Avenue Of Rebirth

[The age of mythology is long gone, but he can start a new life and continue to chase the same dream with the same soul. 】

The man ’s fingers were too cold, and Su An was stimulated with goose bumps. However, after the initial icy cold, the man ’s slender and pale scary fingers seemed to carry a huge current, and ruthlessly penetrated his fragile organs. In the trance at that moment, Su An was not even sure whether she exclaimed.

So it's like lifting the stems and leaves of a plant, like a sunflower hungry for the sun-the boy is rising in the hands of his young righteous father.

This is really a great crime.

The man smiled and continued to humiliate the pale-looking boy. "Look, I still want to refuse to welcome you."

Su An shuddered and looked at the pale and tall man in front of him, at his flawless facial features and ridiculed and bewildered smile. His heart gradually grew into an ancient **, spreading like crazy grass to every corner of his body.

He seemed to be able to see that a huge door behind the man was slowly opening, the gap between the doors was dark, but there was a serene voice telling the treasure and joy behind the door. He was pushed forward by the outburst of desire in his heart, and no one saved him.

The door was opening to him, the door to hell.

The seemingly endangered animals finally inspired a huge potential, Su An suddenly pushed Su Xitang away.

Because of the excessive force, the man was stunned by him, and he rolled out of the bed in distress.

For the first time Su Xitang's face showed a surprised expression. He watched the teenager who fell to the ground trying to get up, but it seemed that he had exhausted all his strength with a single action. After struggling to try several times without success, the teenager gave up the attempt and no longer ignored himself completely. -The naked body, the teenager looked at him fiercely. Yes, it was fierce. The crystal-clear cat's eyes contained an outburst of urgency, and he hadn't seen such vigorous eyes for a long time.

Because of his anger, the young boy ’s cute eyes are now more like another cat, but the younger leopard has a cruel nature.

Su Xitang narrowed his eyes slightly.

He watched this young cowardly boy staring at him fiercely, as if withdrawing from the fear of facing him, he finally calmed down and looked at him, his voice being a respectful forcible disguise.

"I think my father, he will not want to see this kind of scene in the spirit of heaven."

After Su An summoned the courage to say this sentence, he clearly saw Su Xitang's expression change.

He could not describe the expression in detail, but he could find his own reaction that peeped into the expression. He began to tremble again, but he could no longer hide the tremor, as if a small mortal faced the wrath of God.

But he didn't intend to admit defeat at all, and he didn't intend to kneel down before the man's momentum and temptation like the dead Su An, and become the most humble ants.

Su An gritted his teeth and sat on the cold floor, looking back stubbornly at the man who looked down at him indifferently.

Time seemed to be still, and it was like ten million years later, Su An's eyes were sore, but he forced himself not to blink, so as not to shed tears.

Su Xitang suddenly moved, he got up and got out of bed, standing in front of Su An, in the thick shadows like Yuan Yuan Yue Shi, unattainable and unspoken.

After looking down at Su An for a while, Su Xitang didn't care about his clothes on the ground, turned and walked straight out the door.

As the man turned and left, the condensed air gradually began to show signs of loosening.

"I will leave tomorrow morning." Su An suddenly said.

Su Xitang's footsteps stopped, and the man's bare-skinned back was as heavy as a tall stone tablet. Su An insisted on finishing his words.

"Tomorrow morning, I will leave after I pack it, and I won't appear in front of you again, so ..."

"Thank you for taking care of me before." The teenager still expressed his gratitude.

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After the person left without a response, Su An came to amnesty, paralyzed and leaned against the bed, it took a long time to calm down.

After putting on his clothes, he briefly treated the wound on his wrist, and Su An began to search the whole room. He found the suitcase in the closet, opened it, and found that the clothes and toiletries were already displayed, and a stack of thick RMB envelopes was displayed.

Su An, who had committed suicide, had long thought of running away from home and escaping from the villa and the man.

It is convenient for him.

Su An smiled and dragged the suitcase out to the bed.

A mobile phone was placed on the table, and I thought it should be my own. I unlocked the memory and entered the interface, and found that the desktop wallpaper was a huge skull with an open mouth.

How extreme and desperate this child's life is. Su An was too lazy to turn on the lights, lay directly on the bed, and changed the desktop to the system's own wallpaper. The blue sky and grass were really refreshing and pleasant.

There are very few contacts in the address book. Except Su Xitang, the housekeeper and a few important figures, the others are all former friends of the Hupeng. Su An deleted all of their contact information.

Randomly looking for information, but found a folder with a lock in the gallery, the cover of the folder is a flower. It was the flower he had seen on the ivory civilization rod, Begonia xifu.

Su An paused, entered "xitang" in the password field, and tapped into the folder smoothly.

All of them are photos of Su Xitang, mostly on the side or the back. It is not difficult to guess that they are all candid shots by teenagers. However, even the unprepared sneak shots, the men in the picture are still handsome and have no dead ends.

Su An sighed, selected the folder, clicked "Delete", and clicked "OK" again in the pop-up dialog box.

It ’s over, it ’s over.

Thinking this way, Su An fell asleep vaguely.

