Back Off, Let Me Come

Tan Ting: [……]

As he has grown up, this is the first time in his memory that someone has told him for sure that he has always been normal and perfect!

It's not his fault that he's different, it's "the crowd" that's wrong.

At a certain moment, Tan Ting's heart was slightly wrinkled.

Those eyes were like ice and snow, melting into a pool of spring water. He heard himself say: "Jun Shen, there are few people with the same ideals in the world." What should I do if I can't find it everywhere and my heart is in a state of confusion? 】

Shen Tang didn't pay attention to his emotional changes, and just said openly: "What should I do?" This is simple. In my opinion, everything in this world can be summarized in two sentences - when the wind blows up, will it ruffle a pool of spring water? What do you want me to do? What do you want me to do? 】

[The word gregarious is inherently flawed. 】

[Why is it normal to be gregarious? 】

[Mediocre talents need to be gregarious. 】

[When you firmly believe that you are normal, then you look up at the men and women in this world, and every one of them is incomplete. 】 Shen Tang didn’t know how many years Tan Ting had been struggling with inner problems. As an outsider and bystander, she had a sense of relaxation that she could stand and talk without pain in her back. 】

If you are firm in your true heart, you will naturally be able to wait for those who have the same ideals. Instead of hoping to walk alongside those with the same ideals, you can draw on the strength of a firm true heart.

【Self? The ordinary people cannot see it. 】

Tan Ting shook his head slightly.

He thought that after years of cultivating his mind, his state of mind was neither strong nor weak. I have not avoided this weird body for many years, and I was even able to mention it calmly to Shen Tang when I met him for the first time. Unexpectedly, after talking to Shen Tang, he found that his heart was shaking and he was more confused than before.

Shen Tang said: [It must be Spring Silkworm. 】

Tan Ting raised his eyes in confusion: [Spring Silkworm? 】

On the surface, Shen Tang is calm and confident, but in fact, he is panicking and wants to scratch his face. He is secretly annoyed that he has failed to stop the door with his bad words - if he says a few words, Tan Ting will not be confused again.

The focus of Literary Scholars is on "heart".

Being trapped in your mind and dusty thoughts are, as the saying goes, just trying to get into trouble. It’s good to be able to think about it on your own, but if you can’t think about it, it will even lead to stagnant cultivation, then it’s a big sin. The ball of yarn that Shen Tang messed up by herself should be untied by her own hands.

Shen Tang organized his words and considered them again and again.

[Spring silkworms make cocoons and tie themselves up. 】

Tan Ting's eyes gradually turned dark: [Trapped in a cocoon? 】

Shen Tang asked Tan Ting: "How come you are not trapped in a cocoon?" You were born like this. In your eyes, everyone in the world is half less. In the eyes of the world, you are half more. But is there a possibility that there are not many people in the world, and you are not too rich? In fact, you are all complete existences, just like the mountains, rivers, sun and moon, spring, summer, autumn and winter, you are the most sparse existences. Since it is normal, why resist? 】

Judging from Qishan's description, Tan Ting has always been physically restrained. He believes in his heart that he should be a woman and deeply hates masculine characteristics. However, the world believes that he is a man because he has masculine characteristics and denies the female part. Tan Ting is resisting male existence, but at the same time, because the world recognizes his male existence, he is able to practice. In troubled times, he needs this power to protect himself and even do more. The part of him that pursues women is denied by the world, while he resists the part of men but still needs it...

The two are too contradictory and irreconcilable.

Isn't this kind of entanglement and resistance the spring silkworm spinning silk?

Tan Ting has cultivated his state of mind for many years, and it seems that he has confessed his true self in front of Shen Tang. In fact, all his words deny the male part that has always existed in him. How can you see your true self if you resist yourself? Therefore, he is a spring silkworm.

A spring silkworm that has been spinning silk for many years and is trapped in a cocoon.

Tan Ting raised his hand and looked at his palm, with many struggles appearing in his eyes.

【Shen Jun, but——】

【Nothing but! ] Shen Tang usually looks easy-going, but he is domineering and domineering at heart. [Literary scholar does not even dare to identify himself, which is cowardly. Doesn't Mengyuan feel that he is too contradictory? When you believe that your body has more masculine characteristics than it should, it means that you believe that you are a heretic in your heart. Since you are a heretic, how can you find people who share the same path? Resisting it, but still needing it, how can we not bother ourselves and fetter ourselves? What did Tangun think? 】

[Yuanliang told me before that your practice is all about bathing in the open air. Heaven and earth are natural, yin and yang are natural, everything is natural, and you are also one of nature. So, there is neither more nor less. 】

The male is He, the female is She, and He is He.

Tan Ting raised his head and covered his forehead, suppressing the excitement in his heart.

[If Mr. Shen were a commoner, would he think so? 】

Shen Tang imagined it carefully.

