Back To My Youth

Guo Jingyu said: "Okay, thank you brother."

"Why are you being polite to me? You can help me more, and don't talk about it." After telling his cousin a few words, Gu Yu whispered after hanging up, "Well, if it's convenient, wait for me to go back to you. Bring Xiao Li, let's have a meal together and get to know the family."

Guo Jingyu reacted, only to hear that he was talking about Li Tongzhou, smiled and agreed.

Guo Jingyu bought everything at the vegetable market near the community, brought back two big bags, and did not go out for several days at home.

He didn't go out by himself, and he didn't let Li Tongzhou go out.

Li Tongzhou was injured, and it was Guo Jingyu who had the stress reaction.

As soon as he became a little bit moving, he couldn't help coming over to check. The door would be locked at night, and sometimes he wouldn't open the curtains during the day, preferring to stay beside Li Tongzhou with the lights on in the room.

He knew it wasn't right, but he couldn't control it.

He was so scared.

At the thought of the possibility of losing Li Tongzhou, he was restless.

It was good to see each other during the day, but at night, even if he slept in one place, Guo Jingyu would always wake up in his dreams, and he hadn't slept well for several days. He had the same dream all the time, the dream was blurry, but when he woke up, his chest felt uncomfortable. He dreamed of the sanatorium in Linshi. He ran desperately in the corridor to find Li Tongzhou. It was empty, and no one was there.

Dreams are like fragmentary fragments, sometimes in a sanatorium, sometimes as news images flashing on TV.

The news is that a few years later, the news of the closure of the sanatorium was being broadcast on the forum. The host reported a series of cold numbers. It was the young people who were damaged in it. Some died, and most of them suffered irreparable damage. There is a boy who is playing a professional game, and his right hand has been disabled... The TV screen flashes across a room at the end of the corridor, which is the place where the most severe guards are placed, and the place where the most "disobedient" people are punished.

The room was opened, and the walls were covered with formulas, and there were numbers and symbols whose meanings seemed impossible to explore. The person who was once locked here was either a genius or a lunatic. Just as noticeable as the formula, there were also inscribed There are countless names on the wall, the handwriting is very shallow, like a little bit of a fingernail pinch marks, all the names of the same person are written, as if they have been written for a long time, the formula and the name are superimposed, and it is not very clear. .

Guo Jingyu tried hard to recognize it, and the moment he saw the words, he suddenly felt a pain in his chest and slowly woke up.

The clothes on his back were soaked with sweat, and when he woke up, his emotions were still in the dream.

Li Tongzhou hugged him and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Guo Jingyu burst into tears and said hoarsely, "Li Tongzhou, who is Bei Bei?"

Li Tongzhou was slightly surprised, but still said, "It's you."

Guo Jingyu's breath was stagnant, his fingers tugged at his sleeves so hard that his knuckles turned white, his throat choked and he couldn't speak. It was dark in the room, and Li Tongzhou, who was sleeping beside him, got a little embarrassed and said with a chuckle, "You saw the notes on my phone that time, didn't you? I can't think of anything else, if you don't like it, I'll change it next time..."

Guo Jingyu leaned over to kiss him, put the words he had not finished in his mouth, and swallowed them.

Li Tongzhou knew something was wrong after kissing him twice. He held his face and raised his hand to wipe the wetness on his cheek with his thumb. Get involved in deeper desires.

For three whole days, they stayed together without leaving home.

What Guo Jingyu heard the most before was that Li Tongzhou had only one friend and could not live without him, but now he found that it was not the case.

It's not that Li Tongzhou can't do without him, it's that he can't do without this person for half a step. It takes a hug and touch to make sure that this person is by his side all the time, so that he can put down his heart.

He didn't dare to sleep, for fear that he would not be able to see Li Tongzhou when he woke up.

Even during the day, if Li Tongzhou was out of his sight for too long, he would rush to find him.

Li Tongzhou tried to cook noodles in the kitchen. When he saw him coming, he would hug and kiss him. The kiss fell on his forehead, like a good medicine, to dispel his anxiety.

Guo Jingyu felt that this would not work, but he was ill.

He couldn't control himself, at least not for a short time.

Li Tongzhou has been with him these days and chatted a lot with him.

It's about my family, and it's about myself.

Li Tongzhou didn't talk much. When he was talking, Guo Jingyu listened quietly. They cuddled together on the sofa. Li Tongzhou lowered his head and stroked his hair. He rolled over and hugged Li Tongzhou's waist. A soft kiss fell on his ear.

A few days later, Guo Jingyu's condition improved and he could go out to buy food with Li Tongzhou.

Before the rain in the early summer, the weather was sultry, Guo Jingyu bought a transparent umbrella at the door of the small shop selling fruit and took it home. When Li Tongzhou went shopping yesterday, he brought back paints and pens for him. After he went back, he drew a picture inside the umbrella with these. He didn't make any drafts, he just painted to relieve boredom, probably because he was a little bored, so he used a lot of dark blue, and after he calmed down, he smeared and corrected it.