Barracks of Rebirth

Hearing Ji Xin'an's question, he turned his head to look at her.

"The soldiers of the whole regiment are donating money for Instructor Tang. We students are leaving tomorrow, so we donate some before we leave. It's a little bit of our own kindness." Jiang Chen said sadly.

"Donation? Don't you care about the instructor's medical expenses group? Why do you still use everyone's donation?" Ye Canran asked in surprise after hearing this.

"It's not about medical expenses. Have you thought about his future problems? Although we dare not think about it, we still have to face it. Instructor Tang started serving as a soldier when he was a teenager, and he stayed in the army for the next few years. A man who has no strengths, knows nothing except being a soldier, and has suffered such a serious injury, what do you think his future will be like.

Moreover, I heard from the instructor that he is the only one in his family, and his parents are not in good health. His future life is really a problem. Although the money donated by everyone may not be much, it is better than nothing. "Jiang Chen said with a sigh.

After hearing this, the three of Ji Xin'an fell silent. They really never thought about these practical issues, even Ji Xin'an felt that she was a little naive, and she never thought about these things.

But she also imagined that for a person like him, the army should help solve the difficulties in life. It wasn't that she didn't want to donate money, but she felt that such a thing, how could the army ignore it, so she looked at Jiang Chen and asked suspiciously, "Instructor Tang Will the army not care about the future?"

"Hey, we all know his situation. It is impossible for the army to stay any longer. Although there will be resettlement for those who change jobs, they can live a long life later. Not enough for living expenses." Jiang Chen said with a sigh.

Ji Xin'an was a little sad. These soldiers were loyal to the country, but when they were about to take off their uniforms, they couldn't even guarantee their own lives. Not to mention disabled soldiers like Tang Sanshao, there were many normal soldiers who were demobilized. places, but they have no culture and skills, and nothing else but strength.

How can they survive in this society where even an ordinary job requires a college degree.

This made them have problems in their lives. Thinking of these, they couldn't help feeling a little bit emotional, and suddenly thought of something in their hearts, but it passed by in a flash, but they didn't catch it.

At this time, I saw that other fighters gave out more or less money. These ordinary fighters only had a meager monthly allowance, but when their comrades were in trouble, they did not hesitate to extend their hands.

The three of them came back to their senses, looked at each other, and walked over with everyone. Yu Yao and Ye Canran both took out all the money on their bodies, but they didn't bring much money because they came to the training camp. There are only a few hundred in total.

Sighing helplessly, he stuffed everything in.

Ji Xin'an suddenly thought of something, turned around and ran back to the dormitory. Several people were stunned, but she ran back after only a while.

Holding the wallet that was just returned by the instructor in his hand, he took out all the money in it without looking at it, and was about to stuff it in when the instructor stopped him. "Ji Xin'an, you have too much money. We only need to do our best to donate to the company commander. If you do this, even your instructor Tang will not agree."

At the beginning of the training camp, they saw that Ji Xin'an brought so much money, and they thought she was the daughter of a rich family, so she must not have suffered much, but they didn't expect that not only did they persist in the training camp, but they were still so outstanding score.

And the money that was confiscated by them at that time, now that Ji Xin'an directly wants to donate all the money to Tang Sanshao after being tossed around, everyone can't help but look at her differently.

"Instructor, this is also my heart. We can't do anything else, and we can only get some money. If you don't let us do it, it won't make us feel more guilty." Ji Xinan But insisted.

"But if the money is your own, then I will take your instructors to accept it, but you are only a student now, and the annual allowance is not so much. It must be given by your parents. I don't want you Take your parents’ hard-earned money to give to your instructors, and if you graduate in the future and are really capable, come and help your instructors.” The instructor refused to give up, and firmly refused her money.

"Instructor, whether you believe it or not, I earned the money myself, so there is nothing wrong with using it to help Instructor Tang, and it's not just that, we students will always pay attention to Instructor Tang's affairs, we He will be able to help him." Ji Xin'an raised his head and looked at the instructor.

The instructor was taken aback for a while, and seeing her seriousness, he really believed it, but let her go and asked her to put all the money into the box.

"An'an, do you think I'm useless? Don't tell me if I'm tired of the instructor. Now that he's like this, he can only watch, but he can't even help at all. At least you can still give me money, but I don't even know what to do. You can't even do this." Yu Yao also heard Ji Xin'an's words, and said with a wry smile on her face.

