Barracks of Rebirth

??After a few days off, it will be the day to return to school. Ji Xinan was happy because the master came back, so he completely forgot about it, and only remembered it when the teacher called, and kept apologizing, but The teacher in charge was not angry, but cheerfully told her that her grade was the first in the grade.

Ji Xin'an was only happy for a while when he heard the news, and then went about his own business.

But her forgetting does not mean that everyone has forgotten. Yu Yao has been in a bad state since the New Year's party, and when she read the grades after rebelling against school, her mood fell to the bottom. Being overtaken by an unremarkable Ji Xin'an, I felt powerless in my heart.

In the days that followed, I was in no mood to do anything, and I didn't even touch my favorite piano for several days. Every day, I either shut myself up at home or find an empty corner to sit blankly.

Today, she unknowingly walked to the training ground that she would never come to. Looking at the noisy crowd, she suddenly felt that she had no sense of existence compared with them.

"Yaoyao, why are you here? Don't you dislike fighting and killing?" Guo Rong was also very surprised to see Yu Yao. This was the first time she saw Yu Yao here. won't come.

"Aunt Rong, it's really lively here." Yu Yao greeted her, wanted to smile, but only showed a wry smile.

"What's the matter, Yaoyao, go to Aunt Rong's room and sit for a while." Guo Rong saw that her face was a little ugly, and she was shivering from the cold, so she wanted to drag her into the office to warm up.

"Yeah." Nodding her head, she followed Guo Rong and walked in, took the hot water poured for her and held it in her hands.

"Yaoyao, what happened, if you trust Aunt Rong, please tell me." He took another thick dress and put it on her body.

"Aunt Rong..." As soon as she opened her mouth to say something, she couldn't control it anymore, and cried loudly in Guo Rong's arms.

"Cry, cry, you'll be fine after crying." Guo Rong hugged her and patted her gently, without saying anything, just waiting for her to vent slowly.

After crying for a while, Yu Yao finally calmed down, "Aunt Rong, do you think I'm useless?"

"How come, who doesn't know that our Yaoyao is the best, good at studying, good at playing the piano, sensible and obedient, if such an excellent girl dares to say that Yaoyao is useless, then either there is something wrong with the eyes or something wrong with the head " Guo Rong smiled and wiped her face with a towel.

"It's not like what you said!" Guo Rong laughed through tears, and her face turned red with embarrassment.

"Why not, I'm telling the truth." Seeing her smile, Guo Rong was finally relieved.

"But...not now, I'm not the best now." Yu Yao lowered her head.

"Yaoyao, I know you strive for the first place in everything, but don't take this as a burden. There are many meaningful things in life. If you take the first place as your only goal, you will miss a lot of wonderful things. Yes, so don't take the ranking too seriously." Guo Rong thought she was only like this because she failed the exam, so she smiled and comforted her.

"It's different, Aunt Rong, if someone who works harder and harder than me surpasses me, I will be convinced, but this time the person is really..." Yu Yao lowered her head in frustration .

"If you are only sad because she surpassed you without your efforts, then you shouldn't. There are too many unfair things in this world. This is just a small injustice." Guo Rong felt even more funny , I feel that I am a child after all, and I am so sad just because of such a small thing.

"But I'm not reconciled. How much have I paid for these things? Every day, no matter whether it's in class or at home, I don't dare to slack off, so I get the first place every time. I have been practicing piano since I was five years old, and I have never stopped for so many years. Yes, I have already passed the ninth grade, but why can’t I compare to her in everything! She obviously doesn’t listen to anything in class, I even saw her read other books in class, and she couldn’t even see her name during the entrance exam. But in just one semester, she surpassed me, and after only a few months of learning, she is far behind me in playing the piano, but she can write her own songs at the New Year's Day party and play and sing by herself. There is nothing she can't do." Yu Yao vented all the depression in her heart at once.

After a pause, he couldn't help but continued, "Zou Ze can only see her now, she was caught in a daze by the teacher in class, and asked to do a problem on the podium, she did it, Zou Ze didn't think she didn't listen to her in class, but praised her for being great. She wanted to learn the violin. Zou Ze went to Uncle Liu's to hone it for a month and wanted to give her the best violin from him. She wanted to attend the party. There is an exam coming soon, so I put down my homework and accompany her to change the score and practice the piano. She is careless about everything, but she does everything so well. I work so hard in everything, but I can’t compare to her in everything, but why do they only look at the results? !"

