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109. Self humiliation

The colleague next to him asked: "Doctor Ling, why don't you just rest for a few minutes."

"Okay, take a rest." Dr. Ling felt relieved.

Colleagues looked sympathetically at Dr. Ling's back as he walked towards the crib.

But when Dr. Ling returned to the crib, he couldn't calm down, his mind was in a mess and his chest was congested.

Ten minutes passed, and Dr. Ling still hadn't adjusted at all. The assistant came over and carefully asked him if he was all right, and he suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness. In this state, how to do surgery? Two fresh lives are in their own hands. Don't allow him the slightest slack. Their parents and relatives are waiting outside the operating room, full of expectations. This is their only pair of children. If something goes wrong...he can't imagine.

Dr. Ling decided to give up the operation. He knew what this decision meant? He has to bear some costs of the operation, such as the anesthesia costs for the patient and the donor, and these one-time material costs, because once opened, even if it has not been used, it cannot be used again.

When Dr. Ling told his colleagues that he decided to give up the operation, they were all stunned. This is something that has never happened before. All the preparations have been done and the patient has already entered anesthesia. If you don’t want to do it, you won’t do it. Woolen cloth?

But Dr. Ling said: "I'm not in good condition today, and I can't guarantee that I can successfully complete this operation. Since I know the consequences are not good, why do I have to do it?"

"But the anesthesia has already been administered, and there are material costs... What about these costs? It is impossible for the patient's family to bear these costs."

"I will bear it myself. I would rather bear the costs than risk the operation. This is a respect for life."

"How do I explain it to the patient's family? It's fine if the patient's family is reasonable and they know it's for the patient's benefit. If they are unreasonable and take the opportunity to mess with the entangled person, it's enough." Some family members of patients in the hospital even make trouble for no reason! If there is something in their hands, it's no wonder they don't make trouble.

"It's okay, I'll explain it to them. Just tell the truth."

"No, Dr. Ling, if the patient's family members make a fuss, it's not just about you alone, but about the hospital, so you can't tell the family members the truth. Just find another reason to prevaricate, and wait a few days before giving He has surgery."

The colleague called the leader without any explanation. Summarized the matter.

The leader asked to answer the phone with Dr. Ling.

The leader said: "Doctor Ling, your family's affairs have seriously affected your work. I will settle the matter with you later. What I want to say now is that since you are not sure about this operation, I will cancel today's operation. I agree. Anyway, it’s okay to do this kind of operation a few days before and after, but it’s not impossible to say that it will have no effect at all. If the patient’s condition suddenly deteriorates because the operation was not performed in time, it is not impossible, so we must find a reasonable one. If you tell the patient’s family the truth, you are at fault, and you represent the hospital. If anything happens in the future, the patient’s family will put all the responsibility on the hospital.”

"Then what kind of reason do you want?" Dr. Ling asked.

"Isn't this very simple? It is said that after the patient was given anesthesia, he developed high blood pressure and rapid heartbeat, so he was not suitable for surgery. Such an explanation is reasonable. The family members of the patient can't blame the hospital. The hospital said at most It is to sympathize with the patient's family, so the hospital can reduce part of the cost this time."

"This incident was originally my fault! Since it is my fault, I will bear it. How can the family members of the patient bear these expenses?"

The leader said in a stern tone, "Doctor Ling, it's not about the cost. If they don't pay for it, it means that it's the hospital's fault. If anything happens later, can you, Dr. Ling, afford it?"

yes! A patient's condition can change at any time. It’s okay if the patient doesn’t have any problems before the next operation. If something happens, look at the medical troubles over the years. It’s not just a matter of surgery fees.

Facing the reality, Dr. Ling had no choice but to agree to the plan of the hospital leadership. I told the patient's family that the patient felt unwell after anesthesia, so the operation could not be performed temporarily.

Seeing the worried and disappointed expressions of the patient's family members, Dr. Ling felt very uncomfortable. Because of my own reasons, it really shouldn't cause such troubles to the patient and his family.

Because of Fang Lihua's noise, all kinds of gossip about Dr. Ling spread all over the hospital, and the impact was very bad. Dr. Ling was called into the office by the leader to give him a scolding.

Dr. Ling came out of the leader's office, and everywhere he went, he was pointed out by others, "I usually see him as a decent person, how could he be like this, is there a good man in this world?"

"The medical skills are excellent, but the character is not very good? Hey! There is no perfect person in the world!"

"Looking at the appearance of a gentleman, it turns out that it is nothing more than that."

"Doctor Ling turned out to be the perfect male god in my mind! Overnight, this image collapsed and my heart broke..."

...

Before it was time to get off work, Dr. Ling went back to the place where he lived. He has been living in this hotel for the past few days. Because of his busy work, he has no time to look for a house. It just happened that he was free this afternoon, so he went to an intermediary to rent a house. house, and my son can live with him on weekends in the future.

Through an intermediary, Ling Chengzhi quickly found a suitable house. It was only because the previous resident brother moved out and the house hadn't been cleaned, so he could move in the next day. Ling Chengzhi returned to the hotel.

Fang Lihua was dragged out of the hospital like a dog by the security guards, and thrown outside the hospital. She was not allowed to enter the hospital again. The onlookers also changed from enthusiasm and sympathy to contempt and disgust. Only then did Fang Lihua realize that she did not know what to do. Juezhong played the role of a clown again. Such a vigorous disturbance, apart from ruining Ling Chengzhi's reputation, being ridiculed by others and making Ling Chengzhi hate herself even more, she got nothing. This was not her original intention, not the result she wanted.

Recalling that Ling Chengzhi said to the security guard in disgust: "Drag this crazy woman out." Fang Lihua saw that Ling Chengzhi no longer had the slightest emotion for her, but only disgusted and unfeeling on his face.

Fang Lihua returned home dejectedly, sat on the sofa blankly, the TV was on, and her favorite TV series was playing, but she couldn't watch a single picture, her mind was full of Ling Chengzhi looking at her with indifference and disgust That face and the words to the security guard to drag the crazy woman out.

PS: The current scheduled release has been changed and it is not easy to use, so I can only release it immediately, so the update time is a bit irregular these days, because I am working and have free time, so I am sorry. (to be continued.):