"Yu Yao, you're thinking too much. You may not be able to help Instructor Tang now, but there will be a long time to come. There is always something you can do." Ji Xin'an turned to look at her and smiled. Said.

"I will. I will take care of him when I graduate." Yu Yao said firmly after hearing this. In her heart, Tang Sanshao was injured for her, and she was responsible for this.

Ji Xin'an glanced at her in surprise, seeing her firm expression, feeling in his heart that Yu Yao seemed to have grown up a lot all of a sudden.

Early the next morning, the students carried their luggage and left the barracks. Compared with the excitement when they came and the reluctance during the training, their hearts were a little more heavy at this time.

Ji Xin'an went back to school alone, and did not go back directly. There was still one day left for the school to report, so he was not in a hurry to go back, so he went back to his 'home' and lay down on the bed. In a month and a half, this happened unexpectedly. There are so many things, returning to my home at this time seems like a lifetime away.

A month ago, I was still talking and laughing here, thinking it was just an ordinary training camp, but I didn't expect so many things to happen, but it didn't affect her, and maybe it strengthened my belief even more.

But when she just lay down, she heard the sound of the door opening, and sat up immediately, "Zou Ze, why are you here?" Sure enough, Zou Ze was the only one who could have the key here, but she didn't. It was a surprise to think that he would return it at this time.

"When did you come back? You didn't call me." Zou Ze was even more surprised than her. When he saw her, he walked in without taking off his shoes, and hugged Ji Xin'an in arms.

"I've just arrived too, so I'm not in a hurry yet." Ji Xin'an smiled and leaned his head on his shoulder, suddenly feeling very at ease in his heart.

"I guess you're coming back these days, and I can't get through to your mobile phone, so I come here to clean up when I have nothing to do. I'm afraid that when you come back, the house will be dusty and uncomfortable." Zou Ze explained with a smile .

Ji Xin'an raised his head and looked around. It was really clean, and it didn't look like a summer vacation where no one lived there. He couldn't help but feel a little moved. "Did you go anywhere this summer?"

Zou Ze nodded, "It's meaningless to go anywhere without you. It's better to stay at school and play games. When I miss you, I always feel like you have breath. This That’s how summer vacation came.”

"Zou Ze, don't be so nice to me, I will be under pressure." Ji Xin'an chuckled after hearing what he said, but the way he looked at Zou Ze changed obviously.

"I'm not good to you, who is good to me." Zou Ze smiled after hearing this.

Ji Xin'an couldn't help climbing onto Zou Ze's shoulder, smelling his familiar smell, thinking about what he had experienced for more than a month, his nose couldn't help but feel a little sour, and thinking about the embrace she was relying on now is the most worthy What she trusts is also what she can rely on.

She didn't need to be strong at this time, so she couldn't help but shed tears, but this time she couldn't control it, crying and crying out loud.

Zou Ze was taken aback. He didn't know how long he had heard Ji Xin'an cry, and he cried so sadly.

"An'an, what's the matter, have you been wronged?" Zou Ze hurriedly wanted to pull Ji Xin'an away to look at her, feeling anxious.

But Ji Xin'an was not pulled away, and said in a crying voice, "Don't move, let me go for a while, I'm fine, I just want to cry."

After hearing this, Zou Ze didn't dare to move anymore. He raised half of his hand, with nowhere to put it, and finally patted Ji Xin'an on the back lightly, comforting her.

After a while, Ji Xin'an finally felt better, and slowly raised his head, seeing Zou Ze staring at her, he couldn't help blushing, "Am I ugly when I cry?"

Zou Ze looked at her and couldn't help laughing, "You are very beautiful, and you look good when you cry, but it's good to just cry once in a while to let off steam." He pushed her to sit on the sofa and washed a wet towel To her, also sat down.

Sitting on the side and looking at her, even though she has only been walking for more than a month, the changes are not small, she is tanned and thinner, and she feels distressed when she sees these, "An'an, you have lost a lot of weight, have you lost weight this month? suffered a lot?"

Ji Xin'an shook his head, "It's nothing to suffer so much, it's just..."

"Can you tell me what happened this time? You won't cry for no reason." Seeing Ji Xin'an hesitated to speak, he guessed that it was related to the crying just now.

Ji Xin'an rested his head on his shoulder, still sobbing and talking, and slowly told him what had happened these days, and finally when he mentioned that Tang Sanshao might take off his military uniform, his expression changed. There was a silence. "Zou Ze, I'm really a little scared this time, not that kind of hesitation, just a little scared, I don't know why I feel this way, I have always known that the road ahead is not so easy.

