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208. Suffering

When those two people left, Meng Zijian finally breathed a sigh of relief. He was thinking about what to do in the future? He can neither let the doctor find out that he is pretending to be crazy, nor can he annoy the doctor to be repaired by the doctor.

I don’t know if his future wards will be single rooms. I heard that this is the same as the general hospital, and it also has general wards and special wards. The general wards are for several people, and the special wards are single rooms. The cost of a single room must be higher. The cost of a multi-person room is less. I don’t know what kind of treatment the unit can give him. It’s hard to think about it. It’s the best of humanity for them to pay for his treatment, even though he doesn’t want to come. It is impossible to treat him well.

Mencius shuddered at the thought of living in the same room with those mentally ill patients, so even though his whole body was sore from being tied up and his stomach was terribly hungry, he was the only one in this room, so he was still safe.

Therefore, although Meng Zijian was very uncomfortable all over, he endured it. After an unknown period of time, it was dark, and Meng Zijian was so hungry that he felt dizzy and dazed, and fell asleep.

The next morning, Meng Zijian felt sore all over his body. He had never suffered such a crime in his life. He couldn't bear it anymore, so he started to shout, but with all his strength, he only made a weak sound. He tried to use his body to make the bed loud again, but his limbs and body were numb. Unable to move, he could only bang his head against the wall while making noises.

After bumping a lot, I finally heard footsteps coming this way.

The door was opened, and three doctors in white coats came in, one of them said: "Why did you wake up now, you should have woken up yesterday afternoon!"

Another said: "After being tied for a day and a night, his hands and feet are numb. It seems that even if he is untied, he will not be able to move for a while."

Indeed, when the tying was loosened, Mencius was so sore that he couldn't even stand up.

Mencius lay there blankly, and three doctors examined him, but he didn't respond at all.

The doctor went out after the examination, and this time the door was not closed. Soon, a person came in with a stainless steel bowl, "Meng Zijian, it's time to eat!"

Meng Zijian sat up slowly, the doctor handed him the bowl, and left.

Meng Zijian was so hungry that he ate the bowl of rice hungrily.

After a while, the doctor came in again and saw Mencius sitting there in a daze. The bowl next to it was empty, and he said, "Go, I'll take you to check."

Meng Zijian obediently followed the doctor to do various examinations.

At the beginning, Meng Zijian was very afraid, afraid that the doctor would find that he was not crazy, but later he realized that his worry was unnecessary, the doctor did not use any extraordinary means to detect whether he was crazy, and he found through observation that, Doctors like patients who are quiet and not noisy. Mencius Jian can rest assured that as long as he doesn't cause trouble or become manic, the doctor won't do anything to him?

According to the examination results, Mencius suffered from memory impairment and mental retardation, because he couldn't remember the past, and he didn't even know who he was, and he was very demented and dull.

Such a result made Mencius sigh secretly in his heart. He used to claim to be the smartest among his brothers and sisters, even the smartest person in the village, but now he suffers from mental retardation, and God really knows how to play tricks on others. what!

Judging from the current situation, Mencius Jian is not aggressive or dangerous, so Mencius Jian was placed in a three-person room.

The other two people, a patient in his 40s, were in the same situation as Meng Zijian. He had a disorder of consciousness, no sense of hunger.

A young man in his twenties has an emotional disorder, often crying pessimistically or laughing excitedly, talking to himself, moody.

At the beginning, Meng Zijian was very scared, afraid of being hurt by them. After two days of fear, Meng Zijian gradually found that the two patients were immersed in their own world, and they didn't even look at him. They are not obviously aggressive, as long as you don't mess with them, they are fine, and there is no danger in being in the same ward with them.

However, he couldn’t be peaceful. The elderly patient didn’t sleep at night and always walked back and forth in the room. One day Mencius woke up in the middle of the night and suddenly found him standing by his bed and looking at him with terrifying eyes, which made him feel sick. Meng Zijian was so frightened that he lost his voice and screamed, which made the patient scream strangely. After waking up another patient, he laughed inexplicably. Such a person, such a night, is as terrifying as it is. Mencius thought, if this continues, he might really be frightened into a mental illness. But there was nothing he could do. I can only live like a year like this.

Another thing is to take medicine. Mencius Jian knows that he is not sick, and he also knows that the medicine is three-point poisonous, so he is unwilling to take medicine, but here, how can he cure the disease without taking medicine? So Meng Zijian put the medicine into his mouth in front of the doctor, took a sip of water, and secretly spit out the medicine while the doctor was not paying attention. The doctor saw that he behaved well every time he took medicine, so he didn't pay much attention.

Meng Zijian plans to slowly recover part of his memory, then recover slowly, and be able to go home as soon as possible.

For Meng Zijian, he longed for everything to be healed all at once, but he didn’t dare to show it all at once. He took one week as a change. After a week passed, he suddenly remembered that his name was Meng Zijian, and another week passed. He thought of his wife and daughter, and the doctor was very happy, saying that he had never met a patient who recovered so quickly and so well. When I first came in, I asked three questions and didn't know anything, but after only two weeks, I knew myself and thought of my family. I slowly remembered other little things.

Mencius boldly asked: "Doctor, I think of myself and my family, can you let me go back?"

The doctor shook his head, "No, this disease is easy to relapse, you need to consolidate and observe more, and you can be discharged from the hospital when the condition is really stabilized."

Mencius Jian's heart is cold, what year and month will this be! Looking at the many people with different expressions in the hospital, he didn't know how long he could hold on. Living among these soulless people, Meng Zijian felt as if he could hardly breathe every minute, and was in a state of tension every minute .

Because of high mental tension, and because there was a nocturnal spirit in the ward at night, which seriously affected his sleep, Meng Zijian lost a lot of weight, and the doctor was puzzled. After Meng Zijian entered the hospital, he ate on time and obediently. He also recovered from mental retardation and memory impairment. Well, why did you lose weight so much? They couldn't find any other problems with Meng Zijian's body.

ps: Sorry, I thought I posted both chapters today, but now I realize only one chapter has been posted. (To be continued.)