Barracks of Rebirth
390 Confession(1st update)
Zhao Fan looked at her in confusion after hearing this, but because of Ji Xinan's words, he was not so angry anymore.
Waiting for her explanation.
Ji Xin'an smiled and explained, "When I left school before, I told our captain that if Bu Ze comes to see me, help me persuade him not to be impulsive.
Otherwise, given his character, not to mention hearing that I was being punished, even if he couldn't contact me for a few days, he would definitely come back to me regardless of anything, so I guess that although the captain couldn't tell him the whole truth, he would at least I also know some.
It can be seen from this incident that he has matured a lot, at least he is no longer so impulsive, which is a good thing. "Then he obviously didn't know about your punishment later." "Zhao Fan still couldn't help but said.
"Then I believe in him, just like I know he will believe in me." Ji Xin'an said with a smile.
Seeing Ji Xinan's smile, he couldn't help but fell silent. "It seems that I was too impulsive this time. I scolded him without thinking about anything. Maybe he was already worried. I scolded him like this again." , I wonder what he will be like now.”
Ji Xin'an smiled and then said, "I know you are doing it for my own good. No matter what, I still want to thank you." After hearing Ji Xin'an's words, Zhao Fan smiled bitterly. You are a good person with such words, but it's a pity. I just don't like you, so what's the difference? I couldn't help but say, "You will thank me and care about me, but the person you love will never be me."
This time, Ji Xin'an didn't explain anything, but asked, "Do you know how I spent these days? Two months, sixty days, facing the threats of drug dealers and my own fears." "I As you can imagine, when I heard what mission you were on, my heart ached. Even though I knew you were safe, I still felt scared. I couldn’t even imagine how you got here these days. I even I'm all wondering if I would be able to bear it if it were me.
"Zhao Fan thought for a while and felt that he had already said the most difficult things to say anyway, and there was nothing else he could not say.
Ji Xin'an nodded. "These days, it can be said that every day is torture. Sometimes I really want to give up, but do you know how I survived." He said and looked at Zhao Fan. smiled.
Although Zhao Fan looked calm on the surface, his heart was ups and downs following Ji Xinan's words.
"It's not my ideals and persistence, nor my love and loyalty to the army. It's Buze who allowed me to get through these more than sixty days and made me persevere." Ji Xin'an smiled and continued. "Whenever I face the pressure and am so scared that I dare not close my eyes, thinking about our sweet past and his smile always makes me feel at ease and calm.
I feel like he is supporting me in my heart, thinking that no matter what happens to me, he will believe in me, and I am no longer afraid. I just get through it day by day. I think if it weren't for him, I might have collapsed long ago. "
Zhao Fan fell silent after hearing this. From these words, one could hear how much Ji Xinan liked Bu Ze, no, she loved him.
In the face of such a relationship, I would never have a chance, and I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed, but I still looked at Ji Xinan and said, "An'an, will you still treat me as a friend in the future, or will you just ignore me again? Am I a stranger?"
"Of course we are still friends." Ji Xin'an smiled, and then said hesitantly, "Just don't mention this again in the future, otherwise I will be really angry. I am very happy now and love him very much."
Zhao Fan sighed and nodded, "I know, I'm late. I wish I had known you ten years earlier."
Ji Xinan smiled and said nothing, but thought in her heart, you are not ten years too late, you are one life too late. Maybe she and Buze were destined to be together in the previous life, but they just missed it, so God Let her come back to him.
When the two of them were so engrossed in chatting that they didn't pay attention to their surroundings, a voice came from "An'an, you are living a very leisurely life these days."
Ji Xin'an turned around and saw Lan Yunshu standing behind her, looking at her with a smile. Seeing this, Ji Xin'an quickly stood up, "Sister Yun Shu, you have a rest today." "Yes." Ah, it's the weekend, I just came here for a walk, I didn't expect to find something new." Lan Yunshu actually looked at Ji Xin'an gossiping.
Ji Xinan shook his head helplessly, and couldn't help but think that Zhao Fan really brought a lot of trouble to him when he came here, so he introduced her with a smile, "Sister Yun Shu, this is Zhao Fan, the senior of our military academy." .”
Then he looked at Zhao Fan and said without any concealment, "This is my psychiatrist, Lan Yunshu. She has a doctorate in psychology and social relations."...
"Doctor or not, don't listen to her. I'm just an ordinary soldier and part-time psychiatrist now. Just call me Sister Yun Shu like An An. I'm really happy to see you." He said with a smile. Look at Zhao Fan.