Yu Yao said these thoughts that even her best friend hadn't said, and her expression gradually became a little distorted, "Now I envy her, envy her, and even hate her. Without her, I would still be the best .”

"Yu Yao, you hate her not because her grades are better than yours and she can play and sing by herself, but because of Zou Ze!" Guo Rong said directly, she watched them grow up, Yu She can guess Yao's thoughts to some extent, but she doesn't want Yu Yao to keep thinking like this, it's not good for anyone.

"Aunt Rong, I`````" Yu Yao lowered her head when she was told what was on her mind.

"Yaoyao, sometimes jealousy can promote a person's progress, but sometimes it can destroy a person. You don't want her to be better than you. You want to be the first. There is nothing wrong with that, but even though she is not as hard as you, she has done nothing wrong. "Guo Rong thought that since she knew, she should do something.

"But before I didn't have her, I was the best. Zou Ze...although he treated me lukewarm, he wouldn't act like a stranger like now." Yu Yao looked up unwillingly.

"Yu Yao, you are a descendant of a soldier. Soldiers do everything aboveboard. If you are not willing, you can compare yourself to her aboveboard." Seeing that persuading her like this was not the way to go, Guo Rong changed her method of aggressiveness.

"Compared to her, can I..." Yu Yao seemed to have lost confidence in herself.

"Why not, our Yaoyao is the best, and not everyone depends on the results, someone will see your efforts. Besides, she is not omnipotent, it is impossible for everything to be so good, there is always one thing you It will be better than her." Seeing that she was a little loose, Guo Rong thought with a smile, maybe even bad things can turn into good things.

After hearing this, Yu Yao was silent for a moment, "Aunt Rong, maybe you are right, I should compete with her in a fair manner, I will not be worse than her." The voice was leisurely, but with some firmness.

"Yes, this is what our soldiers should do." Guo Rong finally smiled. "Is it still cold, let me pour you another cup of hot water!"

"No need, I'm going to leave after a while." Yu Yao put down the cup, felt that she had warmed up, and wanted to leave.

"Don't rush away, you've never been here before, so I'll show you around after a while." Guo Rong didn't intend to let her go like this, at least to see if she was happy. rest assured.

"Yeah!" Yu Yao smiled lightly and nodded.

Because Yu Yao has never been very interested in these things, she has never been here before. When Guo Rong took her to see these female soldiers who were training or fighting, they seemed to have a different charm now. Take a look. Going down, I couldn't help showing an interested smile.

"How about it, isn't it good!" Seeing that she started to pay attention, Guo Rong also smiled.

"Well, I never thought that girls could be like this. They are awesome." Yu Yao's eyes showed a strange look. Her parents taught her that girls should be quiet, ladylike, and temperamental, and let her play the piano since she was a child. She wanted to accompany her to develop a girl with temperament, she always thought so, but she never thought that a girl could have such a side.

"Instructor Guo, where is An'an? Why haven't I seen her for so many days?" At this time, a female private soldier who had just come down from the stage saw Guo Rong coming over to her.

"Her master just came back a few days ago, and she is pestering him to shoot a gun these days!" Guo Rong became happy when she mentioned Ji Xin'an, and she hadn't seen her for a few days, and she really missed it. .

"This girl has lost her temper." The man also sighed and left.

"Aunt Rong, who is An An!" Yu Yao instinctively thought of Ji Xin'an, but it was a little impossible when she thought about it.

"A little girl who is about your age wants to be a soldier, and she comes to my place to train every day." Guo Rong casually said to her.

"You want to be a soldier at such a young age?" Yu Yao was surprised when she heard that.

"Yeah, at the time I thought she was only fresh for two and a half days, but I didn't expect her to persist for so long." Guo Rong now admires her more and more.

"What's her name, she might be our classmate!" Yu Yao also became interested.

"Ji Xin'an."

Yu Yao froze for a moment, then fell into silence