Barracks of Rebirth

After hearing Ji Xinan's words, Zou Ze suddenly stopped smiling. Although An An was no different from usual, Zou Ze, who was too familiar with Ji Xinan, could tell that something was wrong with her.

"An'an...are you crying?" After listening for a while, Zou Ze felt sure, and he immediately raised his voice.

Ji Xinan was stunned for a moment, then reached out to touch his face. Sure enough, it was full of tears. His emotions were revealed in just one sentence, and he thought he was pretending well enough.

She didn't expect that Zou Ze would be too sensitive, or that he knew her too well. He could even tell that it was his fault.

Seeing that Ji Xin'an didn't speak, Zou Ze became a little anxious, "What's wrong with you? Now that you're talking, has something happened again?"

Ji Xinan shook his head, "Zou Ze, I'm fine, I'm really fine. You don't have to worry about me."

Zou Ze listened and stopped asking. Since Ji Xinan didn't want him to know, he wouldn't ask.

Then he changed the subject and asked, "Are you currently in the reconnaissance camp, Zhao Fan's company?"

"No, I'm in the fourth company. The battalion commander assigned me here directly on the day I came to report." Ji Xinan said softly, wiping away tears and trying not to let his choking voice be heard.

"Fourth Company? Fourth Company of Sharpshooters?" Zou Ze asked in surprise after hearing this.

"Yes." Ji Xin'an smiled and nodded, "That's the Fourth Company of Sharpshooters."

Hearing this, Zou Ze seemed to understand why Ji Xinan was troubled, or why he was so sad, and continued, "You know, our company and the company you are in now are among the top ten famous companies in the country. Yes, I once asked our company commander who is the strongest among the ten companies.

You know a person as narcissistic as him, of course he said that our company is the best, but later I heard the platoon leader say that in fact, the company commander will obey the Fourth Company if he doesn’t obey anyone, because he once lost at the hands of the Fourth Company. . "

"Really? That Fourth Company is really amazing. You can admire such a person." Ji Xinan said with some surprise. She had seen the Sixth Company Commander before. He was really not afraid of anything. She didn't expect it. There are also people he admires.

Zou Ze nodded and continued, "Of course, so you can imagine how outstanding a company that even our company commander is convinced will be, but it is not easy to join them.

You know how strict the Fourth Company is in selecting soldiers. Not all of the soldiers they selected were selected from the new recruit companies. That was only a part, but more of them were selected and trained from other reconnaissance companies. Top.

They are also proud to be in the Fourth Company, and even for such people, it will take some time to adapt to the Fourth Company, and some people will leave because they can't bear the hardship. "

Ji Xinan was stunned for a moment, never expecting that there would be such a story in the Fourth Company.

Zou Ze sighed but continued, "So you can understand how difficult it is to get their approval. It's much harder than in other places.

We may have always been excellent when we were in school, but it still takes a lot of hard work to adapt to these arrogant companies. "

After hearing this, Ji Xin'an couldn't help but think with a wry smile, not only did she have to work hard, she wished she had put all her strength into breastfeeding, but it still didn't work, and she couldn't help but lose confidence.

"An'an, do you know what it was like when I first came to the Hero Reconnaissance Company?" Zou Ze asked without waiting for her answer.

"What else? Didn't I see them all when I went there? You get along very well with them, and they all treat you like a brother." Ji Xin'an couldn't help but say after hearing this.

"What you saw is what happened later. When I first came, you didn't see the company commander's face. It was so dark that it was almost as dark as the iron pot of the cooking class, and you said give it to me. After a while, if you can't adapt, get out immediately." Zou Ze imitated the tone of the company commander at that time and said.

Ji Xin'an couldn't help but said, "So you also use this time, why haven't you told me before?"

"Yes, why not? And there are worse things than this. I didn't tell you because I felt embarrassed about those things." Then he told her everything that happened since he came to the reconnaissance company.

When Ji Xinan felt sad when he heard that he was looked down upon by them, and that his training was really not as good as theirs, he really felt the same. It was really more difficult for him at this time than at that time.

It can't be said that I'm sad, but I'm so shocked that I lose all my confidence.

When I heard that he was unwilling to work hard and finally caught up with or even surpassed them, I was also happy and felt relieved.

Finally, I heard that he had made a bet with someone and was cheated by the platoon leader. Thinking of him frowning and grimacing in front of basins of socks alone in the water room, I couldn't help but laugh.

"How are you? You feel better now." Zou Ze finally breathed a sigh of relief when he heard her laughter.

