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Chapter 355 Unbelievable

Si Ningning was silent for a long time, and Song Shuhan spoke again:

"Si Zhiqing, don't get me wrong, I'm just curious and I'm not forcing you to do anything."

"You know, there are only these male educated youths. We are all good friends. I want to know where my friend lost it."

Si Ningning pursed her lips, frowned and lowered her long eyelashes. She knew that Song Shuhan had no ill intentions, so after thinking carefully, she also confessed her thoughts to Song Shuhan:

"I really didn't know about this at the beginning. You know Mo Bei's character. I actually don't like people with this kind of character. In many situations and many things, because we are both educated youths and live under the same roof. Any

Inappropriate choices or words can cause embarrassment to each other, so I have been patient and adapting."

"Of course, in our subsequent interactions, I learned that Mo Bei is very good, very courageous, very courageous and not bad at all, but it's really hard to explain things like feelings. If you have to give an explanation, then you can think about it, two people

How can people who need coaxing be together? Is it possible that they will fight together? Or maybe they will never interact with each other until they die?"

Song Shuhan was silent.

Si Ningning continued: "There is no winning or losing in this relationship. Mo Bei may have liked me in the past, but I have never recognized this."

She chuckled nonchalantly and told Song Shuhan about the things that happened during her childhood.

"Jiang Yue's past was also very difficult, but she always said that I was gentle and that I gave her a lot of courage and encouragement, but you know what?"

When Si Ningning talked about those experiences, the scene seemed to reappear in front of his eyes. He watched such a young and cute girl being abused both mentally and physically by her family.

The lonely little body standing at the door, and the bodies locked together in the dark little room, huddled together, all appeared in front of my eyes.

Si Ningning...

It's so difficult and such a sad past...

How did she get here?

Song Shuhan opened his lips, shook his head, and his pupils trembled slightly under his glasses.

Unbelievable.

incredible.

And the subjective consciousness cannot accept it.

In fact, he didn't feel the same way, but for some reason, Song Shuhan felt sour and hot in his eyes. However, Si Ningning's gentle voice continued to sound:

"Tenderness is never inherent in people, because I have stepped on ice, endured sharp knives, and tasted extreme pain. Therefore, when others need it, I am willing to act as an umbrella to help others, but the truth in my heart

I have always longed for someone to hold an umbrella for me when I need it."

Si Ningning smiled, his dark eyes curved into small crescents as usual, but Song Shuhan couldn't feel any of the usual dazzling brightness, and instead felt unusually heavy and depressed.

"Mo Bei can't give me the sense of security I want. Maybe I can in the future, but I'm not in the mood to grow up with him."

The two people are very good in appearance and ability, so people think they are a good match, but personality is indeed an issue.

These words also made Song Shuhan understand where Mo Bei fell behind.

"sorry."

Song Shuhan stood up and bowed deeply to Si Ningning.

"It doesn't matter." Si Ningning said slowly, his expression as gentle as when he comforted Jiang Yue, and the things he told were more like other people's experiences, "There is a misunderstanding in this matter, so just make it clear.

but……"

"What?"

Song Shuhan returned to the table and asked puzzledly.

Si Ningning bit her lower lip, considered it for a while and looked at Song Shuhan, her voice was slow and sincere:

"I can only pretend not to know about this matter, and try to keep a distance from Mo Bei as much as possible in the following time. There are some things I can't say to him. If possible... you are friends, I hope you can tactfully tell him

Enlighten and enlighten him.”

"You are friends, and I am also a friend of you. I don't want to hurt any of you."

"The road ahead is long, and there will be many things and people you will experience. Don't be obsessed with things that have no response and are meaningless."

Si Ningning was sincere and spoke his truest thoughts.

People who shout for freedom without love, but their peripheral vision still favors the one who is loved...

Across the small and old table, Song Shuhan looked at the girl in front of him, who pretended not to be seen in Mo Bei's eyes, but was actually seen thousands of times in the corner of his eye, feeling really heavy.

At the beginning, Song Shuhan actually felt a little unfair for Mo Bei, but after the conversation, he knew that Si Ningning could not be blamed for this.

Si Ningning is gentle, smart, philanthropic, and kind to everyone around her, but at the same time, her goals are also very clear.

She just hopes to have someone who is exclusive to her, loyal to her, loves her, partial to her, and can be her protective umbrella.

