As Yesterday

He Yu came back a bit late.

Hong Lanwen was taking a bath, and the Liu Ci tent was half set up.

"No, you haven't finished it for hours, isn't it a college bully."

She threw the phone on the sofa, walked to Liu Ci, and sat down on the ground, "Hey, let me do it."

Holding a cup of fruit tea in one hand, "Hey, a big cup that's so satisfying."

Liu Ci took it, "Are you going to buy milk tea?"

He Yu hey, "Colleague ordered takeaway."

She yawned, pinned her hair behind her ear with one hand, and quickly set up the tent. Liu Ci was pulled up by her and threw it on the sofa, "You sleep on the sofa or the tent."

"Hey, sleep in the tent, feel safer."

Every time she talked to herself, Liu Ci drank fruit tea, it was a bit cold, and she narrowed her eyes.

He Yu went to the room and took out the quilt and quickly made the bed for Liu Ci. The quilt was made of duck down, or the one that was just removed from the package. "This is what my mother bought before."

After she finished speaking, she took a puff, "Oh, it smells like a duck."

Turning to look at Liu Ci, "Do you mind?"

Liu Ci seemed to be in a daze, ah, He Yu: "Give me a sip."

He took it and took a sip and handed it back.

After stuffing the quilt cover, the willow words shook together. It smelled like a duck, but when the zipper was closed, I felt that even the smell was pulled up.

"The proof is genuine, the quilt cover is also new, so is the pajamas, alas, I bought more on June 18, but now it's cheaper for you."

She said as much as before. The pillows, bed sheets and quilts were all checked with cotton and linen. He Yu also hung up her moon lamp in the tent, and the warm yellow light sprinkled a piece of it. She sat inside and was very satisfied. Looking at the willow words outside the tent, "Come on, try the tent."

Liu Ci was pulled in by her. He Yu said: "I used it to watch the sunrise before, and then I put it at home. Occasionally my mother came to me to sleep, but it was troublesome. It was more convenient to sleep on the sofa."

Liu Ci: "I'm causing you trouble."

After receiving He Yu's brainstorming, "I didn't want to play you, it seemed naive, but you are really...sigh."

She sighed, just when Hong Lanwen came out of the bath, He Yu yelled to her mother, and Hong Lanwen was taken aback.

He Yu: "Post a mask, I will take it by myself in the bedside table, good night."

Hong Lanwen: "You want to scare me to death."

He Yu pushed the person into the house, took out his pajamas and closed the door for Hong Lanwen.

The headlight in the living room was turned off. He Yu took a pad and killed a mobile game. After Liu Ci came out of the bath, he found that He Yu was not in the house and was communicating with her rabbit on the balcony.

That is to say, the degree to which he talks too much.

A person's home can see too many living conditions, decorations, drinking glasses, refrigerators, tableware, toilets...

He Yu's bathroom is full of dangling things, and a cartoon expression is posted on the toilet lid.

When everything was over, it was past twelve o'clock.

Liu Ci entered the tent, and He Yu lay on the sofa under the quilt, the faint light of the mobile phone shining on her face.

Liu Ci's tent opened a small slit, and He Yu discovered it. She whispered, "What are you doing?"

What can you do.

He Yu, who used to play with mobile phones before going to bed, still stopped on the Taobao interface to steal friends’ gold coins. Liu Ci just clicked on Weibo and found that He Yu had posted several more. The game's card draw live situation, what did you eat today, and Photo of the tent.

The following are all comments from her little fans. The twittering wife looked at me, and He Yu occasionally responded. She also opened a question box and would often reply.

Just now I replied a question that someone asked, "What time do my wives usually go to bed, and occasionally I get a lot of wives' Weibos when I wake up in the morning."

He Yu came back quite simply-one or two o'clock, even later if you don't go to work.

Liu Ci closed the zipper silently, and He Yu: "Don't wait for a while and then peep, I think you are sleeping alone very late."

The voice of Liu's words came from inside, "Can't sleep."

