Back To My Husband’s Youth

"you……"

Gu Wuyou was stunned, "You, how would you know?" After she finished speaking, she became happy again, holding Li Qinyuan's arm in her hand, and her slightly trembling tone also revealed a hint of joy that could not be hidden. Did you remember something?"

Li Qinyuan saw her look like this, and the only uncertainty in his heart was completely dissipated.

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What Zhao Chengyou said was true.

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There is such an absurd thing in this world...

-"Do you know why Gu Wuyou likes you so much?"

-"Li Qinyuan, in fact, you have never beaten me at all. We are all losers in our relationship."

-"She doesn't like you at all, but Li Qinyuan who pulled her out of the darkness in the past!"

-"Since you are so determined about Gu Wuyou's love for you, why not ask her? Ask her whether she likes you or the Li Qinyuan who saved her like a **** in the past."

These words lingered in his ears like magic sounds.

Li Qinyuan has never regretted in his life, he was unruly when he was young, and he has never regretted all the decisions he made later, whether right or wrong, good or bad... But now, looking at the smile on this familiar face.

He... regretted it.

It shouldn't be asked, what is Zhao Chengyou's peace of mind, how can he not know? He just wanted to see them eccentric...Why do you want to ask? If he doesn't ask for it, he can be a fool all his life, even if she has been coaxing him to deceive him.

As long as she is still by her side.

But he just couldn't help it. What he thought was a soft spot, and the love he thought of all his life was because of another person.

Even if that person is himself.

If all this is because of others, then what is the relationship between them in the past two years? Li Qinyuan didn't know what they were like in the previous life, but he knew... he was not him.

He is Li Qilang.

He did not save her.

He is not her god, not the one who pulled her out of the dark hell.

The things in her memory, the people who made her feel at ease, made her happy... are not him.

Gu Wuyou was still immersed in immense joy. She didn't notice the strangeness on Li Qinyuan's face at all. She raised her head and held his arm. She seemed to be a little unsure, and asked cautiously, "You, What do you remember?"

"...Gu Wuyou."

Li Qinyuan rarely called her name. In the past, she was a little girl, brutal, and later she was a lady, a wife, a little wife, a little daughter-in-law... So when he heard this name suddenly, Gu Wuyou was stunned, and the joy in his heart was temporarily suppressed Stopped, she looked at him and said softly, "What's the matter?"

"I'm not him."

Li Qinyuan looked down at her, and the emotions in her eyes were more complicated than ever.

He suddenly wanted to escape from this place, wanted to find a place to calm himself down, and he really did it... On the battlefield, he was not afraid of swords, guns, enemies, or even ghosts and gods, but now he is here. A deserter in front of a loved one.

He stretched out his hand to hold Gu Wuyou's hand, his eyelashes drooped slightly, and he broke apart the human hand section by section. Even though his heart was cut like a knife, the movements on his hand were still as gentle as before, but his voice was a little dumb. I have something to do, you, take a good rest first, don’t wait for me."

This is the end.

He didn't even wait for Gu Wuyou to react, and left as if running away.

The curtain was raised and lowered, and Bai Lu Hongshuang's surprised voice came from outside, "General? Are you...where are you going?"

No one answered.

Only the sound of footsteps hurriedly left.

When Gu Wuyou reacted, she hurriedly closed the curtains and walked out, but Li Qinyuan was nowhere to be found in this huge courtyard. Bailu and Hongshuang hurriedly greeted her when she came out, "What's wrong with me?" This is the first time I have seen a general with such a gloomy face."

"you guys……"

Bai Lu hesitated, "Have you quarreled?"

When she said this, she herself felt incredible. Since the master married to Li's house, let alone quarreling with the general, her eyes have not been red once, but she looked at the expression on the master's face and the general's when he left. With a look, she felt that this incredible thing had indeed happened.

Hongshuang has always been on Gu Wuyou's side.

No matter what happened in this meeting, he supported Gu Wuyou and pursed his mouth unhappily: "What is he doing? Leave you alone at home without telling you where to go. Does he know you Are you pregnant?"

