unhappy. She lost her father and mother when she was young, but she was so much better than her mother who didn't recognize her biological parents until she died.

It is said that she has a great luck in five years. The life she started at the age of 20 was not sad, but days broke her into a tightly stretched rubber band, day after day, and one day it would break.

It was late at night, and when staying up late, the first person in the Liu family was definitely Liu Ci.

At this point, both Liu Hao and Liu Yuan were asleep. Liu Ci was trembling in the bed and cried. He Yu didn't speak either. She was holding the phone and listening to Liu Ci's cry.

There were still unfinished manuscripts on the computer screen. She saved it and shut it down. Finally, she turned off the computer and walked to the balcony.

She lives on the 28th floor, and the city's lights still keep the sparkle of sparks at this time, but it's too quiet, so quiet that Liu Ci's cry seems to be infinitely amplified, and it pierces her heart directly through her ears.

"Liu Hao and Liu Yuan slept?"

After a while, He Yu asked her.

"...Asleep."

Liu Ci's voice is actually soft and soft, but she herself maintains such a state that strangers do not enter all the year round, and most people will not deliberately pay attention to her timbre.

At this time, there was a crying sound, a sobbing sound with a rare belch, which was a sense of dependence after years of absence that Liu Ci himself didn't know.

He Yu pursed his mouth, "Would you like a drink?"

I looked at the time. It was three o'clock in the morning. Tomorrow was the weekend and I didn't need to go to work. However, the flexible working hours destined her to live for the project, and when to do well and when to leave work.

"Where to go?"

Asked Liu Ci.

He Yu: "Bars, barbecue stalls, or my house."

She gave Liu Ci three options, but she actually knew what Liu Ci would choose.

"Barbecue booth."

Most of their teenage years were related to these junk foods. After they grew up, their organs were not as worth playing with, and these heavy oil and fat things were rarely touched.

But there are still times when I am soaked in wolfberry beer.

It was occasionally in the past few years, and He Yu doesn't go too far now.

He Yu: "Then wait for me to pick you up."

It's a bit cold at night, although it hasn't arrived in winter yet, the autumn breeze in the middle of the night has a bit of the cold winter breeze.

He Yu came very quickly, the front desk of the hotel was very professional, and there were a lot of guests visiting late at night. It was quite eye-catching that He Yu went upstairs to pick up the person and walk.

In particular, she is considered to be an overwhelming figure among women, and with such a big windbreaker, she came in a hurry without turning down the collar, and the woman who came down with her was much smaller.

He Yu looked at Liu Ci: "Aren't you cold?"

Liu Ci is thin and small. He Yu feels that she is like waiting to do it. She stretched out her hand and pulled Liu Ci's shirt: "Just eat barbecue like this, I'm afraid you will have a fever tomorrow."

When driving to the place, he quickly took off Liu Ci's shirt and coat, and put his a little heavy windbreaker on the other party: "Wear it yourself."

Liu Ci put it on obediently.

He Yu put on her striped shirt jacket, which was a bit short, and she was quite disgusted: "It's still blue and white, like a hospital gown."

Liu Ci: "It's not a disease..."

He Yu: "I know it's expensive, so let's order food when you are ready."

She pushed Liu Ci towards the freezer.

Liu Ci has come to this place before. City b has undergone many renovations. Many streets and lanes are different from what they remember. Obviously, they are also undergoing renovation. The battle was huge, and the ruined walls could still linger, even with a copper pot.

The hot pot on the table leaning against the corner was steaming, and the blue plastic stool was probably folded, and the tape was trapped for a few laps for money, and the white was bundled into an apricot color.

"Want to eat hot pot, do you?"

He Yu followed Liu Ci's gaze and asked.

Liu Ci shook his head: "No."

"Eat if you want, you can't eat fat anyway."

Holding the phone in his hand, He Yu ordered two bottles of beer first.

In the end, I ordered a few barbecues. In fact, neither of them were hungry, but it was strange that there was nothing to drink with.

"Let's talk."

He Yu opened the beer. She opened the beer very skillfully. She opened the bottle to He Fengjun since she was a child, and then put the bottle cap in the box and shook it, which was boring.

"if you are willing to."

She added a sentence, and then pushed one of the bottles to Liu Ci, "Willing to call me, do you finally want to reconcile with me?"

He Yu used reconciliation, in fact, according to her habit, what he should use is to reconcile.