The advantage between Mo Bei and Huo Lang is that they are young and energetic and have a promising future.

But similarly, his disadvantage is that he is young and energetic,

A young and inexperienced young man, he is awkward and shy, and his reserved temper makes him shy to tell his love to the girl he likes...

"I will."

Song Shuhan wiped his face. Even though he knew that Mo Bei would never listen to him, he still chose to agree to Si Ningning.

This was his apology for ending this abrupt topic.

Si Ningning's eyes curved into small crescents, her pale lips parted, her smile was pure and dazzling, and her face was more like a bright halo, unusually bright and gentle, "Thank you."

Just as Si Ningning didn't want to hurt them, Song Shuhan didn't want her to be hurt, so after a brief silence, Song Shuhan said:

"There is no news that I can return to the city right now, but tell me directly and I will definitely be able to go back in the future!"

Song Shuhan twitched his lips, lowered his slender eyebrows, and looked at Si Ningning very worriedly:

"Are you sure you've thought about it? Have you thought clearly? You won't go back to the city? You won't go back in the future?"

This is indeed a problem.

People who grew up in the city have long developed the habit of living in the city. This is why many educated youth feel miserable in rural areas after they go to the countryside.

This is not only due to the hard work and changes in food and accommodation, but also the differences in humanities, culture and living environment.

Even if they can adapt to rural life, everyone is still looking forward to going back.

If Si Ningning said he didn't want to go back to the city, not to mention the educated youth who came with him would be suspicious, and the local people in the countryside would also be confused.

She can't live with good commercial grain, but she would rather stay in a small mountain village and crawl in the fields to eat? Not everyone would think that she is crazy.

In the eyes of everyone in the educated youth spot, Huo Lang is a farmer in this small place in Province H. He may be a little more capable than ordinary farmers, but that doesn't change the fact that he is a farmer.

If she wants to be with Huo Lang and marry Huo Lang, then she will undoubtedly be left in the small mountain village of Team 3 for the rest of her life...

Most of Song Shuhan's worries came from this, Si Ningning understood.

But she also knew that what they saw and heard about Huo Lang was not true.

Si Ningning knew the details of Huo Lang, and in addition, he also knew the general direction of the future.

She had certain plans in mind, but she couldn't tell Song Shuhanming about them.

After thinking about it for a moment, Si Ningning curved her lips and said in a long "hmm" voice, and then said:

"I will definitely go back to the city if I have the chance. We are unlikely to go back because of work. If the policy changes in the future, I think we should still take the exam."

Thinking that the college entrance examination will be restarted in the future, Si Ningning casually mentioned:

"Huo Lang can read. If that day comes, I will urge him to take the exam with me... You are the same, everyone in the educated youth center is the same. We have books in the educated youth center. We still have to pick them up and read them when we have time. The future will be the same.

It’s impossible to tell.”

Although he felt that this matter was still a bit inappropriate, thinking about what he usually saw, Huo Lang was always obedient to Si Ningning, and Song Shuhan felt slightly relieved.

"As long as you have your own plans in mind, we can't influence you. We can only make some suggestions from a reasonable perspective. We don't want you to suffer."

"I see."

Si Ningning smiled, his eyes full of calmness and kindness, which was the most relaxing attitude when getting along with friends.

Song Shuhan nodded calmly, and after speaking about his concerns, he couldn't find anything else to say for a while, and the atmosphere seemed a little awkward.

His eyes were wandering here and there without fixation. After a brief silence, Song Shuhan's eyes fell back on Si Ningning:

"I don't know how long it will take Comrade Huo Lang. I'm a little tired from the car ride, so I won't wait for him."

As he spoke, his hand was already lifting the rattan box on the side of the table, "Si Zhiqing, I'm going back first."

Si Ningning knew that it would be embarrassing for him to stay any longer, so she smiled and nodded, "Okay, go slower on the road."

"I understand, just wait for Comrade Huo Lang here, and don't wander around, lest he can't find you when he comes back!"

"Well, okay."

…

"well……"

After seeing Song Shuhan off, Si Ningning immersed herself in stirring the spoon in the soup bowl, feeling suddenly a little complicated.

She has never been a sentimental person. In the past, the family pursued interests, and there were people who liked her and pursued her, but no one could persist until the end, or no one was really willing to compete with the interests.