I couldn't fall asleep at first, but after listening to Hong Lanwen's story about He Yu and Lian Xiaoli, she couldn't fall asleep even more. This was very different from what she had imagined, and it could even be said to be too cruel.

For He Yu.

But Lian Xiaoli's fault is beyond reproach.

In the end it became the evil fate in Hong Lanwen's mouth.

She couldn't ask again.

Over and over for a long time, He Yu is still playing with her mobile phone. She is still unscrupulous when she goes to work tomorrow. The company does not deduct money for being late. You can leave at full time in the day. Usually, you go to work at half past nine. It may be the earliest in the group by ten. .

It was almost two o'clock, and He Yu could still hear Liu Ci turning over. She asked: "Are you a caterpillar?"

Willow's words: "..."

"You're annoying."

He Yu: "What my mother said to you made you so miserable."

Her dullness and sharpness were two extremes in her teenage years, and at this time she seemed to have guessed something faintly.

It took a long time for Liu Ci to let out a hum, and seemed to hesitate to say no.

He Yu put his fingers into the gap where the zipper of the tent was not fully closed, and opened a corner directly. She sat outside, holding her small blanket, and said, "Don't pretend, I know what I must have said."

Liu Ci: "Telled about Lian Xiaoli."

"You really like to ask her," He Yu sighed, "Just ask me directly. Every time I see you hesitate to talk, I wonder when you want to ask me."

"Liu Ci, sometimes you are very decisive, and sometimes you are too procrastinated."

He Yu spoke very lightly, because Hong Lanwen was still in the room, and the low voice was passed into Liu Ci's ear, almost scratching a corner of her heart that she had never touched.

"My mother must have added fuel and jealousy."

He Yu was particularly affirmed that Hong Lanwen's personality was too clear. Her mother actually didn't like Lian Xiaoli very much, but she was a too kind person in nature. She was embarrassed to talk about Lian Xiaoli and even felt sorry for the other party.

Every time they meet, they are also very polite. He Yu and Lian Xiaoli's affairs are clear to the bystanders, and the parties are also clear, but they hide their ears.

"Neither did Auntie... I asked her."

Liu Ci's voice was lighter. He Yu pressed the small night light on the table. It was an orange. The yellow light made her look a little lonely.

"Someday I will take you to see her, she should be in better condition now than before."

Lian Xiaoli's nursing home in the suburbs of the city is quite nice, but it is actually a mental hospital.

She has been a depressed patient since that year. Everyone may be a little bit depressed these days. Lian Xiaoli seems quite normal at first glance, but the tendency to self-destruct is very serious.

He Yu had no experience of self-harm in his life. The first time he saw Lian Xiaoli doing such a behavior, he was shocked, but the other party seemed to be a commonplace meal. When he saw He Yu, he said something like you are here. ?

Lian Xiaoli didn't finish her high school, and the shadow of the fire was too deep, and the scar on her face would not be intact after surgery.

This was a big blow to an already beautiful girl. He Yu's refusal gave her overwhelming despair. He Yu was also very painful during that period. She lost Liu Ci, and Shen You moved away, and she had to move herself. go.

The disintegrated smoky cage alleys have become fragmented memories, and so are people and everything.

Lian Xiaoli's mother had too many burns. She was the pillar of Lian Xiaoli's family. In the end, because of her husband's mistake, the wheelchair rolled down the stairs with others, and it was gone.

When people are unhappy, everything is unhappiness.

It's eating, drinking water, not to mention family.

Lian’s savings were gradually reduced due to these consumptions. Lian Xiaoli followed her father, and finally watched her father remarry in silence. She lives in her new home, conditions are very average, and dancing is also the last stage of her vitality.

The room is her cicada chrysalis. She doesn't go out or go to school. There is only He Yu's number in her phone, and she often texts He Yu.

After this happens, it will last for several years.

Shen Youqian would occasionally take Lian Xiaoli out with He Yu, but she was too silent. When she went out, she looked like a hedgehog stripped naked. All that was left was panic, holding He Yu's arm tightly.