Gu Wuyou was taken aback for a moment, and then he remembered that he hadn't even had time to talk to others about this matter.

Bai Lu was more rational, stared at Red Shuang, and said to Gu Wuyou: "It's okay, the general has always loved you, and I guess he will be back after the meeting. I will ask Lin Qing to look outside. If there is any news, I will come with you. Say."

Looking at the night again, she whispered: "The slave servant will help you in and rest first."

Hongshuang also followed in, and was dismissed by Bailu.

After entering the room, Bailu helped the person onto the bed to rest, and then squatted on the side of the bed, holding her hand and asked: "What happened to you and the general?"

Gu Wuyou didn't know why Li Qinyuan made such a fire, thinking of the words of the previous two, and Li Qinyuan's sad expression when he left, and gently twisted his eyebrows... Hearing what he meant, it seemed that she thought of them as one. People.

But in her heart, they were originally the same person.

She didn't know why Li Qinyuan was upset.

This kind of thing is too complicated, not to mention that she herself is still confused. I am afraid that Bai Lu and the others will be scared to say it, so she shook her head, "It's okay, you let Lin Qing go and watch, don't let him have an accident. "

Seeing that she didn't want to say more, Bai Lu had to press his mind, and said softly, "Then you go to bed first, you are pregnant now, you can't toss like this."

"Just now the doctor also said, let you rest well."

When Gu Wuyou thought of this, his expression was awkward, and he put his hands on his belly, nodding his head, "I will rest well."

I originally thought that Li Qinyuan was only angry for a while, and he would come back when he got angry. I didn’t expect that he hadn’t come back for three days since he went out that night... The news came through day by day. It seemed that she was afraid that she would be worried at all. Did not hide his traces.

But even so, Gu Wuyou still couldn't sit still.

The complexions of the two maids, Bailu and Hongshuang, are even more ugly. Hongshuang is an irresistible temper. She will say like a firecracker, "It's too much! It's been a few days, he won't come back? Daily biography What's the use of those news?"

"When I went to the main courtyard today, I heard several maids and women talking about you quarreling with the general." She became more and more angry, and simply squatted beside Gu Wuyou, exclaiming angrily: "Master, you too Don't take the restlessness of this class, since he won't come back, the slave and maid will accompany you home and let the grandpa take care of him!"

As soon as Bai Lu heard this, he whispered: "What kind of **** do you mean? Do you think it's not enough?"

Hong Shuang retorted: "Then what do you say? He hasn't come back, so is it that the master is wronged here?"

Seeing the two maids arguing endlessly, Gu Wuyou only felt that her brain was sore, and ignored the two of them. She got up and said, "Let the concierge prepare the carriage. I'm going to Xijiao Daying."

"Master?" Bai Lu twisted her eyebrows, disapproving, "You are unstable now, how can you go to such a place?"

"Then what do you say?"

Gu Wuyou looked down at his lower abdomen, and said helplessly: "He never comes back, I just sit at home no matter what, no matter what, I have to make it clear to him."

Knowing that she had made up her mind, the two maids did not persuade her again. While re-dressing her, they ordered the people to prepare the carriage. When the master and servants arrived at the Xijiao Camp, it was already two hours later. Up.

In fact, it didn’t take so long before, but Bailu was worried that she was pregnant and kept the coachman slowing down. This was only delayed until now... the sun was still in the sky when it came, but now the sky was more than half dark, and the guard in front of the gate saw the carriage stopped. , Hurriedly drove away, "Walk around, this is the Xijiao Camp, not a place where people can come."

Bai Lu raised the curtain and handed her waist card.

The two men looked at the line above, for a moment, then looked at the other person in the carriage, and hurriedly bent down and retreated, and said respectfully: "Madam."

"Yeah." Gu Wuyou's voice was a bit weak. He glanced inside through the torch. It was dark and he could only see a few camp and patrol soldiers, "I'm here to find Li Qinyuan."