But she didn't expect that after traveling to this simple and unpretentious era, she would feel trapped in such a bloody embarrassing position.

"Why are you sighing? Where are the educated youths of Song Dynasty?"

The table trembled, and Holang came back and sat across from the table.

Si Ningning smiled lightly, not wanting him to worry, so she explained: "Back? Song Shuhan said he was too tired from the car ride and felt very sleepy, so he went back to sleep."

After saying that, he curved his lips and asked, "How is it? How are things going? Did Wang Song say anything over there?"

Huo Lang shook his head with a smile on his face, as if he was thirsty. He didn't mind that the soup bowl on the table was cold and that Si Ningning had drunk. He picked it up and took a sip:

"It's done. It's just as you expected. From a distance, he still looked fierce. When the car drove up, he immediately became honest. After I handed over the things, his expression changed again."

Si Ningning blinked and asked curiously: "What's the difference?"

"A little more serious and sincere." Huo Lang put down the bowl, raised his eyebrows, and laughed "hum hum" twice. He could hardly make a sound, but it was hoarse and hoarse, like a subwoofer, vibrating.

The person's ear is numb for a while.

"I guess I waited too long before and thought I was deceived. This time I get the "Grand Prize Certificate" written by you, and I should be able to feel at ease."

"What kind of award is there?" Si Ningning pinched her earlobe unnaturally, raised her eyes and gave Huo Lang a scolding look, and said in a fake tone:

"Have you eaten? If not, eat something quickly. You will have to work on the road in a while!"

"I ate it, I really ate it. I was in a hurry and didn't plan to eat it, but why don't we just call the whole house together to help with the work? I don't want people to go hungry, so I just eat the braised pork with rice in the county."

"Just eat it. I'm worried that you are so stupid that you don't even know how to eat."

Si Ningning muttered subconsciously.

Huo Lang's arched eyebrows were raised, his smile was gentle and caring, and Zhou Zhenghao's upright face always revealed endless tenderness and care inadvertently ever since he got close to Si Ningning.

"Are you full? I just went upstairs and saw that there was a meat dumpling seller. It should get busy when we get back. I won't have the chance to bring you to town for a while. Why don't you buy some to take back to eat?"

Si Ningning shook his head, had already put away his things and stood up, not forgetting Aojiao and Huo Lang's talk, "The production team is not far from the town. If you are busy, I can come by myself. Who do you think I am?

Like a giant baby? Can't live without you?"

Huo Lang stood up, shook his head and followed Si Ningning helplessly.

Mo Yue understood the meaning of Si Ningning's words, but still subconsciously asked: "What is a giant baby?"

"..."

Si Ningning paused slightly and subconsciously raised her hand to cover her mouth.

She blamed herself for being quick-tongued and uttered a popular internet term, but when she looked back at Huo Lang, she retracted her gaze and walked ahead first, and she explained honestly:

"A giant baby...literally means a big baby. It can't do anything and has to rely on others to complete everything."

"Then you are definitely not a giant baby."

"Um?"

It was originally just a casual chat, but I didn't expect Huo Lang to be so serious, and it suddenly made Si Ningning curious.

"Why?"

she asked.

"Because..." Huo Lang smiled teasingly, tilting his head slightly to look at Si Ningning, "You are a big little girl."

The underlying meaning is that Si Ningning is like a little girl. She needs protection, deserves to be protected, needs to be coaxed, and deserves to be coaxed...

"It's all the same! You talk about these nonsense every day!"

Si Ningning was so annoyed by him that she took a breath, stamped her feet, rolled her eyes at Huo Lang, and quickened her pace to walk out of the state-owned hotel first.

"I only said one sentence and nothing else. What's wrong with me? Tell me? Why are you walking so fast?"

Huo Lang joked in a funny way and followed him with his long legs.

As soon as they left the door, many diners in the hall turned their heads and glanced around. The eldest lady at the counter glanced sideways and muttered:

"It's right..."

Digression:

shock!

I left the community for two minutes in the morning, and when I came back, the security guard wouldn't let me in...

As soon as the weather gets cold, the sex gets up, and the risks here in Ayao are high again. Treasures from all over the world should be careful when traveling!

I pray that YQ will pass soon and life will return to normal soon!

(End of chapter)