The subway rumbling silently stared at the sealed car window, looking at his face wearing a mask. The bangs were very long and the mask was also big, showing only one pair of eyes.

He Yu, who was on the side, talked to Shen Youqian. They talked about college and new friends. He Yu had been working part-time, but he was able to make time to see Lian Xiaoli with Shen Youqian.

When speaking, Yu Guang looked at Lian Xiaoli, who was looking at him, and smiled.

At that time, Lian Xiaoli was still normal, she did not mention her feelings for He Yu again, like a silent and run-down doll.

He Yu made a lot of hard work. He took Lian Xiaoli out to play, took Lian Xiaoli to taste new desserts, took Lian Xiaoli to his school, and met his new friends, saying that this was my friend.

The last Liu Ci that could make her introduction with such a big fanfare.

But Liu Ci is not a disfigured Liu Ci.

Lian Xiaoli was silent and indifferent, and He Yu's organization had never been the next time.

He Yu couldn't meet with her every day. At that time, she was rushing for debts and working hard to attend classes for her studies. Occasionally, she couldn't answer the phone calls from Lian Xiaoli.

They follow each other on Weibo, and Lian Xiaoli's follower list is just one person.

A little refresh, the whole world will only be He Yu.

She thought she had caught this light, but the light of the fire burned her to ashes, and after all, she was walking towards the abyss step by step.

But she became more and more greedy, she struggled between life and death day and night, and when she was alive, she could see He Yu.

After this week, at the weekend, you can see He Yu again.

To live means to see each other often.

But her steady state of mind did not last long, and some people were pursuing He Yu vigorously.

She is a bold and enthusiastic girl. He Yu is not outstanding in the academy. After all, the classes in the art academy are colorful, and ordinary people like her who are too busy to see the end of the dragon can't catch it at all.

Same-sex likes are not surprising here. After an open class, He Yu met a girl named Xie Yongyan.

He is so lively that He Yudu can't stand it, but he is still a famous student in the sculpture department who is famous for his profound works.

She boldly said that she liked it, and she sat down beside He Yu in the open class, and invited He Yu to drink milk tea after the elective class.

Speaking of Xie Yongyan, He Yu laughed, "It's funny that person."

"I once asked her why she likes me."

Liu Ci opened the zipper again. She lay down in the tent and looked at He Yu who was sitting outside with her face held up.

A nylon curtain seemed to separate her from He Yu by a clear river.

"But she went abroad soon. Before leaving, she told me that Lian Xiaoli was too dangerous. Let me stay away from her."

He Yu didn't say why she liked it. She smiled helplessly, her heroic eyebrows frowned, "I didn't believe it at the time."

"Until my friends told me this one by one, I didn't know that Lian Xiaoli had looked for them in private."

"Xiaoli said I belonged to her, and she said she loved me, so she hoped that I would get too close to others."

"She always said that she had nothing, so she was not afraid of anything, but my friends were afraid of such people, and then they didn't play much together."

"I try to avoid leaking my information, but I'm too tired. I refuse her every day, but as soon as I walk away, or when I go to the countryside, or go to the countryside to sketch, Xiaoli seems to have installed surveillance by my side."

"She monitors me."

He Yu lowered her head, her shadow cast on the ground in such a dim light, and occasionally a tremor gave Liu Ci a heavy sorrow.

"I called the police and accompanied her to the doctor. I even seriously wanted to talk to her."

He Yu took a deep breath, "She can't even listen, she just hopes I love her."

"But this is the only thing I can't do."

"Liu Ci, didn't you ask me why I didn't get married?"

He Yu stretched out his hand and opened the zipper, the piece of nylon cloth hung down, revealing Liu Ci's silent face.

He Yu pulled up again.

The repeated zipper sound was like the pain of her countless days and nights of emotional separation.

"I'm afraid of the word'love'," He Yu laughed lowly, "It's terrifying."

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