Zhao Fan also smiled and said, "Sister Yun Shu, An An is thanks to your care these days. Thank you very much."
"Don't say that. In fact, we were just chatting, and many of her words were very helpful to me." Lan Yunshu smiled even more after hearing what he said.
"Then you sit down and chat, and I'll get you something to drink." Zhao Fan felt a little uncomfortable at her look, scratched his head and left awkwardly.
Lan Yunshu turned to look at Zhao Fan who was leaving, and then looked at Ji Xin'an with a smile, "I've been living a small life, basking in the sun, drinking coffee, reading books, and being accompanied by a handsome guy. I see You don’t need any psychological treatment, you’ve already recovered without medication.”
"Sister Yun Shu, don't get me wrong. He is really just my senior, and there is no other relationship." Ji Xinan couldn't help but said with a wry smile. It would be fine if others misunderstood him. He was not familiar with her anyway, but Lan Yunshu is now But I'm so familiar with her, it would be bad if I didn't explain.
"Don't be fooled by me. Don't forget what I do. This is my boyfriend. He must have been anxious after hearing about your matter. I'll come back to see you if I can." Lan Yunshu He looked confident, feeling that his guess was definitely correct.
Ji Xinan was helpless. This was really getting darker and darker. In desperation, he took out a wallet from his body and opened it. There were photos of the two of them inside. This was what Buze had forced himself into, but Since then, Ji Xin'an has never taken it out and carries it with him every day.
These days, I take it out and look at it from time to time. I smile at it and show it to Lan Yunshu. "This is my boyfriend. We have known each other for many years and have been together for four years."
Lan Yunshu was stunned for a moment, and then took it. Although the two people in the photo were wearing casual clothes, she could still tell at a glance that the girl with a happy smile was not Ji Xin'an in front of her, and the girl behind her was The handsome boy was holding her in his arms.
This made her not believe it. "This is really your boyfriend. He's quite handsome, no worse than the one just now."
"The two of them are not comparable at all, okay?" Ji Xin'an reluctantly took it back, "Let's believe it this time.
Lan Yunshu smiled and continued, "But what's going on with that Zhao Fan? I can clearly see that he looks at you wrong, it's not as simple as an ordinary senior.
And you just arrived here a few days ago, and he followed you. What a coincidence. I don’t believe there are such coincidences in the world. "
"You really deserve to be a psychiatrist, you can even see this." Ji Xinan said with a wry smile and shook his head.
"This is not the ability of a psychiatrist. This is a woman's intuition. He showed it so obviously that other people can also see it." Lan Yunshu couldn't help but laugh and said jokingly.
Ji Xinan turned around and looked at Zhao Fan, who was sitting in front of the bar. Maybe he wanted the two of them to chat, so he didn't come back on purpose. Then he smiled bitterly and said, "He really doesn't treat me like an ordinary friend." It felt like, and this time when they heard something happened to me, they abandoned the army and went back to school to look for me.
I even used my connections to find this place and moved in directly to accompany me. In fact, he had always been nice to me before and even helped me a lot. Keke was very nice, but I already had it in my heart. Man, it is impossible for us to be together. "
After hearing what she said, Lan Yunshu believed it and couldn't help but sigh, "It's such a pity that such an excellent boy is so enthusiastic. You are so cruel to hurt such an outstanding boy."
"It's not that I'm cruel. If I give him a clear answer now, maybe he will be sad for a while, but if it keeps dragging on like this, it will be bad for everyone. I don't know what kind of trouble there will be in the end, so it's better to make it clear earlier. That way It’s good for everyone.” Ji Xin’an shook his head and said.
"Maybe he is right, but I guess he is not the only suitor around you. You must be in a lot of troubles, right?" Lan Yunshu smiled ambiguously.
Ji Xinan could only nod helplessly, but this was not what she wanted. The older leftover girl who had been abandoned in her previous life had unexpectedly become a piece of cake now. Ji Xinan was not only not happy about this, but also a little a little bit disappointed. Distressed.
"Who made you so beautiful and outstanding? It's normal to attract bees and butterflies, but it's abnormal if no one is chasing you. But if they are all outstanding boys like Zhao Fan, you really have to go out of your way. My brain is gone." Lan Yunshu's ability to see people is really first-rate. Just from this contact, he felt that this Zhao Fan was definitely not an ordinary person.
Ji Xin'an smiled and agreed with her words, "It's nothing to worry about. I only recognize that one person in my heart now. Only he is mine. No matter how good others are, it has nothing to do with me."
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