[There is no real empathy in this world, but if I were you, I probably wouldn’t be bothered by this problem. I am the sky, I am the earth, I am all living things, I am me. Who would resist themselves? If you don't even like yourself and don't acknowledge yourself, how lonely will this life be? Shouldn’t the first person you are looking for have the same ideals be yourself? 】

Tan Ting seemed to hear something break slightly.

It seemed like a gust of wind came from somewhere, drifting deep into my heart, reaching the dark corners that no one had cared about before.

He raised his hand to cover his chest and was stunned for a long time.

Seeing him like this, Shen Tang thought about whether he should try another way of talking. After all, he was a friend who was personally stamped by Qi Yuanliang. It would be hard to explain if he was deceived by him.

Tan Ting said: [Does Mr. Shen also like me so much? 】

Shen Tang: [Are you asking me if I am narcissistic? 】

Is not this nonsensical?

If a person is not narcissistic, why should he be in love?

Look at her face that is popular in the royal capital, and look at the empire she has built over the past ten years. She has money, a car, a house, and a sense of career! Let me ask you with your conscience, with so many attributes superimposed on one person, it still cannot impress people? Not enough to fascinate thousands of people?

Shen Tang doesn't believe it!

She nodded firmly and admitted: [Yes, I am very narcissistic. 】

Narcissism has kept her mental state stable for decades!

Tan Ting tightly closed her eyes filled with spring water, and the turmoil that had been accumulated in her chest for many years seemed to be completely vented at this moment. When he opened his eyes again, Tan Ting bowed deeply to Shen Tang: "Thanks to Mr. Shen for reminding me, the common people have become enlightened and may need to retreat for several months." Can worldly matters wait until you are released from seclusion? 】

The popular translation means that he cannot go to work yet. He has to go to study for a few months and then start working after the study is completed.

Shen Tang asked: [Retreat? 】

Tan Ting said seriously: [Learn how to be narcissistic. 】

Shen Tang almost choked on his own saliva.

Putting aside how ridiculous this statement is, do you still need to learn narcissism?

Shouldn’t narcissism be something you are born with?

Do you need a reason to love yourself?

Need to learn?

Qishan in the side hall had no choice but to hold his forehead. Tan Mengyuan was taken into the ditch by his master! However, no matter how strange this ditch is, it is still wider than the small puddle Tan Ting squatted in before, so it is not a bad thing after all. At the same time, I felt a little relieved.

With Tan Mengyuan's character, his obsession with himself should be less severe.

At least, maybe, it should be...

You won’t always want to sterilize him...right?

Qi Shan has no confidence in this.

Tan Ting still had to be careful. He had to take turns standing guard with both eyes at night, and he had to stay away from alcohol on weekdays. He definitely couldn't give this guy any chance! Pray for good things and do enough psychological construction secretly.

Tan Ting said he was in seclusion, but in fact he was still hanging out.

Because he had no place to stay, he could only go to his friends to pray for charity.

Those who prayed for kindness were numb: [...No, why? 】

Tan Ting lowered his eyes and said: "You can transform into a woman, but others can't." Qi Yuanliang, you don’t want me to stay with other colleagues of yours? It doesn’t matter whether your colleague is a man or a woman. 】

Qishan's mouth twitched slightly.

Tan Ting smiled, a smile that was enough to shake the color of heaven and earth.

Qi Shan doesn't follow this trick at all: [Is it convenient for me? 】

Tan Ting suppressed his smile and attacked: [More suitable than them. 】

Qishan put one hand on the hilt of his sword, with a dark face, and the scene of sterilization surgery was already playing in his mind: [The country of Dakang spans the entire northwest. There are many places for you to live. I can settle you wherever you want. , it doesn’t have to be under one roof! 】

Tan Ting's eyes are full of waves, his crescent eyebrows and starry eyes are looking forward to the flowing light.

[Dharma protectors are also needed in critical moments. 】 He sighed softly. He always thought that he had cultivated his mind to perfection. The reason why he had not made a breakthrough was because he lacked some opportunities for enlightenment. After talking with Shen Jun today, he realized that he was on the wrong path. "The sea is open to all rivers, and tolerance is great." 】

He should have realized this.

All those years were wasted.

Tan Ting looked at Qi Shan with a bit of resentment in his eyes. Qi Shan's scalp was numb when he looked at him, and he wanted to run away with his sword.

[Why do you blame me? 】

[If you hadn’t run away back then, I might have been able to realize this level. Before Mr. Shen, you were the most unruly person towards men and women that I have ever seen in my life. 】 Tan Ting’s words are quite unreasonable, but his personality is such that Qishan is not willing to argue with him.

Qishan said: "I will be disabled if I don't run." 】

These friends of his are all sick.

Everyone wants to take advantage of his illness to kill him, and they want to get a few parts without risking his life. In comparison, enemies can bring more warmth. Thinking of this, Qi Shan felt that it was not easy after so many years.

Tan Ting sighed: "I just want someone with the same ideals." 】

A fellow traveler who understands him.

But now I'm not alone.

Pray for good: [……]

He wanted to suggest that Tan Ting go and have his brain checked, but he didn't expect that Tan Ting's long-standing illness would be cured by his master.