I thought that there was such a big accident that I would sleep directly until noon the next day. However, Su An didn't sleep well and had a very unstable dream.

In the dream, there was a small courtyard of childhood. For the first time, he stood under the camera. There was a glimpse of Zhang Liubai in the corner. There was a huge truck rushing towards him. Finally, it was a man with a slender and tall back. Get his pale, half-skinned back neck.

Su An suddenly opened his eyes.

There was darkness in the room, and the distant sky outside the window was already showing blurry light and shadow.

Pressed the temple, took out the phone and looked at the date, April 2nd. There is a note under the date. Su An broke open and sat up after reading the content clearly.

There is only a very simple sentence in the remarks box: "accompany my uncle to sweep dad's grave."

Su An recalled that April 2 was the day of death for his father Su Qian. Recalling hard, there is still only a vaguely young man's face in his mind.

Su An felt some emotions. He forgot the appearance of his biological father, but he had a terrible love for his uncle. He even gave his biological father to sweep the grave. The most important thing is to be accompanied by his uncle.

As far as Su An is concerned, this is really a pathetic past.

After sitting on the bed for a while, Su An got up, took a suit from the closet and changed it, folded his pajamas and put it on the head of the bed.

Looking down at the watch, at 4:50 in the morning.

After another breath, Su An lifted the suitcase and walked towards the door of the room step by step.

At the moment when the door was opened, Su An felt his breathing paused, and he was even prepared for nothingness outside the door.

He can accept that this is an illusion of death, a certain obscure state after life disappears, whether heaven is **** or a complete end.

However, outside the door is a long corridor resting in the shadows.

There was an ignition light under the corridor, and a person was sitting in the sofa beside the fire.

A circle of sofas was placed on the carpet around the European-style fireplace. The charcoal burning in the fireplace, the red tongue licking the dark charcoal, and bursting crackling sparks from time to time, shining on the marble mantel like a magic door in the mouth of children , Can lead people to the far west.

In the obscurity of the blaze of light, the shadows that appear to be strong and faded are like everyone's wonderful pens, and carelessly trace the outline of the figure on the sofa.

The man was lowering his head, it seemed that he might be resting in contemplation, his hands folded in front of him, his slender straight legs stretched out, he seemed a bit lazy and casual, but he was still full of some kind of scary charm, as if it was over The emperor of Chaohui could easily teach darkness and light to humble himself as his cloak.

Should have heard the movement, the person who originally lowered his head raised his head and looked at Su An.

Pale as ghost face and indifferent charming eyes.

Su An tightened his breath and contracted the fingers of the suitcase involuntarily.

He settled down, forced his stiff body to nod, as a greeting, and then immediately looked away and took the luggage down the stairs.

The empty hall was so silent that the crackling sound of charcoal burning was particularly clear, as if a long whip was hitting the back.

Su An stopped his back and stepped down the steps in the cold eyes of the man. Like a child, he was doing some kind of childish war that broke his teeth and refused to admit defeat.

When he finally came to the lobby on the first floor, he put the suitcase on the cold marble, but he was a little dazed.

He wanted to leave, but the memo message on his phone made him think he should ask.

Snapped.

The burning wood in the fireplace behind him suddenly made a loud crackle.

Like some excuse, Su An turned back.

The man on the sofa did not know when to stand up. He nodded and looked at his righteous son slightly, speaking coldly, as coldly as he had in previous years:

"Today is your father's day of abstinence. Now go to the grave with me."

"Then you can leave."

No nostalgia, no turning around, proving that the young man named Su An dedicated all his youth and passion before death to nothingness.

Su An stood in the dark and looked back.

Two young servants appeared and opened the door.

Su An looked away and looked out of the door.

The sun is coming like a surging wave.

Like Eros, the goddess of dawn, she opened the dark cricket cage with her rose fingers. She used the dawn to dye the sky of dawn, and at the same time she poured extra paint on the door. The momentary light came like an oracle and salvation.

Su An looked fixedly out of the door, even though his eyes were stinging because of the suddenly changing light, he refused to blink. He looked at the layers of the morning sun that had begun to wake up and looked at the urban giants who were waking up.

The age of myth is long gone, but he can start a new life and continue to pursue the same dream with the same soul.

In this magnificent and beautiful new world.

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Note: Eos is the goddess of dawn in ancient Greek mythology, corresponding to Aurora in ancient Roman mythology. Ancient Greek poets and painters always regarded Eos as an extremely beautiful goddess, and Homer often called her the goddess of "rose-like fingers".

Eos fell in love with Titonos, a beautiful boy on earth, but suffered from being a mortal and she was immortal as a goddess. She begged Zeus to ask him to let Titonos never die, and Zeus finally agreed that Titonos would not die in the future. In Eos, he was very happy and hurried to reunite with her love, but forgot to ask Zeus to let Titonos not only "not die", but not "eternal immortality". Later, she could only watch the strong young man she loved slowly and steadily grow old, but after ten years he lost all his strength and knowledge, gradually shrinking, and eventually shrunk into a cricket, and Eos had no choice but to cry Keeping him in a cricket cage, Titonos has long lost the ability to speak, and will only accompany her with the sound of crickets all day long.