"Yes." Ji Xin'an nodded, "It's much better. It seems that we thought about things too simply before. Although the difference between the army and the military academy is only the epaulettes, the difference is huge."

"Yes, if we want to complete the transformation from a student to a real soldier, we have to make more efforts."

Ji Xin'an nodded, knowing what he meant.

Zou Ze smiled, couldn't help being silent for a moment and then continued, "An'an, we have been in the military academy for four years and have always been the best students, the idols worshiped by other students, and the darling in the eyes of the teachers.

Slowly, we will feel that we are great and a little arrogant, but when we really come into contact with real soldiers, we will understand that we are usually too self-righteous.

In fact, we are nothing now, just new recruits. We have to start all over again. We may suffer some hardships, suffer some grievances, and even be hit by our previous beliefs, but this must be what we have to experience. Only when we survive these can we truly transform. "

After hearing Zou Ze's words, Ji Xinan couldn't help but fell silent for a while.

"An'an, remember, you once told me that this is your dream, and now is the moment closest to your dream. Maybe if you work harder, you will get through it.

Do you think that this is the only thing left before you give up? "Zou Ze smiled and continued. Although the details of Ji Xinan are not clear yet, based on Zou Ze's understanding of her, such a thing will definitely not happen.

Ji Xin'an nodded after hearing this, "Zou Ze, I know what to do. I should be like you and impress them."

"That's right, this is like Ji Xinan who never surrenders and is not afraid of anyone." Zou Ze finally felt relieved.

"When did I do that? I am a lady." Ji Xin'an couldn't help but say.

"Yes, you are my lady." Zou Ze immediately answered.

Ji Xin'an laughed helplessly.

After hanging up the phone, Ji Xin'an put away her smile. Although it was easy to tell Zou Ze just now, she really understood how difficult it was to actually do it.

After being in contact with the people of the Fourth Company for the past few days, she has become clear about their strength, but it is not so easy for her to integrate into these people.

Even so, she wasn't as desperate as she was just now. In fact, she could figure it out after thinking about it, but she felt a little stupid after being hit by Tao Hongzheng before.

So after talking to Zou Ze, I thought a lot. I looked at the food on the table, took it over and started eating.

Although the blow just now still had a great impact on her, it could no longer break her will.

After eating, Ji Xin'an walked out of his dormitory and went to the playground.

But I found that there were actually quite a few people here still training. Obviously these were not organized by the company, they must be doing additional training themselves.

Before, Ji Xinan was exhausted after normal training every day. Of course, he was not in the mood to train any more, so he didn't know that there would be these people here training by themselves.

Ji Xin'an thought for a moment and walked over. When he saw Tao Hongzheng, he hesitated and said, "Can you lend me another gun?"

Several people were stunned when they heard her speak. Tao Hongzheng was the first to come to his senses and without saying anything, he directly took a gun and handed it to her.

Ji Xin'an thanked him, then walked to the side and took out the straps. Just like they were training during the day, he tied two bricks and hung them on the gun, and then started to stand with the gun in hand.

Several people were stunned for a moment and couldn't help but look at each other. They didn't know why. They had never seen her come out before. Today, there was something happening during the day. Everyone thought she must have been severely shocked.

They all wondered if she would leave the Fourth Company, but they didn't expect that she would recover in just one night, and even run out to practice more on her own.

Tao Hongzheng saw that no one was training and looked at Ji Xinan in a daze. He couldn't help but said, "What are you looking at? Go and do what you have to do. If you don't want to train, go back and sleep."

Everyone came to their senses, no longer looked at Ji Xinan, and continued their previous training. The only difference was that there was another Ji Xinan around today.

Ji Xinan never looked at them again after he stood up. He focused all his attention on his arms, trying hard to control the gun in his hand while maintaining the correct posture. This was really difficult.

During the day, I couldn't hold on with just one piece, let alone two now. After only ten minutes, my hands began to shake again, and sweat began to flow from my face.

But Ji Xin'an didn't give up and still persisted.

You have to get up from where you fell. Since you were defeated in marksmanship, start practicing from your weakest point.

She knew that she would lose today because she was not as good as Tao Hongzheng in terms of physical strength and stability, and this training was exactly what made up for her shortcomings, so this was the first additional training item.

But when Ji Xin'an persisted, those people were a little distracted from their training and looked over curiously from time to time.

"Tao Hongzheng, what's going on? Why is she here?" Just as everyone was a little surprised, He Anliang's roar came over. RO