I also know that I will encounter danger, but I have never been afraid, but this time, for some reason, I feel afraid and timid. Do you think I am useless? "

"How can it be useless? You are better than everyone, and you are afraid. This is normal. There is no one who is not afraid. But if you really don't want to do it anymore, we can go, and you can do whatever you want , I will accompany you." Zou Ze said with a smile after hearing what she said.

"No, Zou Ze, I don't want to give up. I admit that I'm scared and sad about Instructor Tang's matter, but this is not a reason for me to give up. I will persevere." Ji Xin'an shook his head.

"I knew it would be like this." Zou Ze looked at Ji Xin'an and laughed.

"You hate it." Ji Xin'an patted him helplessly, but it was as light as patting dust.

"An'an, don't be afraid. No matter where you go in the future, I will accompany you. We will face any danger in the future." Zou Ze grabbed Ji Xin'an's mischievous hand and held her in his arms. .

After hearing this, Ji Xin'an fell silent, "Zou Ze, I really feel very lucky, because I never missed you again. I saw a sentence, don't miss the last bus home and the one who loves you so much." Man, I'm glad I didn't miss someone who loved me so much."

Zou Ze laughed sincerely after hearing this, and hugged Ji Xin'an even tighter, both of them felt such a warm moment.

In the days that followed, Ji Xin'an returned to school, and after reporting to the principal, he resumed his previous life.

Because only those who are familiar with her know that she went to the training camp, so this time the whole school didn't make too much noise, and after such a thing happened, the school didn't specially publicize it, so this time it didn't like other previous activities, Make it so big.

It's just that there are many people who know that she went to the training camp. Seeing that Ji Xin'an came back with a changed appearance in just over a month, it was inevitable to ask about the details of the training camp and her condition.

But Ji Xin'an really didn't want to talk about these things. If there was no incident about Tang Sanshao later, she would be very happy to tell everyone interesting stories about this training camp, but now she has no such thoughts at all.

Although everyone was puzzled by Ji Xin'an's downcast look after he came back, they stopped asking about the training camp.

As for Ji Xin'an, seeing that others didn't mention it, it's not like she wouldn't take the initiative to bring it up again. She returned to her previous life, training every day, playing games, and going to the student union when she had nothing to do. It seemed no different from before.

But those who knew Ji Xin'an found that Ji Xin'an was obviously depressed after returning from the training camp. Although they all found this situation, they didn't know what to do.

Especially Luo Jiayi and the others can feel her changes the most, but they don't even know the real reason, and they can't help her even if they want to help her.

"Luo Jiayi, do you feel that An An seems to be a little down since she came back?" Lu Ziyan asked Luo Jiayi when she saw that Ji Xin'an was not there.

If there was anything to do in normal times, everyone would instinctively think of Ji Xin'an and let her make up their minds, but today it was Ji Xin'an's business, it was impossible to discuss with her, so Luo Jiayi was the only one.

"What's the downside, she didn't seem like you before, she was just like a chatterbox, she kept talking every day." Luo Jiayi looked at her and said with a smile.

"Oh, I'm telling you something serious." Lu Ziyan said dissatisfiedly, "Did you really not find something wrong with An An?"

"What's wrong, you just talk about it." Seeing this, Luo Jiayi put down the book in his hand and looked at Lu Ziyan.

"I can't tell you the specifics, but I'm a little reticent, and there's something... just a feeling, and I can't tell if you ask me to say it." Lu Ziyan was a little anxious, so she stopped talking.

"You're depressed, aren't you?" Luo Jiayi followed her words.

"Yes, that's the feeling. Ji Xin'an's body has always been sunny and uplifting before, but this time when he came back, he was obviously more melancholy. Although it feels more like this, this is not the An An we are familiar with. Right." Lu Ziyan nodded and said, with a worried look on her face.

"Actually, I've discovered it since An An came back. I thought she should be able to recover by herself, but it's been a month, but she's still like this. I'm really worried." Luo Jiayi also said.

"But why did she become like this? We don't even know how to help her." Lu Ziyan said helplessly.

"I guess something must have happened during this training camp." Luo Jiayi thought for a while and said.

"Aren't you talking nonsense, I can also guess, but no one knows what happened." Lu Ziyan said with a white look at her.

Both of them fell silent for a moment, and suddenly looked at each other as if thinking of something, "Zou Ze." After speaking, they looked at each other with a smile, jumped out of bed and ran out at the same time.