"Mrs. Lao, wait a moment, and your subordinates will report to you immediately." One of the guards hurriedly ran inside after speaking.

...

And in the biggest camp at this time.

Li Qinyuan leaned against the table tiredly, rubbing his brows slightly with his fingers.

Seeing his exhausted look, the cronies around him hurriedly persuaded him in a low voice: "General, everything in the camp is almost handled, you should go home."

"It's okay."

Li Qinyuan shook his head, his voice was dumb, "How about Bei Di?"

The cronies hurriedly said, "Wei Guogong and General Fu have arrived in Beidi, and they are in very good condition. It is estimated that they will be back soon."

"Yeah." Li Qinyuan nodded, and the hand rubbing his eyebrows stopped. He was hesitating whether to ask about the situation at home again. He heard a report from the generals outside, "General, Madam, here comes, waiting for you outside the camp. "

Suddenly hearing the word "Mrs.", Li Qinyuan still didn't react. He raised his head, and his handsome face under the candlelight was also a little surprised.

When he reacted, he immediately got up and walked out.

When the soldiers outside saw him coming out, they shouted: "General."

But Li Qinyuan hurried out of the camp before he could even respond. When he saw the carriage outside and the white dew who was attending the carriage, his expression changed again, and he stepped forward and closed the curtain regardless of everyone's request. .

Seeing Gu Wuyou sitting by the carriage, he frowned again, and his voice became a little deeper, "Why are you here?" He went to reprimand Bai Lu, "Where is this place, you dare to take the lady like this? come?"

Bai Lu turned pale when he was reprimanded, and hurriedly lowered his head.

Gu Wuyou originally had countless things to say to him, but he didn't expect that when he saw him, she saw him calmly and scolded others. She didn't know if she was sensitive during pregnancy or was spoiled by Li Qinyuan. Even though her temper is getting bigger and bigger, she can't stand any grievances.

At this time, her eyes were red and she said, "What are you doing with her?"

"If you don't want to see me, I'll leave now, so I don't have to make you look upset!" After all, she has never been wronged by him, she said, she shed tears, and her temper came up again, no I would like to cry in front of him, biting his lip, and wiping the tears with the back of his hand.

"If you really think that I'm annoying, just turn around and give me a copy and leave the book to me, it's better than being in a nonchalant place like this."

"you--"

Li Qinyuan's expression suddenly changed as soon as he heard the words "Leaving the Book". He just wanted to talk about someone, but when he saw her aggrieved and pitiful, she couldn't utter a single word, so he sighed softly. Send everyone aside, and then get into the carriage.

Regardless of people's struggles, he forced her into his arms, but wiped her tears very gently, and sighed: "Why are you crying?"

"Who will allow you to say such a thing? You want to leave me just like that when you still have to leave the book?"

Gu Wuyou heard that he turned out to be the wicked person to file a complaint first, with red eyes and hammering him with his fist, "Who left suddenly, and who hasn't returned for a few days? You don't know what the people in the family have said these days. Yes, even my grandmother felt weird and called me over and asked if we had a fight."

"Well, you don't care about anything when you run here. Let me stay at home by myself. I come to you, and you show me a calm face."

The more she talked, the more aggrieved, her tears fell down, "How can someone like you be sentenced to death and convicted without even listening to the explanation. If I don't come to you today, will you do it in the future?" Not coming back?"

Li Qinyuan originally just wanted to leave himself for a few days to calm himself down, and there are indeed some things that need to be handled by him in Xijiao Daying...

How could she think that would make her think this way?

Seeing her with tears on his face, his heart hurts too much. He doesn’t care about them anymore, and while wiping her tears, he coaxes: “Don’t cry, it’s all my fault.” He explained, “I didn’t. The meaning of going home is that I have been busy these few days, and I am emotionally unstable, afraid to scare you, so I thought about leaving for a few days to calm down."

"If you don't come to me today, I will go home tomorrow."

Gu Wuyou was stunned, stopped the choking voice, raised his head from his arms, couldn't believe it, "Really?"