Who would want to castrate someone when making friends/chasing a partner?

Looking at Qi Yuanliang who was as alert as a raccoon slave, Tan Ting smiled sarcastically and waved to him, gesturing for him to come closer. Qi Shan refused to do as he was told, but the cat that came to look for food in the house complied and rolled around in enjoyment: "Don't be so nervous. The attachment you had back then was the same as before. Times have changed. You Qi Yuanliang has changed. How can I stand still?" Are you hesitating where you are? 】

Since it's a misunderstanding, it's good to resolve it.

He wanted to sterilize Qi Shan because he was unwilling to do so.

Doesn’t the essence of hurting friends lie in the word “hurt”?

Qi Shan pouted: [How have I changed? 】

He doesn't like hearing this!

Regardless of the vicissitudes of life, he prayed that Yuanliang would remain the same.

Tan Ting said: [What hasn’t changed? Everything has changed. 】

Back then, Qi Yuanliang was so ruthless. He would kick people into the abyss with the most innocent gesture, and still laugh from the edge of the pit.

If it weren't for his firm mind, he would have to cure his heart problems.

Today’s Qi Yuanliang?

Tan Ting secretly shook his head.

Not only was this face different from the faces he had seen in the past, but his mentality had also undergone earth-shaking changes. Tan Ting asked a fatal question: [Yuanliang hasn’t incurred any more debts in recent years, has he? 】

Pray for good: [……]

His expression was quite unnatural: [Not really. 】

When Tan Ting heard this, he wanted to throw the cat in Qi Shan's face.

[Oh, the dignified Kang Guozhong Shu Ling, the letter of prayer conferred by the Grand Master, actually still has time to harm innocent people in his busy schedule? 】

Qi Shan said: [Good time management! 】

Tan Ting: [……]

Qishan didn't like to hear this: [How can this be called a disaster? ]

Tan Qu, male/female, loves the master and cats.

As long as it's not the master, betrayal is betrayal;

As long as it's not a cat, abandonment is abandonment.

For him, these are as natural as breathing.

Tan Ting: [……]

The hair-draped beauty's heart was churning. She raised her hand to touch her waist and took out a short knife. With her other hand, she made a spell and a word. The face of the great goddess Nuwa Bishe showed a moment of ferocity: [Qi Yuanliang, die! ]

The sudden burst of literary energy hit Qishan like a tidal wave.

The noise was so loud that the neighbors nearby were alarmed.

When he saw the direction, it was Qishan's temporary residence, and his buttocks left the mat and sat back. The literary energy was very strong, but there was no murderous intention, so no one would die. Considering Qi Zhongshu's popularity, this is normal.

Qishan: [……]

Tan Ting's occupation of the magpie's nest made Qishan homeless.

He had to run to Qian Yong's side.

Qian Yong grinned: [What wind brought Qi Zhongshu here? ]

He obviously knew that Qi Shan’s temporary residence was half demolished, and that Qi Shan’s home had a friend staying overnight, but he didn’t know that Qi Shan, as the host, would be driven out by the bad guest.

Qi Shan glared at him fiercely.

There were so many captives, but he sent Tan Ting to him.

[Qian Shuhe, you really hurt people! ]

Because it was Qian Yong who did it, Qian Yong should be responsible.

Qian Yong: […]

Because he had never been narcissistic in a serious way, Tan Ting was a little confused about how to be narcissistic, so he could only ask Shen Tang for advice. Shen Tang stared for a long time, silently took out the mirror and shared: [What do you see? ]

Tan Ting held the mirror with both hands and looked carefully, frowning slightly, and answered seriously: [I see the face of the common people. ]

[The first lesson of narcissism, look in the mirror and appreciate yourself. ]

Tan Ting murmured: […Appreciate…yourself? 】

Is it just to appreciate your face?

Or should you appreciate your body?

Tan Ting began to draw inferences from one example.

Shen Tang continued: [Second lesson of narcissism, buy, buy, dress yourself up! Eat what you want to eat; drink what you want to drink; play what you want to play... The core trick is to rather put others in a difficult position than put yourself in a difficult position! Everything is perfect from the inside out! 】

Tan Ting felt a little strange, but couldn't tell what was wrong.

Satisfying human desires in terms of food, clothing, housing and transportation is indeed the simplest and most straightforward way to express love. Tan Ting expressed his admonition.

He asked: [Do you want to dress up well? 】

[The standard should not be good-looking, but your comfort. 】

You can comment on your appearance, and outsiders can also comment on it, but comfort is something you can experience yourself. As long as you are comfortable, you can wear men's clothes or women's clothes, clothes or no clothes. Shen Tang prefers to be simple and capable in daily wear, and the style is not limited to men and women, it all depends on his mood. She is the king, even if she is wearing a sack, outsiders have to agree with her.

Shen Tang gave Tan Ting a lot of patience.

Tan Ting also gave enough rewards.

|ω`)

The widowed king has no emotional line, except for the cat