It's just that she wanted to be more solemn. She didn't want to lose Liu Ci in her heart. They had been stunned for too long. She had a chance to live by, and never willing to take the initiative. Liu Ci was more passive than her.

In stubbornness, the two of them are actually comparable, both stubborn people.

It's just that He Yu was not so obvious, and Liu Ci was too decisive.

"I…"

Liu Ci looked at the beer bottle and He Yu, who naturally raised his head to drink.

There is still a long T-shirt in her, black background, and the prints are illustrations, and she looks natural, as if they are the same as before, except that they are studying late at night and finishing get out of class, and go to the opposite side of the school to have a supper together.

It's just that Fanta changed to beer, He Yu changed from long hair to short hair, and Liu Ci's frame was no longer the heavy, irregular rose gold.

She didn't know how to start, so she took a sip.

As a result, I drank too eagerly, and choked at the first mouthful. I coughed so much that my eyes were red and my nose was sore.

He Yu sighed, a little helpless, her stool was pulled to Liu Ci's side, and she stretched out her hand to give Liu Ci a good air, "As for?"

This table is also on the edge of the broken wall, a little far away from the other tables, as if separated by excitement. Their shadows were cast on the concrete wall, and the white split words were knocked in half, revealing the straight edges inside. Ribbed steel bars.

Liu Ci slowed down, looking down at the hot barbecue, "I am sorry for you."

He Yu just took a bite of roasted gluten and her tongue was a little hot. She exaggerated, "Yes, you're sorry, you didn't say a word at the beginning, so just left."

Liu Ci's head was lowered.

"What did I do wrong, let you leave without saying goodbye."

He Yu thought about this problem for many years, and then didn't bother to think about it, but he didn't expect that there would be such a day when he could turn it out and re-liquidate.

"You didn't do anything wrong, I was careful."

Liu Ci drank several sips of beer fiercely, grunting, his movements were fierce, and the liquor dripped down his chin.

"Drink slowly, I'm choking again." He Yu also drank, taking a small half bottle in one breath, "Be careful? You always say this to yourself, you are not careful, you are bored gourd, you always let me guess, just let me do it Like the question, this is too difficult Liu Ci, you are basically abusing me."

He Yu let out a sigh, her cell phone was on the table, and a message popped up late at night. She turned it over and buttoned it up, "You have been gone for so many years and you will not give me any news. If you change to someone else, I might fantasize. Looking for it, but with your personality, it’s not for no reason to leave without saying a word. I have been thinking about where to annoy you and what annoys you. So when I learned about you, I won’t bother you."

"You are hard to show even if you hate someone. Unlike me, you are very sad and overjoyed."

He Yu laughed self-deprecatingly. Tonight, the moon was still a little round, a corner of the city in the middle of the night, the accent of the sky and the north, this hometown of theirs, after the earth-shaking changes, there is still such a dilapidated place that can accommodate such a period of being separated. Distorted feelings.

"I never hated you."

Liu Ci stuffed one hand in the pocket of the windbreaker, and He Yu's clothes always carried her taste. It hadn't changed for so many years. At this time, she suddenly realized that she had always been greedy for this taste, no matter how many days or years passed.

"You don't know if you hate me."

He Yu muttered and took two more sips.

The coldness made her sober.

But still remember to remind Liu Ci, "You drink less, your stomach is not good."

Liu Ci asked back: "You haven't gotten much better."

He Yu: "How did you know."

After speaking, she smiled, "It seems that you still care about me."

"I really don't hate you, I hate myself." Liu Ci took out the hand and pressed her finger to the center of her eyebrows. Her head was dizzy. After crying, people became even more tired. At this time, sitting still feels The sky is spinning around.

"He Yu, do you know who I hate most before?"

He Yu smiled: "I originally thought it was Liu Yuansheng, but then I was not sure, Liu Ci, I found that I didn't know your preferences at all."

It’s hard for her to delve into other things. Getting along depends on instinct. It’s the same when she grows up. But there are many things in adults that can’t be judged on the basis of pure likes and dislikes. Occasionally she thinks of Liu Ci and finds that she doesn’t seem to be at all. Know each other.

"What I hate most is Lian Xiaoli."

Liu Ci took a deep breath. She looked at He Yu, and for the first time since meeting him, she looked directly into each other's eyes—

"I hate that she took you away."

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