Li Qinyuan said helplessly: "When did I lie to you?" He wiped away the tears on the person's face, and stroked her head and said, "I was wrong before. I shouldn't just leave without saying anything to worry you. , And let you be talked about by others..." He figured it out clearly, even if she used him as a stand-in, as a shadow of someone else, he recognized it.

Who made him reluctant to bear her?

Gu Wuyou didn't expect her to say something like this. Just now, she was full of grievances. Now she feels embarrassed. He lowered his head and said in a low voice, "It's not all your fault. It would be nice if I told you clearly earlier. ."

She has been thinking a lot these days, and she also understands what Li Qinyuan is caring about.

In fact, after getting along for so long, she had already distinguished them clearly. Even if they were the same person, they had different personalities and experienced different things... As he said, he was not him.

Take a deep breath.

Gu Wuyou grabbed Li Qinyuan's sleeve and looked up and said, "Don't you want to know those things? I will tell you all."

Li Qinyuan actually didn't want to know. He was afraid that he knew too much, so he would think more. It would be better to be a fool who didn't know anything, but looking at her firm gaze and reluctant to refuse, he could only give a soft "um" .

Gu Wuyou didn't know what to say.

She never thought that one day she would even talk to others about her previous life, especially the person who had spent his entire life with him.

"We were together in the previous life, but when I met you, you were already twenty-five years old. At that time..." She looked at Li Qinyuan, her brows softened, "You are already a powerful general in the world. "

"We first met at the temple. You stood in front of me holding an umbrella, looking at me who just cried, and handed me a veil."

"Later you want to marry me, I still feel strange, you obviously have a better choice, so many ladies and ladies want to marry you, but you just begged me... You don’t know, I was true at that time. It's not good."

"I was married and couldn't have children, and I had a very strange temperament, but you still married me."

"You are very good to me, very good."

"It was you who pulled me out of the dark memory of the past little by little, gave me a new life, let me embrace the sunshine again, and you taught me to grow."

"Li Qinyuan." Gu Wuyou called his name, held his hand, looked at him, and slowly said: "In the beginning, it was indeed for this reason that I desperately wanted to find you and wanted to get to know you earlier. , But later, in the day-to-day getting along, I know you are different."

"He has endured all the hardships I don't know, so he can protect me with rich wings when he meets me."

"And you—"

"I have witnessed your growth, your youthful character, and your high spirits. I have watched you grow a little bit. Until now, I know very well...you are different."

"Who do you think I like?" Gu Wuyou seemed to find this question difficult to answer. She pursed her red lips, and then said, "I don't know. I knew him first before I wanted to meet him desperately. You, want to be with you."

"But I know that you are not someone's stand-in, you are Li Qinyuan, my Qilang, the person I will spend my whole life together."

Gu Wuyou didn’t know if he could understand what he said, would he be unhappy, hesitated and worried, looked up at him, hesitated for a while before whispering: "I’m saying this, you...can understand ?"

I thought he would still be unhappy.

She didn't think she was taken into her arms just after she said this.

The man's calm and powerful arms held her firmly, so close that she could even hear his heartbeat, "I understand."

If there is no part between them in the previous life, how could she come to him? If she didn't come to him, then in their entire life, I'm afraid they could only be strangers at first... Thinking of what she said before, he suddenly felt a little distressed.

Even if she said it lightly, he could still guess the darkness she had experienced.

Can't help but hug the person tighter again.

Li Qinyuan stroked her head and said softly, "Actually, I should thank him." Thank him for taking you out of the dark past, thank him for protecting you so well, thank him... for letting you come to me.

Outside is a quiet and cold night.

The night in the western suburbs was much quieter than the capital, and in the carriage, the two hugging each other did not speak. I don’t know how long it took before Li Qinyuan released Gu Wuyou, looked down at her, and said softly: go home."

"it is good,"

Gu Wuyou held his hand, under the candlelight, raised his smile again, "Let's go home."

...

Once upon a time.

You take me out of the darkness.

this life.

I watched you grow.

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