When they came to the computer room, they found Ji Xin'an who was staring at the computer screen. He still had such a lonely expression. Neither of them moved, because they had already seen Zou Ze who was sitting beside him.

And his face was even more worried, and he was no worse than the two of them. After thinking about it, he didn't go in to disturb them, and they all backed out. He understood that it was impossible not to notice Zou Ze's concern for Ji Xin'an. If it's wrong, they don't want to get involved.

Of course Zou Ze is worried about Ji Xin'an here, he knows why Ji Xin'an became like this, but he has persuaded and persuaded him, said that, but Ji Xin'an only said that he is fine, but Why couldn't Zou Ze feel the change in her, and suddenly felt a little helpless.

After Ji Xin'an returned to school, the training class is still going on. Zou Weiguo obviously felt her progress. Like everyone else, he also noticed her silence this time. He didn't pay attention to it at first, but after a long time, he found that she was silent. I haven't recovered yet, so I'm a little anxious.

When he learned from Zou Ze why Ji Xin'an became like this, he slapped him on the head, "Little brat, why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"I didn't know it would be so serious. I always thought that she would recover in a few days, but I didn't expect that she would not recover." Zou Ze said aggrievedly, covering his head.

"This kind of thing can be big or small, do you think it's a joke?" Seeing his appearance, Zou Weiguo really wanted to beat him up, but finally turned around and left with a sigh.

Watching Zou Weiguo leave, Zou Ze also sighed. If Ji Xin'an could recover from just beating him up, then he would be willing to be beaten.

After Zou Weiguo left, he didn't go directly to Ji Xin'an, but after doing something, he called her out alone during the training session the next day.

"An'an, come with me." Seeing that the others had dispersed, Zou Weiguo took Ji Xin'an to go out.

"Master, where are you taking me? I haven't asked for leave yet." Seeing Zou Weiguo directly pulling her into the car, Ji Xin'an drove out of the school gate.

"Okay, stop pretending, it's not that I don't know, you can go out as you like now, even though I'm an instructor now, I don't care about these things, just follow me to a place, I promise you want to go." Zou Weiguo smiled After saying that, he asked the driver to continue driving.

Ji Xin'an was stunned for a moment, then smiled embarrassedly, but she didn't expect Zou Weiguo to take her directly to the hospital where Tang Sanshao was, she couldn't help being stunned, it can be seen that Zou Weiguo didn't say anything, so he didn't ask any questions , only followed him to the outside of Tang Sanshao's ward.

Tang Sanshao was still living in the ICU ward, but he had already woken up at this time, the two of them were standing outside the door, just seeing him talking to the instructor with a smile, there was no trace of frustration on his face.

Ji Xin'an was taken aback, and looked at Zou Weiguo, who was looking at him with a smile, "Master, you..."

"You are unhappy for a while because of his business." Zou Weiguo said with a smile.

Ji Xin'an nodded, "Actually, I don't want to do this either, but I don't know why, as long as I close my eyes and see Instructor Tang covered in blood, I feel uncomfortable."

"You can also be considered battlefield syndrome. Many recruits who are on the battlefield for the first time will have this situation. Although I thought you would have this situation, I didn't expect that you would encounter such a thing before you graduated.

This is also because my master is not doing enough. If I tell you this early, maybe it can be prevented. Fortunately, you are not serious. Zou Weiguo looked at Ji Xin'an and said with a smile.

"Battlefield Syndrome?" Ji Xin'an was stunned for a moment, never thinking that he would be like this.

"I brought you here just to let you have a look at your Instructor Tang. You don't see him being depressed at all. Can you see anything from here?" Zou Weiguo looked at Ji Xin'an and said with a smile.

"I know what you want to say. Instructor Tang is so optimistic. Why should I be sad? But as soon as I think of that one mistake, the instructor will take off his military uniform. It is impossible to live like a normal person." , I feel sad.

"Ji Xin'an had a somewhat lonely expression.

Zou Weiguo sighed, "Indeed, if it's really a battlefield or some kind of mission, it's worth it, but it's just a training mistake, but there's nothing you can do about it. As a soldier, you have to face the Dangerous, since we put on this military uniform, we must always be prepared.

To face dangers and casualties from time to time, the soldiers are not as perfect as you imagined, and the death will be violent, and the injury will be earth-shattering. Those are all things in the novel, and there are too many helplessness in reality. "

Ji Xin'an froze for a moment, indeed what she had thought before was too idealistic, that's why when faced with such an accident as Tang Sanshao, she was puzzled and depressed.

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